I Feel Disposable

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 373 People

    Extremely

    Growing up I had a psycho for a step-dad. When other kids heard bed time stories of princes and far away lands, He would be telling me about how miserable and wretched I was. How the person who killed me would be a hero for putting me out of my misery. How he could kill me right...
    LostLotus LostLotus
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 17, 2011

    Story Of My Life

    Since I was 12 boys have ignored me. When I got married my husband divorced me. We are trying to work things out after he broke my heart. Since he was the one asking for forgiveness there are issues that need to be addressed because obviously he did some things wrong. There are...
    cleargerman cleargerman
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 29, 2012

    I Don't Feel Bad Bc Even Disney Is Disposable

      We have created characters and animated them in the dimension of depth, revealing through them to our perturbed world that the things we have in common far outnumber and outweigh those that divide us.  Walt Disney
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    Mar 31, 2010

    Replaceable

    All my life, if I was partnered with a friend in class and they saw another friend, they would always leave me to be with that friend. At first, I thought it would end, but at 16, I see now that it has gotten to the point that I wonder if they will leave me if they had another...
    iLostMySoul iLostMySoul
    18-21, F
    Jul 13, 2011

    Basketball Blues

    You've probably been reading a lot of these when you follow me. It's true. My friend said it right in my face. "To tell you the truth...." Yep my coach didn't even notice I was missing today in training. It's either he trusts that I won't miss a single training or he doesn't care...
    NotBackingDown NotBackingDown
    13-15, F
    Aug 22, 2012

    The worst feeling ever.

    People close to me have made me feel this way for most of my life. I feel that disposable I probably would be forgotten as soon as I'm cremated.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2015
    Hardboy48 Hardboy48
    26-30, M
    Dec 13, 2015

    False Friendship

    we were friends so i thought. you were seperated from your wife and i am seperated from my husband.we both enjoyed each others company laughing and drinking .forgetting the world.watching movies.we had a connection.i was scared you were falling for me i wanted to be just...
    freeangel freeangel
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 13, 2010

    Its Miserable...

    I definitely feel disposable... It is a truly awful feeling that weighs me down greatly sometimes... People tend to leave me a lot and as a result i almost have a complex about it.... When i think someone is leaving i typically start pushing them away even more... It scares me to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 9, 2013

    Reason For Joining This Group

    Because the logo is funny....lol.....made me smile. As for feeling disposable...yeah, I do, at work mainly. Cause Im a casual worker and am getting lots of hours at the moment because people are on holidays. But as soon as they come back my hours will drop. Also my ex, after a...
    meteorite meteorite
    36-40, F
    Oct 13, 2010

    Built In Babysitter

    I'm a built in babysitter. I'm number two. Never been number one to him. I'm the mother of his children but he treats me like a live in nanny. He acts like a bachelor and when he finds a new male friend I'd swear I become last on the rungs in the ladder. I don't matter, I'm...
    NorthernOntarioMama NorthernOntarioMama
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 14, 2011

    My Life

    I feel as though because I have such a kind/caring personality, that people take advantage of that. They keep me around as long as they need me to take advantage of my generosity and then, once they've taken all they can- I'm disposed of. It's not a nice feeling at all. I would...
    SavedByHim SavedByHim
    18-21, F
    May 7, 2012

    Invisible.

    That guy who's just around when he's around. I've never been aggressively outcast, just not really invited. If I'd been aggressively forced out of social circles, I'd have enough to complain about that others who can complain about it would be drawn to me and I wouldn't be so...
    TellerOfTales TellerOfTales
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 12, 2010

    Uh...

    I don't think I've ever been important to anyone, I mean... my mum shows concern about me moving away, but only because it's my choice, when I mention I feel suicidal, she takes it like a personal attack and reacts like so, saying things like "I don't care" or "then why haven't...
    raerdash raerdash
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2012

    Christina Who?

    Yeah, my name is Christina. I don't give it out normally, but I'm rebelling against the norm. Sue me. If I left this earth today, right now, very few people would notice. Of my 7 flatmates, 2 don't talk to me, 3 barely notice me, and the 2 I'm good friends with are closer to...
    temporaryhappiness temporaryhappiness
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 19, 2011

    I Will Never Be Happy, Maybe I Just Don't Deserve To Be

    I'm so miserable that I make everyone around me miserable too. I feel bad for everyone that knows me and has to deal with me and all my ****. Even though a lot of people that have been in my life treated me like ****. My friends and family, everyone I know and even people I come...
    whitedog429er whitedog429er
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2012
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