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I Feel Disconnected From Humanity

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    I don't even feel human anymore,

    the normal feelings of togetherness safety security it no longer exists. Everywhere I go I feel someone's laughing at me and or dislike my company. My mom said to me today when will you stop being miserable? I don't know when, I just want life to end soon because I don't feel...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    Alone In the Crowd.

    The only times in my life when I feel lonely is when I'm with other people. Sometimes I feel shy around people.  Sometimes I feel confident.  Sometimes I feel little of anything.  But, regardless of other emotions, I always feel removed from the other people...
    eaFriendly eaFriendly 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 28, 2008

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    Shadow On The Wall?

    Well, see, I always knew that there was something... different... about me, ever since I was little. And it took a while for me to realize what it was. I'm just not what I'm supposed to be. I'm a "Shadow". I can put on that happy face most people want to see. I can put forth an...
    UndiscoveredShadow UndiscoveredShadow 16-17 3 Responses Nov 21, 2010

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    Maybe I Should Be

    I have been doing some online personality tests recently to figure out how I operate so I can learn to control myself.  Social awkwardness is not a problem - I present well.  It's not like I'm violent or burst into tears or anything like that; I just feel that...
    amused7 amused7 26-30 4 Responses Oct 5, 2008

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    Not Sure What To Say

    I found this site after typing "disconnected to humanity" in the search box to see what came up. Those words pretty much sum it up. I have a paradoxical case of being disturbed about not giving a damn about my condition because I know that I'm supposed to. My lack of concern...
    Jeffphansen777 Jeffphansen777 36-40, M Oct 14, 2013

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    I cant understand why people talk about trivial

    things just to hear their own voice im always thinking on a higher plane like what is our purpose for being here I am sure it not to talk of trivial stuff like most people. I do not feel connected to most of humanity because of of the way people talk
    pauli466 pauli466 56-60, M 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    Most days I wake up and I call my parents since they don't call me. I think they are still trying to build my independence. But I've always been a bit of a loner you know? :( When...
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    But not lonely... alone to me is the physical manifestation of feeling disconnected from people around you. I am alone, more or less, of my own volition. The hurt, abandonment or...
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    I've felt isolated and disconnected from society for quite some time. I open Twitter and see everyone having a good time while I hardly get invited to anything. It feels like my...
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    As of late we spend more time in separate parts of the house and less time together. It's as if the only time I find myself talking to him is to schedule time for us. Which...
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    I'm tired of feelings.... weather I'm happy or sad emotion always makes me numb......I don't why I'm feeling like this... am I going crazy?... cause even if there's a concrete...
    Ehnyl Ehnyl 18-21 Apr 15

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    The faith of humanity in us, is constantly being restored by the few good people left. That worker at your work place who is always geniune and happy, provide you a contagious...
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    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    "I am feeling beautiful," she said, as she applied the dark red to her lips, pressing them together sensually. "I am feeling beautiful, and my eyes are sparking," she mused as her...
    moonchild0315 moonchild0315 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    **** I would just like ONE DAY. ONE NICE DAY. ******* IDIOT deadbeat "dad" to my son comes banging on my door at 10:00pm, harrassing my neighbours, embarrassing me, waking my kid...
    InsideTheSadCafe InsideTheSadCafe 22-25, F 4 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    l Feel so deep sometimes. I have a sadness in me. It is tearing me down. I don't know what I'm suppose to do or say. I don't want to even make a sound. He just makes me feel like I...
    littlejxoxo littlejxoxo 26-30, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Sitting in the comfort of my home I can hear the rumbling of a storm brewing. I can feel myself begin to lose the pent up stress of the day. The winds begin to pick up and the...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    so yesterday dad calls n say all this nasty things which I reply to wth simple okay now instead of the yelling n blaming I used to do. n then call me today n tell hey I will come...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    People are going to judge anyway so what the hell. Go for it. Why should you make yourself suffer in this competitive world where the small are stomped on and very few lend a hand...
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    Have you ever felt like you are doing things without purpose? You do things because you are expected to do them. You aspire for things and establish connections just to feel a...
    filledspaces filledspaces 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    Sweat dripping from my body, we both at this party,So come and show me your moves,I got some things I can teach tooIf you wanna see, ohYou say you need a shot of the HeneeThen you...
    Dance4Me Dance4Me 26-30, F 23 hrs ago

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    Hello. this is just something i wrote ..my feelings...about the Nepal earthquake. I've shared this on other group as as well. I know its nothing good or special...but I just hope...
    sasunaruizlove sasunaruizlove 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    "I'm the one that you need and fear Now that you're hooked, it's all becoming clear That all your judgments that you placed on me Was a reflection of discovery So maybe next time...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Ive conditioned myself for hours and still unable to be completely numb to the things that trigger me. "Turn it off" , my humanity switch that causes me so much pain but Im just...
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    I know what it is , I am a loving and intimate woman . Living in a marriage without the intimacy is like watching myself from above , bleeding to death. Walking in hope everyday...
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    birdsrestingonabranch birdsrestingonabranch 22-25, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    confusednormalness confusednormalness 18-21, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    sammyjo963 sammyjo963 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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