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I Feel Everyone Will Abandon Me At Some Point

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    Why I Keep My Friends At A Minimum

    "No good thing lasts forever." I don't have the patience to deal with anymore friend drama anyway.
    Strikerfreeze Strikerfreeze 18-21, M Oct 27, 2011

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    I Feel People Really Don't Care About Me

    so i never had a girlfriend, i aid others on their relationships in order to make them stronger. few days ago realize that those persons willget married and forgot me, in the end every friend will get married and forget about me. i'll walk the path alone fool of sorrow, aiding...
    lost54 lost54 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

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    They Have And Will

    they have and will forever and always
    AussieListener AussieListener 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    They Always Go

    Everyone abandons me. my friend abandoned me because my anorexia is too stressful for her. I pushed away the guy who liked me somehow. im just people repelant! I repel everything! My one friend never talks to me anymore. And i normally dont get mad about not being invited to...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    Everyone That Walks In.

    Walks right out.No one has even ever stayed for longer than 10 years.Nobody wants me.Nobody cares enough to stay.You walking in?Come in,and stay for while,but when you get to leaving me, give me a heads up, make it easier for me.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

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    Paranoia

    Ever since my grampy, uncle and aunt died i have had this strong paranoia that people would leave. I even panic if my friends dont answer the phone sometimes. My parents have just dismissed it as nothing but i dont know if it is nothing, or could be the start of more...
    Vengeance6661 Vengeance6661 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    Abandonment

    It's not even a 'feeling', it is a known fact. Which happens over and over again. With even the people you never thought were capable of it. It's sad to not be able to trust anyone-out of fear.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

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    Because I Am So Boring And Quiet....

    I am scared because although I have no friends left, there are people at work I am very fond of. One is kind of becoming a confidant in some ways, the other I love like family and I know she loves me as well as she says she does a lot. But I think this is only because I looked...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2011

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    I Will Be Diffrent...

    I remember when I was little I always tryed my hardest to get my mother to love me..but nothing was good enough. I pretended to love things she loved or would do things she did to try and get her attention. But everything I did was wrong, no matter what. I don't remember my...
    ProudByChoice ProudByChoice 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 25, 2013

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    The Fear

    Well, that's why I sometimes have a hard time letting people in. People often think I trust them, when in fact I don't. This particularly  true for people from school. They begin to question me, thinking I will share my darkest secrets, and I rarely do. If I tell them about my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2011

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    Than I Really Will Walk Alone....

    At some point someone will walk away, they will get married, die, something will happen to make them not want me part of their life anymore, than i will truly walk alone in this thing called "life" I will have to say goodbye to the ones I Love, and walk this lonely road, alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 17, 2010

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    From Experience

    They usually do. I've just come to expect it. It's happened so often that now I can usually sense when they have one foot out the door. I'm learning to leave first to avoid being left.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    I Do

    Sometimes I feel like I'm poison, and chase them away somehow.  I don't know, but, it does get easier, when I look back and see what they brought to my life.I'm trying to work on seeing it before they leave, so I can at least thank them.
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    And I Just Sit And Wait For It..

    with everyone i know... especially people i have met recently... new friends.. new relationsips.... th ones that start very good... i just sit and wait for it to go wrong and for them  to leave me... beocz i believe some things are too good to be true... and my life taught...
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Well I just started dating this guy so I guess it's not technically"boyfriend" but still... I met him through my internship, he's 8 years older then me, absolutely gorgeous, and a...
    erndo23 erndo23 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    Not loser as in lame or nerd... Although I am a bit nerdy but in the sense that I've lost myself. I'm in a constant battle with my feelings and I lose every time. I feel like I've...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Just got home from intramural basketball we've played countless games and I've manage to make like one point and I keep messing up and I feel like they all wish I wasn't on the...
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I like this, I think I will :).
    Novemberman Novemberman 18-21, M Mar 26

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    ‘Just a few more steps’, I thought, encouraging myself to hold up and not break down. Once I’m in my room, I can cry harder and louder and let my heart break down. The next...
    deathismysoulmate deathismysoulmate 18-21 5 days ago

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    For the past few weeks, I've just not got anywhere with my life. I've been so unmotivated and it hurts. It's like ripples that blade through my heart, just seeing myself like this...
    JJSapphire JJSapphire 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I never do what I say I'm going to do. I suck. Though there has been times where I've said that we will go to Disney world. I actually made it happen. But when it comes to "I'm...
    Ljguyguy Ljguyguy 22-25, M Apr 10

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    Even though I do love to view a relationship blossom, i cannot help but to feel jealous. Jealous because none of my relationships ever work out and here are two people, kissing and...
    AdelaideHayashi AdelaideHayashi 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I live in a very competitive place, surrounded by people who are doing so much with their lives, and it overshadows my meager accomplishments. I try my hardest at something, and...
    shadow553 shadow553 16-17 1 Response Mar 29

