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I Feel Everyone Will Abandon Me At Some Point

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    Paranoia

    Ever since my grampy, uncle and aunt died i have had this strong paranoia that people would leave. I even panic if my friends dont answer the phone sometimes. My parents have just dismissed it as nothing but i dont know if it is nothing, or could be the start of more...
    Vengeance6661 Vengeance6661 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    I Feel People Really Don't Care About Me

    so i never had a girlfriend, i aid others on their relationships in order to make them stronger. few days ago realize that those persons willget married and forgot me, in the end every friend will get married and forget about me. i'll walk the path alone fool of sorrow, aiding...
    lost54 lost54 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

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    Do Not Think It Was On Purpose

    i do not hingk the others have abandon me on purpose. most are gone due to death as for family i walked away from then at age 12 step daughter and my grand daughter i only see if they need my extra car or then need my computer her mother well she had other issues and left a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 28, 2011

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    Abandonment

    It's not even a 'feeling', it is a known fact. Which happens over and over again. With even the people you never thought were capable of it. It's sad to not be able to trust anyone-out of fear.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

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    Because I Am So Boring And Quiet....

    I am scared because although I have no friends left, there are people at work I am very fond of. One is kind of becoming a confidant in some ways, the other I love like family and I know she loves me as well as she says she does a lot. But I think this is only because I looked...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2011

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    They Always Go

    Everyone abandons me. my friend abandoned me because my anorexia is too stressful for her. I pushed away the guy who liked me somehow. im just people repelant! I repel everything! My one friend never talks to me anymore. And i normally dont get mad about not being invited to...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    Than I Really Will Walk Alone....

    At some point someone will walk away, they will get married, die, something will happen to make them not want me part of their life anymore, than i will truly walk alone in this thing called "life" I will have to say goodbye to the ones I Love, and walk this lonely road, alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    Why I Keep My Friends At A Minimum

    "No good thing lasts forever." I don't have the patience to deal with anymore friend drama anyway.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27, 2011

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    Everyone That Walks In.

    Walks right out.No one has even ever stayed for longer than 10 years.Nobody wants me.Nobody cares enough to stay.You walking in?Come in,and stay for while,but when you get to leaving me, give me a heads up, make it easier for me.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

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    From Experience

    They usually do. I've just come to expect it. It's happened so often that now I can usually sense when they have one foot out the door. I'm learning to leave first to avoid being left.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Becouse

    Till now.. everyone has...:/
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 27, 2011

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    The Fear

    Well, that's why I sometimes have a hard time letting people in. People often think I trust them, when in fact I don't. This particularly  true for people from school. They begin to question me, thinking I will share my darkest secrets, and I rarely do. If I tell them about my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I don't know. None of this is finalized, but let me try to say it right. I just don't like you right now, but I am trying really hard not to waste "what precious time we have left...
    Itekimasu Itekimasu 18-21, F May 5

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    My friend came around with a survey for math.... He said how long do you think you will live? I said less than 16 and he gave me a funny look and walked away without marking...
    Autumn02 Autumn02 13-15, F May 6

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    And I am totally ok with that. Life comes with an expiration date and I will be ok when that time comes. I just hope that those around me will be ok too. The only thing I fear is...
    xxladyjadedxx xxladyjadedxx 22-25, F May 8

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    Wow! I honestly can't believe I have a post for this experience today, but I do. I am grateful for our teenage nephew who is staying the night with us tonight. He has stayed at...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 2 Responses May 9

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    I want to be great in every imaginable way... I wanna become a famous DJ/producer, I want to marry the girl I am with right now, I want to learn new things every day, I want to...
    toastyknight toastyknight 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i've been through many hard ships, I was blamed for the mistakes I didn't commit,I failed in my relationship, I was living with one ray of hope that everything will be alright one...
    alekya99 alekya99 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I wish he knew how lonely he makes me feel, he says he loves me yet treats me like a room mate, I crave effection from others which has made me doubt my feelings towards him, is it...
    tracycox tracycox 26-30 1 Response Apr 24

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    In trying desperately to keep with my positive thoughts today...I am grateful that my entire lower left jaw is painful and swollen as it is keeping me from eating and fingers...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 29

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    Often times I feel like a failure, I'm 22 and working a dead end job. I still live with my parents even despite saying when I was younger that I would not. I flunked college in one...
    Cavsanada Cavsanada 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    A lot of times in my life I feel like a loser. My family life has been kind of rough for me growing up and I haven't had a lot of the advantages that a lot of other kids my age...
    chloe41399 chloe41399 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Why say that you're my friend when you barely even speak to me. Even with your sitting right beside me you'd rather talk to someone else
    TheDemonsWithin TheDemonsWithin 13-15, M Apr 24

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    Today I am grateful for my hubs. In the midst of an anxiety-laced meltdown, one look into my eyes and the words, "it's gonna be okay", can bring me back to the planet. That he...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 25

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    I suck at everything. I feel hopeless.
    elgrxce elgrxce 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 27

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    I am grateful for many things today. My friend is slowly beginning to breath on her own. She is not out of the wood but the doctor is a bit more encouraged. At the hospital I...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 3 Responses May 1

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    again......i can't take losing someone anymore....so i wont make anymore...friends....ughh:'(
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2

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    I've had a rough year. I'm trying to keep my head up but sometimes it's really hard. There are others who have far worse problems, and keep shouldering on. I need to be a happy and...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 5 Responses May 3

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    After some upsetting news I realized I might be afraid to die. I really never thought I would be. Surprise surprise
    lovlife777 lovlife777 46-50, M 3 Responses May 13

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    I am grateful for being able to witness a good friend get married to the man of her dreams, today!
    Silc Silc 26-30, F May 1

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    This is a good idea...so today I'll post: I'm so thankful for all the Love that flows to me. So many people break up in a bitter nasty way which destroys children. I was determined...
    TheRightFitforLife TheRightFitforLife 46-50, F 3 Responses May 10

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    I'm student at the English department that's why I love English Language and I wanna learn It, I wanna be specialist in English language.
    Ahmed1989a Ahmed1989a 26-30, M 3 Responses May 12

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    Meeting people who make a hugely positive impact in your life.
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 1 Response May 14

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    I am digging this block AND mute combo on EP...making my virtual life much more relaxing. : )
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 3 Responses May 14

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    I have been in college for way too long. I am a person of many interests, and all I know is I want to help people; yet I still can't decide on a career. I also want to fall in love...
    JimmyEH JimmyEH 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just want for a woman to scratch mine with her long nails
    Bellybuttonpleasure Bellybuttonpleasure 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 30

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    https://youtu.be/d_USqSk2GZc Foster and Allen "Nobody's Child". Just a lovely song which struck a nerve...
    Piscesrose Piscesrose 51-55, F 3 Responses May 13

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    I cant take it I don't know how to be happy I don't know how to smile for no reason I don't know how to make friends or even talk to people im sorry im a mistake and im sorry Im so...
    MemoryLane1137 MemoryLane1137 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    I'm sad and a bit angry. My grandfather died yesterday. It was out of blue, nobody expected it. He was feeling really unwell and when they went to the hospital he was already dead...
    alilight alilight 13-15, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    At some point, people started to believe that disagreeing with someone also meant that you had to be offended.
    underlyinghonesty underlyinghonesty 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    Not anyone I love and care for. This is all for you S💘. As I think of you right now, I can't imagine it. What you must be feeling and going through. I often speak of loyalty and...
    NewEra0916 NewEra0916 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Life is a marathon, we are all left with constant challenges as we move about from day to day. We are in a constant struggle to keep fighting the things which tend to keep us down...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 5 Responses May 4

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