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I Feel Everyone Will Abandon Me At Some Point

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    The Fear

    Well, that's why I sometimes have a hard time letting people in. People often think I trust them, when in fact I don't. This particularly  true for people from school. They begin to question me, thinking I will share my darkest secrets, and I rarely do. If I tell them about my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 1 Response Feb 18, 2011

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    Because I Am So Boring And Quiet....

    I am scared because although I have no friends left, there are people at work I am very fond of. One is kind of becoming a confidant in some ways, the other I love like family and I know she loves me as well as she says she does a lot. But I think this is only because I looked...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2011

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    Why I Keep My Friends At A Minimum

    "No good thing lasts forever." I don't have the patience to deal with anymore friend drama anyway.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27, 2011

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    Do Not Think It Was On Purpose

    i do not hingk the others have abandon me on purpose. most are gone due to death as for family i walked away from then at age 12 step daughter and my grand daughter i only see if they need my extra car or then need my computer her mother well she had other issues and left a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 28, 2011

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    Paranoia

    Ever since my grampy, uncle and aunt died i have had this strong paranoia that people would leave. I even panic if my friends dont answer the phone sometimes. My parents have just dismissed it as nothing but i dont know if it is nothing, or could be the start of more...
    Vengeance6661 Vengeance6661 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    Everyone That Walks In.

    Walks right out.No one has even ever stayed for longer than 10 years.Nobody wants me.Nobody cares enough to stay.You walking in?Come in,and stay for while,but when you get to leaving me, give me a heads up, make it easier for me.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

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    From Experience

    They usually do. I've just come to expect it. It's happened so often that now I can usually sense when they have one foot out the door. I'm learning to leave first to avoid being left.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Than I Really Will Walk Alone....

    At some point someone will walk away, they will get married, die, something will happen to make them not want me part of their life anymore, than i will truly walk alone in this thing called "life" I will have to say goodbye to the ones I Love, and walk this lonely road, alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    I Feel People Really Don't Care About Me

    so i never had a girlfriend, i aid others on their relationships in order to make them stronger. few days ago realize that those persons willget married and forgot me, in the end every friend will get married and forget about me. i'll walk the path alone fool of sorrow, aiding...
    lost54 lost54 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

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    Becouse

    Till now.. everyone has...:/
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 27, 2011

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    They Always Go

    Everyone abandons me. my friend abandoned me because my anorexia is too stressful for her. I pushed away the guy who liked me somehow. im just people repelant! I repel everything! My one friend never talks to me anymore. And i normally dont get mad about not being invited to...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    Abandonment

    It's not even a 'feeling', it is a known fact. Which happens over and over again. With even the people you never thought were capable of it. It's sad to not be able to trust anyone-out of fear.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

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    I am happy for those caring people in the world.Sometimes just listening to hurt people helps.
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    The caring that got me caring pals. Tempted to go cruel often. Begging God to remove my caring But my caring won pals So Not very upset over caring staying Since pals...
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    I am grateful for those who are still my friends and support me .I am also grateful for friends who are no longer my friends.They have also taught me something.
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    There's always a time when someone needs help I offer assistance because we're really good friends and what not but I feel as if I'm not doing good enough. I put so much effort...
    crangtang crangtang 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    That wonderful feeling when you become socially responsible all the time and treat all of them as brothers and sisters 😊😊😊 Helped a young girl today when she was abused by...
    Ashiq700 Ashiq700 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 25

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    We all wanted to talk to each other because I know that we feel the same as I see on your experiences. We all experience painful things here. And because we know that all of us...
    CallMeBuddy CallMeBuddy 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    I am grateful for someone stopping me from taking wrong decisions.Maybe God.
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    Hah!! No I won't! =) The ONLY Thing I do For Sure "Each Day" is BREATHE... ;) *But, THIS DAY, I WILL Post Something I Am Grateful For: =) Everything. ;) The Internet...
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    Most days. But I'm more stoic than I give myself credit for, I just keep on waking up each day and hoping in vain that everything will be good one day.
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    No matter wat I do how much I do its not good enough for people!!world is too damn selfish!!!**** I hate everything! !feels like m the only one of my kind !!!
    Ugen1234 Ugen1234 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    When the person who "loves you" leaves you because they don't know what to do anymore and have lost a little bit of their fight.. Yet all I ever did was reach out to you and you...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F Aug 21

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    When you are down ,look up.I feel down often.But am scared to give up.Something tells me to keep on fighting my inner war.
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I am grateful and am the luckiest of the lucky because even though im mean to my bf of 5 yrs, he wont give up on me, hes open arms when I need him, for being my crying shoulder...
    Forgotten000ghosts Forgotten000ghosts 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I totally feel like giving up sometimes, unfortunately, I have to keep going coz giving up isn't an option, no matter how I feel. if I made decisions based on my feelings??? wow...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Sometimes, I get these moments.... Even when I'm reading books, taking a shower, or studying, I have these thoughts that flit through my mind; "God, I'm such a failure... Is there...
    twylarose twylarose 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I am grateful that there are some who still respond to my posts.Thanks to them.
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    When you and bae fight... But then you realize you don't have a bae...
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    I get this sensation where I feel a presence of a spirit around me. When I get this feeling, I'm mostly alone sometimes. This presence is always to the left of me, on my side. I...
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