I Feel Empty and Lost

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 191 People

    Twoface

    if u believe in God then u believe in satin.. breath air or u could breath smoke... lift up life or carry the ground.... smile wide and frown so. how could i be this way?good then evil,rich then poor.... I love God but i hear satin whisperin in my ears. i feel hatred,then i feel...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 16, 2011

    I Dont Know What Life Is.....

    Im not sure what i feel right now....my best friend is moving to Texas......i dont want her to leave....shes my only friend here at school.....shes moving away this summer which is in like...3-4 months. Idk. I feel empty. The school i go to is not good. I always feel left out and...
    peachesANDsunshineNOTREALLY peachesANDsunshineNOTREALLY
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2013

    I'm Sorry!

    I have been feeling empty and lost for the last week...it's something I can't really explain...  I guess that's why I've been avoiding you...  I'm sorry...but I just can't talk about it or explain it..Please just give me time to figure it out...  I'm sorry my...
    tks tks
    36-40, F
    15 Responses Oct 26, 2009

    Meh

    i cant trust anyone about thing even my twin sister when you trust people they usually find away to throw back n your face or judge you and make you think you aren't equal to them because of tastes in styles entertainment or even our behaviour. no wonder so many people...
    NothingSpecial098 NothingSpecial098
    18-21, F
    May 19, 2012

    Still Heartsick

    I feel so bad right now.  I wonder where she is now.  I feel so sad not knowing.  I told her we should give each other more time and space because for some reason she decided to bring up the same painful feelings I felt a month ago.  It hurts so much more this...
    deadlove deadlove
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jan 26, 2009

    Shared Something Today

    I shared something with someone today and I can't believe I admitted it ever.  I'm glad I shared it but it brought up all these ugly memories.  I know I should keep the past behind me but it is just too hard to overcome.  I once again feel lost and alone and sad...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 5, 2010

    My boyfriend and I just mutually ended our 3

    years. I know it was for the best but I feel lost. We agreed to still be best friends though. I just wonder what the future holds for us. Only time will tell.
    delicatefame delicatefame
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Jan 29, 2014

    Do You Know How It Feels When You Don't Even Fit Into Your Own Skin...?

    After my supposed best friend for life cut me out of her life recently, I'm not going to lie, it messed me up big time. Whenever I am surrounded by my friends, I feel even more alone than when I actually am by myself. I feel empty inside and I hate it. I don't know who to...
    xxWHATEVERxx xxWHATEVERxx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 6, 2010

    Lost

    I have family and friends who probably cares a lot about me. But some how feel out of place when im with them. I dont feel like i exist. Im there but not really there. And it just hurts so much. It hurts so much more when they dont know how i feel and understands. I dont...
    Unconventional11 Unconventional11
    22-25
    1 Response Dec 20, 2008

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