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I Feel Disconnected From Humanity

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    I don't even feel human anymore,

    the normal feelings of togetherness safety security it no longer exists. Everywhere I go I feel someone's laughing at me and or dislike my company. My mom said to me today when will you stop being miserable? I don't know when, I just want life to end soon because I don't feel...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    Not Sure What To Say

    I found this site after typing "disconnected to humanity" in the search box to see what came up. Those words pretty much sum it up. I have a paradoxical case of being disturbed about not giving a damn about my condition because I know that I'm supposed to. My lack of concern...
    Jeffphansen777 Jeffphansen777 36-40, M Oct 14, 2013

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    Maybe I Should Be

    I have been doing some online personality tests recently to figure out how I operate so I can learn to control myself.  Social awkwardness is not a problem - I present well.  It's not like I'm violent or burst into tears or anything like that; I just feel that...
    amused7 amused7 26-30 4 Responses Oct 5, 2008

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    I cant understand why people talk about trivial

    things just to hear their own voice im always thinking on a higher plane like what is our purpose for being here I am sure it not to talk of trivial stuff like most people. I do not feel connected to most of humanity because of of the way people talk
    pauli466 pauli466 56-60, M 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    Shadow On The Wall?

    Well, see, I always knew that there was something... different... about me, ever since I was little. And it took a while for me to realize what it was. I'm just not what I'm supposed to be. I'm a "Shadow". I can put on that happy face most people want to see. I can put forth an...
    UndiscoveredShadow UndiscoveredShadow 16-17 3 Responses Nov 21, 2010

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    Alone In the Crowd.

    The only times in my life when I feel lonely is when I'm with other people. Sometimes I feel shy around people.  Sometimes I feel confident.  Sometimes I feel little of anything.  But, regardless of other emotions, I always feel removed from the other people...
    eaFriendly eaFriendly 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 28, 2008

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    I don't know if its over-use of social media or what (and here I am on yet ANOTHER site complaining about it) but I feel kind of disconnected - which seems completely counter...
    Sudrakarma Sudrakarma 46-50 May 20

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    Whenever I'm at school, I feel like I'm elsewhere. I could sit in a large room full of people, all talking to each other and trying to get my attention, and yet I just can't focus...
    ViperaStellaris ViperaStellaris 13-15, F May 1

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    Most mornings I wake to the stillness. I sit and feel my solitary, quietly beating heart, distinctly separate. Detached. The world feels murky, uncertain, burdensome. I can feel...
    Fluffystuff Fluffystuff 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    I feel 26 and im 22. I feel dead and I'm breathing. I feel so close to death
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    I feel like Im in a "long distance relationship" with my husband
    aylavyu aylavyu 36-40, F 2 Responses May 6

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    I used to be so close to people. I liked my friends a lot, loved my boyfriend a lot and everything was wonderful. Then, I started worrying. I stopped doing the things I loved, I...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F May 18

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    I am 18 and yet I take comfort in watching cartoons, shopping for stationery and carrying my smelly bolster around the house. I don't like going out with friends, socialising...
    dinosoar0216 dinosoar0216 18-21, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I'm 18 from bonnie Scotland I don't like going out I like to stay home and watch cartoons I like to be alone I love my life but it's hard aswell I just want friends like me my...
    Pedro1202 Pedro1202 18-21, M 20 hrs ago

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    I cannot trust my friends, I cannot trust my family, they do not understand the inner workings of my mind. The thing is I'm not even sure I want things to change. Also, I do not...
    witness17 witness17 18-21, M a week ago

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    Who else listens to Am radio?! ... Just me? Oh.
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    This year will be our 3rd year of marriage and I already feel disconnected from my husband. We just had our first baby in December and things have changed. I know that is to be...
    mizmak17 mizmak17 31-35, F 1 Response May 6

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    I often feel sometimes like I am not human or that I don't belong to this earth. It's hard to describe but I feel very disconnected from everyone around me. It gets worse and worse...
    LittleChut LittleChut 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    There's no one I can run to, I have no money, am not old enough to get a job anywhere near me, and my mother will call the cops on me if I am missing from the house for more than...
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat 13-15, T 1 Response May 18

