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I Feel Everyone Will Abandon Me At Some Point

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    I Feel People Really Don't Care About Me

    so i never had a girlfriend, i aid others on their relationships in order to make them stronger. few days ago realize that those persons willget married and forgot me, in the end every friend will get married and forget about me. i'll walk the path alone fool of sorrow, aiding...
    lost54 lost54 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

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    Paranoia

    Ever since my grampy, uncle and aunt died i have had this strong paranoia that people would leave. I even panic if my friends dont answer the phone sometimes. My parents have just dismissed it as nothing but i dont know if it is nothing, or could be the start of more...
    Vengeance6661 Vengeance6661 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    Everyone That Walks In.

    Walks right out.No one has even ever stayed for longer than 10 years.Nobody wants me.Nobody cares enough to stay.You walking in?Come in,and stay for while,but when you get to leaving me, give me a heads up, make it easier for me.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

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    Becouse

    Till now.. everyone has...:/
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 27, 2011

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    Than I Really Will Walk Alone....

    At some point someone will walk away, they will get married, die, something will happen to make them not want me part of their life anymore, than i will truly walk alone in this thing called "life" I will have to say goodbye to the ones I Love, and walk this lonely road, alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    Because I Am So Boring And Quiet....

    I am scared because although I have no friends left, there are people at work I am very fond of. One is kind of becoming a confidant in some ways, the other I love like family and I know she loves me as well as she says she does a lot. But I think this is only because I looked...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2011

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    The Fear

    Well, that's why I sometimes have a hard time letting people in. People often think I trust them, when in fact I don't. This particularly  true for people from school. They begin to question me, thinking I will share my darkest secrets, and I rarely do. If I tell them about my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2011

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    They Always Go

    Everyone abandons me. my friend abandoned me because my anorexia is too stressful for her. I pushed away the guy who liked me somehow. im just people repelant! I repel everything! My one friend never talks to me anymore. And i normally dont get mad about not being invited to...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    Abandonment

    It's not even a 'feeling', it is a known fact. Which happens over and over again. With even the people you never thought were capable of it. It's sad to not be able to trust anyone-out of fear.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

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    Why I Keep My Friends At A Minimum

    "No good thing lasts forever." I don't have the patience to deal with anymore friend drama anyway.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27, 2011

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    From Experience

    They usually do. I've just come to expect it. It's happened so often that now I can usually sense when they have one foot out the door. I'm learning to leave first to avoid being left.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Do Not Think It Was On Purpose

    i do not hingk the others have abandon me on purpose. most are gone due to death as for family i walked away from then at age 12 step daughter and my grand daughter i only see if they need my extra car or then need my computer her mother well she had other issues and left a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 28, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I hate reading all these young people on here exclaiming how they just have a feeling they will die young. well I'm 18 years old and I got told a few days ago that I will not...
    twistedsoul22102210 twistedsoul22102210 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I will miss someone who is getting a new job. I have known this person for a while and I will miss her. This is a dream job for her. But I know she will come back and visit.
    socialskillstraining socialskillstraining 31-35, M Jan 13

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    I will be something great if God intends 4 me to be
    cutedimplesxx cutedimplesxx 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    feel like a loser sometimes
    endedmylife endedmylife 26-30, F Dec 25, 2014

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    I start my new job as deputy manager with a housing provider for looked after teens tomorrow!! Excited to get back out there doing ground work as I've been working hostels for past...
    AspireToBeFree AspireToBeFree 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I will become a Bat... xD In all seriousness, I will prove that my Grandma was right to have faith I'd make it as an actor. That might not be something people generally define as...
    Jamin91 Jamin91 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    I'm in my early 20s and at this age, like so many around me, I feel like I should be getting started in my career, getting into different relationships, saving up to buy a place or...
    BlueSilver91 BlueSilver91 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    It's funny to think how when I seem to have everything good in life I tried so hard to end my life. But now that I want to live, everything seems to be pushing me to end everything...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    One day in the future I'm going to become something great! For everyone who looked down at me, I'll show them that I'm something, more than child as they call me!
    ayeitsjhoicx ayeitsjhoicx 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    I won't live past 40, I KNOW I won't. I won't be surprised if I don't make it to 30, normal people would then I sound crazy, but I KNOW I won't live. I will die before my parents...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 10 Responses Jan 9

