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I Feel Dead Inside

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    Heaven, Hell And Rebirth - From Breakers by Edward W. Robertson:But he still feared - what? The irrationality of death? Even those who thought they had all the answers, the right...
    NoahBody123 NoahBody123 51-55 Nov 7, 2013

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    Stages - The word 'dead' is strong. It represents the final passing of anything living, anything alive, even the ashes which once held life are now passed beyond the living...
    SkinOfTheNight SkinOfTheNight 16-17 2 Responses Aug 4, 2009

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    Really - I feel really empty, like I'm supposed to be doing something, supposed to be filling myself with something that other people are filling themselves with. But I don't want...
    saintjimmy43 saintjimmy43 18-21, M Jul 12, 2013

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    In The Maze Of Self Misconceptions..........!!!!! - yes very clearly i see the waves of heavy anger rising inside me and then turning into the avalanches of destructive thoughts...
    destinygirl22 destinygirl22 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 4, 2012

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    Asystole - After making so many mistakes in my life, I've reached a point where I don't feel anymore. I've taken a look back on the life I've lived and realised that I don't know...
    PreZombie PreZombie 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2012

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    i hate this hollow feeling in my chest i have right now, all over im numb, nothing has even happened to make me feel like this im just overthinking again, and i can't help but hate...
    mybeautifulbreakdown mybeautifulbreakdown 13-15, F Dec 5, 2013

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    Life, Now Fueled By Mountain Dew - All I ever do and feel and think about....all that I have ever been is work.  I work all day, I work all night.  I do all of this work knowing...
    rehnadair rehnadair 18-21 1 Response Jun 5, 2012

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    Lost Interest In Life - Well for the start I'd like to say that it's not like I started feeling dead inside just recently because of some kind of event. I don't think I even...
    NotSoSpecial NotSoSpecial 18-21, M 5 Responses May 13, 2009

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    Okay so it all started when I was about 8 years old. We went to kings island and I rode this roller-coaster with my dad and I didn’t like it so I curled up into a ball and had my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 12

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    Tin Man - It happened gradually, like waves eroding a sandy shore.  I remember hope, and purpose.  There was meaning in this world and I was going to take my share of...
    DuosAnimus DuosAnimus 26-30 1 Response Apr 17, 2010

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    Are We Buried With Him - are we suffering a living death because we are buried with christ if we perservere we shall overcome this death at our appointed time with the ressurection...
    fiftyeighth fiftyeighth 31-35, M Oct 6, 2012

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    A Message From The Old Gray Haired Geezers - A message from the old gray haired geezers:Some people like to refer to us as senior citizens, old fogies, geezers, and in some cases...
    NoahBody123 NoahBody123 51-55 Oct 24, 2013

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    I Need You - It's remarkable, really.. One person can have such an incredible hold over you that it's impossible to let them go. There are so many people in this world, so it seems...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 30, 2011

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    Where Is God When You Need Him? - Do you think god cares about us? does he love us? how many of us have problems, how many of us cry every night to sleep? where is god? why won't...
    khaany khaany 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 6, 2012

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    Dead Inside, Alive Outside. - Not necessarily that empty inside. I can feel the emotions within me, but I'm exhausted. I feel as if all of this was for naught, that my future isn't...
    Rushio Rushio 16-17, M Nov 24, 2013

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    Great Depression - Everyday... I feel cold, and empty all the time. I'm sick of living... every breath I take I just feel pain. I'm sick of going to school, I feel like I just...
    TotoSakigami TotoSakigami 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 8, 2012

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    Everyday Is More Pain....more Misery - so here i am just lying in my bed alone like always but today feels worse then ever i feel like if i get out of bed im just going to continue...
    thamanski thamanski 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    Replacement - I'm not her. I'm not me. I am dead. Souless. Gone. I was born dead. She was the one who got to live. The one who was loved. But she got hurt, the pain nearly killed...
    manaamamaya manaamamaya 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2013

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    :( - just another day/night of being alone do i really deseve to b this alone and lost in life not know who oor what i am someday somehow things will b different
    dexter362 dexter362 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2012

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    Feel Dead Inside - Feel dead inside,Bugger it,Not again,I'm sick of it,Need to live,Be alive,What's wrong with me?
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Oct 6, 2012

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    Alive On The Outside, Dead On The Inside. - I may look alive and breathing on the outside, but on the inside, i feel hollow, empty and dead.There is a void and hole inside me that...
    StephanieloveJenniferBeals StephanieloveJenniferBeals 26-30, F Nov 25, 2013

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    No Connection -   Its not so much that I feel dead inside, as I feel as though I should be dead, not that Im suicidal, or that I want to die, but as though my existence is a...
    MoonShade MoonShade 36-40 6 Responses Jul 12, 2009

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    Lonely Soul - I am not sure if I am the only way that feel this way, but I am very lonely. Been married for seven years now, but still lonely. My souls feels dead within. Is it...
    greengogreen greengogreen 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2012

