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I Feel Guilty For Not Feeling Worse

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I should be crying in fetal position on the floor right now, but instead I'm feeling almost fine! What is wrong with me? I don't understand myself anymore! I loved him more than I had loved anyone before and now he's gone, but somehow I can live with it. I can still feel the...
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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    I Am Me

    for 16 years i have had so many walls up... i felt like 6 parts of my soul were locked away and i was a nobody....most of my walls revolved around my past, emotions, true self, acception for me, love and learning to express myself. for the past 4 years, i learned to express...
    BMMitch BMMitch 18-21, M Jan 9, 2012

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    There is nothing I wish I would have done

    differently in my past - I have no regrets......
    Jenimichel Jenimichel 41-45, F Mar 7

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    But

    I am so happy right now that I am walking on cloud nine.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Mar 22, 2010

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    Lacked Conscience

    There are some things that I can feel extreme guilt over, then others that I feel were much worse acts, I feel numb in regards to and chastise myself for appearing to have no conscience.  I chastise myself for the effect it had on others.  I have hurt as much as I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10, 2008

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    BRING IT ON. feeling pumped for today. trying to start every morning feeling excited and happy for the day :D
    ackleholic ackleholic 18-21, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    **** you feelings....since these three words aren't enough for EP to let me post then maybe I should say it a few more times, **** you feelings, **** you feelings, **** you...
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i dont really know if this is a feeling of not feeling good enough, but basicallly I always feel like there are better people out there. I just moved into college and i thought I...
    4EVRANDEVR 4EVRANDEVR 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Except, I don't feel guilty at all about this, ok, maybe just a little bit..! (Flying Burrito Brothers - Christine's Tune)...  ~
    Tinboxdoll Tinboxdoll 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Firstly, I have always known somehow I had a gift to sense the emotions of other people as if they were my own. I can also sense any feeling when someone really *wants* something...
    AngelicLights AngelicLights 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Today the guy who's been bullying me since yr 8 was sitting all alone in class and I felt so bad for him his friends ditched him and It was so horrible because I recently went...
    Darkprincess24 Darkprincess24 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It seems that I have a chronic case of this. I put to much faith in what people might do for me and how people might heal me. In the end, though I never reveal my problems, they...
    Person123x Person123x 18-21 4 days ago

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    This is a file photo of a cow being slaughtered at the farm I buy my cows from, they are humanely immobilized before being stunned, a very humane way to be slaughtered:) To people...
    JennyTom JennyTom 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    but If I had to kill my own meat I'd become a vegetarian
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    There are some people in this world who quite frankly, need to get their heads out of their *****. A friend that I have known for a long time 'unfriended' me on Facebook because I...
    agathashelly agathashelly 26-30, F a week ago

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    I don't understand how some one can hurt people for no reason. What kind of sick thoughts go through your heads? Do you feel guilty, or try to justify what you did?
    CreativeKitty CreativeKitty 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    **** all Christians there is no **** in god
    Gallifrey32 Gallifrey32 22-25, M Aug 21

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    I regret my decision more and more. At the start of this year I got an abortion and it was terrifying and I've always felt like I made the wrong choice and lately it's been getting...
    Manthaxx Manthaxx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    'Cus steak is ******* GREAT
    DrDeathDefying DrDeathDefying 18-21, F Aug 18

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    Shame on you! How can you put a price on someone's life!? We're all equal and we all have the right to live, "one who agrees with abuse with his silence, might as well be the...
    itaih1 itaih1 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I have a BF. We just have been together for four months. Recently I found that he had a lot of loan from his friends because he get broke for his business last year. Now he is...
    jessyung jessyung 26-30, F Aug 17

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    But I do feel sorry for myself when men here come up with bad proposals when I post about my problems.I post them for venting.I don't want to attract unwanted attention.I am not...
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    When ever I feel sorry for my self I feel like I'm being selfish. I mean a lot of people have it worse then me and here I'm complaining cause of stupid little things. I hate it so...
    chocolatecrazy9010 chocolatecrazy9010 13-15, F Aug 17

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    Today I hit the bottom Just want cuddles and to be loved not to be glared at every time my husband walks by what's wrong with me it's been 10 years we been together and my last...
    Graceof5 Graceof5 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    i admitted something that I didn't know what in my heart tonight and I don't think I was ready for that. But i needed to do it for the one person who's been there for me. I...
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F Aug 16

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    But sometimes you just have to dwell in the pity. Sometimes the anger and the loneliness and the hate and the lack of hope push you down and the only way to get over it is to...
    bethany444 bethany444 46-50, F Aug 16

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    i have been through hard times for five years.i never felt so determined.i don't know the reason.just because the task in front of me was difficult or any other reason else but...
    gettingmad1154 gettingmad1154 18-21 1 Response Aug 16

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    I realized that there is a need for religions to exist in this world ; religion was originally created to unite us humans. Apart from that, I guess it's only natural for us humans...
    sarasakun sarasakun 18-21, F Aug 16

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    its funny because i made this account to talk about my feelings n **** and say what i can never say to my friends and family. but even anonymously i can't do it. in the end i'll...
    AriesRain AriesRain 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    I need to rant. First of all, I feel horrible for feeling this way because I am SO privileged. Currently, I have no job and my only responsibility is towards myself and a little...
    Chrossy Chrossy 22-25, F Aug 15

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    Let me first say that I'm not a misanthrope, hating all of humanity - that is not the case. I simply don't relate to almost everyone. And the older I get, the more it makes me feel...
    Anon0520 Anon0520 26-30 Aug 14

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    It has been 8 months since (to the day)... Last week my partner and I had sex (as I'm sure most couples do); We used a condom and it broke.. I took the morning after pill... but...
    lennyx91 lennyx91 22-25, F Aug 14

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    I've been feeling terrible lately.. I feel as if nothing I do is right anymore. I give so much of my energy to other people, that I don't have anything left for myself at the end...
    Powernappy Powernappy 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    feeling lost when im helpless n incapable feeling stress when I make a mistake n not knowing or acknowledging feeling depress when I'm guilt I grew up from d lowest part of d food...
    fallenangle fallenangle 22-25 Aug 13

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    I feel it coming out my throat Guess I better wash my mouth out with soap God, I wish I never spoke Now I gotta wash my mouth out with soap
    lilithity lilithity 18-21, F Aug 12

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    I'm so done with this ****. At least if I knew why I'm sad I could do something about it
    drowninginsaltwater drowninginsaltwater 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I can't stand it anymore. School will be back on soon so I need to step up and stop feeling sad about him. I know he's moved on and he's doing fine without me so I need to focus on...
    IDreamofPeace IDreamofPeace 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    One of my best friends (let's call her Jade)'s brother passed away this March. My other best friend (let's call her Angie) told me. She private messaged me that she's pissed that I...
    ArtLover24 ArtLover24 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    Last night I was on the phone with the man I do contract graphic design freelance for. We were talking about his company and how it's changing and there might be a chance that I...
    oncemoreuntothebreech oncemoreuntothebreech 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    But sin like politicians and lawyers. Oh. And con artists. http://youtu.be/as1kO1vjSpk
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 10

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