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I Feel Free For the First Time In Years

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    I feel free for the first time in 6. 5 years because I finally just finished an educational goal that I set for myself and I will have a job now that will be fufulling and I will be happy working for the first time in a while.  I Love "Salvadore Dali so that is the real...
    russianriverbrat russianriverbrat 41-45, F 1 Response May 24, 2010

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    I was in the woods and I kept hearing limbs braking but I saw then out of the blue a creature stood in front of me and it picked me up with 1 hand and broke my arm and then tour a chunk out of my arm and ran away
    99del 99del 13-15 Oct 18, 2012

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    Because I Left Behind A Toxic Relationship

    I have someone new and it's so different. I am scared because I have never loved like this before. I am taking my time and wont make the same mistakes again.
    Kindal Kindal 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 20, 2011

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    My Life

    I was with my husband 17 years, married 16. He passed away on the 3rd of April this year. Lost and confused in my new life. I loved my husband and the last year was good. In the years we were married he beat me down and all but broke my spirit. So many nights spent hiding before...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta 51-55, F 1 Response May 20, 2013

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    For The First Time In Years

    for the first time in years, I am free to be who I want to be. Married to my husband who accepts me for who I am, I am finally free to be that dorky immature kid I really am, and have somebody who loves me anyway.
    sabergirl08 sabergirl08 18-21, F Dec 21, 2009

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    I get it okay. I get cheating is wrong and technically I know that's what I'm doing but I feel taken advantage of. I've know my current "boyfriend" Marcus for about 2 weeks tops...
    alexmarie214 alexmarie214 18-21, F 1 Response 45 mins ago

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    I am one of the happiest people right now, after years of not dating or flirting or anything but non emotional flings, I have found a guy who is actually interested in me, he even...
    eviecain eviecain 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    When I was younger (7) my cousin (9) began molesting me. He would do it every time I went over to my aunt aka his mothers house. My family are pretty close, and so I went there...
    loudd03 loudd03 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    there are nothing... feel free to message me
    kamalmoussa kamalmoussa 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    So I'm 16 I've been with this guy for about 2 years nd he's older than me nd we had sex about many times by now (10-20) but the thing is I find it still soooooooooooooooo painful...
    kungfuf kungfuf 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I was about 8 years old when I put on pantyhose for the first time. I remember my sister was using some of her torn pantyhose to make dolls and I took a pair and tried them on. It...
    natfranny natfranny 22-25 1 Response Jul 11

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    I remember having ******* as early as six but I knew what they were before that even I just kind of knew "the weird feeling" though I didn't know how to cause it until I turned ten...
    sirsnoopy7 sirsnoopy7 22-25, M Jul 12

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    Well I have crushes all the time but have actually fall in love only twice. So the story of my first love goes like this: I just started high school, first time away from home (I...
    HannibalQ HannibalQ 16-17, F Jun 24

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    Well I have crushes all the time but have actually fall in love only twice. So the story of my first love goes like this: I just started high school, first time away from home (I...
    HannibalQ HannibalQ 16-17, F Jun 24

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    I was high on weed during school. A friend gave me a waterbottle full of vodka. I chugged some of it and I got drunk for the first time. It feels so much different than being high...
    vegasboi vegasboi 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    my "first time" is just my first time making out, but it was with a 17 year old & I'm only 14 & i don't know I just wished it was with someone I actually loved.
    maddielovee maddielovee 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I feel horrible for the people in Gaza. This shouldn't be happening to them! Israel is calling it self defense (and the news channels here back them up) but what have they done...
    WildFlowerChild19 WildFlowerChild19 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Ok so this happened in January last year my friend had just turned 16 so me him and our friends decided to have a few drinks, I was not wanting to as I had never tried Alcohol...
    michaelsshawn121 michaelsshawn121 18-21, M Jul 5

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    I got drunk on vodka. First time ever that I got drunk. I ended up puking too.
    zacktr zacktr 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I got paddled for the first time since summer break!!! Today man it hurt
    brandonpatrick brandonpatrick 13-15, M 23 hrs ago

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    I didnt know how badly I affected them. My dad worked hard everyday in order to take care of my mom and I. He worked very hard for several decades. And there I was as a little kid...
    Badtimanonymous Badtimanonymous 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    Well okay ! Now that i have your attention!! I guess the reason that im writing this. is to get some insight from other girls . Like other New Cds, i had this tremendous rush of...
    Mindi3107 Mindi3107 26-30 1 Response Jun 28

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    When I was a kid I always wanted a family like the ones that I would watch on the television. My mother had 2 jobs during the time. My father well let's say........ Poppa was a...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    My first cut(s) were 5 years ago I swore to myself I would never do it again A year later I found myself self harming and it hasn't stopped since.. I just want to warn you guys...
    gorgeoushobo gorgeoushobo 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    i can hardly even think about it without crying. I feel it now. The hot tears running down my face. Ill have to hide it. From my parents. From my friends. From everyone. This is...
    cloakedgarden cloakedgarden 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    In 3 days I meet my man at the airport and he's staying with me for 3 days. Then he's flying back for 5 days at the end of the month. We met online via mutual interests 2 years ago...
    CosmicGirlA CosmicGirlA 26-30, F Jul 3

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    I grew up in a country setting when I went to beauty school I was 15 on ROP. I made friends with older girls in bad neighborhoods. I got to spend the night at Sherrys home. My dad...
    JMay1994 JMay1994 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    i see around me that people are having things that i always desired. they become successful and are pretty getting married, having kids even people younger than me are far more...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30

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    Back in the first year of school everything was great and fun, and innocently happy. Now, in such a short time everything has changed and I feel, well, crap. All the time. In the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 3

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    It was almost 2 years ago. I was a little drunk at a small gathering then two boys came in that we didn't invite. Constantly asked them to leave but they didn't. I was taken into a...
    hdrvhkj hdrvhkj 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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    I've been reading many of these stories and my heart has absolutely broken. Please, please if you are raped or abused I am asking you to please call the police. It's not something...
    mandamooki mandamooki 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's funny, how innocent you are growing up and then you get to a point, around 13, where all the ideas and good memories you had stop meaning anything and the realities of life...
    Canonomousjay Canonomousjay 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    My first marriage had ended and I had become close friends with a female friend. Nothing had happened between us, but I remember going away on holiday and feeling like part of me...
    Curiousboy007 Curiousboy007 36-40, M Jul 10

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    Justice... There is no justice in rape. I was raped when i was 16 (6 years ago) yet it haunts me everyday! 6 years on and he is still ruining my life. He turned my life upside...
    angelheelz angelheelz 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was in school. Sophomore year. The homie hoooked me up wit a bottle of mountain dew and lean in it and i was so turnt. I loved the feeling of it. I was soooo chill. Being high on...
    vegasboi vegasboi 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    I was 12 when my brother first started raping me and he punched me and I was knocked out and he must of drugged me, cause I could feel the pain but not do anything and he was just...
    AAmmyyPPiiee AAmmyyPPiiee 13-15, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Honesty I've always been self-conscious about inflicting pain or harming myself, but is something that deep inside I wanted to do way before. I've been feeling lonely and detached...
    awzn awzn 22-25, M Jun 28

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    Honesty I've always been self-conscious about inflicting pain or harming myself, but is something that deep inside I wanted to do way before. I've been feeling lonely and detached...
    awzn awzn 22-25, M Jun 28

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    I have had so much going on in my life and I'm only 14!! I have another friend that has been suicidal and she cuts as well. She tried to commit suicide four times now and it's...
    Isabugy Isabugy 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    I was 19 and had never even kissed a girl properly before, though I had had one or two one off incidents of breast touching etc that lead nowhere. I was also born with medical...
    RogerWaters1979 RogerWaters1979 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    Well I was trying to go with a girl last year, I told my good friend everything about her. After a while, I introduced my friend to that girl. After talking with her for 4 months I...
    WillsWill WillsWill 16-17, M 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I am currently 14, When I was about four I lost my mom in a vicious custody battle. I lived with my dad and did not see my mom at all. I met my grandparents a while before i lost...
    RayneZ RayneZ 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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    I have never met him, and I don't know the simple things about him. But when I wait for him to reply to my messages, my heart races, and I feel empty the longer he takes, but when...
    EmmaLL1999 EmmaLL1999 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    So my aunt smokes and i was with her and she asked me to go in her purse and get money for BK because we got diet cokes. As i was looking i found some cigarettes and i gave her the...
    Sealover22 Sealover22 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    In about a month I am going to start highschool. I am very shy and have social anxiety and the highschool I'm going to is huge. When I'm around people without a friend my heart...
    Shizuka000 Shizuka000 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    My first kiss was a french kiss. 😝 It happend to be in a car. I was high on coke. Though i never had any practise of kissing but i just copied whatever he did. Haha. And it...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Writing brings me relief and load off my soul from unnecessary baggage. It clears my mind body and spirit even if it is just for a while. All the experienced pain and joy go onto...
    adventure2003 adventure2003 31-35, F Jul 4

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