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I Feel Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 425 People

    This bout with depression has lasted longer

    than any other. It's in these moments I realize I will not be saved. There is no white knight, there is no hero, there neigh a person to hear my screams. I feel like a ghost.
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M Oct 15, 2015

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    So I was with someone

    for almost a year. We broke up about a month ago. We weren't happy for the last couple months, but we sure were good at faking it. Lately I've missed the little things we used to do. It's not that I miss him because I don't. I miss kinda being dependent on someone. I miss the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 29, 2015

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    I just lost my best friend

    because I had to make a hard decision and she said I made the childish decision, when in fact I did the adult thing. I just wish she could see that
    spence96 spence96 18-21, F Nov 15, 2015

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    Its too hard to just move on,

    easier said than done.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 17, 2014

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    I can't stop overthinking.

    I've been doing that a lot lately :(
    PopulaceInOne PopulaceInOne 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 10, 2015

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    Yeah I'm defiantly feeling it today.

    Its been like this on and off all day. ****, what's my deal?
    PopulaceInOne PopulaceInOne 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 10, 2014

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    Why Am I Unable To Cope

    Why is it i find it so hard to be normal, since i was young i have gone up and down from feeling positive and good about life to feeling like i do know. i just want to run away i dont want to get out of my bed or do anything. to strangers they probably have no idea how i feel as...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    I recently broke up with my ex

    and I just found she cheated on me and now she is happily either the person they cheated with and I'm just left here alone. It doesn't really seem fair. She was the only one that that knows the real me and loved the bad parts of me. So I feel depressed and alone.
    karizombie07 karizombie07 22-25, T Jun 24, 2015

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    I feel so alone lately.

    no one talks to me. been so alone this past week. school started again for my friends so theyre all busy. parents on my *** about getting a job as if I'm not trying. I'm not aloud to leave the house until I get a job. I fear being alone and when I'm left alone with no one to...
    ksnowman ksnowman 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2015

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    I'm finding life so stressful right now

    even though I'm young and it can only get worse from here. Everyday day it's verbal abuse yet nobody realises I'm extremely down. I don't even get a break on the weekend... My mum doesn't even realise it but she calls me names like "idiot" "stupid" "thick" along with a bit of...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1 13-15, M Nov 16, 2014

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    One of the guy's I live with came into my room

    today, I slept in a lot due to feeling physically and mentally sick...then as if it weren't enough he told me I'm a waste of a life...Sorry to put up a post that seems like a plea for attention, there's just nobody in my life I can tell...and you guys always seem to listen...
    BlueEyesWhiteSnow BlueEyesWhiteSnow 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 29, 2014

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    I'm losing all emotion towards everything .

    .. I can feel it and the bad thing is I don't even care ....
    JamesHuff JamesHuff 18-21, M 1 Response May 12, 2014

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    spence96 spence96 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2015

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    I hate my life... People need to shut the hell

    up and get out of my room...
    Depressedgirlxxx Depressedgirlxxx 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 26, 2015

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    I have been fine for a year now,

    it took me a few years to battle depression.. It was really hard getting up each day facing all my demons. I thought my dark side had disappeared, thought that now I was happy. I was wrong, everything came back, everything is actually coming back. I fell so alone and broken but...
    everybodywantshappiness everybodywantshappiness 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 10, 2015

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    I am tired. I have expended the last of my

    strength. So tired. Nothing left. Just hanging in there for my kids....
    countryboy204 countryboy204 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 18, 2014

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    Once again feeling low not really sure what the

    point of my life really is iv always been alone an outsider most of the people i meet dont even know im there and even fewer can hear me and even less care i keep trying to come up with pathetic excuses to why i should keep going its like im the last of my knid and there no...
    alex25589 alex25589 26-30, M Apr 29, 2014

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    beyourself23 beyourself23 18-21, F 4 Responses May 21, 2015

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    I am too ashamed to tell anyone my grades.

    Really disappointed in myself because for the units I tried in I only got 91, 92 and 95. I have lost all self belief with these grades because this is the best I can do after trying. I don't think I am even in top 10 for units I got 91 and 92 in. I just want to cry, I don't know...
    BuyingGfwithRP BuyingGfwithRP 18-21, M Dec 26, 2015

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    It Doesn't Mean I Am Depressed

    To feel depressed doesn't mean I am depressed, I just need a little bit of encouragement, I know I have great potential... I am just a little bit lazy sometimes to believe in myself and personal power... Too scared to step out of my comfort zone sometimes, But hey that is HUMAN...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Sep 25, 2012

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    This close to relapsing

    and screwing my recovery up
    Depressedgirlxxx Depressedgirlxxx 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2015

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    Not exactly depressed.

