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I Feel Disconnected From Reality

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    Discussion With My Self

    I feel like i'm psyhcologically breaking down from the inside. I thought i had multiple personality disorder because i felt like i'm just a vesel,my body is just a vesel and these entities are controlling it,like when you talk to yourself only this time for me it seemed like 3...
    Adnawat Adnawat 22-25, M 7 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    My Reality Isn't Quite Their Reality

    I live in my head way too much. As a ridiculously obsessive writer, I find that my reality and life is influenced by what I imagine and write when really it should have no effect on it. I know what I write is fiction, but I think WAY too much. I know that sounds impossible, but I...
    notquitesure notquitesure 18-21 6 Responses Feb 27, 2009

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    Help Me

    i didnt know where to go, but this seemed like an ok place to get some advice. if anyone knows someplace better to get some quality answers please let me know. so here is the thing...my husband dreams, and then wakes up and at a later date remembers these dreams but thinks that...
    msbabs msbabs 31-35 1 Response Aug 26, 2011

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    This Isn't My Reality

    I'm not sure if I come from this reality. I think I was sent here to help someone through pain but now I’m stuck here. I just posted into “I Secretly Think I Have Gone Mad” my recent experience of having a pain attack caused by Trigeminal Neuralgia. I think that the person...
    daarr daarr 46-50 1 Response Jan 28, 2012

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    Stranger In A Strange Land

    "...When the baby looks around him It's such a sight to see He shares a simple secret With the wise man He's a stranger In a strange land Just a stranger In a strange land Tell me why?..." - from Leon Russell's song, 'Stranger In A Strange Land' http://youtu.be...
    heavyduty1 heavyduty1 66-70, M 1 Response Jul 22, 2013

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    Craziness Runs In The Family

    Well other than the fact that schiz runs in my family, I'm also a writer, which just as most people know makes you a bit detached from reality. I can never tell the difference between my dreams and reality and am often confused by it. It seems to have gotten worse in the last...
    relleaine relleaine 16-17, F Nov 19, 2009

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    I feel like a right outsider of reality really

    left out!I feel like I shouldn't be here and I'm completely different to the crowd! I'm so independent and alone in reality... I look at everybody else in reality and they all got a social life with a bunch of friends, job, health, all the freedom in the world and can do...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Sep 8

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    Young And Old

    I've always wondered if something was wrong with me.  When I was younger, I felt old.  Like I could see things and understand things that my peers around me couldn't, and didn't feel like I was really ME.  I tried telling my parents about it and they sent me to one...
    TheActress TheActress 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2009

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    Reality

    Reality,Ain't what I want,I'm so disconnected,The **** it's dealt,It's no wonder,I've pulled the plug!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 19, 2012

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    I Feel That Everyone Is Turning Their Back On Me Little By Little

    I am actually scared right now, because it feels like i have no friends what so ever at school. A friend of mine, told me that i dont hang out with anyone anymore and it made me start thinking its true, i dont hang out with them. Now im scared that i have become i total loner and...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 31, 2011

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    yeah. crazy but true.

    :( i have a lot of questions in life??????????
    justalittlehuman justalittlehuman 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I don't want to say I feel more mature then people my age, because I don't think that i am. I just think I have a different mind set then them, and when I say 'them' of course i...
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    I feel both younger and older Than my age. I cant explain it
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    The day has turned out to be one of those days when I think, "Why in the **** am I still here? There's got to be more to my life than heartache".
    AthenaJones AthenaJones 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 28

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    Or people of any age, really.
    ShatteredSoundwaves ShatteredSoundwaves 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I've only found 1 person my age who can actually understand me.. Well.. Some of the times.. Which is way more then anyone has been able to before . Everyone my age is just worried...
    MorbidPeaches MorbidPeaches 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I know I am a human biologically, yet I don't feel that way mentally. I think about this when I walk around my campus, or when I am with my friends, or co-workers, or with any...
    EnigmaVolt EnigmaVolt 18-21, M Nov 22

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    I used to feel meaning from church. I spent many hours thinking of arguments and counter arguments for why God exists. I poured over the old logical arguments that proved he...
    jjeng1989 jjeng1989 22-25, M a week ago

