Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Feel Everyone Will Abandon Me At Some Point

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 267 People

    The Fear

    Well, that's why I sometimes have a hard time letting people in. People often think I trust them, when in fact I don't. This particularly  true for people from school. They begin to question me, thinking I will share my darkest secrets, and I rarely do. If I tell them about my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Everyone That Walks In.

    Walks right out.No one has even ever stayed for longer than 10 years.Nobody wants me.Nobody cares enough to stay.You walking in?Come in,and stay for while,but when you get to leaving me, give me a heads up, make it easier for me.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Than I Really Will Walk Alone....

    At some point someone will walk away, they will get married, die, something will happen to make them not want me part of their life anymore, than i will truly walk alone in this thing called "life" I will have to say goodbye to the ones I Love, and walk this lonely road, alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    From Experience

    They usually do. I've just come to expect it. It's happened so often that now I can usually sense when they have one foot out the door. I'm learning to leave first to avoid being left.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Because I Am So Boring And Quiet....

    I am scared because although I have no friends left, there are people at work I am very fond of. One is kind of becoming a confidant in some ways, the other I love like family and I know she loves me as well as she says she does a lot. But I think this is only because I looked...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Why I Keep My Friends At A Minimum

    "No good thing lasts forever." I don't have the patience to deal with anymore friend drama anyway.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Becouse

    Till now.. everyone has...:/
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 27, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Feel People Really Don't Care About Me

    so i never had a girlfriend, i aid others on their relationships in order to make them stronger. few days ago realize that those persons willget married and forgot me, in the end every friend will get married and forget about me. i'll walk the path alone fool of sorrow, aiding...
    lost54 lost54 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    They Always Go

    Everyone abandons me. my friend abandoned me because my anorexia is too stressful for her. I pushed away the guy who liked me somehow. im just people repelant! I repel everything! My one friend never talks to me anymore. And i normally dont get mad about not being invited to...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Paranoia

    Ever since my grampy, uncle and aunt died i have had this strong paranoia that people would leave. I even panic if my friends dont answer the phone sometimes. My parents have just dismissed it as nothing but i dont know if it is nothing, or could be the start of more...
    Vengeance6661 Vengeance6661 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Do Not Think It Was On Purpose

    i do not hingk the others have abandon me on purpose. most are gone due to death as for family i walked away from then at age 12 step daughter and my grand daughter i only see if they need my extra car or then need my computer her mother well she had other issues and left a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 28, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Abandonment