    I feel in a low, anxious mood. I'm not sure what it is about. Maybe it's Christmas coming and I'm not ready. Maybe it's being poor. Maybe it's feeling a bit unsure about this new relationship I'm in. Maybe it's my hormones, I think I get a bit down at this time of the month. I...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F Dec 13, 2014

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    Children

     Children... Such innocence. I was at my gym and found a kid there playing training. He came with his dad. I haven't assisted my gym for more than a week because of work. What a hellish week.  I was feeling fine Until I started talking to the kid. Watching kids talk is...
    LeungZT LeungZT 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    Depression just kind of hit me at random.

    . again.... And at the moment i have no comfort. Im tired but when i lay down i cant sleep, im hungry but every time i try to eat my stomach drops... I dont want anything..
    Aws0meSauce Aws0meSauce 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2015

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    Hate how complicated things can get within a

    matter of minutes!! :( Feel so awful, everyone keeps telling me that life is too short...maybe I should just make it shorter... Hate how overwhelming my feelings can get and I hate how messed up I am Just want my head to sort itself out
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 27, 2014

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    ******* GOD !!! I never felt

    so dame depressed it hurts me in the inside that I just want to cry Dx I don't like this feeling !!!
    NerdyCatFace64 NerdyCatFace64 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 2, 2014

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    I woke up in the middle of the night

    and felt so depressed. I really just felt dead inside. I'm gonna be a senior in high school and I feel unsure about everything. I'm just feeling like wasted space right now.
    ypurvis ypurvis 18-21, F Jul 3, 2014

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    Heads up not saying I am depressed

    but lately I've been feeling so unmotivated, quiet, uninterested, giving up and feel like everything is my fault. I just have the urge to not start anything because I know I'll give up within the next minute. This afternoon I was already making something for lunch and planned on...
    jennifer5006 jennifer5006 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    startingover34 startingover34 31-35, M Oct 2, 2015

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    Hello. I have been feeling very hopeless

    and depressed lately. I'm sick of seeing how other people seem to have better lives than me. I'm only fourteen years old, and I have absolutely no one out there to talk to who will hear me and understand me. I don't have any brothers or sisters, or any real friends. I wish that...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 5, 2015

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    No one really understands how painful it is

    for me to live through each day... I really just want to end it all right now... No one in real life cares about me anymore... The few friends I thought i could rely on finally decided my depression is too much for them to handle...
    Depressedgirlxxx Depressedgirlxxx 16-17, F Sep 9, 2015

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    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M Nov 29, 2015

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    bluebunny01 bluebunny01 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2015

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    Someone please put me out of my misery my heart

    hurts so much and it's depressing me no one loves me and no one ever will im always a second choice it's feels like **** I wanna meet someone exactly like me and fall in love with them but that won't happen because even if I did they wouldn't fall in love with me back who the...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 24, 2015

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    i feel alone again seriously i am just ig too

    ugly maybe that's why no one will talk to me
    ThePhantomDeathReaper ThePhantomDeathReaper 13-15, M 1 Response May 21, 2015

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    Well, to start..I'm 17,

    I have been with my boyfriend (18) for 6 months now, the past few weeks have been horrible, I found out I was pregnant at 2 weeks in on the pregnancy, we was so excited but so scared to tell our parents, so he let his mom know first. She's more understanding and she helped us...
    cherubxo cherubxo 16-17 1 Response Nov 24, 2015

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    illjay illjay 18-21, F Jul 2, 2015

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    i feel like a freaking screw up all i do is

    **** things up over and over again i am a boy 15 years old but i am a **** up i am a ugly black kid
    AquosSirenoid AquosSirenoid 13-15, M Aug 1, 2015

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    I feel depressed. I'm tired of being single.

    And it sucks knowing that a guy who I know likes me is taken. :(
    aestrada91 aestrada91 22-25, F Jun 18, 2014

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    Celebrities have perfect lives everyone loves

    them their rich their famous they have everything they want I hate my life everyone is mean to me and hate to me nobody haves mercy on me I want to be Beyoncé
    unhappyperson707 unhappyperson707 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 12, 2015

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    My ex has destroyed our family with his

    infidelity and adamant to continue making life hell for me :-(. I can't understand why he can't show any care and compassion for what he has done to me and the children through instead blaming me for everything, refusing to support his children financially and demanding to...
    Hidihi Hidihi 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2014

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    My Fake Mother, not my real Mother,

    has her boyfriend come in and tamper with things so she could blame me, since she hates me, and cradle robbed me from my real Mother. I was sitting on the dining room chair about two days ago, when I almost fell off of it because one of the legs broke. Today, I was going to...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Oct 25, 2015

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    Depression

    How I know I'm out of the dark cloud of depression, is listening to music. That's also how I can tell I'm going into the lonely sadness. I turn the radio off when in the car. I compare depression to having a migrain headache. You can tell you are going to be over taken by this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 18, 2013

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    My whole life was a total depression.

    . Im not pretty and people used to bully me bcoz of my looks. So i learned to be strong for myself and dont mind whay other people say.. I get a job a bf..somehow life become good. But recently i got this terrible pimples growing and multiplying in my face..went to several doctor...
    lezia88 lezia88 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    EqualityForFemales EqualityForFemales 22-25, F Sep 21, 2014

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