I Feel Different

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 164 People

    Everyday I wake up I feel more enthusiastic

    about life. I may still struggle to get out of bed to go to work but, I actually feel a lot happier than I was when I first joined ep. I've come to terms with certain harsh realities in my life. I'm not like everyone else. and I don't actually want to be. I'm happier...
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    Shai15 Shai15
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 20, 2014

    I don't know why, but I feel different today.

    Not in a good way, either. But like, a more aware and paranoid way. I took two test just a few minutes ago. One was for paranoia and one was for anxiety. For paranoia, it said I have paranoia. And for anxiety, it said I have moderate anxiety. I also feel like sitting in my...
    ZiggyZebra ZiggyZebra
    16-17, F
    Mar 9, 2015

    I recently got a feeling inside of me,

    a weird gut feeling. I don't know what it is and I want to find out, I'm not sick with the flu because this is different and make s me feel different. I'm a believer of all things and creatures of the earth, and would love to further my knowledge. But this feeling is directing...
    lostInsidemyself1222 lostInsidemyself1222
    18-21, F
    Sep 1, 2014

    I Fee; Different Too (because-)

    Married for more than 22yrs. finally got my divorce now since our youngest son is 19yrs.I took back my Maidan name and added a name, I carried someone eles name for a very long time since I was 19 now I'm 42 and just divorce as of Dec 28,09 "I feel Different" I have my name...
    PriestessTheresa PriestessTheresa
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

    I Just Had a Birthday..

    and at first the difference was good like someone poured the sweetest and most intoxicating drug into my body, I felt happy and in control and full of promise and hoped that things that weren't so good would get better.  But then just like that i came down from my figurative...
    BlueIncarnated BlueIncarnated
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 25, 2009

    I Did Not Get The Manual

    i have felt for a long time that everyone got the manual for how to live and i musta been absent that day, cause i never got a copy everyone else seems to know what they are supposed to do, and i have no clue.
    WPoS WPoS
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 4, 2011

    I feel like a balloon

    that has let all the air out.... I am not the same person I was this time last year I don't know this person that I am now :(
    cailinAlainn cailinAlainn
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 23, 2014

    Not Sure Why.

    I feel like i'm looking for something that i'll never be able to find. A place where I truly belong. Somewhere where I can care and be cared for by others. Somewhere I don't think exists. I mean, sure, there are nice, kind people everywhere but no one that truly...
    halfhourofpower halfhourofpower
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Sep 20, 2009

    I'll never be that girl

    that wants a million roses, and a night of dancing at the most expensive restaurant. Pick me a flower, and take me to that park...
    molldoll98 molldoll98
    26-30, F
    Feb 21, 2014

    If you're young, and feeling strange lately,

    doing things you usually donnt do. And feeling things you usually don't, and thinking about things you usually wouldn't think about. you're not different, you're changing.
    molldoll98 molldoll98
    26-30, F
    Jan 13, 2014

    I really want to be a actress

    but I'm pretty shy. I always felt like I didn't have a purpose here. Like God put me here and forgot that it was time to die. But I recently got accepted for an play. Everyone says I won't make it and that I don't sound like an actress. I'm trying my hardest to not doubt myself...
    ypurvis ypurvis
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 10, 2014

    I Look At My Life From The Outside

    each time i strutt pass the beaming smiles of others, i know deep down inside of me that i am missing something. othertimes i just stare into the starless night and wish i understood what was going wrong with me. i feel  i am living a life that does not belong to me, even if...
    Onoja Onoja
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 29, 2010

    This year so much has changed.

    Usually I'm obsessing to get all A's, or sucking up to teachers. Now I'm all about sports and parties. I'm not motivated to do anything else. Usually I have goals or dreams, now the farthest I think forward is do I need to wear my home or away jersey tomorrow. I really don't...
    lostfollower lostfollower
    18-21, F
    Apr 19, 2015

    Today was different I don't know why

    but it just was. I felt it the change the difference. But why? Why today of all days? I noticed it. It wasn't a very noticeable difference either. Like life was trying to sneak it in there without me noticing but I did. The good thing is its a good difference.
    Wantu2behappy Wantu2behappy
    16-17, F
    Feb 3, 2015

    A New Begining...

    I had been in a blue funk for about six months.  I am recovering from a major operation, the death of my husband of 17 years, and basic life changes for a widow.I had lost my bearings.  But the holidays provided me with one reason after another to try to start...
    livingwell livingwell
    51-55, F
    6 Responses Jan 6, 2010
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