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I Feel Everyone Will Abandon Me At Some Point

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    Why I Keep My Friends At A Minimum

    "No good thing lasts forever." I don't have the patience to deal with anymore friend drama anyway.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27, 2011

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    Becouse

    Till now.. everyone has...:/
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 27, 2011

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    Do Not Think It Was On Purpose

    i do not hingk the others have abandon me on purpose. most are gone due to death as for family i walked away from then at age 12 step daughter and my grand daughter i only see if they need my extra car or then need my computer her mother well she had other issues and left a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 28, 2011

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    The Fear

    Well, that's why I sometimes have a hard time letting people in. People often think I trust them, when in fact I don't. This particularly  true for people from school. They begin to question me, thinking I will share my darkest secrets, and I rarely do. If I tell them about my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2011

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    Everyone That Walks In.

    Walks right out.No one has even ever stayed for longer than 10 years.Nobody wants me.Nobody cares enough to stay.You walking in?Come in,and stay for while,but when you get to leaving me, give me a heads up, make it easier for me.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

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    Paranoia

    Ever since my grampy, uncle and aunt died i have had this strong paranoia that people would leave. I even panic if my friends dont answer the phone sometimes. My parents have just dismissed it as nothing but i dont know if it is nothing, or could be the start of more...
    Vengeance6661 Vengeance6661 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    Because I Am So Boring And Quiet....

    I am scared because although I have no friends left, there are people at work I am very fond of. One is kind of becoming a confidant in some ways, the other I love like family and I know she loves me as well as she says she does a lot. But I think this is only because I looked...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2011

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    They Always Go

    Everyone abandons me. my friend abandoned me because my anorexia is too stressful for her. I pushed away the guy who liked me somehow. im just people repelant! I repel everything! My one friend never talks to me anymore. And i normally dont get mad about not being invited to...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    From Experience

    They usually do. I've just come to expect it. It's happened so often that now I can usually sense when they have one foot out the door. I'm learning to leave first to avoid being left.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Abandonment

    It's not even a 'feeling', it is a known fact. Which happens over and over again. With even the people you never thought were capable of it. It's sad to not be able to trust anyone-out of fear.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

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    I Feel People Really Don't Care About Me

    so i never had a girlfriend, i aid others on their relationships in order to make them stronger. few days ago realize that those persons willget married and forgot me, in the end every friend will get married and forget about me. i'll walk the path alone fool of sorrow, aiding...
    lost54 lost54 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

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    Than I Really Will Walk Alone....

    At some point someone will walk away, they will get married, die, something will happen to make them not want me part of their life anymore, than i will truly walk alone in this thing called "life" I will have to say goodbye to the ones I Love, and walk this lonely road, alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Seriously though, I see him and then he acts like I am invisible and barely notices my existence even after I stuck by him and encouraged and even helped him out, now that we see...
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    As older I get I learn to see the beauty and the special in the people I meet! Since I was a little girl my dad have alway made me feel special and different from the others! And...
    tussilagos tussilagos 22-25, F Feb 14

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    I knew it would eventually end. Six months in he told me what I should have accepted five months before, his live-in ex was actually his real-time girlfriend. They had their...
    coppertoned coppertoned 26-30, F Feb 20

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    People that know me think I'm so sweet and I'm always happy... Most of the time it's true I don't think about what someone did wrong to me in past or present... But there are time...
    katychatty katychatty 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I feel different sometimes like I'm not the real me. The real me loves life and going out and helping people. The real me loves running, boxing and lifting weights.the real me is...
    Thefightingangel Thefightingangel 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    Words cant even describe how ******* worthless I feel. Ive never done anything to the guys i liked. Like first, my best friend was the one i liked. now he ******* hates me. why? i...
    someemokid112121212 someemokid112121212 13-15, F Feb 21

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    When I was four years old, family members would ask,"Samantha, what do you want to be when you grow up?" I told them, "I'm moving to Hollywood to be an actress." Allow me to remind...
    butterflyxhope butterflyxhope 22-25, F 9 Responses 2 days ago

