I Feel Dead

The living dead, empty and alone 87 People

    I Dont Know How Much More I Can Keep Up The Fight

    I need to face the facts 'my life is over' the best parts are over...what did I do to deserve all this physical and emotional pain? I am not well tonight... I feel helpless and I have a red eye... I am sick of life... I can't enjoy a thing and not even study lately I just want...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Jun 26, 2011

    Why I Am Here

    Hi, I was sitting at my computer in a fuzzy haze, and decided to type in the words "I feel dead" into google, just for fun I guess. It brought me to this site. Yes, I really was feeling dead, and I am glad to have come across this site.   
    teemo19 teemo19
    36-40, F
    Dec 16, 2010

    I feel dead especially

    when I'm in public. I feel like I have no reason to live. I have zero happiness. I'm severely depressed and I don't have any friends and I don't have a girlfriend either. I haven't talked to a girl my age for two years. I have never had a job . I have a back injury that is...
    Thefightingangel Thefightingangel
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 27, 2015

    I feel dead. Nothing inside me works.

    Like I'm screaming in a room full of silent people, and no one can hear me. No one looks up to see. I find moments of happiness, that are later ridiculed by pain, and thoughts that keep me up all night. The people surrounding me in life are the victims of hard time...
    Carly33 Carly33
    18-21, F
    Jan 2, 2014

    I hate it when people say "I wish I was dead".

    .. Because honestly sometimes the only thing I want in this world is to feel alive.
    rosiewindswept rosiewindswept
    18-21, F
    Mar 11, 2015

    This may sound odd, but

    for the last 12 years I feel like I'm the walking dead. I'm jumping through the hoops of everyday life but not taking anything from it. I'm not asking for help, just wanting to hear other people's experience with this. I felt I lived my life by the time I turned 30. I'm...
    gossipswag gossipswag
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 30, 2015

    Be Dead

    I feel like that a whole lot of time. And I want to be physically DEAD!!!!
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow
    18-21, F
    Apr 29, 2010

    With each day, I get colder

    and colder. I will start to become numb soon, and my care for everything will go down the drain. I'm sad, I'm happy, I'm neither of those. I don't know how I feel. I don't know what is wrong with me.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 27, 2014

    I am just looking for someone to care to listen

    not help I know no one can help but it seems I am alone here too as I am in my life I will be signing off this site.. Thank you all for listening..
    punkaroo2 punkaroo2
    Apr 2, 2015

    To him-- I feel dead inside,

    The emptiness that resides in my heart is something I think I'll never be able to tell apart, Apart from sadness, Apart from guilt or shame, I feel like I walk this earth for nothing, Trying to find my destiny, I only feel right when you're next to me, I get depressed when I'm...
    ohwee12 ohwee12
    22-25, F
    Dec 20, 2013

    Death Or Sex?

    The sword shining bright strong and heavy thrusting penetrating i feel goosebumps my tongue, loose wet i can hardly wait
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 24, 2008

    Burning Fire

    I become happy, I feel alive, a guy actually likes me, my grades stay good, my depression goes away, i can talk to people easily, my friends love me, etc etc. Then in a flash it's all gone. Everything I thought was here to stay, everything that fueled my happiness. I start hating...
    Sapphire4ever Sapphire4ever
    22-25, F
    Sep 10, 2013

    i'm cold and tired its supposed to be 33

    tonight i dont think ill make it
    Proud102315 Proud102315
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 10, 2016

    (Originally posted on Sep 10,

    2013) I Am The Undead Sometimes, when severely depressed, I feel that my soul is dead. My emotions are dead, my feelings are dead. I am numb. I am ghostlike, but with a physical body, with nowhere to go, and no choice but to tag along with people, or wander around. My form of...
    NeonPurple NeonPurple
    18-21, F
    Mar 6, 2014

    And empty and worthless.

    Seriously. I dont know what to do to feel better!
    luvsoylatte luvsoylatte
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2014

    Numbness is something I feel most of the time.

    I don't feel anything at all then I start to ask myself.. .. Are you dead or alive? I don't know. I know I'm alive but I feel dead. Like I have no emotion or no feeling at all. Like I don't really feel anything anymore. People don't even admit that my eyes make me look like I'm...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 17, 2014

    To be honest I have been feeling very weird

    lately. I don't know what it is, but I'm feeling VERY empty inside. It's like I'm just existing, and the time flies by - day by day. Night after night. I just don't feel like I'm worth anything? I'm very lonely, and empty, and I wouldn't care if I just disappeared. I used to...
    habi00 habi00
    1 Response Dec 22, 2013


    my head is too fuzzy to manage words longer than 6 or 7 letters. everything spins when i sit up/   my whole body is like lead. all i can do is just lie here and wait for it to pass. tbink hang over x1000000.   supid ******* hypnotics.
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    Oct 11, 2008

    I feel dead. i cant be the only one.

    im only alive for the moment because of one person. I feel like i dont belong anywhere but in his arms. I feel like a fallen angel meant to roam the earth for enternity. I constintly want to die. why am i even here?! I know this sounds bad but i want to die so bad that ive...
    IcedOverHeart IcedOverHeart
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2014
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