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I Feel Everyone Will Abandon Me At Some Point

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    Becouse

    Till now.. everyone has...:/
    littlebirdG littlebirdG 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 27, 2011

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    Abandonment

    It's not even a 'feeling', it is a known fact. Which happens over and over again. With even the people you never thought were capable of it. It's sad to not be able to trust anyone-out of fear.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 5, 2010

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    Paranoia

    Ever since my grampy, uncle and aunt died i have had this strong paranoia that people would leave. I even panic if my friends dont answer the phone sometimes. My parents have just dismissed it as nothing but i dont know if it is nothing, or could be the start of more...
    Vengeance6661 Vengeance6661 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    They Always Go

    Everyone abandons me. my friend abandoned me because my anorexia is too stressful for her. I pushed away the guy who liked me somehow. im just people repelant! I repel everything! My one friend never talks to me anymore. And i normally dont get mad about not being invited to...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2013

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    Why I Keep My Friends At A Minimum

    "No good thing lasts forever." I don't have the patience to deal with anymore friend drama anyway.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 27, 2011

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    Because I Am So Boring And Quiet....

    I am scared because although I have no friends left, there are people at work I am very fond of. One is kind of becoming a confidant in some ways, the other I love like family and I know she loves me as well as she says she does a lot. But I think this is only because I looked...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2011

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    The Fear

    Well, that's why I sometimes have a hard time letting people in. People often think I trust them, when in fact I don't. This particularly  true for people from school. They begin to question me, thinking I will share my darkest secrets, and I rarely do. If I tell them about my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2011

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    Everyone That Walks In.

    Walks right out.No one has even ever stayed for longer than 10 years.Nobody wants me.Nobody cares enough to stay.You walking in?Come in,and stay for while,but when you get to leaving me, give me a heads up, make it easier for me.
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 28, 2011

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    From Experience

    They usually do. I've just come to expect it. It's happened so often that now I can usually sense when they have one foot out the door. I'm learning to leave first to avoid being left.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 8, 2010

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    Than I Really Will Walk Alone....

    At some point someone will walk away, they will get married, die, something will happen to make them not want me part of their life anymore, than i will truly walk alone in this thing called "life" I will have to say goodbye to the ones I Love, and walk this lonely road, alone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2010

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    I Do

    Sometimes I feel like I'm poison, and chase them away somehow.  I don't know, but, it does get easier, when I look back and see what they brought to my life.I'm trying to work on seeing it before they leave, so I can at least thank them.
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2011

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    I Feel People Really Don't Care About Me

    so i never had a girlfriend, i aid others on their relationships in order to make them stronger. few days ago realize that those persons willget married and forgot me, in the end every friend will get married and forget about me. i'll walk the path alone fool of sorrow, aiding...
    lost54 lost54 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 14, 2012

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    Do Not Think It Was On Purpose

    i do not hingk the others have abandon me on purpose. most are gone due to death as for family i walked away from then at age 12 step daughter and my grand daughter i only see if they need my extra car or then need my computer her mother well she had other issues and left a...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 28, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    There you go, I feel like a failure sometimes no matter how hard I try not to quit. My whole life I feel like I been going in circles. Like no matter what I do to try to succeed in...
    MrKool82 MrKool82 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I guess my dreams for the future were just false hopes that I set myself up for. I have nothing, no talent, and nothing worth showing. Why do I bother with anything, when all it...
    Doof00 Doof00 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    It's not even a feeling anymore. I know I will die young. It's either because of illness or intentional. But then again I've been trying to make myself sick so I guess whatever the...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    For some reason, I've always thought I would die in my twenties or early thirties. Not intentionally, but through either illness or accident. Hoping my gut is wrong! Maybe it's...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    I'm young. I have friends and family, yea they care about me but there's times when I just feel so alone. Everything I feel I just keep to myself. I have trouble expressing my...
    emilytello emilytello 16-17, F Aug 24

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    I feel like I need a relationship and I am a good and romantic and nice caring guy
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M Sep 4

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    I am a weirdo! From 5th to 7th grade on and off I had a crush on William Shakespeare. I loved his quotes and I used to wish I was born in another time so I could date him. Yup! I'm...
    hellerpeople hellerpeople 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I need help. I am such a "what goes on behind closed door" type of girl. I don't tell anyone anything. I attract weirdos. Dating for me is dangerous. I've experienced a girl who...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    If I didn't have any children of my own, I would just drop everything and just leave. Leave my family, friends and just never look back. I'm in a bad place right now and it seems...
    NightMagic367 NightMagic367 36-40, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Life is just hard. People are difficult. And living just doesn't seem worth it sometimes. Sometimes you just wanna let go and leave to find better. It sucks in this generation, and...
    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 28

