I Feel Depressed

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    I am too ashamed to tell anyone my grades.

    Really disappointed in myself because for the units I tried in I only got 91, 92 and 95. I have lost all self belief with these grades because this is the best I can do after trying. I don't think I am even in top 10 for units I got 91 and 92 in. I just want to cry, I don't know...
    BuyingGfwithRP BuyingGfwithRP
    18-21, M
    Dec 26, 2015

    Well, to start..I'm 17,

    I have been with my boyfriend (18) for 6 months now, the past few weeks have been horrible, I found out I was pregnant at 2 weeks in on the pregnancy, we was so excited but so scared to tell our parents, so he let his mom know first. She's more understanding and she helped us...
    cherubxo cherubxo
    16-17
    1 Response Nov 24, 2015

    My ex has destroyed our family with his

    infidelity and adamant to continue making life hell for me :-(. I can't understand why he can't show any care and compassion for what he has done to me and the children through instead blaming me for everything, refusing to support his children financially and demanding to...
    Hidihi Hidihi
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jan 28, 2014

    ******* GOD !!! I never felt

    so dame depressed it hurts me in the inside that I just want to cry Dx I don't like this feeling !!!
    NerdyCatFace64 NerdyCatFace64
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Feb 2, 2014

    I am tired. I have expended the last of my

    strength. So tired. Nothing left. Just hanging in there for my kids....
    countryboy204 countryboy204
    36-40, M
    1 Response Aug 18, 2014
    beyourself23 beyourself23
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 21, 2015

    Someone please put me out of my misery my heart

    hurts so much and it's depressing me no one loves me and no one ever will im always a second choice it's feels like **** I wanna meet someone exactly like me and fall in love with them but that won't happen because even if I did they wouldn't fall in love with me back who the...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jun 24, 2015

    Hate how complicated things can get within a

    matter of minutes!! :( Feel so awful, everyone keeps telling me that life is too short...maybe I should just make it shorter... Hate how overwhelming my feelings can get and I hate how messed up I am Just want my head to sort itself out
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 27, 2014

    Children

     Children... Such innocence. I was at my gym and found a kid there playing training. He came with his dad. I haven't assisted my gym for more than a week because of work. What a hellish week.  I was feeling fine Until I started talking to the kid. Watching kids talk is...
    LeungZT LeungZT
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 17, 2009

    Tired of Living

    I'm really bored or not bored..i'm so tired and sad living my life. I mean nothing will change everyday will be the same i go to school come back cry alot get yelled at and go to sleep and again and again. What's the point of living? seriously it's just so hard and gets you down...
    EverythingBreaks EverythingBreaks
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 6, 2009

    I feel so alone lately.

    no one talks to me. been so alone this past week. school started again for my friends so theyre all busy. parents on my *** about getting a job as if I'm not trying. I'm not aloud to leave the house until I get a job. I fear being alone and when I'm left alone with no one to...
    ksnowman ksnowman
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 9, 2015
    EqualityForFemales EqualityForFemales
    22-25, F
    Sep 21, 2014

    Each day is a struggle.

    If it weren't for my children I'd likely not get out of bed. They are the only thing that keeps me here on earth. If not for them and knowing they'd be orphans without me, I'd not be here.
    ultimatebetrayal ultimatebetrayal
    36-40, F
    Jun 20, 2014

    I woke up in the middle of the night

    and felt so depressed. I really just felt dead inside. I'm gonna be a senior in high school and I feel unsure about everything. I'm just feeling like wasted space right now.
    ypurvis ypurvis
    18-21, F
    Jul 3, 2014

    I can't stop overthinking.

    I've been doing that a lot lately :(
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 10, 2015

    So I was with someone

    for almost a year. We broke up about a month ago. We weren't happy for the last couple months, but we sure were good at faking it. Lately I've missed the little things we used to do. It's not that I miss him because I don't. I miss kinda being dependent on someone. I miss the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 29, 2015

    Its too hard to just move on,

    easier said than done.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2014

    Yeah I'm defiantly feeling it today.

