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I Feel Everyone Will Abandon Me At Some Point

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 263 People

    They Always Go

    Everyone abandons me. my friend abandoned me because my anorexia is too stressful for her. I pushed away the guy who liked me somehow. im just people repelant! I repel everything! My one friend never talks to me anymore. And i normally dont get mad about not being invited to...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    From Experience

    They usually do. I've just come to expect it. It's happened so often that now I can usually sense when they have one foot out the door. I'm learning to leave first to avoid being left.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Than I Really Will Walk Alone....

    At some point someone will walk away, they will get married, die, something will happen to make them not want me part of their life anymore, than i will truly walk alone in this thing called "life" I will have to say goodbye to the ones I Love, and walk this lonely road, alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    Abandonment

    It's not even a 'feeling', it is a known fact. Which happens over and over again. With even the people you never thought were capable of it. It's sad to not be able to trust anyone-out of fear.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

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    I Feel People Really Don't Care About Me

    so i never had a girlfriend, i aid others on their relationships in order to make them stronger. few days ago realize that those persons willget married and forgot me, in the end every friend will get married and forget about me. i'll walk the path alone fool of sorrow, aiding...
    lost54 lost54 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

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    Because I Am So Boring And Quiet....

    I am scared because although I have no friends left, there are people at work I am very fond of. One is kind of becoming a confidant in some ways, the other I love like family and I know she loves me as well as she says she does a lot. But I think this is only because I looked...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2011

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    Paranoia

    Ever since my grampy, uncle and aunt died i have had this strong paranoia that people would leave. I even panic if my friends dont answer the phone sometimes. My parents have just dismissed it as nothing but i dont know if it is nothing, or could be the start of more...
    Vengeance6661 Vengeance6661 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    Do Not Think It Was On Purpose

    i do not hingk the others have abandon me on purpose. most are gone due to death as for family i walked away from then at age 12 step daughter and my grand daughter i only see if they need my extra car or then need my computer her mother well she had other issues and left a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 28, 2011

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    The Fear

    Well, that's why I sometimes have a hard time letting people in. People often think I trust them, when in fact I don't. This particularly  true for people from school. They begin to question me, thinking I will share my darkest secrets, and I rarely do. If I tell them about my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2011

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    Why I Keep My Friends At A Minimum

    "No good thing lasts forever." I don't have the patience to deal with anymore friend drama anyway.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27, 2011

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    Becouse

    Till now.. everyone has...:/
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 27, 2011

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    Everyone That Walks In.

    Walks right out.No one has even ever stayed for longer than 10 years.Nobody wants me.Nobody cares enough to stay.You walking in?Come in,and stay for while,but when you get to leaving me, give me a heads up, make it easier for me.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

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    Most days I wake up and I call my parents since they don't call me. I think they are still trying to build my independence. But I've always been a bit of a loner you know? :( When...
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    I am so ready for that moment, when in death, I will receive a perfect life!
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    I might not be something all that big now. But one day I will strive to do my best in whatever I put my heart to.
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    Having someplace to go is HOME... Having Someone to love is FAMILY... Having BOTH is a BLESSING... THANKFUL for BLESSINGS... #GRATITUDE#Always#💗🙅
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    Someday I'll have published a book about How to keep someone at the Friendzone without hurting them. Gosh some people don't get that if the first time I told you that I just wanted...
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    Alison806 Alison806 13-15, T Mar 30

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    feel like everything I do is a waste of time and energy
    Eli7563 Eli7563 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I've done some things I'm not entirely proud of.
    Aviaria Aviaria 13-15, F Mar 19

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    3 things a day, i told myself: I am grateful to have identity. I am grateful for the ability to think. I am grateful that I am supported financially.
    izukiryu izukiryu 16-17, F Mar 19

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    I am EXTREMELY grateful that today's board meeting was canceled!
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I'm grateful that I have an awesome job that allows me to take a Friday afternoon off. AND I have the house to myself for the next four hours!
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Rainy Sunday's. Flannel pajamas. Grilled cheese sandwich & tomato soup. Bottomless cup of hot tea. Escaping with a decadent paranormal romance novel.
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I guess im a psycho because nothing phases the way i think. No emotions change me. I dont get mad, i dont get depressed, im never happy, i dont get exited, i cant care. I have no...
    ForeverJashinist ForeverJashinist 18-21, M Mar 22

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    I have been.peaceful for many days, I have depression and it has been a bit more manageable, I am very grateful. and thanks to all my friends especially but also others who.have...
    mysmugcat mysmugcat 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 23

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    Today I am grateful for the invention of over-the-counter cold/sinus medication...and for the loopy high I've had all day from taking said meds. O.o
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F Mar 23

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    I am grateful for my hubs for bringing me 7-Up and saltines today.
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I've been writing a,few poems. Im grateful a little bit of this creativity has come back. I'm a bit private so probably won't post them lol but ty for reading this.
    mysmugcat mysmugcat 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    Today I am grateful that it has been a good day. I am grateful that my mind has been my own today and my thoughts have been positive and encouraging.
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    I am grateful that you exist. Though you know nothin' john snow.
    TheOracleofDelphi TheOracleofDelphi 31-35, F Mar 30