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    constantly feel ugly out of place fat. stop myself from looking in the mirror and wanting to cry cause I'm nothing that anyone would ever want. after awhile it just feels natural...
    DarkKnights10 DarkKnights10 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    I don't know what's wrong with me.... I talk to people, but I still feel lonely, bored and depressed. Is there a difference between simply talking to people and having a true...
    Umorella Umorella 18-21, F 5 Responses May 19

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    That Life... The years pass and eventually you realise you`re not a child anymore but you aren`t an adult. You feel misunderstood from the adut`s because the don`t see that you...
    tomanyfeeling28 tomanyfeeling28 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I got an aunty who always calls cfs on everyone, she'll believe anything she thinks, and shes very convincing, so it makes it worse. I got another aunty who cries herself at night...
    CurvyJ420 CurvyJ420 16-17, F 3 Responses May 10

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    When I was institutionalized, that was my "wake-up call" that something had to change. I was tired of being tired. I was tired of trying to sleep all day to avoid the thoughts I...
    lonelyember lonelyember 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Life is a marathon, we are all left with constant challenges as we move about from day to day. We are in a constant struggle to keep fighting the things which tend to keep us down...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 5 Responses May 4

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    Everyone always talks about how they're heartbroken and how they struggle to move on. I see so many sad posts about people being left and how they can't get over a relationship...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 2 Responses May 19

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    People say they want a better world, but I know that's just a big, fat lie. No one really wants a better world. They're happy being miserable. If the world was a nice place to live...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F May 4

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    No matter how hard it is Don't show your feelings Because Darlings these days There is no trust There is no humanity Human sucks Learn how to fake a Smile and how to force a Laugh...
    RedHwaiting RedHwaiting 18-21, F 1 Response May 9

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    Wow, a man just came to my door. It's midnight here. A man most would turn the other cheek and look away if he looked at you. He has done bad things in his life you can feel it...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M May 6

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    There are some people on this site ( and in the world in general ) with such extremely low morals. people who not only lack respect for others, but lack respect for themselves. It...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 4 Responses May 6

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    Or if im actually feeling anything anymore... Idk how to feel anymore... It Feels like i turned of my humanity switch...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 16-17, F 1 Response May 7

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    I feel frustrated with the ignorance in this world and yet i feel responsible to get rid of it. Someone has to do it, to better humanity. If people were less stupid, dont you think...
    LordJashin LordJashin 13-15, M 1 Response May 8

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    I have to admit, I was a bit freaked out that what I had was a disorder, surprised, that it had a name, glad that there were others like me, and shocked that it was actually a...
    SkyeJ SkyeJ 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    Last night I ordered food....they gave me a fifty back by accident instead of a five. I called the place to tell them, and they acted like I just saved their building from burning...
    MoiraGirl MoiraGirl 26-30, F May 7

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    I hate the slow, undignified death of a loved one. I don't have the courage, patience or humanity that is able to put a positive spin on it, although I have nothing but admiration...
    treborsniknej treborsniknej 56-60, M 3 days ago

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    My name is SexyBee1, my story is quite a tragedy, i got herpes from my boyfriend, i look for solution every were, but got none, i was depressed and devastated not knowing what to...
    sexybee1 sexybee1 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    My name is SexyBee1, my story is quite a tragedy, i got herpes from my boyfriend, i look for solution every were, but got none, i was depressed and devastated not knowing what to...
    sexybee1 sexybee1 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    i remember last december i had my first breakdown i literally thought that was it, laid in the same spot fr hours wailing my life away i hated that day i felt so whiny and weak...
    chocomilo1 chocomilo1 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Am-Feeling-Heartbroken/6700398
    dolphintree94 dolphintree94 46-50, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I don't really know how I feel anymore. I don't understand anything anymore.
    Babygirl3799 Babygirl3799 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    I don't want you. But, I want to feel what I felt with you.. again.
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    Write about your experience am feeling so bad ... Tht I asked some question tht got misinterpreted ... I don't mean to say anything bad ....
    stonecold28 stonecold28 26-30, M 39 mins ago