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I Feel Everyone Will Abandon Me At Some Point

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    Everyone That Walks In.

    Walks right out.No one has even ever stayed for longer than 10 years.Nobody wants me.Nobody cares enough to stay.You walking in?Come in,and stay for while,but when you get to leaving me, give me a heads up, make it easier for me.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

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    Because I Am So Boring And Quiet....

    I am scared because although I have no friends left, there are people at work I am very fond of. One is kind of becoming a confidant in some ways, the other I love like family and I know she loves me as well as she says she does a lot. But I think this is only because I looked...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2011

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    Why I Keep My Friends At A Minimum

    "No good thing lasts forever." I don't have the patience to deal with anymore friend drama anyway.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27, 2011

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    Becouse

    Till now.. everyone has...:/
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 27, 2011

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    Paranoia

    Ever since my grampy, uncle and aunt died i have had this strong paranoia that people would leave. I even panic if my friends dont answer the phone sometimes. My parents have just dismissed it as nothing but i dont know if it is nothing, or could be the start of more...
    Vengeance6661 Vengeance6661 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    I Feel People Really Don't Care About Me

    so i never had a girlfriend, i aid others on their relationships in order to make them stronger. few days ago realize that those persons willget married and forgot me, in the end every friend will get married and forget about me. i'll walk the path alone fool of sorrow, aiding...
    lost54 lost54 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

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    Do Not Think It Was On Purpose

    i do not hingk the others have abandon me on purpose. most are gone due to death as for family i walked away from then at age 12 step daughter and my grand daughter i only see if they need my extra car or then need my computer her mother well she had other issues and left a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 28, 2011

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    Abandonment

    It's not even a 'feeling', it is a known fact. Which happens over and over again. With even the people you never thought were capable of it. It's sad to not be able to trust anyone-out of fear.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

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    The Fear

    Well, that's why I sometimes have a hard time letting people in. People often think I trust them, when in fact I don't. This particularly  true for people from school. They begin to question me, thinking I will share my darkest secrets, and I rarely do. If I tell them about my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2011

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    Than I Really Will Walk Alone....

    At some point someone will walk away, they will get married, die, something will happen to make them not want me part of their life anymore, than i will truly walk alone in this thing called "life" I will have to say goodbye to the ones I Love, and walk this lonely road, alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    They Always Go

    Everyone abandons me. my friend abandoned me because my anorexia is too stressful for her. I pushed away the guy who liked me somehow. im just people repelant! I repel everything! My one friend never talks to me anymore. And i normally dont get mad about not being invited to...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    I Do

    Sometimes I feel like I'm poison, and chase them away somehow.  I don't know, but, it does get easier, when I look back and see what they brought to my life.I'm trying to work on seeing it before they leave, so I can at least thank them.
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    From Experience

    They usually do. I've just come to expect it. It's happened so often that now I can usually sense when they have one foot out the door. I'm learning to leave first to avoid being left.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Everything I do is just wrong. I can't talk to anyone. When I try they think I'm weird. So why bother even trying anymore.
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    Like I want to slump up into a little depression/anxiety ball. It's getting really hard to find things that make me happy anymore and that makes me feel like everything else is...
    sweetiebomb sweetiebomb 22-25 6 hrs ago

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    This has to be the worst pain I have ever felt towards the person I call my dad. Just the thought of what he said and what happened brings tears to my face and pain to my heart...
    VivirLaVida VivirLaVida 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    christfukk christfukk 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 7

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    Please rest assured that I'm an open book. Feel free to ask me anything that is on your mind, because the chances are that I would have thought the same thing or felt the same way...
    funkymonkey2024 funkymonkey2024 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    So seven and a half years in I suppose its to late to feel like this. Little bit of history. I moved away from where I grew up to be with my partner and over time have sliped...
    Chesh375 Chesh375 31-35, M Aug 14

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    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F Aug 10

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    What cracks me up is all the people who claim not to be judgemental. Are they brain dead? Are they special snowflakes and all things to all people? Everyone makes judgement...
    KawaiiDemon KawaiiDemon 18-21 Aug 19

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    Love the feeling of knowing that someone cares, and doesn't throw you away <3 Waiting for that day when I can feel it again
    dropdeadwilma dropdeadwilma 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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