    Its been like this on and off all day. ****, what's my deal?
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Aug 10, 2014

    I wish guys would stop hurting me I wish I

    could find one decent boyfriend that doesn't cheat or hit me or use me or lie to me! I just wish people would stop hurting me I don't know what I did to deserve all this pain 😢
    Jaymerz97 Jaymerz97
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2014

    I have been fine for a year now,

    it took me a few years to battle depression.. It was really hard getting up each day facing all my demons. I thought my dark side had disappeared, thought that now I was happy. I was wrong, everything came back, everything is actually coming back. I fell so alone and broken but...
    everybodywantshappiness everybodywantshappiness
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 10, 2015

    Just been feeling down.

    Nothing has been helping. Feeling really tired. Don't want to keep trying.
    Destroyer2266 Destroyer2266
    16-17, M
    1 Response Aug 17, 2015

    If you call the sucide hotline number will they

    trace your call and come arrest you
    startingover34 startingover34
    31-35, M
    1 Response Feb 17

    I hate my life... People need to shut the hell

    up and get out of my room...
    Depressedgirlxxx Depressedgirlxxx
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 26, 2015
    spence96 spence96
    18-21, F
    Dec 21, 2015

    Once again feeling low not really sure what the

    point of my life really is iv always been alone an outsider most of the people i meet dont even know im there and even fewer can hear me and even less care i keep trying to come up with pathetic excuses to why i should keep going its like im the last of my knid and there no...
    alex25589 alex25589
    26-30, M
    Apr 29, 2014

    Celebrities have perfect lives everyone loves

    them their rich their famous they have everything they want I hate my life everyone is mean to me and hate to me nobody haves mercy on me I want to be Beyoncé
    unhappyperson707 unhappyperson707
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2015

    I feel depressed. I'm tired of being single.

    And it sucks knowing that a guy who I know likes me is taken. :(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 18, 2014

    I'm losing all emotion towards everything .

    .. I can feel it and the bad thing is I don't even care ....
    JamesHuff JamesHuff
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 12, 2014

    i feel alone again seriously i am just ig too

    ugly maybe that's why no one will talk to me
    ThePhantomDeathReaper ThePhantomDeathReaper
    13-15, M
    1 Response May 21, 2015

    Depression just kind of hit me at random.

    . again.... And at the moment i have no comfort. Im tired but when i lay down i cant sleep, im hungry but every time i try to eat my stomach drops... I dont want anything..
    Aws0meSauce Aws0meSauce
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015

    I honestly feel like a worthless piece of ****.

    I get up feeling like it and i go to bed feeling like it and i cry all night because i am depressed
    BrandonDay BrandonDay
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 21

    I have lost. I finally lost to me demons.

    ..they have won. I broke up with my boyfriend because of my paranoia of my parents finding out I was dating him. I love him.. But I can't have him back. What kills me more is that he thinks I don't care about him or about past relationship. The person who changed me to become the...
    Ashbarg Ashbarg
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 21

    It Doesn't Mean I Am Depressed

    To feel depressed doesn't mean I am depressed, I just need a little bit of encouragement, I know I have great potential... I am just a little bit lazy sometimes to believe in myself and personal power... Too scared to step out of my comfort zone sometimes, But hey that is HUMAN...
    indigowitch indigowitch
    22-25, F
    Sep 25, 2012

    I recently broke up with my ex

    and I just found she cheated on me and now she is happily either the person they cheated with and I'm just left here alone. It doesn't really seem fair. She was the only one that that knows the real me and loved the bad parts of me. So I feel depressed and alone.
    karizombie07 karizombie07
    22-25, T
    Jun 24, 2015

    This bout with depression has lasted longer

    than any other. It's in these moments I realize I will not be saved. There is no white knight, there is no hero, there neigh a person to hear my screams. I feel like a ghost.
    imjustaghost imjustaghost
    26-30, M
    Oct 15, 2015

    One of the guy's I live with came into my room

    today, I slept in a lot due to feeling physically and mentally sick...then as if it weren't enough he told me I'm a waste of a life...Sorry to put up a post that seems like a plea for attention, there's just nobody in my life I can tell...and you guys always seem to listen...
    BlueEyesWhiteSnow BlueEyesWhiteSnow
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Nov 29, 2014

