I Feel Depressed Today

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 639 People

    I'm so sick of feeling this way.

    I feel like no one gives a damn about me. Why do I even bother caring for others when they obviously couldn't care less about me?
    sunnyskies76 sunnyskies76
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 29, 2015

    How do I really know

    if depression is a serious problem? I feel more and more lately that I wish I would just not wake up. I think of suicide weekly or more, and no one in is selfless enough to reach out to without feeling even more like a failure.
    SlotFixr SlotFixr
    46-50, M
    1 Response Oct 2, 2015

    It's been a beautiful long weekend

    and I can't get out of my bed. I haven't eaten in two days and let alone done anything else. Everything just sucks right now.
    sergie1980 sergie1980
    36-40, M
    May 18, 2014

    Why don't I find joy in anything maybe death is

    a good thing after all!!!!! );
    MermaidUnderneath MermaidUnderneath
    18-21, F
    Nov 28, 2014

    Watching glee reruns

    and it was their senior prom, and pretty much everyone was in a relationship.... I seriously hate being a teenager
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 19, 2014

    Unfortunately.

    depression will be the death of me. all i can do is sleep, cry, and hope ill eventually feel better. right now it seems like its so far away...
    LittleFerrett LittleFerrett
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Feb 5, 2010

    I Feel Depressed And No One Believes Me

    The worst about being depressed is that no one ever believes me. I am still in high school so no matter who I'll try to explain it to (my mom, my best friends, my shrink) no one ever takes me seriously. Because of this I simply feel alone as well. My father is the person I look...
    mayarosef mayarosef
    13-15
    1 Response Jan 24, 2012

    My life is one big mess right now.

    I'm young and I want to accomplish many things in the future but I'm terribly weak and fragile. I believe that I do not deserve to live in this cruel world because of who I am. This whole world is made for the strong and courageous not for a meek little girl like myself. I can...
    AppleCakes25 AppleCakes25
    16-17, F
    Jul 25, 2015

    It's one of those days.

    It usually happens on Sundays. I think it's Sunday Syndrome where the weekend's over and you have to go back to school. Only today it's MLJK Day :/ I find myself stuck on how to deal with it. Any tips on giving myself a boost? :)
    Fretboard225 Fretboard225
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 20, 2014

    Masquerade... Paper faces all around.

    Masquerade. Hide your face so the world Will never Find you.
    BloodofAmara BloodofAmara
    18-21, F
    May 11, 2015

    I always feel depressed.

    but lately I've really been feeling sad. It feels like I'm losing my mind. I cant think straight. it feels likr everyone is against me. I'm not getting along with my mom right now. I have only one friend right now. but were not getting along. its like she's trying to start...
    blackpepperfox blackpepperfox
    18-21, F
    Sep 25, 2014

    My wife is usually out I never see her

    and when I do she is chatting to someone online. She was chatting to a guy today (Sunday) over breakfast, whilst I was trying to make conversation!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 21, 2014

    That moment when you feel special to someone,

    and then hear them talk about someone they love... I get discouraged too easily.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 12, 2014

    Today I have felt a heaviness on my chest like

    I can't breathe. That's anxiety. I've needed to cry all day. That's depression. I haven't been able to. That's shock from panic. I've been stuck in a panic for hours. *curling up into a ball*
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 30, 2014

    Have you ever felt like you don't want anything

    to do with anybody? Like you just want to be alone for days. Jyst sick of interaction
    janejopie janejopie
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

    I . Ugh . Want to float in the middle of

    the ocean . Impossibly . Like Jesus . I don't want a boat . I. want. to. be. in. the. water. And not drown . Or get eaten by sharks . Or get kidnapped . Or even seen . I need to float and feel . Water .
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 30, 2014

    R.I.P. little raton. We had an amazing 15 year

    run together. Wish it could have been longer
    caringsisterof11siblings caringsisterof11siblings
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2015

    Why Me?

