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I Feel Everyone Will Abandon Me At Some Point

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    Than I Really Will Walk Alone....

    At some point someone will walk away, they will get married, die, something will happen to make them not want me part of their life anymore, than i will truly walk alone in this thing called "life" I will have to say goodbye to the ones I Love, and walk this lonely road, alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    From Experience

    They usually do. I've just come to expect it. It's happened so often that now I can usually sense when they have one foot out the door. I'm learning to leave first to avoid being left.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Why I Keep My Friends At A Minimum

    "No good thing lasts forever." I don't have the patience to deal with anymore friend drama anyway.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27, 2011

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    Paranoia

    Ever since my grampy, uncle and aunt died i have had this strong paranoia that people would leave. I even panic if my friends dont answer the phone sometimes. My parents have just dismissed it as nothing but i dont know if it is nothing, or could be the start of more...
    Vengeance6661 Vengeance6661 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    I Feel People Really Don't Care About Me

    so i never had a girlfriend, i aid others on their relationships in order to make them stronger. few days ago realize that those persons willget married and forgot me, in the end every friend will get married and forget about me. i'll walk the path alone fool of sorrow, aiding...
    lost54 lost54 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

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    I Do

    Sometimes I feel like I'm poison, and chase them away somehow.  I don't know, but, it does get easier, when I look back and see what they brought to my life.I'm trying to work on seeing it before they leave, so I can at least thank them.
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    Everyone That Walks In.

    Walks right out.No one has even ever stayed for longer than 10 years.Nobody wants me.Nobody cares enough to stay.You walking in?Come in,and stay for while,but when you get to leaving me, give me a heads up, make it easier for me.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

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    Do Not Think It Was On Purpose

    i do not hingk the others have abandon me on purpose. most are gone due to death as for family i walked away from then at age 12 step daughter and my grand daughter i only see if they need my extra car or then need my computer her mother well she had other issues and left a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 28, 2011

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    The Fear

    Well, that's why I sometimes have a hard time letting people in. People often think I trust them, when in fact I don't. This particularly  true for people from school. They begin to question me, thinking I will share my darkest secrets, and I rarely do. If I tell them about my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2011

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    Because I Am So Boring And Quiet....

    I am scared because although I have no friends left, there are people at work I am very fond of. One is kind of becoming a confidant in some ways, the other I love like family and I know she loves me as well as she says she does a lot. But I think this is only because I looked...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2011

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    Becouse

    Till now.. everyone has...:/
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 27, 2011

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    They Always Go

    Everyone abandons me. my friend abandoned me because my anorexia is too stressful for her. I pushed away the guy who liked me somehow. im just people repelant! I repel everything! My one friend never talks to me anymore. And i normally dont get mad about not being invited to...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    Abandonment

    It's not even a 'feeling', it is a known fact. Which happens over and over again. With even the people you never thought were capable of it. It's sad to not be able to trust anyone-out of fear.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

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    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    At this point I hope this day will be today.
    Droy7 Droy7 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 15

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    I'm so tired of waking up every day and fighting with myself to not think everything is pointless. Seriously I started getting high just to calm the **** down and be happy for a...
    chris5286 chris5286 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    How hard it is to maintain your own aspect in the face of adversity. There are many obstacles to being authentically yourself. Sometimes to maintain a job or a home life you...
    moonspun moonspun 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I have had a single goal in my life since a few years back, but have dreamt of my happiness for all my life. I've chosen the alternative lifestyle of refusing college (for I see...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    My heart feels heavy and I don't know why. And when I think of him, I feel intense anger and no longer find him fun to be around. It's always what HE WANTS and he complains when...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F Sep 26

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    So, my boyfriend is pissed off at me and he won't properly explain why cos it's late and he said he'll explain tomorrow but i feel like crap about it
    Lilys3 Lilys3 18-21, F Sep 28

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    I have homework in Science and its due Monday. I completely don't want to do it! I feel like Summer went by way too fast, and I didn't get to enjoy it at all... I just feel so...
    dogsareCute16 dogsareCute16 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I think some of them could be fantasizing about me even if they don't really look like it.
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M Oct 10

