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I Feel Guilty For Being Alive

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    Guilty For Living

    As far back as I can remember - guilt, shame, and fear have run my life completely. Guilt seems to hit me the hardest the majority of the time. I get feeling guilty about every single little thing..... It doesn't help having a family thatĀ has always usedĀ guilt as a form of...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 1, 2011

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    I Feel Guilty For Being Alive.

    It seems odd, an odd thing to feel guilty about, an odd feeling to have, but i have it. I feel guilty ever day I wake up.This guilt stems from a few different reasons and a mix of experiences (i think at least).My mom had me when she was very young, and even though she WANTED to...
    CassiFish CassiFish 18-21 2 Responses May 12, 2011

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    This Is Going To Sound Weird....

    I have a very weird problem... if you could call it that... Pretty much every minute of the day... I feel guilty for having a good life... and because I feel this way, my life looks great from the outside, but inside I am suffering. People suffer all around the world everyday...
    Penny2009 Penny2009 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    I've Carried Way Too Much Guilt In My Life

    I DO FEEL GUILTY THAT I EVER NEEDED A JOB, BOYFRIEND, THAT I NEEDED LOVE AT DIFFERENT TIMES AND LOST EVERY TIMEI FEEL GUILTY OVER MY EDUCATION IN A BIG WAY AND THAT HAS NEVER LEFT ME SINCE A CHILD... THE GUILT OVER DAYS MISSED AT SCHOOLFALLING BEHIND WORK AT SCHOOL AND HAVING TO...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2011

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    I Feel Guilty For Existing

    I have a habit. A habit of apologizing over everything. I'm not the kind of guy who can say "**** it, **** the world, **** humanity" and live life without caring what other people think of me. I believe it's impossible to not care what others think of you because at the heart of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 30, 2012

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    I feel guilty, but don't know if I should. So here is my story. I am a married, working mother of a two year old little girl. Now I was a stay at home mom for the first year and a...
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    I don't feel guilty that I had sex with a woman because my husband won't have sex with me!!!!! You think he is getting it from somewhere else besides himself in the shower?
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    Whats the point of me being alive if all i so is get screamed at for nothing be called a worthless piece of **** get stuck serving my mean *** mother the rest of my life and cant...
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    I always feel sorry for road kill. Especially when it looks like a dog, or a cat, I mean that's someone's pet :( I had a dog get hit by a car, and a cat get hit by a car, and it...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F Apr 7

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    I feel sorry for myself more. lol
    mstud17 mstud17 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    There are so many people right now that are pregnant my best friend my teacher that just had her baby and my co workers wife when I think about this I think about what they gain by...
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    I left him. It didnt work out,Things will never work out.l thats been established already. He's heartbroken and as a result almost died from a mild heart attack. Would have left...
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    Like today I bought myself a burger from Burger King and I bought a KitKat bar. I feel so guilty when I eat junk food like what's wrong with me?! I can't help it sometimes
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    I can't sleep, I can't eat. I think of things I didn't used to think about, like dying and being in darkness. I try to be happy but behind it all, when I am alone, I cry and I cry...
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    I don't feel the emotion of guilt, no matter how bad the thing is i just don't feel bad about it. Specifically i lie to my parents a lot, and manipulate them and i am aware that...
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    BlooRae BlooRae 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I found out yesterday that my ex recently had a daughter. I'm happy for her sake but upset at the same time because the reason for our breakup was because she had an abortion years...
    yossarian1944 yossarian1944 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    idk y but i have always hated being alone. i wish i was more comfortable being alone. its like i wither if im not in the presence of ppl or interacting. i guess another way to look...
    hallowedwillow hallowedwillow 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Once upon a time there was a little girl. She was somewhat tomboyish -- she liked snakes, sticks, and mud and only wore dresses for really formal occasions. She was a happy kid...
    Boo37 Boo37 13-15, F Mar 23

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    Seriously who's going to take me seriously my personality is too contradicting to one another. I have two separate personalities. Brightness : I wish everyone even ones I dislike...
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    justagirl07 justagirl07 13-15, F Mar 21

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    If anyone wants to tease me about my big fat belly please message me
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    I love to be teased about my gaining belly (: comment and tease me and message me if you wanna rp (:
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