    I am so angry at everything right now, I feel like I am at most worst point in life, everything has failed, gone bad, and now I am broke, everyday for the past three months I have been crying, because I feel like I am in hell, I want to move but can’t because I don’t...
    decivedbyhim decivedbyhim
    31-35
    2 Responses Aug 15, 2008

    ****

    ****. My bloody girlfriend just told me that one of her friends has fallen in love with her. She got to now my girlfriend over the internet, they met and I was like unbelievably jealous tho by then I didn't know that she loved my girlfriend. And my girlfriend refered to her like...
    GothGrrrl GothGrrrl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 25, 2007

    The Worlds Spins Madly On

    Woke up and wished that I was dead With an aching in my head I lay motionless in bed I thought of you and where you'd gone and let the world spin madly on Everything that I said I'd do Like make the world brand new And take the time for you I just got lost and slept right...
    HappyZappyZaperson HappyZappyZaperson
    26-30, T
    3 Responses Apr 3, 2013

    they say time heals pain.

    .... it really doesn't..... bc why do I still cry myself to sleep for everything in my past!!??
    keke1432 keke1432
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2015

    Yeah since I have depression.

    I don't know its just a lot has been going on. My parents don't trust me driving and neither do I. I feel awful at everything I do. I feel fat. I have a headache. I woke up at two today. And I just feel so worthless. I've been trying to do my homework today, because I know this...
    rosepetalsgirl rosepetalsgirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 5, 2014

    Is there anyone here

    who has found work with criminal convictions . I have theft cannabis cultivation and abh . I attacked with a weapon in self defence and got abh charge , my partner was abusive he said that I should take wrap for cannabis cultivation as my record was clean and theft was...
    uncontrollabledesire88 uncontrollabledesire88
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2015

    And yesterday, and the day

    before that, and the day before that, and the day before that. I don't want to be melodramatic, I really don't want to feel this way. I just wish i could convince myself there is point in my life, that I can pick myself up and keep going. But i can't.
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jan 12, 2015

    Like to see the majority of people coping with

    what I have coped with. I mentioned this to a friend he said . There are a loads in your situation .... Really???? On my own with 3 kids, no family one ex s paranoid schizophrenia who was addicted to drugs, me been addicted to drugs and come through it, one partner kidnapped me...
    uncontrollabledesire88 uncontrollabledesire88
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2015

    I Need To Find A Reason...

    Its kinda awkward being told that everyone you know would describe you as a happy person, the one who makes them laugh and is there to be a friend, when inside you know that its an act, that really when you get home and youre alone all you can think is... well nothing. You just...
    thesilenceispeaceful thesilenceispeaceful
    16-17
    1 Response Mar 30, 2011

    Feeling Empty

    I really can't explain how I feel but here is my story I have constant talks with my parents about what Im going to do with my life and it doesn't seem like we get anywhere because I really don't tell them anything about my life. They usually cry and then I cry... My mom tells me...
    confusedinmyownmind confusedinmyownmind
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Aug 3, 2012

    I found out my boyfriend is lying about

    smoking…it's ok that he smokes but I just don't like when he lies to me...he's lied about so much and even cheated (kissed 3 girls) when my uncle died...I just don't know, everything's going to **** in my life and he's there just making it worse...it's a horrible feeling of...
    PrincessOfInsanity PrincessOfInsanity
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2015

    Depressed Today

    Depressed is how I feel today!  :(
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Nov 13, 2011

    Screw life . I don't

    even know how i feel right now ,its like I am away from reality ,i can't feel myself.I confess to this girl i have like for one year and somehow she hate me after it and can ignore me ,i don't know what went wrong, we used to be really close friends and now she just ignore me...
    Appolo123 Appolo123
    16-17, M
    Dec 21, 2015

    I looked in the mirror

    and immediately knew it was a bad day.
    catsecrets catsecrets
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2014

    Just Feel Bad...

    I am sitting here drinking because all day long I have been depressed.  I was coming off a wonderful week, but now everything is still the same.    Plus, someone I have been friends with for years tried to get me to sleep with him today.  He is one of my...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 13, 2010

    It just dawns over me without any specific

    reason. Hate it! It's one of those days where I want to be left all alone
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 24, 2015

    "horrible".....................................................

    i FEEL HORRIBLE. I FEEL TORTURED BY THOSE AROUND ME. THEY CALL ME NAMES THEY ACCUSE ME OF SO MANY THINGS. AND THEN LATER ON THEY EXPECT ME TO BE 'COOL' WITH THEM. HOW CAN I SAY I'M NOT WITH OUT THEM ACCUSING ME OF FUELING A FIGHT? THEY'VE GOT ME TRAPPED. JUST LIKE THEY ALWAYS DO...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Jun 15, 2011