    I am constantly depressed due to stress,

    but even more now that I've finally found someone I truly love, not just crushing on, and they're gone. Now I know most people are going to respond with: your a teenager, it's just puppy dog love. No, it isn't. How do I know? I don't like this person for their looks. The first...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Nov 30, 2014
    startingover34 startingover34
    31-35, M
    Oct 2, 2015

    This close to relapsing

    and screwing my recovery up
    Depressedgirlxxx Depressedgirlxxx
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2015

    I'm new to the online community,

    so please excuse my awkward writing. It's been years since I felt depressed. It doesn't happen in consecutive days, but every week and year feels horrible. I've been informed that it helps when you talk to your friends about these thoughts. My friends are extremely supportive...
    0marida 0marida
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 26

    Yesterday started out pretty normal

    for the most part. Just relaxing and i started to do my hair. Then i get an emergency call from my uncle trying to reach my mom about my grandma that was on oxygen and those levels dropped really low, her vitals are extremely low. And me, my mom and my grandpa( her husband...
    Chevy96 Chevy96
    18-21, F
    Dec 9, 2015

    No one really understands how painful it is

    for me to live through each day... I really just want to end it all right now... No one in real life cares about me anymore... The few friends I thought i could rely on finally decided my depression is too much for them to handle...
    Depressedgirlxxx Depressedgirlxxx
    16-17, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    Depression

    How I know I'm out of the dark cloud of depression, is listening to music. That's also how I can tell I'm going into the lonely sadness. I turn the radio off when in the car. I compare depression to having a migrain headache. You can tell you are going to be over taken by this...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 18, 2013
    illjay illjay
    22-25, F
    Jul 2, 2015
    imjustaghost imjustaghost
    26-30, M
    Nov 29, 2015

    Hello. I have been feeling very hopeless

    and depressed lately. I'm sick of seeing how other people seem to have better lives than me. I'm only fourteen years old, and I have absolutely no one out there to talk to who will hear me and understand me. I don't have any brothers or sisters, or any real friends. I wish that...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jul 5, 2015

    I'm finding life so stressful right now

    even though I'm young and it can only get worse from here. Everyday day it's verbal abuse yet nobody realises I'm extremely down. I don't even get a break on the weekend... My mum doesn't even realise it but she calls me names like "idiot" "stupid" "thick" along with a bit of...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    Nov 16, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 23, 2015

    My whole life was a total depression.

    . Im not pretty and people used to bully me bcoz of my looks. So i learned to be strong for myself and dont mind whay other people say.. I get a job a bf..somehow life become good. But recently i got this terrible pimples growing and multiplying in my face..went to several doctor...
    lezia88 lezia88
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jun 4, 2014

    i feel like a freaking screw up all i do is

    **** things up over and over again i am a boy 15 years old but i am a **** up i am a ugly black kid
    AquosSirenoid AquosSirenoid
    16-17, M
    Aug 1, 2015

    I am no longer good enough

    for my boyfriend. I have gained alot of weight. He apparently loves everything about me but when it comes to time in bed and I am on top he becomes broken and nothing I do works. He finally told me last night he was embarrassed. I would have rathered him tell me months or years...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 18

    Not exactly depressed.

    I feel in a low, anxious mood. I'm not sure what it is about. Maybe it's Christmas coming and I'm not ready. Maybe it's being poor. Maybe it's feeling a bit unsure about this new relationship I'm in. Maybe it's my hormones, I think I get a bit down at this time of the month. I...
    paliglass paliglass
    36-40, F
    Dec 13, 2014

    I just lost my best friend

    because I had to make a hard decision and she said I made the childish decision, when in fact I did the adult thing. I just wish she could see that
    spence96 spence96
    18-21, F
    Nov 15, 2015

    Why Am I Unable To Cope

    Why is it i find it so hard to be normal, since i was young i have gone up and down from feeling positive and good about life to feeling like i do know. i just want to run away i dont want to get out of my bed or do anything. to strangers they probably have no idea how i feel as...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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