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I Feel Guilty For Not Feeling Worse

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    Lacked Conscience

    There are some things that I can feel extreme guilt over, then others that I feel were much worse acts, I feel numb in regards to and chastise myself for appearing to have no conscience.  I chastise myself for the effect it had on others.  I have hurt as much as I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10, 2008

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    But

    I am so happy right now that I am walking on cloud nine.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    I Am Me

    for 16 years i have had so many walls up... i felt like 6 parts of my soul were locked away and i was a nobody....most of my walls revolved around my past, emotions, true self, acception for me, love and learning to express myself. for the past 4 years, i learned to express...
    JulianSavier JulianSavier 18-21, M Jan 9, 2012

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I should be crying in fetal position on the floor right now, but instead I'm feeling almost fine! What is wrong with me? I don't understand myself anymore! I loved him more than I had loved anyone before and now he's gone, but somehow I can live with it. I can still feel the...
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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    I even feel guilty when I tell people how I feel. I even feel guilty for feeling guilty.
    NotActive NotActive 18-21, M Oct 9

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    I've been depressed for quite awhile now I sleep pretty much all day, I'm just constantly so tired, then I feel guilty for sleeping the day away when I could have been hanging out...
    freeebird freeebird 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've come across an opportunity to move to Hawaii. I'm far from rich and have been living in poor, dirty areas my whole life. Several years ago, my oldest brother moved out there...
    FoDB FoDB 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I've been taking care of my mother who has Alzheimer's Disease for a little over a year. On Sunday I started paying for 24/7 care for her. I felt I needed a breather so I didn't...
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am playing the cards i was dealt and not feeling sorry for my situation. I am happy as is and life DOES get better despite the struggles.
    lovelybutterfly123 lovelybutterfly123 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    There's no problem so awful, that you can't add some guilt to it and make it even worse... Why do I feel so guilty? I'm taking care of myself, being nice to everybody, haven't...
    Aurora202 Aurora202 18-21 1 Response Oct 3

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    recently i tried to be the kind of lady which i hated . being aggressive ,seductive, flirtatious and eager with nasty pleasure ..i wanted to know how she feels like and how guys...
    brokenheartandlife brokenheartandlife 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    After reading some stories here. I realise that i am self infulgent and selfish. My problems and issues are trivial compared to many on here. People with real issues who need help...
    hme197 hme197 36-40, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I know it's not my fault but I am starting to push him away, he tries to hold me hand, anywhere, and I pull away and sometimes snap at him. We go to bed at different times, and if...
    Chainlove Chainlove 18-21, F Sep 26

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    My mum is sick and my dad is sick and I neglect them sometimes. All that occupies my time now is a boyfriend that is trying to change me and friends that want to lecture. I forget...
    sikandtired93 sikandtired93 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    I never had an abortion, but I want you to name your child since there nameless in heaven just say "dear God name my child ____ if she is a girl or ___ if he is a boy, please for...
    ForeverAutumnsLove ForeverAutumnsLove 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    My husband hasn't called for two weeks, it's a relief not to be pressured or criticized. He wanted to move back with us but prior to the two weeks of silence we were still getting...
    oversimplification oversimplification 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I hate it I feel like I'm a kid And I feel like I'm a baby or I'm a burden
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm not a hippy liberal douche, or a stereotypical conservative. Strictly independent. Anyways, G -D being the president has to be the worst job in the world. That man's hair has...
    HeyIThappens HeyIThappens 18-21 6 days ago

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    There is something psychologically wrong with her ...it's quite clear She makes this a 24 7 job...so does friend may also need psychological attention. Men do it for pleasure...
    happinessortrash123 happinessortrash123 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    I don't have any children of my own but I can not imagine being able to abuse my own flesh and blood. I was never abused as a child by my parents but I was sexually molested by...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F Sep 30

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    "Stray Cat Strut" Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Black and orange stray cat sittin' on a fence Ain't got enough dough to pay the...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I think I now have the courage and strength of moving on... Ü
    MarcyMichelle MarcyMichelle 31-35, F Oct 13

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    I don't know what to say........
    nealbrute nealbrute 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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     It's really humbling. Sometimes the stars look like moons, and moons look like stars and love is silent and it's trapped in the paradox that you can't apply what you can't...
    DayDreamer81 DayDreamer81 31-35, F Sep 27

