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I Feel Depressed Today

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    Just Feel Bad...

    I am sitting here drinking because all day long I have been depressed.  I was coming off a wonderful week, but now everything is still the same.    Plus, someone I have been friends with for years tried to get me to sleep with him today.  He is one of my...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 13, 2010

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    Felt depressed the last week

    or so, I do manage it quite well generally, but sometimes I worry over silly things and get myself down. I want more confidence and happiness!! Must stay positive.
    secretrach secretrach 31-35, F Nov 5, 2014

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    I had planned a doctor's appointment

    for the last two months. . . I miss it because no one picked up on the other end of provide-a-ride . . . Friday or Saturday. They also never mentioned that they were closed Monday and my damn insurance never told me I need to give this company 48 hours notice. . . I need to get...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F May 27

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    I feel like crying every time I see the music

    room or my music teacher...its his ******* fault I got sexually abused- again. WAS ONCE NOT ENOUGH?
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 1 Response Feb 25

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    ****

    ****. My bloody girlfriend just told me that one of her friends has fallen in love with her. She got to now my girlfriend over the internet, they met and I was like unbelievably jealous tho by then I didn't know that she loved my girlfriend. And my girlfriend refered to her like...
    GothGrrrl GothGrrrl 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2007

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    Not Just Today Only

    I feel depressed most days than not. I sometimes wish that i was would just die. So many times i want to just die. I have to much to take care of before i leave this world. I just wish i could be happy again. I hide it really well. I act like im happy but, im so depressed. I feel...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 1, 2012

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    I Need To Find A Reason...

    Its kinda awkward being told that everyone you know would describe you as a happy person, the one who makes them laugh and is there to be a friend, when inside you know that its an act, that really when you get home and youre alone all you can think is... well nothing. You just...
    thesilenceispeaceful thesilenceispeaceful 16-17 1 Response Mar 30, 2011

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    I Feel Depressed And No One Believes Me

    The worst about being depressed is that no one ever believes me. I am still in high school so no matter who I'll try to explain it to (my mom, my best friends, my shrink) no one ever takes me seriously. Because of this I simply feel alone as well. My father is the person I look...
    mayarosef mayarosef 13-15 3 Responses Jan 24, 2012

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    they say time heals pain.

    .... it really doesn't..... bc why do I still cry myself to sleep for everything in my past!!??
    keke1432 keke1432 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 25

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    It just dawns over me without any specific

    reason. Hate it! It's one of those days where I want to be left all alone
    SilentThinker1 SilentThinker1 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    That moment when you feel special to someone,

    and then hear them talk about someone they love... I get discouraged too easily.
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    I have not been socially active

    for about a week now. All I wanna do is eat and sleep, really. I missed 2 weeks worth of church meetings and social gatherings. I'm not sure if I'm even being thought of right now. I guess I'll keep doing what I'm doing.
    Christain94 Christain94 18-21, M Feb 25

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    I can't handle all of this drama.

    I need to be erased from the world
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 8, 2014

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    Told my mom I was bisexual a long time ago

    and just today she was going off saying that it's just a stage I'm going through. I thought she was more open minded and understanding but I guess I was wrong
    ladyyukihime ladyyukihime 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    You ever just feel sad

    for no reason, then you find it hard to talk to people. It's hard to talk about what wrong when you don't even know.
    damnitsover damnitsover 16-17, M Jan 22

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    The Worlds Spins Madly On

    Woke up and wished that I was dead With an aching in my head I lay motionless in bed I thought of you and where you'd gone and let the world spin madly on Everything that I said I'd do Like make the world brand new And take the time for you I just got lost and slept right...
    HappyZappyZaperson HappyZappyZaperson 26-30, T 3 Responses Apr 3, 2013

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    My wife is usually out I never see her

    and when I do she is chatting to someone online. She was chatting to a guy today (Sunday) over breakfast, whilst I was trying to make conversation!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 21, 2014

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    Feeling Empty

    I really can't explain how I feel but here is my story I have constant talks with my parents about what Im going to do with my life and it doesn't seem like we get anywhere because I really don't tell them anything about my life. They usually cry and then I cry... My mom tells me...
    confusedinmyownmind confusedinmyownmind 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 3, 2012

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    OMG I'm practically running away!

    !! I'm scared of what my dad will think, I hate it when he gets mad at me :( I'm scared
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 7, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 3

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    I always feel depressed.

    but lately I've really been feeling sad. It feels like I'm losing my mind. I cant think straight. it feels likr everyone is against me. I'm not getting along with my mom right now. I have only one friend right now. but were not getting along. its like she's trying to start...
    blackpepperfox blackpepperfox 18-21, F Sep 25, 2014

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    I Know Its Nothing I Can Change

    I just feel so sad today. Maybe its partly because of te weather its raining. I awoke early. I miss my husband who is in Afganistan. I miss having him here to cry on his shoulders and be there to help out with the kids. I miss  my best friend...
    AmericanAngel04 AmericanAngel04 26-30 3 Responses Nov 20, 2008

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    Unfortunately.

    depression will be the death of me. all i can do is sleep, cry, and hope ill eventually feel better. right now it seems like its so far away...
    LittleFerrett LittleFerrett 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 5, 2010

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    And yesterday, and the day

    before that, and the day before that, and the day before that. I don't want to be melodramatic, I really don't want to feel this way. I just wish i could convince myself there is point in my life, that I can pick myself up and keep going. But i can't.
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 12

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    My life is one big mess right now.

