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I Feel Disconnected From Humanity

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    I am constantly torn between killing myself

    and killing everyone around me.
    stuwey89 stuwey89 22-25, M a week ago

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    It sounds pathetic but this is the thing,

    all my life I've been the friend who can fix your problems, listen to you and be the one to cheer you up and all that. I've been the girlfriend that helps you get your **** together, that helps you be a better man, "the one", that loves you for who you are flaws and all, the one...
    MorbidMorals MorbidMorals 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Shadow On The Wall?

    Well, see, I always knew that there was something... different... about me, ever since I was little. And it took a while for me to realize what it was. I'm just not what I'm supposed to be. I'm a "Shadow". I can put on that happy face most people want to see. I can put forth an...
    UndiscoveredShadow UndiscoveredShadow 16-17 3 Responses Nov 21, 2010

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    I cant understand why people talk about trivial

    things just to hear their own voice im always thinking on a higher plane like what is our purpose for being here I am sure it not to talk of trivial stuff like most people. I do not feel connected to most of humanity because of of the way people talk
    pauli466 pauli466 56-60, M 1 Response May 2

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    Maybe I Should Be

    I have been doing some online personality tests recently to figure out how I operate so I can learn to control myself.  Social awkwardness is not a problem - I present well.  It's not like I'm violent or burst into tears or anything like that; I just feel that...
    amused7 amused7 26-30 4 Responses Oct 5, 2008

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    Alone In the Crowd.

    The only times in my life when I feel lonely is when I'm with other people. Sometimes I feel shy around people.  Sometimes I feel confident.  Sometimes I feel little of anything.  But, regardless of other emotions, I always feel removed from the other people...
    eaFriendly eaFriendly 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 28, 2008

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    Not Sure What To Say

    I found this site after typing "disconnected to humanity" in the search box to see what came up. Those words pretty much sum it up. I have a paradoxical case of being disturbed about not giving a damn about my condition because I know that I'm supposed to. My lack of concern...
    Jeffphansen777 Jeffphansen777 36-40, M Oct 14, 2013

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    Why are people so horrible .

    .. Inconsiderate kunts !!!
    stuwey89 stuwey89 22-25, M 23 hrs ago

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    found a song that describes the feeling. lyrics included in video:
    mierdamundo mierdamundo 31-35 Aug 13

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    I feel and i am completely different to people my age! I see many people of my age got a great social life groups of friends always going out gets invited everywhere go on...
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    I am so broken. I have not cried in 10 yrs and a 2 month relationship can rip me apart so seamlessly. Why did she mean so much!?! Here is what she wrote: Why do you continue...
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    You know those situations in modern society where u are forced to conform to some sort of social stigma because everyone goes along with it, yea I hate being the one who feels...
    Shitbox Shitbox 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    Work! Targets for this month are out and the value of mine is 40 % higher on last month. Yes I did have a very good month last month, but still I almost feel deflated from the...
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    DayFawn DayFawn 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 29

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    abstraction abstraction 51-55, M 5 Responses Jul 30

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    sadnessisbeauty sadnessisbeauty 16-17, M Aug 12

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