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I Feel Depressed

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    I'm losing all emotion towards everything .

    .. I can feel it and the bad thing is I don't even care ....
    JamesHuff JamesHuff 16-17, M 1 Response May 12

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    I really miss this girl.

    It's been about 5 yrs and I haven't gotten over her. I've tried to move on but I can't. I have no way of contacting her either :(
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    I've been feeling what I call depression

    for a month or two now... I guess nothing serious. I used to be pretty joyful, and I still act like I am, but every time I get a chance to stop and think to myself... I just end up sad. I can't do anything to cheer me up either, no matter what I try to do. It's like a part of me...
    ExperienceRush ExperienceRush 70+, M Nov 10

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    Why Am I Unable To Cope

    Why is it i find it so hard to be normal, since i was young i have gone up and down from feeling positive and good about life to feeling like i do know. i just want to run away i dont want to get out of my bed or do anything. to strangers they probably have no idea how i feel as...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    Hate how complicated things can get within a

    matter of minutes!! :( Feel so awful, everyone keeps telling me that life is too short...maybe I should just make it shorter... Hate how overwhelming my feelings can get and I hate how messed up I am Just want my head to sort itself out
    lindastars42 lindastars42 18-21, F Jul 27

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    Ok, I know I shouldn't feel depressed

    but I do. I have always had a great relationship with my dad and thought I did with my mom up until I lost my job of 12 years, 3 years ago. I know that my mom and dad have had it rough financially because both of them are disabled. The fighting between my mom and I began before...
    bluefireball4949 bluefireball4949 36-40, M Sep 12

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    Yeah I'm defiantly feeling it today.

    Its been like this on and off all day. ****, what's my deal?
    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 10

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    ******* GOD !!! I never felt

    so dame depressed it hurts me in the inside that I just want to cry Dx I don't like this feeling !!!
    NerdyCatFace64 NerdyCatFace64 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 2

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    What doesn't kill you,

    makes you wish you were dead. What doesn't destroy you, leaves you broken instead. I'm not okay and I'm not alright. Who will fix me now? Save me from myself, don't let me go. --BMTH
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F Oct 21

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    I fail to see why I should continue living

    besides my loved ones there is no reason for me to be around. I don't feel like I want or need to be here.
    dans0impact dans0impact 22-25, M Mar 27

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    I'm finding life so stressful right now

    even though I'm young and it can only get worse from here. Everyday day it's verbal abuse yet nobody realises I'm extremely down. I don't even get a break on the weekend... My mum doesn't even realise it but she calls me names like "idiot" "stupid" "thick" along with a bit of...
    fatality500 fatality500 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 16

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    I had a friend, who was my biggest confidante.

    I loved him so much, but now the things are messed up. I hid something from him as I was afraid to lose him.. And now he has got to know that from somewhere else. He said that he wont leave me or our friendship, but he doesn't want any explanation. He said that this is my only...
    TheLivingDead TheLivingDead 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    Today wasnt my best, im getting grumpier

    and grumpier everyday and feel like I bore everyone to death. Im not intersting at all but who cares :/
    OmegaSky OmegaSky 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    This Is The Worst Feeling Ever

    Why do I find myself feeling so depressed, being swallowed by a black and hopeless void that continues to consume me? I'm so depressed right now it sucks. I've had a long and busy week so that's part of it I'm sure. Right now I feel like absolute crap and I am so grateful that it...
    skyhook2612 skyhook2612 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 1, 2012

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    Children

     Children... Such innocence. I was at my gym and found a kid there playing training. He came with his dad. I haven't assisted my gym for more than a week because of work. What a hellish week.  I was feeling fine Until I started talking to the kid. Watching kids talk is...
    LeungZT LeungZT 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    I wish guys would stop hurting me I wish I

    could find one decent boyfriend that doesn't cheat or hit me or use me or lie to me! I just wish people would stop hurting me I don't know what I did to deserve all this pain 😢
    Jaymerz97 Jaymerz97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 31

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    I feel depressed. I'm tired of being single.

