I Feel Everyone Will Abandon Me At Some Point

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 300 People

    Why I Keep My Friends At A Minimum

    "No good thing lasts forever." I don't have the patience to deal with anymore friend drama anyway.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 27, 2011

    Do Not Think It Was On Purpose

    i do not hingk the others have abandon me on purpose. most are gone due to death as for family i walked away from then at age 12 step daughter and my grand daughter i only see if they need my extra car or then need my computer her mother well she had other issues and left a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Jun 28, 2011

    Everyone That Walks In.

    Walks right out.No one has even ever stayed for longer than 10 years.Nobody wants me.Nobody cares enough to stay.You walking in?Come in,and stay for while,but when you get to leaving me, give me a heads up, make it easier for me.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

    Paranoia

    Ever since my grampy, uncle and aunt died i have had this strong paranoia that people would leave. I even panic if my friends dont answer the phone sometimes. My parents have just dismissed it as nothing but i dont know if it is nothing, or could be the start of more...
    Vengeance6661 Vengeance6661
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2010

    Than I Really Will Walk Alone....

    At some point someone will walk away, they will get married, die, something will happen to make them not want me part of their life anymore, than i will truly walk alone in this thing called "life" I will have to say goodbye to the ones I Love, and walk this lonely road, alone...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 17, 2010

    They Always Go

    Everyone abandons me. my friend abandoned me because my anorexia is too stressful for her. I pushed away the guy who liked me somehow. im just people repelant! I repel everything! My one friend never talks to me anymore. And i normally dont get mad about not being invited to...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 2, 2013

    I Feel People Really Don't Care About Me

    so i never had a girlfriend, i aid others on their relationships in order to make them stronger. few days ago realize that those persons willget married and forgot me, in the end every friend will get married and forget about me. i'll walk the path alone fool of sorrow, aiding...
    lost54 lost54
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

    My mum and brother left the country

    when I was 2 years old. Separation anxiety is the beginning of my story.
    justleavethen justleavethen
    31-35, F
    Feb 26

    The Fear

    Well, that's why I sometimes have a hard time letting people in. People often think I trust them, when in fact I don't. This particularly  true for people from school. They begin to question me, thinking I will share my darkest secrets, and I rarely do. If I tell them about my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    1 Response Feb 18, 2011

    Abandonment

    It's not even a 'feeling', it is a known fact. Which happens over and over again. With even the people you never thought were capable of it. It's sad to not be able to trust anyone-out of fear.
    Mediocre Mediocre
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

    Because I Am So Boring And Quiet....

    I am scared because although I have no friends left, there are people at work I am very fond of. One is kind of becoming a confidant in some ways, the other I love like family and I know she loves me as well as she says she does a lot. But I think this is only because I looked...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 11, 2011

    Becouse

    Till now.. everyone has...:/
    littlebirdG littlebirdG
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Oct 27, 2011

    From Experience

    They usually do. I've just come to expect it. It's happened so often that now I can usually sense when they have one foot out the door. I'm learning to leave first to avoid being left.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Mar 8, 2010
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