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    So Since I met this guy, I knew their was something special. A year ago he walked into my theater class and I had this instant moment of thinking he was perfect, however im too shy...
    CluelesslyHopeless CluelesslyHopeless 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i feel like whatever i do, i fail. when i like somone, i fail to get their attention/attraction. when i do a test, i always get a lower mark. my family thinks im a failure and...
    lolihatemetoo lolihatemetoo 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I am 24 years old. After I graduated high school I started going to college to become an RN. It's the only thing I've ever wanted to do. I'm a very compassionate person and I am...
    kbtaoe kbtaoe 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I wish I wasn't so angry all the time. I'm jealous and envious of a lot of people. Always looking for the things they have and I don't.... I regularly feel out of place in this...
    Yukino10 Yukino10 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    was up till three am today not sleeping well. i have a mother who hates the fact her perfect little boy like's men. and uses my ptsd condition to degrade and make look like a...
    foxtrottango foxtrottango 31-35, M Mar 31

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    Just staring at the blank canvas on my easel. maybe there,s nothing left to paint? I love art, but surely there must be more for me.
    dayvee65 dayvee65 46-50, M Mar 20

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    My life has been a constant battle in so many ways and i feel i will always have to battle to keep as stable as i can and to stay away from toxic people. I don't hate people that...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    It's not exactly that I need someone to talk to...I am in most part, 3/4ths of the time misunderstood and not respected as much as I would like. So sometimes I wonder if it just...
    Psychologica Psychologica 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 11

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    there are some times when you feel down and lonely, sometimes you think that even the best of your friends has stopped caring about you. in such times, tell your soul that all...
    nelshi nelshi 31-35, F 11 hrs ago

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    Have been listening to this song a lot lately…Have been short with people recently… I know I can be mean sometimes…Not everyone will understand or believe me...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have been hurt before. I have lived alone most of my life, and I am quite weird. Including demons that sometimes come out more than they should. But now I am at this point. I...
    i3ear i3ear 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    So this is really for anyone and everyone who's thought about suicide at some point. Try and talk to someone, don't be alone or when it gets really bad it'll be too late and you'll...
    kathryn5272 kathryn5272 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I just got done reading a few stories, and the things don't add up, than I look at the age 13-15, and it just makes me shake my head. I wasn't even allowed to be on the internet...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I feel like I am truly insignificant in this world. I don't understand why people use me and ditch me constantly; they get bored of me. People have happier lives without me...
    WaterSpiritt WaterSpiritt 18-21, F Mar 29

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    all ive ever wanted was to find some place i belong. i think this song below completely and totally sums me up better than anything i could ever say. its as though the writers of...
    hallowedwillow hallowedwillow 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I can't seem to control what is happening to me. I don't even know how to start. All I know is I am hating myself more and more each day. The guilt of being a disappointment to my...
    ShyOne85 ShyOne85 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I typed other stories before and deleted them as I keep trying to start fresh, to no avail. I sit here crying. I cry out of so much frustration; with God and myself. I don’t...
    myownproblem13 myownproblem13 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    I have spent my entire life suppressing my emotions. I think a few bad decisions made me want to stop taking risks, stop feeling, stop deciding so I just made myself as unfeeling...
    dutch5 dutch5 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Meanwhile my boyfriend is in NYC for a college course schmoozing with publishers and, after one day, got a job working for a cooking website from the publisher he is staying with...
    dendroica dendroica 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I hate unreliable people so much . Like I'm use to being a loner but don't say you will do something and don't ! That's one reason why high-school sucks man
    holaangelina holaangelina 16-17, F 7 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    about the religion I follow, Christianity. Some are scoffing at how some Christians feel we are being victimized in this world and that the gays are victimizing us by rising up...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    All the people I know are not interested in me at all. Now firstly, i don't blame them. I have a few acquaintances that were at one point several years ago slightly close friends...
    TransverseLieKid TransverseLieKid 18-21 1 Response Mar 21

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    Everyone is worth something. I may not be the one to love you but someone will. I do my best to treat others well. I've been treated badly too much not to. I hope you all find the...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I want the 'body' in somebody... It's bad enough that we have to suffer at some point; but we shouldn't have to do it alone. I understand and in a weird way I respect my struggle...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I don't know how to start this. I'm a new member and I feel like I need to get this out. I don't think I'm depressed, but I have no feeling of needing to do anything. My life right...
    MainMenuLobster MainMenuLobster 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I live in a pretty good family. But i allways feel like im missing something. My mom is the nicest human being. My dad helps me and buys me things that I want, but somehow i still...
    alexandra1539 alexandra1539 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 9

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    For any Demisexual people out there, you probably understand where I'm coming from when I say I've only truly loved someone once. I'm a Demisexual; and I can't fall in love without...
    SavedByMCR SavedByMCR 16-17, F Apr 10

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    I'm a 24 year old married, full time student and full time employee. I'm going to school to become a music teacher and am fortunate enough to have a job that works around my school...
    birdyhouse birdyhouse 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10

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