    And it sucks knowing that a guy who I know likes me is taken. :(
    aestrada91 aestrada91 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    Being in high school is

    so hard. I don't have any friends. I feel like I don't belong. I hope to make friends here. Lately I have been thinking about suicide but I'm trying my hardest not to act on how I feel
    ypurvis ypurvis 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    One of the guy's I live with came into my room

    today, I slept in a lot due to feeling physically and mentally sick...then as if it weren't enough he told me I'm a waste of a life...Sorry to put up a post that seems like a plea for attention, there's just nobody in my life I can tell...and you guys always seem to listen...
    EnslavedRonin EnslavedRonin 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 29

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    My whole life was a total depression.

    . Im not pretty and people used to bully me bcoz of my looks. So i learned to be strong for myself and dont mind whay other people say.. I get a job a bf..somehow life become good. But recently i got this terrible pimples growing and multiplying in my face..went to several doctor...
    lezia88 lezia88 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 4

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    is it because of the pills I'm taking?

    sigh .serious answers please
    neuroticgal neuroticgal 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 2

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    I'm not sure if I'm just feeling depressed

    or If I actually am. But I just need to write my feelings and thoughts right now because I can express myself on here and ONLY here.. :( my guy "best friend" now ex best friend and crush, has a gf in japan that is 4 years older than him and NEVER mentioned anything about her...
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F Jul 27

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    I am tired. I have expended the last of my

    strength. So tired. Nothing left. Just hanging in there for my kids....
    countryboy204 countryboy204 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    You know what's depressing,

    my younger brother is taller then me, he's in grade 8 and finishing high school. Why have you for sake me life don't do this to me
    mr8bitmonster mr8bitmonster 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    I keep thinking of this girl

    that I've had a crush on since 7th grade. I keep having memories of her. I'm not sure what to do. Haven't talked to her since freshman year and have no way to contact her.
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M Oct 16

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    I am constantly depressed due to stress,

    but even more now that I've finally found someone I truly love, not just crushing on, and they're gone. Now I know most people are going to respond with: your a teenager, it's just puppy dog love. No, it isn't. How do I know? I don't like this person for their looks. The first...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    When I find out someone I have a crush on is in

    a relationship. I just get really sad, avoid them like the plague and try to forget and disregard all my feelings. Happened in high school with this guy who always teased me, I guess after awhile I started to like him...but eventually I met his gf and I was severely depressed...
    TransmutedHeart TransmutedHeart 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I woke up in the middle of the night

    and felt so depressed. I really just felt dead inside. I'm gonna be a senior in high school and I feel unsure about everything. I'm just feeling like wasted space right now.
    ypurvis ypurvis 18-21, F Jul 3

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    Not exactly depressed.

    I feel in a low, anxious mood. I'm not sure what it is about. Maybe it's Christmas coming and I'm not ready. Maybe it's being poor. Maybe it's feeling a bit unsure about this new relationship I'm in. Maybe it's my hormones, I think I get a bit down at this time of the month. I...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 13

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    Once again feeling low not really sure what the

    point of my life really is iv always been alone an outsider most of the people i meet dont even know im there and even fewer can hear me and even less care i keep trying to come up with pathetic excuses to why i should keep going its like im the last of my knid and there no...
    alex25589 alex25589 22-25, M Apr 29

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    Depression

    How I know I'm out of the dark cloud of depression, is listening to music. That's also how I can tell I'm going into the lonely sadness. I turn the radio off when in the car. I compare depression to having a migrain headache. You can tell you are going to be over taken by this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 18, 2013

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    EqualityForFemales EqualityForFemales 22-25, F Sep 21

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    Each day is a struggle.

