I Feel Free For the First Time In Years

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    My Life

    I was with my husband 17 years, married 16. He passed away on the 3rd of April this year. Lost and confused in my new life. I loved my husband and the last year was good. In the years we were married he beat me down and all but broke my spirit. So many nights spent hiding before...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta
    51-55, F
    1 Response May 20, 2013

    ??????

    I was in the woods and I kept hearing limbs braking but I saw then out of the blue a creature stood in front of me and it picked me up with 1 hand and broke my arm and then tour a chunk out of my arm and ran away
    99del 99del
    13-15
    Oct 18, 2012

    Free...

    I feel free for the first time in 6. 5 years because I finally just finished an educational goal that I set for myself and I will have a job now that will be fufulling and I will be happy working for the first time in a while.  I Love "Salvadore Dali so that is the real...
    russianriverbrat russianriverbrat
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 24, 2010

    For The First Time In Years

    for the first time in years, I am free to be who I want to be. Married to my husband who accepts me for who I am, I am finally free to be that dorky immature kid I really am, and have somebody who loves me anyway.
    sabergirl08 sabergirl08
    18-21, F
    Dec 21, 2009

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