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    Where Am I???? - I look in the mirror and have no idea who looks back... 2 years ago I was happy, I think...was it all a dream? Was it someone else that I was watching??? I have...
    julesfantasy julesfantasy 36-40, F 4 Responses Sep 23, 2013

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    It Get's Me Through - It's a bit sad when you just feel completely empty inside, no enjoyment, happiness or laughter. Sometimes i try to act happy and chipper, make jokes and try...
    roseofthedevilsgarden roseofthedevilsgarden 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    Life Isn't A Blessing, It's A Curse. - I've come to refer to many aspects of my life in the past tense. I was a good person, I was a likable person and so on. I've been battling...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 15, 2012

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    I feel dead inside, like I'm breathing but I'm not alive. I'm touching but I'm not feeling. I just carry that empty feeling inside me, it's like I'm not sad not happy not anything...
    martianchild2 martianchild2 18-21, F Dec 28, 2013

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    I Just Feel So Empty - I've tried to explain it hundreds of times but I still am unable to articulate exactly how I feel. Basically, I feel dead. I feel empty. A shell of what was...
    GiveMeTherapy92 GiveMeTherapy92 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2012

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    I hate it when I get like this. I don't know how to describe it. I feel like this all can't be happening, this all can't be real, the pain I'm feeling is too severe to exist. It...
    left4deadspace left4deadspace 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    I Want To Say I Hate Them - I want to say i hate them, but really, I hate myself more. Isn't it my fault that I am deceived, looked down upon, and as a whole disliked? I'm weak...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Jul 12, 2013

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    I am holding on with a death grip. Holding, holding, holding. I have to hold on for Iris and Arthur and my wife and grands. Holding on.... but why? Why why why why why why why why...
    NoahBody123 NoahBody123 51-55 Mar 31

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    I Feel Dead Inside... - I have never felt so tired in my life before. I wish i didn't have to wake up anymore, its another day of this emptiness this craving to give up. Not one...
    ScarletVisions ScarletVisions 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 11, 2013

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    I Have No Soul - i use to be so happy and smiling all the time every since i moved down here to this boring dead beat place in the woods its been boring and sad i met so many...
    123unhappyrefrian 123unhappyrefrian 18-21, F Aug 8, 2012

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    dead. what a word. so final and concrete. Dead. I do feel it inside my brain, i feel very dead. I relate more to robots than humans at this point, i guess that could qualify as...
    Unmasked Unmasked 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    Emptiness - Not about God, bad relationships, lack of friends, persons to love and respect or lack of a good life. It's about pure and simple emptiness. Born this way, lived this...
    livingfleshdeadspirit livingfleshdeadspirit 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 1, 2013

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    Someone Wake Me Up! Please!!! - Someday I want to kill myself, but I will never have the courage to do that! :(
    bebeluv bebeluv 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 17, 2013

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    I want to unzip my chest and let the roses grow out and around my rib cage. The butterflies within me are fluttering against my skin for freedom. I want the stinging feeling of...
    mindofalonely mindofalonely 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    It's Easier This Way - I thought I had finally got a grip on my daughters cancer returning.  But every time I say Good-Bye to her, I never know if it's the last time. ...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 8 Responses Nov 15, 2008

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    Dad - I feel empty. I feel on the verge of oblivion. I need to say something. I need to dedicate this to someone special. Dad.If anything should ever happen to me, you need to know...
    TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    I Feel Dead Inside - I have been fighting for most of my life not to let the bad things in my life to keep me down and now that I have come so far its like my insides are done...
    FightingChance24 FightingChance24 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2013

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    Trying To Get On Top... - I know that there are millions of people out there who walk around the streets with smiles to their faces, appearing to be either pretty happy with their...
    Johannnna Johannnna 18-21 1 Response Oct 27, 2011

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    This Is Not Me - Like who am I? I don`t recognize myself anymore.I`m not like this.I don`t know what I like anymore, everything I used to enjoy means nothing to me now, I`m...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 20, 2012

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    NoahBody123 NoahBody123 51-55 Dec 14, 2013

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    Extreme Numbness.. - Would you remember me when all my memories will be buried underneath all surface.. Were I wrong in every step,in every deed? These questions and numerous...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    There isn't any feeling left. It's just a hollow numbness everywhere. I faked a smile all day today, and when I saw him... I wanted to slap him then and there and then walk away...
    oxoAlbertaoxo oxoAlbertaoxo 13-15, F Jan 7

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    Pain...Has To Stop... - I feel like I live in a world of grey... Like the sky should be severely overcast and yet refusing to let the rain fall. For a while now, I've felt this way...
    Shelindria Shelindria 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 26, 2013

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    why like this? is this real me? nobody cared about me.. I feel i'm dead but alive..if i die will they cry for me.. but if i die i just run away isn't? do i have to feel this so i...
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