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    not becasue i dont want to. but because im not attractive feminine enough for guys these days. i get made fun of rather than attract guys.
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I love bellybutton poking and everything related to belly play, I would really enjoy if a nice girl would poke and abuse my navel well deep!
    massiveguy22 massiveguy22 22-25, M Aug 23

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    I'm like failing everything is my life. EVERYTHING
    secretgirllll secretgirllll 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    I don't mean to. I'm sensitive and easily hurt. I remember all the things said to me, especially if I love or loved you. I remember them all. I let them go usually, it's on the...
    sweetloaf sweetloaf 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    My grandma just passed away
    TheGirlYoullFall4 TheGirlYoullFall4 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    I process things out loud so/but, I have found that others take it as I'm dissing them or talking about them behind their back. I truly don't mean to. We all vent our frustrations...
    WeepingLeaves WeepingLeaves 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I love having my hair played with. I love when when people put their fingers through my curls and twirl my hair. I also love having the top of my head petted and massaged. I've had...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My story begins in May of 2014. I had a small circle of friends online with which I hanged out with regularly, like every single day, even if it was to talk about our daily life...
    Gregory1990 Gregory1990 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 8

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    I have known this person for about 5 or 6 years. I won't say how I met him because it will give away who he is and how I know him. When we first met, I was afraid to talk to him or...
    BreeRenee2 BreeRenee2 18-21, F Sep 10

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    It's funny. I'm 27, turning 28 soon. All my life I have lived to please my parents. I decided to apply to college abroad once, got accepted. My parents weren't happy about it and...
    AsiG AsiG 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    No matter your situation, know that it can and will get better. I know you probably hear this every time you mention feeling depressed. You probably know what it's like to be...
    Aventias Aventias 16-17 5 days ago

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    I need to be loved and appreciated.. We all do.. I need people who DO understand me.. who DON'T let me down. I need them .. but they also need me. ~~~~~~ Everyone feels unloved at...
    BeYourselfBeBeautifull BeYourselfBeBeautifull 16-17, F 11 Responses 1 day ago

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    I got cancer and my friends left me. I feel like they abandoned me when I most needed them. People suck.
    odditblue odditblue 46-50, F Aug 29

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    My Fiance and I have been together almost a year. He went to prison four months ago. He has 6 years and if he behaves and with credit for time served he has about two years left...
    Katejune15lyn Katejune15lyn 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Its in a humans nature to look for happiness isn't it? And even if you find it. you will always look for something else. Always. I'm no different. I'm selfish for being depressed...
    Trishfish19 Trishfish19 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    It’s been a while since I’ve written here, but my heart is becoming unbearable again so I thought this would be a good place to work out my feelings. I made a real effort to...
    myownproblem13 myownproblem13 31-35, F Sep 7

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    You will always be my hero, my role model, my mentor, my inspiration, my best friend, and my reason to smile. It was a foreign yet amazing feeling to finally have someone who truly...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 16-17, F Sep 1

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    Isn't everyone at some point;)
    angelwuvsyou angelwuvsyou 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 6

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    Doctors have always told me I had slim to no chance of ever getting pregnant, but as I have recently realized doctors are not always right. In April-May of 2013 I had an extreme...
    hhgarfeildd hhgarfeildd 22-25, F Sep 13

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    everyone around me either getting married or in a serious relationship and here I am, 21 years old who has never had a real boyfriend. I often find myself feeling so alone. I've...
    fmxo903 fmxo903 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Why do I always fall for the most anti social people. Those who don't go out and have fun or talk to anyone really. Something about them makes me really want to be with them , but...
    Vampireloveless Vampireloveless 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 30

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    I am an actor, we are all actors. The stage is the world around us, with the exception to our private spaces, our homes, hour rooms, the space where it's only you and God. We are...
    Close2You Close2You 26-30, M Sep 14

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    I have a story Which begins with every corner of my heart drawing a line to the center of my heart, all surrounded by emotions and every emotion hanged with a vein as they run...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Sure, why not. 1: What would you name your future daughter? I don't actually want kids, but I love the name Lorien. 2: Do you miss anyone? Dead friend, living far from family...
    demimo demimo 18-21, F Sep 6

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