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I Feel Guilty For Not Feeling Worse

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I should be crying in fetal position on the floor right now, but instead I'm feeling almost fine! What is wrong with me? I don't understand myself anymore! I loved him more than I had loved anyone before and now he's gone, but somehow I can live with it. I can still feel the...
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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    I Am Me

    for 16 years i have had so many walls up... i felt like 6 parts of my soul were locked away and i was a nobody....most of my walls revolved around my past, emotions, true self, acception for me, love and learning to express myself. for the past 4 years, i learned to express...
    JulianSavier JulianSavier 18-21, M Jan 9, 2012

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    But

    I am so happy right now that I am walking on cloud nine.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    Lacked Conscience

    There are some things that I can feel extreme guilt over, then others that I feel were much worse acts, I feel numb in regards to and chastise myself for appearing to have no conscience.  I chastise myself for the effect it had on others.  I have hurt as much as I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10, 2008

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    I am always wanting more for myself. More talent,more outgoing, more beautiful, more social,more loving, more charismatic. Some girls just have that and being friends with them, it...
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    I don't find it fair that my boyfriend gets upset when I go out but when he goes out I am completely okay with it. I guess he's scared I will cheat on him, because I'm assuming...
    KrisMiss KrisMiss 22-25, F Aug 24

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    This is why my life sucks I think
    RexxTheDinosawr RexxTheDinosawr 18-21, F Aug 29

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    I feel like I'm the only EP member who has ever done anything bad that's really worth feeling guilty for. I said things to my older sister that I shouldn't have. My sister was...
    AlpineBeast AlpineBeast 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    My wife used to be HOT but after 10 years and two children, she is the exact opposite of HOT. She's gained nearly a 100lbs and I don't find her remotely attractive. I feel guilty...
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    I feel depressed and I hate feeling this way because I feel guilty and I hate letting people down and don't want to tell people how I feel because I don't want to bring more...
    LittleMissIntrovert LittleMissIntrovert 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 31

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    So i just told my mom today i want to go live with my dad, she didn't like the idea beacause it happened so fast. She said she did not expect it from me and now i kinda feel guilty...
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    cheekyhannah cheekyhannah 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    GirlWithTheRedHair2013 GirlWithTheRedHair2013 16-17, F Aug 24

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    I am disabled and living in an "assisted living facility" . There is one lady here that has Alzheimer's. She can get lost just standing there. She doesn't remember where to sit in...
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    We're young, we've only been married for 3 years, but we had been together for 10. No kids. I was very sure of my decision before I told him, he's got a lot of mental health...
    shaoshao shaoshao 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I have hurt my girlfriend before with a selfish, greedy deed and I feel so guilty. She has forgiven me and I never want to do it again. Thanks for giving me another chance, love. I...
    Iancharles Iancharles 18-21, M Aug 27

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    Man I got too drunk lastnight, decided to call people and ****.. I feel like I did something horrible now. I'm done drinking, I feel horrible, the guilt is killing me now.
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M Aug 30

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    I recently split up with my boyfriend, who was one of the nicest people ever. (We are both 19 by the way) but I had to do it because he became obsessed with me and would never let...
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    I'm lost for words! I never saw you coming my way Though your presence was so near We could've been on differ speres I'm so lost for words I gotta step out of my skin Gotta see who...
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    10 year old Yemeni girl smiling after she was granted a divorce from her husband- a 30 year old man.Nujood Ali was nine when her parents arranged a marriage to Faez Ali Thamer, a...
    Bewail Bewail 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I'm so hugryyyyyyy But we don't have food in the house and I'm panicky about my weight right now anyway. Let's see how long I last.
    stephiwayland stephiwayland 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    This is because I eat Everything
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F Aug 26

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