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    yes I will. ......a memory........somerhing that willl be remembered......maybe an angel.....hardly.....but I wil become part of the eternal energy.........tonight.........15 feb...
    huckleberrybunches huckleberrybunches 36-40, M 3 Responses Feb 15

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    How many times have I told you that I am not someone in which you should want to be involved? How many times have I pushed you to the brink of breaking and you still find yourself...
    BethKristin BethKristin 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    everything seems so uncertain... time is limiting and things need to be completed .. am feeling stressed about my project...i feel lik quiting ..but that would only end my little...
    bharkha bharkha 22-25, F Feb 22

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    Most people that I know aren't ambitious at all... I know one girl who wants to be a receptionist at her dad's office! When I leave school my goal is to go to the Royal...
    laurabaillie16 laurabaillie16 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I will because God already set the future. I need to align myself to it though, and I need to work hard and be wise with my decisions.
    KIDiz24 KIDiz24 22-25, F Feb 8

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    We're all destined to be something, someone, great. We just have to find the path we we're meant to travel.
    ThatGuyDalton ThatGuyDalton 13-15, M Feb 13

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    when I try and try and things don't be seeming to work out or go my way, I feel like quitting and giving up. but then I always think about my kids. I wouldn't want them to be a...
    jenniebaez1992 jenniebaez1992 22-25, F Feb 18

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    When I get stressed, I shut down. This semester has been rough, all of the classes have been difficult and unejoyable and I'm trying to help my mom design her restaurant. If I don...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F Feb 23

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    i have felt a kinda dark presence in my bedroom for the past years, and sometimes it appeared in my dreams claiming he came forth from tartarus. lately the presence started to feel...
    HanaKatsuragi HanaKatsuragi 18-21, T a week ago

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    Every year something happens, We're betrayed, we're challenged emotionally and we're slapped around. We become apart Of another year of goals, accomplishments and unachievements...
    undefinable1295 undefinable1295 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Another day, started all over the same why as yeaturday. Did someone hit the reset button? I can't even understand how to achieve my greatness and grow in this crazy world, and...
    undefinable1295 undefinable1295 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Monster by Skillet. I want all of you to check it out. (forget the ¨sometimes¨)
    XxDyingSoulxX XxDyingSoulxX 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I have a thought about our own life and existence. Is our consciousness so unique that changing anything of our genotype would make us another person? I mean, if it is changed just...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Feb 5

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    What is life? Is life just a fault in The organization of matter? Is our consciousness just a mistake? Purely a illusion with no purpose at all? In my mind is The only place where...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Feb 23

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    So today was really fun but know i need people to talk to 😀😀😀😀
    shelby2001 shelby2001 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    Doesn't matter what I do I just can't seem to do it right
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 7

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    I never could do good on tests. I am really bad at taking them. Right now it's the flordia written exam for driving, and I just can't seem to pass it. I read the book forward and...
    Airleasd Airleasd 26-30, F Feb 18

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    My Dad has loved eating figs since he was a kid. He cant eat them anymore since he was diagnosed with diabetes. He still grows them in the garden and makes people eat them just so...
    ruscared85 ruscared85 26-30, M Feb 21

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    people are always in rush with time, wishing time would go faster, not realising that would with time comes, WAIT FOR It... AGE!!!!!!!! Next time you wanna think twice. Enjoy your...
    backerR backerR 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    I just can't live anymore. No desire to go on. So done with this life.
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    I want to become a world famous artist!!! And for right now, I want this fellowship at Penn State. My ambitions are huge, but I want them regardless.
    shantel25 shantel25 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Serious offers, in the Northern Virginia area
    JahRoss JahRoss 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    "You enjoy academic settings, as they fit your balanced, self-aware personality. You are engaged in the entire scholarly experience, and always seek opportunities to enhance...
    DesignBlack DesignBlack 18-21, M 2 days ago

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     Let's talk about listening. Active listening. Consider these questions:What is the difference between hearing and listening? What are the different kinds of listening...
    1alwaysdreaming 1alwaysdreaming 18-21, F 21 Responses 3 days ago