    I feel like crying every time I see the music

    room or my music teacher...its his ******* fault I got sexually abused- again. WAS ONCE NOT ENOUGH?
    zydeko zydeko
    18-21
    1 Response Feb 25, 2015

    I have not been socially active

    for about a week now. All I wanna do is eat and sleep, really. I missed 2 weeks worth of church meetings and social gatherings. I'm not sure if I'm even being thought of right now. I guess I'll keep doing what I'm doing.
    Christain94 Christain94
    22-25, M
    Feb 25, 2015

    I am such a loser! Especially

    when it comes to guys. I hate being so ugly
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 10, 2014

    I'm a massage therapist

    and I just started working last month in a new area I just moved to. I've had a decent amount of people but today I had two no shows. :-( So I feel depressed.
    faerieshimmer87 faerieshimmer87
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jan 4, 2015

    I feel emotionally swamped today.

    ..everything is an effort.. feeling happy, sad, nervous, depressed. The thought of having to interact with other people, to any degree makes me want to hide in the darkest corner possible.
    noxeous noxeous
    36-40, F
    Feb 25, 2015

    OMG I'm practically running away!

    !! I'm scared of what my dad will think, I hate it when he gets mad at me :( I'm scared
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 7, 2014

    Not Just Today Only

    I feel depressed most days than not. I sometimes wish that i was would just die. So many times i want to just die. I have to much to take care of before i leave this world. I just wish i could be happy again. I hide it really well. I act like im happy but, im so depressed. I feel...
    kmn4 kmn4
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2012

    I Know Its Nothing I Can Change

    I just feel so sad today. Maybe its partly because of te weather its raining. I awoke early. I miss my husband who is in Afganistan. I miss having him here to cry on his shoulders and be there to help out with the kids. I miss  my best friend...
    AmericanAngel04 AmericanAngel04
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 20, 2008

    Told my mom I was bisexual a long time ago

    and just today she was going off saying that it's just a stage I'm going through. I thought she was more open minded and understanding but I guess I was wrong
    ladyyukihime ladyyukihime
    22-25, F
    Dec 25, 2014

    I had planned a doctor's appointment

    for the last two months. . . I miss it because no one picked up on the other end of provide-a-ride . . . Friday or Saturday. They also never mentioned that they were closed Monday and my damn insurance never told me I need to give this company 48 hours notice. . . I need to get...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13
    31-35, F
    May 27, 2015

    Well today i broke up with my boyfriend.

    ..I just don't understand guys! They say they want a cute caring girl and yet they cheat? What the ****? It's like they send you roses when your upset and dig the thorns into your hand when your eventually happy? I give up...maybe some people aren't meant to be happy 💔
    PrincessOfInsanity PrincessOfInsanity
    18-21, F
    5 Responses May 1, 2015

    I can't handle all of this drama.

    I need to be erased from the world
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 8, 2014

    I always feel lonely

    even tho I have family friends a boyfriends I feel like no one understands me nobody ever helps me through anything I live in my own little world afraid of being judged of doing things wrong I want to feel loved I want someone to remember me I want someone to do something nice...
    MermaidUnderneath MermaidUnderneath
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 3, 2015

    I feel depressed and a little weird today.

    It felt like I was living a real live nightmare.. I just don't know.. It felt weird.
    Smileydork Smileydork
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jul 5, 2015

    Blank Today

    There is pain inside somewhere deep down. I draw a blank as to what it could be. No longer capable of being me. I've passed away into tides of disbelief washing over me. Are you even aware that I have washed away. Did you ever search for me today. I cant see for this hurt is...
    misery22 misery22
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2012

    Felt depressed the last week

    or so, I do manage it quite well generally, but sometimes I worry over silly things and get myself down. I want more confidence and happiness!! Must stay positive.
    secretrach secretrach
    31-35, F
    Nov 5, 2014

    Sad :(

    I feel so depressed today. My mum kicked me out of my house, my dad won't let me stay with him. So now i'm at my sisters horrible flat cleaning up for her. I feel ill. And have to dress up for a party tonight :(
    BeautifulBeast BeautifulBeast
    16-17
    1 Response Oct 31, 2008
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