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    im doing it right now acutally, listening to music and being on my phone is the best way for me to esape from reality im in my own little world most of the time wich i really don't...
    BrighterDayss BrighterDayss 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm having one of those days again. Just finished my finals. Studied as hard as I could. I know I should at least be glad that the finals are done with but it seems that the dust...
    freestyler605 freestyler605 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    I am at the precipice and I'm looking down at my own self destruction and I've come to overcome my need to just walk away from it because it's all I seem to have now a days. I live...
    childintime2017 childintime2017 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    Sometimes before I go to sleep I pray for a dream that will give me clarity about a specific situation in my life and I usually receive the answer almost all of the time. Also when...
    KelseyLeigh123 KelseyLeigh123 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Nothing gets to me anymore. It might hurt me but i just think about it & get over it, I'm tired of always letting words or actions get to me. I realize when people do something or...
    falling0111 falling0111 18-21 3 hrs ago

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    The older I get the more I despise reality. Reality, as they say, sucks. However, to the contrary, some say we make our own reality. I suppose this is true to a certain extent...
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    I don't really know how to explain it but i daydream a lot; Of things that could happen or of non-existent worlds. I even unconsciously start daydreaming while doing tasks or...
    RavenRaiden RavenRaiden 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Growing up in my household, my parents always argued and my dad was really horrible so I would always make an escape in daydreaming. As I grew up, I dated celebrities and other...
    lovelyann lovelyann 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    Why Imagination is better than reality? Why is Imagination better than reality? Why is fantasy better than reality? What puzzles me the most is human's mind / human's brains and...
    nikiwonoto nikiwonoto 26-30, M Dec 12

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    I really don't know if this counts as bullying or not, but I feel so uncomfortable at school because there are these boys who pretend that we are dating and pretend to fight for me...
    penaddict penaddict 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Disconnected.. I feel hollow and in this walking earth, misplaced and disjointed as a ghost in this composition. A shadow of a shadow and never belonging. The thought of love...
    shadowweep shadowweep 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Dr. Joseph Nicolosi explains the dynamics of bias against ex-gays The following essay “Why Gays Cannot Speak for Ex-gays” by Joseph Nicolosi, Ph.D. is from the NARTH website...
    OnewithJC OnewithJC 36-40, F Dec 6

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    I want to go back to the old self that wandered for a time. 'Tho I know, the trauma has changed me somehow. Despite the hurt, the pain, the mess that "accidentally" visited, the...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F Nov 25

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    From my head, to my heart to my very soul I feel so broken. the pain is so unbearable some days, then other says I simply have a heart beat I feel so numb.I am to trust people who...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Nov 27

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    I started having a very disturbing dream 2 1/2 years ago. It started about 6 weeks before I had surgery on my foot and ankle to repair and replace the tendon that I shredded. In...
    auggie1971 auggie1971 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Facing reality can be hard. My heart is breaking for a man who does not give a damn about me and I cannot allow myself to think about it too much because the thought of being used...
    SpiritualBunny SpiritualBunny 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Once I thought fairy tales were lies or worse, promises spoken, yet meant to be broken. Intent is all. Why do grown-ups feel the need to make up a story, only to later confess...
    RCardos RCardos 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I put up a poster of my self as someone who does not have a hearty and doesn't care about anyone but himself.but in reality I love my family and all those around me and would...
    gibranali099 gibranali099 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    Everyday I See my friends with the perfect bodies, Pretty Long Hair, Gorgeous Features. Im so Green With Envy it hurts. All Ive ever wanted was to be accepted, not to stand out and...
    Bhoddinott Bhoddinott 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I just feel lost and hopeless. I lost the love of my life, my career and my bestest friend. Even though i have a new life now. I can't seem to enjoy it. I can't seem to find...
    ivory0510 ivory0510 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    The seconds, minutes, hours, and days passing on each one of us merely surviving. I watch, feel, think of too much, wonder where the people in my life have gone? Each holding a...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    I hate the feeling when you really don't have any emotion... you feel so empty, you're not happy, you're not sad, you're nothing, you're mind is spinning but you can't feel...
    Thiswillbethelast Thiswillbethelast 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    My husband wants a polygamous marriage. Since then I have had a roller coaster of emotions, from shaking & hatred, to acceptance & possible appreciation. I have son, who I don't...
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    I don't think I'll ever be able to be myself 100%. I was with a guy for 13 years that never knew my deepest secret. I'm not sure I'll ever feel like I can give that to some people...