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    I want to be the girl I used to be so my parents will love me and be proud of me again.
    xxangellynnxx xxangellynnxx 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I can't keep crying over and over to the same person. I'm such a drain. Too much these days, I feel so done with this life; I'm a waste of space.
    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do 41-45, F 5 Responses Jan 8

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    ****! It's like every single job I have I don't like it. I just feel like I should be doing something extravagant.
    booboo232 booboo232 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I loved this guy and I honestly had thought he loved me but.. Then he found another.. After that, I don't think I'll ever find anyone that will love me like I love them and truly...
    painseeker16 painseeker16 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    someday sometime I will for sure if God grants me life...
    gladyoucame gladyoucame 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I don't fear death any longer. I have spent so much time fearing for the end of my days and what will happen beyond that. But the truth is, we don't know. We just don't know. I...
    lolznewaccountio lolznewaccountio 18-21, F Jan 9

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    My ex told me things I had done. People Say he lies. He lied a lot. I was the one dumped so I'm the monster right? I don't know who's more afraid- him seeing me or me going on...
    Maihowl Maihowl 22-25, F Jan 4

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    I just want it to stop. One minute your walking on air the next you feel your going to puke. And you have no appetite either. :(
    GhostGirlWalking GhostGirlWalking 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Being a Norseman I do not fear death and accept my woven fate. Why loom at when the end will come when I rather look at what I do each day and enjoy it.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Jan 9

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    I will be a Delta Flight Attendant , even if I die trying.
    ChristinaHyena ChristinaHyena 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Hi I suffer from hard to deal with ocd, when I was diagnosed about 7 years ago I was really struggling and my binge drinking got even worst and I used alcohol as a means to deal...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 13

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    I feel a an empty hole in my body and i don't know how to fill it .
    redgladius redgladius 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    out of all the people that has doubted me. I will show them that they were wrong and keep those same people that doubted me away from me
    jenniebaez1992 jenniebaez1992 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I plan to be an EMT but what I have dreamt my whole life of doing is being an actress! But college is also doing something great!
    AvaDay AvaDay 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    ive been bullied and have daddy problems, this has led to my bottling my emotions to where my anger has consumed everything and all i need to the moment that i blow up haha and i...
    feelsgoodtocut feelsgoodtocut 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Apprently sometimes life just likes to screw me over unexpectedly with curve balls that just seem to throw everything out of whack. Apparently today is my best friends 22nd...
    Izzy143 Izzy143 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Why is it so hard to accept that you don't want me as badly as I want you. :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Jan 15

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    I'm sitting here listening to the girl im almost in love with talk about their sex life with other guys and it makes me extremely jealous.... :(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 17

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    I've been drunk more times by myself because of my recent breakup more times than I've been drunk socially with friends for fun... :'( Just wishing you'd come back. :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    by my own hand i accept this and fear nothing
    o3118152 o3118152 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I'm claiming that I am a Registered Nurse this 2015.
    sharemenotgap sharemenotgap 22-25, F Jan 17

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    once you understand yourself, you start to understand things around you.
    ayiraartistf ayiraartistf 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't fear death anymore hurting myself seeing myself bleed is like a way of life for me now....... I just hate what my life has gotten too right now
    ashleysokolik ashleysokolik 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Unfortunately not soon enough. I've tried multiple times. Results ICU for days n weeks. I give up
    MichaelS41074 MichaelS41074 36-40, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I'm soooo over how my life is going at the moment
    dogsgowoof dogsgowoof 36-40, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago