inside of us
that we are so alone,
no friends, and no family.
We know it isn’t so,
but that empty feeling,
it still remains to taunt us.
Why we’ll never know.
We could be in a crowded room
and that feeling still resides.
You know that you are not alone,
made me like this.... feeling no sadness.... feeling no happiness....
I don't even care about anyone or anything... just wanna be by myself....
I don't text or call my friends.... I don't care about them anymore
I feel like an emotionless robot
that i can't fill. No mater what i try to do, it stays there. I feel alone inside-it doesnt matter who is around, or what im doing i cant shake it. It's so overwhelming at times, i just want to collapse and crawl into a little ball. Grey,cold,sterile - so hard.. i tell myself...
Always longing for something that is not there. Always seeking, but not finding. Wanting someone to come home to, to talk too, cuddle with, laugh with, someone to be on your team when no one else is. I know no one is perfect, not everything is going to be 100% all the time. Find...
I suppose I'm writing in this group because I have the urge to write "something" but honestly, I'm having a hard time coming up with anything positive, or constructive to say at all.
I try to remain strong, I put up a good front for those around me, I've even managed...
for work to finish to get to the weekend to do nothing to get back to working. I don't like how society works. It's just drained me. After try so hard and always being paired back its left me empty. I wish I wasn't this way but I am
understand.for some f the day when I'm talking to people I feel fine . Then when I'm alone it's like there a hole in me ...something is missing .i don't know what to do.i try to fill that hole by getting a master or boyfriend but they don't ever fix it..maybe il always be...
why I want to die... my only answer is simple... I don't want to be here. that's it... my life isn't all that bad... I've accomplished things... yet still.. I don't want to be here.. never really have..
so bad last night at the thought and the thought of me not being able to feel anything anymore or if I ever will, like dying, I'm feeling it again tonight like there's literally a hole in my chest it's too hard to describe pure emptiness, I just know I am blank and it is hurting...
I was almost happy and contented. Talking to people eased my loneliness, gave me a bit of self-worth. But now I'm down this road again. I feel helpless, hopeless and empty for no apparent reason. I am only still here because I love my mother so much that I would never dare break...
It's not about feeling lonely. It's all about living with the reality of all I've been through and where I'm at in my life right now.I smile try to stay positive but living my life as I must live makes it hard to meet a woman that I hopefully one day will meet.I feel cheated out...
bitterness, and all my hopes are being extinguished.
I feel like Esther did in the book "The Bell Jar" she began to see all the flaws inside of her and wondered why anyone bothered with her at all.
I feel hollow, like everything lacks meaning. I'm not feeling any of the...
Go to bed,
Take my medicine,
Walk my dog,
Feed my dog,
go to work,
Walk my dog,
Feed my dog,
Walk my dog.
Go go bed.
The exciting days I have: I go to the bar myself, and have a drink and dinner alone.
What is wrong w me.
I've especially been getting this feeling recently. Recently I broke up with my boyfriend because I found out I had feeling for another person. And you know that old saying if you like two people you should be with the second one because you clearly didn't like the first one at...
and empty even my friends have noticed this change in me. I've been quiet and constantly contemplating life, and I've become very nostalgic because I feel like when I was younger I felt more free and happy... Has anyone else ever felt that way?
"Why is it like this...?"
"Why does it have to be this way...?" "What's the point?"
"Why am I here?"
"What's the point of dying??"
"What's the point of living??"
I can't seem to understand the reason anymore, if there's any, it all seems so senseless to me.
I don't know why but it makes me feel empty. Like I have something more to me, but I don't know what it is. It feels nearly inhuman. Maybe it's because I crave for that something more than what I am. I am not satisfied with just being average. I need more out of life than what...
and now I just feel empty all the time. I've locked myself and just haven't talked to my roommate or seen any of my friends, I hardly eat. I just want everything to stop, the person I was seeing hasn't talked to me since I told him I was pregnant. I feel alone.
It would be our 19th anniversary on Tuesday June 12th... WHY do I feel so alone and Empty inside. Just so SAD that GOD took her away from me when she was so Young. And I know in my heart that we would still be together.