    It's not even a 'feeling', it is a known fact. Which happens over and over again. With even the people you never thought were capable of it. It's sad to not be able to trust anyone-out of fear.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    feel like a loser sometimes
    endedmylife endedmylife 26-30, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel this way a lot.:( I didn't used to . Hated feeling negative emotions of any kind. I'm not sure when it started...but it really came out about 5 years ago when my hubby at...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F Dec 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been in love for a long time, I finally could say all I feel to that person, but, she doesn't says "I love you" I hug her, shes hugs me, we hold our hands, and she is so cute...
    Vardelos Vardelos 18-21, M Dec 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ''I am that black night that hates the Moon. I am that wretched beggar who is angry with the King. Out of kindness He calls me in but I am angry and invent excuses. I have...
    FreyjaInBattle FreyjaInBattle 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I had someone that said she loved me but her actions didn't show it. Had a daughter together and bought a house a year ago, she had secrets with her phone and was avoiding me more...
    needbetter needbetter 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am feeling so down like for the stupidest reasons. I have been overworking myself with living up to my expectations, but there is always people who can do better than me and that...
    gecha gecha 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I haven't really DONE anything with my life. I'm 45 years old...I don't have a job. I should have gone to college & gotten a career. I should have done this or that...but can't...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    With a cash-flow problem and nothing but spaghetti, I have the nagging man-flu... On receipt of cheque time to binge on tangerines, and then baked potato with tuna, spinach...
    thinkdeeper thinkdeeper 22-25, M Dec 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm not sure what I will be doing next Monday other than getting my tattoo, but I think it's pretty awesome:). I know being 18 really isn't that big of a deal, but it's still...
    autumdawnn autumdawnn 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm bored out of my mind! Is someone free to chat?
    Ashlynthepanda Ashlynthepanda 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well all the time really. Im always a day late and a dollar short. I always miss something that i should have noticed, or been somewhere else instead of where i was at. i look back...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I would pass if I wasn't to busy watching Netflix
    alexgrace alexgrace 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm taking on a new part time job for equity in a company. No sleep til retirement.
    jesuitx jesuitx 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have crossed 20,000…now “22117”, I wish “EP” will transfer some points to tokens. 
    fikrisharif fikrisharif 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have a confession and some stories to tell. Confession: when I was around four I still slept in the same bed as my parents one night they were having s*x and I woke up. I...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have met a number of Ascended Masters during my lifetime, some like Rama, I just met in passing. But aside from Kuthumi, there are three that stand out: Hilarion, Babaji and...
    Orion33 Orion33 51-55, M Nov 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hurt- nine inch nails I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all...
    trayomis trayomis 31-35, F Dec 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am not a very socially comfortable person. I feel awkward alot of the time. Being around people is not something that i am entirely used to but i try to expose myself to it & i...
    flyingblossom flyingblossom 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's sad that sometimes we can't be "the one" that they love. We can't be the one to make them happy. And it's not because we aren't good enough or attractive enough, and it's not...
    missssyme missssyme 31-35, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't know how to start. Hopefully this introduction works. The people around me think they know me. As much as I want to let them know the real me I can't. I don't want them to...
    owen1201 owen1201 26-30, F Dec 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hurt- nine inch nails I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all...
    trayomis trayomis 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Since I haven't been on here much in almost 2 years, but I want to start being on here consistently again, I figure I should give an update of how the last 2 years have gone so any...
    skyhook2612 skyhook2612 18-21, F Dec 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This year Christmas will be harder than usual. After the divorce and moving into my grandparents house,we are struggling to make it through the holidays. Most of my family members...
    ComplicatedGirl18 ComplicatedGirl18 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been through out my whole life with no one to talk to about how I feel. I'm at the point where I can't stand being inside my head anymore. Now that I try writing about it, I...
    kiiiten kiiiten 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am 55 years old and have 3 children with my ex-husband, from whom I have been divorced for 23 years. After we divorced,he tried to destroy me through my children, and he did a...
    lksummit lksummit 51-55, F 3 Responses Nov 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Merry Christmas everyone. I won't wish for presents or toys or candy this year. I'm going to wish that everyone will find their happiness, whether it be with family, friends...
    Shyspan Shyspan 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Being young and struggling with severe chronic migraines and acid reflux.. I can tell you my life and physical appearance has changed like if I was some drug addict. Recently I've...
    littlemac64 littlemac64 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I had an odd dream where my gf purposely locked herself in my trunk and told me that she wanted to ride in there all the way to my mothers house. When we got there the house was...
    RailTracer645 RailTracer645 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i m always attracted to those who seems distance, mysterious, hard to understand super good looking men. time to stop all that if i want my life to work for me. No matter how much...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F Dec 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I like having a crush on someone. I do have one or more of these going at any given point in time, sometimes on real life girls, who are always exactly as they seem, and sometimes...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    No one seem to understand me or how I feel Everyone in my family call me a liar a money stealer A fool, a loser a jerk and a wish you where never born All my life I was always...
    winxcat93 winxcat93 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Over the last couple weeks I've learn the only one I can trust is myself and if chose to go to the latter side of my trust I and I alone play for the consequences of the aftermath...
    gamma87 gamma87 46-50, M Dec 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been talking to this one guy for about 2 months now. He's the first guy I hadn't rushed into a relationship with and started off having sex right away. Things were different...
    ForeverStar0 ForeverStar0 18-21, F 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Have you ever just felt that someone isn't the one? Nothing is wrong, I just know that my values differ from his and If I am to be committed with someone, I want him to have the...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was in 8th grade when I first had the feeling for a certain boy. I saw him at the park and talked to him all night. I then started talking to him on Facebook since he was a grade...
    arianagrande14 arianagrande14 13-15, F 1 Response