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I Feel Guilty For Being Alive

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    I Feel Guilty For Being Alive.

    It seems odd, an odd thing to feel guilty about, an odd feeling to have, but i have it. I feel guilty ever day I wake up.This guilt stems from a few different reasons and a mix of experiences (i think at least).My mom had me when she was very young, and even though she WANTED to...
    CassiFish CassiFish 18-21 2 Responses May 12, 2011

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    Dont Need Me

    ...Im worthless in my eyes...instead of helping my family i only cause problems...i feel like a burden to everyone...i dont know the reason of why i exist...because all i do is bring pain... ...I feel guilty of living...and i feel even more guilty for struggling to saty alive...
    PorcelainChinaDoll PorcelainChinaDoll 16-17, F 8 Responses Aug 17, 2009

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    This Is Going To Sound Weird....

    I have a very weird problem... if you could call it that... Pretty much every minute of the day... I feel guilty for having a good life... and because I feel this way, my life looks great from the outside, but inside I am suffering. People suffer all around the world everyday...
    Penny2009 Penny2009 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 12, 2010

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    Guilty For Living

    As far back as I can remember - guilt, shame, and fear have run my life completely. Guilt seems to hit me the hardest the majority of the time. I get feeling guilty about every single little thing..... It doesn't help having a family thatĀ has always usedĀ guilt as a form of...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 1, 2011

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    I've Carried Way Too Much Guilt In My Life

    I DO FEEL GUILTY THAT I EVER NEEDED A JOB, BOYFRIEND, THAT I NEEDED LOVE AT DIFFERENT TIMES AND LOST EVERY TIMEI FEEL GUILTY OVER MY EDUCATION IN A BIG WAY AND THAT HAS NEVER LEFT ME SINCE A CHILD... THE GUILT OVER DAYS MISSED AT SCHOOLFALLING BEHIND WORK AT SCHOOL AND HAVING TO...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2011

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    I Feel Guilty For Existing

    I have a habit. A habit of apologizing over everything. I'm not the kind of guy who can say "**** it, **** the world, **** humanity" and live life without caring what other people think of me. I believe it's impossible to not care what others think of you because at the heart of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 30, 2012

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    My Dream Life

    i feel gulity for thinking this but here it goes. my dream life is to be treated like a baby. be daipered, be fead, be held, and everything eals a baby goes through. im very ashamed of this but its all still true. i have been feeling like this for awhile and i dont know why i...
    LelouchZero LelouchZero 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 31, 2009

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    I guess this is my little secret from the rest of the world. If I feel guilty does it mean its wrong?
    TellMeYoursIllTellYouMine TellMeYoursIllTellYouMine 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    When I was a kid I always wanted a family like the ones that I would watch on the television. My mother had 2 jobs during the time. My father well let's say........ Poppa was a...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F Jul 17

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    There is so much controversy over abortion laws in different countries and those in the mindsets of the people around. A woman is looked down upon if she has had sex in India...
    TheNextSin TheNextSin 22-25, F 11 Responses Jul 19

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    more later, in my spare time I will write more about this. -----I feel guilty because before my dad passed away . I felt helpless. like there was nothing I could do. I feel like...
    mjbutterfly mjbutterfly 41-45, F Jul 1

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    Although, I feel I tried my hardest to break up with someone and let go of them they wouldn't allow me to. I cheated two years ago and I still feel guilty. All my friends left me...
    ActiveHalo ActiveHalo 18-21, F Jul 10

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    I'm in bit of a rut that's lasted about three or four years. Symptoms of this are narcissism, lack of empathy and anger/bitterness. I feel guilty because I'm not there for people...
    HelterSkelter1 HelterSkelter1 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    Sometimes I feel like my boyfriend loves me more than I love him... Should I feel guilty about this?
    jaasmine jaasmine 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I hate myself. Everyday I keep reminding myself that if I disappear, everybody's lives will get better. When I hear or read something about how other people die or how miserable...
    marc228 marc228 18-21 Jul 17

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    I'm tired and so sick of being alive I want to end up this sadness ****.
    jumanachan jumanachan 16-17, F Jul 12

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    He's not going to ruin this for me. I'M going to Warped Tour, and he can NOT make me feel bad for deciding to go. It was HIS choice not to go with me. Not mine. I invited him. Now...
    stillYDGN stillYDGN 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I feel horrible for the people in Gaza. This shouldn't be happening to them! Israel is calling it self defense (and the news channels here back them up) but what have they done...
    WildFlowerChild19 WildFlowerChild19 18-21, F Jul 21