    I'm young and I want to accomplish many things in the future but I'm terribly weak and fragile. I believe that I do not deserve to live in this cruel world because of who I am. This whole world is made for the strong and courageous not for a meek little girl like myself. I can...
    AppleCakes25 AppleCakes25 13-15, F Jul 25

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    Why Me?

    I am so angry at everything right now, I feel like I am at most worst point in life, everything has failed, gone bad, and now I am broke, everyday for the past three months I have been crying, because I feel like I am in hell, I want to move but can’t because I don’t...
    decivedbyhim decivedbyhim 31-35 2 Responses Aug 15, 2008

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    Watching glee reruns

    and it was their senior prom, and pretty much everyone was in a relationship.... I seriously hate being a teenager
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2014

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    Well today i broke up with my boyfriend.

    ..I just don't understand guys! They say they want a cute caring girl and yet they cheat? What the ****? It's like they send you roses when your upset and dig the thorns into your hand when your eventually happy? I give up...maybe some people aren't meant to be happy 💔
    PrincessOfInsanity PrincessOfInsanity 16-17, F 4 Responses May 1

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    I feel emotionally swamped today.

    ..everything is an effort.. feeling happy, sad, nervous, depressed. The thought of having to interact with other people, to any degree makes me want to hide in the darkest corner possible.
    noxeous noxeous 36-40, F Feb 25

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    Sad :(

    I feel so depressed today. My mum kicked me out of my house, my dad won't let me stay with him. So now i'm at my sisters horrible flat cleaning up for her. I feel ill. And have to dress up for a party tonight :(
    BeautifulBeast BeautifulBeast 16-17 1 Response Oct 31, 2008

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    Yeah since I have depression.

    I don't know its just a lot has been going on. My parents don't trust me driving and neither do I. I feel awful at everything I do. I feel fat. I have a headache. I woke up at two today. And I just feel so worthless. I've been trying to do my homework today, because I know this...
    rosepetalsgirl rosepetalsgirl 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2014

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    I always feel lonely

    even tho I have family friends a boyfriends I feel like no one understands me nobody ever helps me through anything I live in my own little world afraid of being judged of doing things wrong I want to feel loved I want someone to remember me I want someone to do something nice...
    MermaidUnderneath MermaidUnderneath 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    I looked in the mirror

    and immediately knew it was a bad day.
    catsecrets catsecrets 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2014

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    It's hortible feeling depressed.

    It's unbearable. It leaves me with no energy. It sucks to be me. 😕
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F May 25

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    Masquerade... Paper faces all around.

    Masquerade. Hide your face so the world Will never Find you.
    BloodofAmara BloodofAmara 16-17, F May 11

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    Today I have felt a heaviness on my chest like

    I can't breathe. That's anxiety. I've needed to cry all day. That's depression. I haven't been able to. That's shock from panic. I've been stuck in a panic for hours. *curling up into a ball*
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 30, 2014

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    Why don't I find joy in anything maybe death is

    a good thing after all!!!!! );
    MermaidUnderneath MermaidUnderneath 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2014

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    I . Ugh . Want to float in the middle of

    the ocean . Impossibly . Like Jesus . I don't want a boat . I. want. to. be. in. the. water. And not drown . Or get eaten by sharks . Or get kidnapped . Or even seen . I need to float and feel . Water .
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 30, 2014

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    "horrible".....................................................

    i FEEL HORRIBLE. I FEEL TORTURED BY THOSE AROUND ME. THEY CALL ME NAMES THEY ACCUSE ME OF SO MANY THINGS. AND THEN LATER ON THEY EXPECT ME TO BE 'COOL' WITH THEM. HOW CAN I SAY I'M NOT WITH OUT THEM ACCUSING ME OF FUELING A FIGHT? THEY'VE GOT ME TRAPPED. JUST LIKE THEY ALWAYS DO...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 15, 2011

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    I've barely left my bed all day.

    No one calls me. No one texts me to see if I'm okay. Nobody cares anymore. They only care when you can do a favor for them. When you not capable of helping them they don't want anything to do with you. I can barely see straight so I can do my homework. I'm perpetually hungry.
    VerucaRose VerucaRose 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 15, 2014

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    This goes against everything I've said

    for years, but... I need a hug.
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2014

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    I feel depressed and a little weird today.

    It felt like I was living a real live nightmare.. I just don't know.. It felt weird.
    Smileydork Smileydork 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    I found out my boyfriend is lying about

    smoking…it's ok that he smokes but I just don't like when he lies to me...he's lied about so much and even cheated (kissed 3 girls) when my uncle died...I just don't know, everything's going to **** in my life and he's there just making it worse...it's a horrible feeling of...
    PrincessOfInsanity PrincessOfInsanity 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    I'm so sick of feeling this way.

    I feel like no one gives a damn about me. Why do I even bother caring for others when they obviously couldn't care less about me?
    sunnyskies76 sunnyskies76 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Have you ever felt like you don't want anything

    to do with anybody? Like you just want to be alone for days. Jyst sick of interaction
    janejopie janejopie 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    Blank Today

    There is pain inside somewhere deep down. I draw a blank as to what it could be. No longer capable of being me. I've passed away into tides of disbelief washing over me. Are you even aware that I have washed away. Did you ever search for me today. I cant see for this hurt is...
    misery22 misery22 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 24, 2012

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