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I Feel Guilty For Not Feeling Worse

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    I Am Me

    for 16 years i have had so many walls up... i felt like 6 parts of my soul were locked away and i was a nobody....most of my walls revolved around my past, emotions, true self, acception for me, love and learning to express myself. for the past 4 years, i learned to express...
    BMMitch BMMitch 18-21, M Jan 9, 2012

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I should be crying in fetal position on the floor right now, but instead I'm feeling almost fine! What is wrong with me? I don't understand myself anymore! I loved him more than I had loved anyone before and now he's gone, but somehow I can live with it. I can still feel the...
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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    There is nothing I wish I would have done

    differently in my past - I have no regrets......
    Jenimichel Jenimichel 41-45, F Mar 7

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    But

    I am so happy right now that I am walking on cloud nine.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Mar 22, 2010

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    Lacked Conscience

    There are some things that I can feel extreme guilt over, then others that I feel were much worse acts, I feel numb in regards to and chastise myself for appearing to have no conscience.  I chastise myself for the effect it had on others.  I have hurt as much as I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10, 2008

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    I wrote an experience here on my old account. My account got deleted so im writing it again. It burns remebering what i have done, and it was very recent as well. I still think i...
    hgaood hgaood 13-15, M 5 hrs ago

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    because i am guilty. The sins i commited are really bad and idk how anyone can forgive me. I deserve to be punished
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Being guilty is a very annoying, stressful, and pestering feeling. That's why I don't do anything that would make me feel guilty anyways. In the situation im in, I feel guilty when...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I've been doing so much traveling -Reunited w/ family out in St. George, not the best circumstances, however..such a beautiful experience. Humor has gotten us through the tough...
    marianajohnson marianajohnson 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    It hurts again today.. Thought I was getting over it but I guess I'm not sigh When will this be over?
    lennyx91 lennyx91 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I lived next to a cat hoarder and when she died all the cats were left homeless. I felt so bad for them.
    Lanajamba Lanajamba 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    In my past I was seeing a man who already had a girlfriend. In other words I was "The other woman" I was young , stupid , naive and inlove. I trusted this man. I spent THREE years...
    xBambi xBambi 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    My man is on week 5 of BMT. I feel as though this whole experience has brought us so close in such a short amount of time. I can't even believe he's been gone for so long till I...
    viviaraiza viviaraiza 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Family, friends, therapists. That all say it was not my fault. That I was a kid who didn't know what they were doing. That he should have known better before getting a minor into...
    InScars InScars 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    So, I used to work at this toy store in NYC. I felt that no one could relate to me. A team effort did not go far. I tried my hardest to "fit in" But couldn't... I felt as...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Every time I ask my parents for something I feel guilty. I'm very frugal because my teachers once told us that children where very expensive to take care of, as a result I was...
    Hellooreopie Hellooreopie 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Have you ever submitted your papers to some journal then you are required to give them at least 5 people working on that field? Looking for that is really an daunting experience if...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself 26-30, F a week ago

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    for I have said mean words. I can't say I didn't mean it, but I said it purposely. What's more I said it without him around Though it's only for fun, I'm starting to feel such...
    Sonnetxvii Sonnetxvii 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    When you don't feel happy, I'll love you LOL! When you feel lonely and sad, you can think about the new place you want to go, the country you want to travel to and the good things...
    HappyOrUnhappy HappyOrUnhappy 13-15, M Jul 26

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    Its a terrible feeling to be alone. none around you, everyone has rejected you. you can't find someone to tell all your sorrow to. you begin to feel sorry for yourself, and its...
    sadwithasmile sadwithasmile 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    That wonderful tingle that bubbles up from my heart space and extends down to my solar plexus and up to my throat. That is the feeling of bliss mingled with a sprinkle of...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I feel bad for what happened to me throughout my life. I am embarrassed of my life and I feel ashamed of myself. It's hard to explain but here goes, I THINK I'm finally through...
    Sorasai Sorasai 22-25 1 Response Jul 25

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    i'm sorry but i need to get this off my chest i don't know how to explain this i get angry when people tell me 'god will help you just don't let go' well he let go of me and let me...
    shysnowwhite shysnowwhite 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 24

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    When I get worse I have no energy to get in touch with anyone. This in turn makes me feel very guilty for obvious reasons. The guilt I can absolutely NOT cope with makes me even...
    becomeinvisible becomeinvisible 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I kind of unintentionally baited my fiance into a fight then, he lost his temper punching doors and such I videotaped him and I don't actually yell when I argue, I more so smirk...
    Fuzzybear79 Fuzzybear79 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I'm a monster, I was on the bust stop, waiting for the bus of the 7:10 to go to my cell called home after a night shift, when this guy comes and try to steal my bag, I hit him on...
    Healinghate Healinghate 18-21, M Jul 23

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    I am generally very optimistic because i realize how good i have it and am very grateful for the life i have and family and friends etc. But whenever i feel sad bc of something...
    Falloutsos Falloutsos 16-17, F Jul 22

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    Im 13 and I have a twin sister named Kiya. Kiya has had bf's all her life. Ive stole everyone of them. We both train to be boxers. We have practiced fighting each other and I win...
    RainbowKitty14 RainbowKitty14 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I had an abortion in January. I found out I was pregnant on New Years Day. I am a college senior who is about to graduate and become a teacher in a few months. I have 5 jobs and am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 20

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    When is enough enough? I've always try to help others when needed and if I'm able to. I get a sense of accomplishment, a good deed done that benefits those than me. Lately I've...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Good friends are hard to find.If not impossible.It seems like ppl always have some hidden motive.And are never nice to you unless theres a reason.And they use this to manipulate.I...
    usernameagain9 usernameagain9 36-40, M Jul 19

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    I feel guilty and I hope that feeling goes away. :'(
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Please visit: http://www.fclu.org/reform/
    NJReform NJReform 31-35, F Jul 19

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    especially about my parents. they really hate eachother but refuse to do anything about it and everything just gets worse and worse. on one hand i sort of want to feel bad for them...
    ZuckerOaksPilgrim ZuckerOaksPilgrim 18-21, M Jul 18

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    I feel guilty , I'm eating a McFlurry , but it's so hot !!!
    wishingwellguy wishingwellguy 36-40, M Jul 18

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    I was just told by family members that I should feel guilty for wanting to leave my husband I have been told to work out my problems and not be such a ***** smh This person my...
    Virgo1981 Virgo1981 31-35, F Jul 17

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    Sometimes I do, for the small percent of those who are not racist.Every time you open a newspaper or turn on the tv or radio, white people are constantly accused of being racist...
    theslyfox theslyfox 36-40, M Jul 17

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    So i'm in a serious relationship with a very amazing, great guy. Yet, as the relationship has progressed over the past year, I find myself becoming more and more insecure! For one...
    moaninglisa1536 moaninglisa1536 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Me too but I try not too all I can do is move forward with mindfulness
    sirnatural sirnatural 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    It's just that... I don't. Would do it again in a heartbeat.
    SilverTonguedTricksterGod SilverTonguedTricksterGod 70+, M Jul 16

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    There is a close friend of my husband that apparently I just found out is a secret admirer of me. I don't know what to do about it
    Sweetabby4u Sweetabby4u 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 16

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    I can't help it. I've been going through emotional and psychological hell and to top it off my doctor told me I'm anemic. They found out through the blood tests they did while I...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 15