    If it weren't for my children I'd likely not get out of bed. They are the only thing that keeps me here on earth. If not for them and knowing they'd be orphans without me, I'd not be here.
    ultimatebetrayal ultimatebetrayal 36-40, F Jun 20

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    Well I had a job interview a couple days ago

    and got turned down. It was at a store that was only really close to me. I don't have a car, and there's nothing else in walking distance. Everyone in my family works so they couldn't take me. I never had a job before and I just feel so useless and lazy. I really want to be...
    christarose96 christarose96 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    Ever since I was a kid I've cried myself to

    sleep almost every night. People don't know how sensitive I actually am and I pretend I don't care. Nobody knows this about me. Everyone sees me as the happiest person ever but it's not true. A few weeks ago I was so hurt that I was seriously considering suicide. But then I...
    veronica590 veronica590 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    My ex has destroyed our family with his

    infidelity and adamant to continue making life hell for me :-(. I can't understand why he can't show any care and compassion for what he has done to me and the children through instead blaming me for everything, refusing to support his children financially and demanding to...
    Hidihi Hidihi 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    It Doesn't Mean I Am Depressed

    To feel depressed doesn't mean I am depressed, I just need a little bit of encouragement, I know I have great potential... I am just a little bit lazy sometimes to believe in myself and personal power... Too scared to step out of my comfort zone sometimes, But hey that is HUMAN...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Sep 25, 2012

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    feeling it today its one of my bad days been

    feeling real blue thinking of my husband all day at work I go into the stores and all x-mass things out and that makes me feel even more blue I am alone and I want to forget him so bad and I cant why do I still love this man why
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F Nov 1

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    I really miss her. Been thinking /dreaming

    about her all week. I hope she's doing ok but have no way to contact her. :(
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M Oct 3

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    Bonbuzzle and confusticate this depression of

    mine!!! So I just can't gather the motivation to go work out today... There's no reason to not go, but I just can't bring myself to go... If that makes any sense... °_° If my depression was only a tangible being... I would strangle it to death, in the hopes that it'd stop...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M May 14

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    So like i seriously don't

    even know if i wanna share this story cause its so embarrassing but i'm to the point where i feel like my only options to get rid of this problem is to be by myself (get home schooled or something) and for those of you guys that read my last story its a combination of that and...
    kaylaa1 kaylaa1 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    Tired of Living

    I'm really bored or not bored..i'm so tired and sad living my life. I mean nothing will change everyday will be the same i go to school come back cry alot get yelled at and go to sleep and again and again. What's the point of living? seriously it's just so hard and gets you down...
    EverythingBreaks EverythingBreaks 16-17, F 2 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Today wasnt my best, im getting grumpier

    and grumpier everyday and feel like I bore everyone to death. Im not intersting at all but who cares :/
    OmegaSky OmegaSky 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    I keep thinking of her.

    I keep having memories of what our friendship was like. I really miss her and sometimes feel like killing myself to get over her. Help :(
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M Nov 18

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    I'm dying of depression I want a boyfriend

    so bad Y is it so hard to find a decent guy who loves u!?!?!?!?😢😩😫
    AuddlyAltered1337 AuddlyAltered1337 13-15, M Nov 10

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    Its too hard to just move on,

    easier said than done.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    i blast music when i feel depressed or lonely.. and i listen to it all night ;0
    livinglife789 livinglife789 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I guess I'm feeling pretty lonely and depressed today. Today wasn't a very productive day for me professionally. Worse yet, what would have been my 7 yr wedding anniversary is...
    nck12278 nck12278 36-40, M Dec 1

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    I've decided to stop trying to talk about my depression. I'm also ignoring the irony of talking about it right now. I just need to get this out of my mind. I've seen doctors for...
    NeverTrulyWanted NeverTrulyWanted 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 11

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    I'm so tierd of feeling this way, I feel so alone and just so sad. I try staying positive that things will be better again but they never are it seems like everything comes...
    taid2000 taid2000 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    My life is falling apart. Are family used to homeschool, but my mom had to get a job. The first year went well, but this year is a total disaster. My mother had a lot of thing...
    clanmackay clanmackay 13-15, M a week ago

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