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    This fact... all-that-is-interesting.com/interesting-facts-about-the-world#28 Surely someone could do something about that.
    Kyprioi Kyprioi 16-17, F Sep 27

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    So much so that my heart starts hurtin' and my eyes start wellin' with tears !!!!!
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    The recent shootings that we have seen on TV, about young teenaged African Americans doesn't bring any surprise to me. In my opinion they brought it upon themselves and those...
    Ruizf2 Ruizf2 26-30 1 Response Oct 1

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    Glad she is doing better now, BUT a small part of me wishes there would be a return of the "2007, shaved head, attacking Paparazzi with umbrellas" Britney Spears and ***** you do...
    bombchu bombchu 22-25, F Oct 2

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    Hoponopono : hawaian prayer to neutralize vibes
    carloslara7 carloslara7 31-35, M Oct 10

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    I want empathy, somebody who understands my pain, the things I'm going through. Sympathy and pity aren't wanted or needed.
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M Oct 15

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    I feel the same way. My ex husband was emotionally abusive to both myself and our boys. I filed for divorce because the drinking was getting worse as was the abuse. They begged me...
    Bela21 Bela21 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    So I made this note of how I feel... I feel like I'm going crazy:. Feeling 'dead' or empty inside. Like the old me is gone, missing. Not feeling sadness towards death of pet...
    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    I was your Queen ~you're words. You said you loved me And I Loved you I Trusted You You Treated me like Your princess You Called me Your World But You only Used me And cheated on...
    BackInTheDark BackInTheDark 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So... I'm gay and best friends with this straight guy and i went over to his house and he's so provocative the first time i went to his house and the second time that i went he put...
    benjibatch benjibatch 13-15, M 6 hrs ago

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    All I do is think and think and think. I am extremely exhausted. I forced myself to eat soggy cereal, so that is good. I still have lost more weight than I had the last time this...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I've been doing so well lately. He was my in every single one of my thoughts both drunken and sober. After weeks of heartache and upset I finally realized that he was not what I...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I wanna feel good.. The person closest to me recently died, the girl I was seeing decided to break things off, I guess she thought once my life for bad, to make it even worse huh...
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M Oct 15

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    Feel guilty all the time for not having a job. I am disabled, but that should not be an excuse. My rent was increased by 60 dollars. I got scared of being poor, so I applied for...
    confessing confessing 46-50, F Oct 10

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    When your mad at somebody but you know that they didn't do anything wrong so you feel guilty about it...
    vicky5rox vicky5rox 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Mostly all the painful memories working for many creeps, and one time getting severely ill from working for horrible people. I used to think of ways which I could have deferred...
    bettygingham bettygingham 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    It's boring. Life is hard for everyone, it's self-indulgent. No one cares about anyone else really, we are all in the same boat and everyone is busy with their own problems...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 3 Responses Sep 28

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    This happened in 2011 so about 3 years ago. My dad, my sister and I lived together in an apartment. We had two GORGEOUS dogs (one white, one black) and a cat. The black one was...
    Marries Marries 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    I can't remember a moment in my life where I felt love or happiness. I'm either sad, numb or detached from reality. I don't feel emotionally close to my family, and I'm not sure...
    sansabri sansabri 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    I miss her , I lover her. Last saw her face in Dec 2012, last heard her voice in feb 2014.I been through hell, people say she is not worthy of me. As a fool, i Cant stop loving her...
    dreamingdarkness dreamingdarkness 26-30, M Oct 12

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    You ever get the feeling like you are on borrowed time? I do, I have been depressed all my life with the exception of the last two years. These last two years have been amazing...
    Shellback1992 Shellback1992 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    To whom this bell tolls,Come to me devilish troll.Who whispered in your ears,And then he stole your soul. Tick tock tick tock,Then the troll ran up the clock.And you are like...
    zonus zonus 31-35, M 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    My problem is that now im not speaking anymore with my bestfriend, I am only 20 and we used to be best friend's since I was 2,which means we have been friends for 18 years, we both...
    Caroline128 Caroline128 22-25, F Sep 28

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