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    Super stressed, yay for midterms week.
    JessicaIsMyName JessicaIsMyName 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    Soo stressed its my last year of college and the courses are SO HARD so suddenlllllyy and my day is so messed up and concentrated with 2-3 mids and alot lf info .. A333 im just...
    karenkh karenkh 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    When year sevens constantly squeal because immature, And I'm here like. "Yo, shut your mouth, tryna work here" >.<
    MaraIsNotKawaii MaraIsNotKawaii 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Nothing even caused this, just depression. I've been severely depressed lately, and I don't know why. I have a good home life, I have friends who at least seem to care, etc...
    stillYDGN stillYDGN 13-15, F a week ago

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    I hate being put on a pedestal. I am chronically ill, moreso since about 7 months ago since I was diagnosed with more issues. Each day is hard, some days harder than others. I only...
    acidicbase acidicbase 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    There is beauty in all, and there is the ugly. Neither exist in solitary corners. Neither can survive without the other. There is balance in all thing, and we seek equilibrium...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 11

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    This life is nor about me neither about you or anyone else. It's about us! It's about all for one and one for all. How do I know? I saw where each point of view could lead us. I...
    nojokeintended nojokeintended 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    People have said that depression is caused by several factors, whether that be by chemical means or otherwise -- it doesn't really matter to me. What matters to me is that...
    Psychokinesis Psychokinesis 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I am not sure if this is caused by my asperger's but I get really paranoid that my friends will leave me. Even though there is no evidence to support it. A friend only has to see...
    tesseract49 tesseract49 18-21, T Oct 9

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    I was out with some of my girl friends this evening, and had the thought mulling around in my brain on the drive back to my place, that we all have dichotomies in us that we all...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have known her now for about 4 years. I will sum up my story as best I can. I got married at the age of 18 & had a baby soon after I turned 19. I needed to feel safe, & the older...
    4everflowing 4everflowing 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    I don't want to tell anyone because I don't want to be judge but I'm tired of feeling like an emotionless robot. I'm tired of not enjoying things. Tired of wishing I was away from...
    rahima207 rahima207 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My boyfriend and I have been on and off for 2 years (on for the past year). Things have been great. He is WONDERFUL to me. He is kind, thoughtful, affectionate, sweet, funny...
    maggiek10 maggiek10 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    Well, guess it's time to show you a more sensative side of the Goatonicon. Allow me to get serious and sappy for a minute if you will. When I was a teenager I used to go to a...
    goatonicon goatonicon 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    In many instances I feel like life has let me down despite the effort I have made to make it better. For the past year I have been on a journey of rediscovery. On this journey I...
    Detimus Detimus 36-40, M Oct 15

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    My mom told me "You're stupid for talking to people online and telling the truth about yourself. Now all of them know what you think. No one truly care for you, get a grip! Wake...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm the type of girl who will love you with her whole heart! Id give anything and everything to see people smile or be happy! I love because i love it! I love to make people smile...
    madusand madusand 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am so glad I have found this site, so I can understand different experiences. Everyone struggles in their life at some point and some of you are so supportive.
    blueworldsapart blueworldsapart 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I'm studying full time doing my bachelor's degree. Financially i'm supported by my parents for the past three years. Since my dad is the only one works, he has to support the...
    Username5679 Username5679 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 29

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    Everyone will at least have a thought of what their ideal true love would be like. I know I am very young, I know it may seem annoying hearing a teenager talking about love but it...
    EmmaXP EmmaXP 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    *** note: I do not want pity or attention. I simply just want to get this out of my system. Feel free to judge me, I don't care. There's nothing you can say that I haven't told...
    justmebta justmebta 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sometimes you can't "make" everyone happy but it is nice when those around you are all happy. I hurts my heart to see someone I care about in pain. I do my best to support those...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I know this may be an experiance everyone will say "Oh well he's just a boy" but that's okay. It starts with when this boy and I were dating. He was my best friend when I needed...
    xxlexixlouxx xxlexixlouxx 22-25, F Sep 26

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    I feel like there's something everyone else knows that I have never caught onto and people just never say anything about it because its assumed that everyone knows it. I feel like...
    theoneironaut theoneironaut 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    I HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE :((((( Everyone will treat me badly
    Emoheartbroken Emoheartbroken 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 25

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    Today, was very confusing... My crush kinda was odd and made me feel really awkward and a little sad. Then the ending made me feel good, but still down and all. He's literally like...
    Vampireloveless Vampireloveless 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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