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    I'd love to be teased for being so round and big. Tease me?
    beautifulbellyfull beautifulbellyfull 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    I was being bullied at High School for "being different". Nobody ever seemed to bat an eye when I walked out of classes for fresh air back in Primary School. I was diagnosed with...
    KMargatroid KMargatroid 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    Dont Care If Someone Hates Me For Being A Christian
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I didnt know how badly I affected them. My dad worked hard everyday in order to take care of my mom and I. He worked very hard for several decades. And there I was as a little kid...
    Badtimanonymous Badtimanonymous 31-35, M Jul 21

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    Feel Pain For All Abused Children
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M a week ago

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    Feel Pain For All Abused Children
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    If you feel taken for granted you should read Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher.Its a great book about suicide.I read it because i felt that people dont understand but characters...
    Pierce7891 Pierce7891 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Why do you? Stop looking for some sympathy. She a multi-millionaire and your saying you feel sorry for her haha
    kamachulu kamachulu 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I thought "there's no way I can be pregnant." I bought a pregnancy test so I could prove it to myself because my boyfriend was worried about it. People have late periods all the...
    sweetsydchris sweetsydchris 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    My sister actually. My parents split almost two years ago. I stayed with my dad, she went with my mom. After a few months, I moved in with my mom and sis. Now 14 years old, she...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I feel so guilty now......
    thefaultinmylife thefaultinmylife 13-15, F Jul 3

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    I just yelled at my mom and I feel so guilty but it's almost like I'm too prideful to apologize. Since I don't really have any friends, my mom and my brother are like my best...
    ems350z ems350z 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    Guilty as charged! I just had a brownie o.O @4.40 am !!!
    shanaiya24 shanaiya24 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I usually overeat when I'm angry or anxious. It soothes me. I think because both of these are times when my heart is pumping and I feel out of control. Then when I'm eating, I...
    aj2456 aj2456 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    A while ago I used this site a lot. Things in my life then changed a lot and I ended up deleting my account.. I have just come back with the same username but obviously don't have...
    Destrxctive Destrxctive 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I work with the elderly and everyday after listening to their stories I am more grateful to be alive and well. I strive to utilize my time wisely to maximize my existence.
    lovinlife27 lovinlife27 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I was at a college party I was drinking what I was told was vodka... It ended up being ever clear woke up in the icu with a bac of .118. My friend saved my life and we are best...
    lcgirl08 lcgirl08 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I am very lucky to be alive. Have you ever been happy you had a flat tier? Well I was on May 25th, 1979 on my way to the airport, and I missed my flight. It was American Airlines...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My mother is always making me angry or feel bad she constantly criticizes mefor example today she told me she's going to church tomorrow and we had a talk and I told her my...
    joyismypain37 joyismypain37 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Looking in the mirror I always had a huge scar on my right side of my face. I never knew a day when I didn't see it and I can't imagine my face without it. I got it in a car...
    rukesh3 rukesh3 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I recently had an abortion. I did it for all the wrong reasons. My boyfriend wasn't ready for a baby and I felt pressured to do it. In reality, I am obviously at fault because I...
    runnergirl722 runnergirl722 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    How do I forgive myself/get over it? I feel like I never will. I basically murdered someone and it's hard to face that fact about myself.
    sweetsydchris sweetsydchris 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    Today has been a really lazy Monday. I was depressed all weekend because I wasn't working when I felt like I should be. Now it's Monday and I really should be and I still can't. I...
    msborealis msborealis 26-30, F Jul 20

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    I have been lucky enough to never have to have one. My boyfriend was not so lucky His ex girlfriend lied, and said she had a coil. She got pregnant and then kept saying she had...
    ananchor ananchor 22-25, F Jul 8

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    Lately our generation has been taking for granted all the small details in life.. We look down at our phones instead of looking around. I want to take a moment of your day to say...
    KellsThr13 KellsThr13 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    An awesome man in our school system and community passed away from a heart attack recently and I just received that news. As I'm taking it all in, this experience comes up as the...
    landhoee landhoee 18-21, M Jul 3

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    When I was eight i was swimming with my aunt and her friend. We had been swimming ALL day it was about 4:00. I didn't think anything of it because I was young. But when you swim...
    chunckymunky chunckymunky 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    Honestly I feel like I'm being used, I'm not joking it comes to me like breathing.
    PaulinaaaO PaulinaaaO 13-15, F Jul 19

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    Do you ever feel really awful about being sad. Like...I know that so many people are struggling through things that are so much worse and I'm getting teared up over this one thing...
    AnnaRose46 AnnaRose46 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

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