for the last 12 years I feel like I'm the walking dead.
I'm jumping through the hoops of everyday life but not taking anything from it.
I'm not asking for help, just wanting to hear other people's experience with this.
I felt I lived my life by the time I turned 30. I'm...
Like I'm screaming in a room full of silent people, and no one can hear me. No one looks up to see.
I find moments of happiness, that are later ridiculed by pain, and thoughts that keep me up all night.
The people surrounding me in life are the victims of hard time...
my head is too fuzzy to manage words longer than 6 or 7 letters.
everything spins when i sit up/
my whole body is like lead. all i can do is just lie here and wait for it to pass.
tbink hang over x1000000.
supid ******* hypnotics.
lately. I don't know what it is, but I'm feeling VERY empty inside. It's like I'm just existing, and the time flies by - day by day. Night after night. I just don't feel like I'm worth anything? I'm very lonely, and empty, and I wouldn't care if I just disappeared. I used to...
The emptiness that resides in my heart is something I think I'll never be able to tell apart,
Apart from sadness,
Apart from guilt or shame,
I feel like I walk this earth for nothing,
Trying to find my destiny,
I only feel right when you're next to me,
I get depressed when I'm...
I was sitting at my computer in a fuzzy haze, and decided to type in the words "I feel dead" into google, just for fun I guess. It brought me to this site. Yes, I really was feeling dead, and I am glad to have come across this site.
I Am The Undead Sometimes, when severely depressed, I feel that my soul is dead. My emotions are dead, my feelings are dead. I am numb. I am ghostlike, but with a physical body, with nowhere to go, and no choice but to tag along with people, or wander around. My form of...
I become happy, I feel alive, a guy actually likes me, my grades stay good, my depression goes away, i can talk to people easily, my friends love me, etc etc. Then in a flash it's all gone. Everything I thought was here to stay, everything that fueled my happiness. I start hating...
when I'm in public. I feel like I have no reason to live. I have zero happiness. I'm severely depressed and I don't have any friends and I don't have a girlfriend either. I haven't talked to a girl my age for two years. I have never had a job . I have a back injury that is...
I need to face the facts 'my life is over' the best parts are over...what did I do to deserve all this physical and emotional pain?
I am not well tonight... I feel helpless and I have a red eye... I am sick of life... I can't enjoy a thing and not even study lately
I just want...
im only alive for the moment because of one person. I feel like i dont belong anywhere but in his arms. I feel like a fallen angel meant to roam the earth for enternity. I constintly want to die. why am i even here?! I know this sounds bad but i want to die so bad that ive...
I don't feel anything at all then I start to ask myself..
.. Are you dead or alive?
I don't know. I know I'm alive but I feel dead. Like I have no emotion or no feeling at all.
Like I don't really feel anything anymore.
People don't even admit that my eyes make me look like I'm...