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I Feel Guilty For Not Feeling Worse

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    I am so happy right now that I am walking on cloud nine.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    I Am Me

    for 16 years i have had so many walls up... i felt like 6 parts of my soul were locked away and i was a nobody....most of my walls revolved around my past, emotions, true self, acception for me, love and learning to express myself. for the past 4 years, i learned to express...
    BMMitch BMMitch 18-21, M Jan 9, 2012

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I should be crying in fetal position on the floor right now, but instead I'm feeling almost fine! What is wrong with me? I don't understand myself anymore! I loved him more than I had loved anyone before and now he's gone, but somehow I can live with it. I can still feel the...
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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    Lacked Conscience

    There are some things that I can feel extreme guilt over, then others that I feel were much worse acts, I feel numb in regards to and chastise myself for appearing to have no conscience.  I chastise myself for the effect it had on others.  I have hurt as much as I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10, 2008

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    I've decided to stop trying to talk about my depression. I'm also ignoring the irony of talking about it right now. I just need to get this out of my mind. I've seen doctors for...
    NeverTrulyWanted NeverTrulyWanted 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 11

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    Feel ill or something just so tired all I want to do is sleep probably coz I stayed up so late I might do something I very rawly do and that's nap
    Aireagoir94 Aireagoir94 18-21, M Nov 28

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    It's not what this post is about...this post is about getting my feelings out there... My life is so awful, my past was so horrific...I feel so emotionally fcked. You have no idea...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    I'm an only child and I've never met anyone I could imagine spending my life with. I never wanted children but, with Christmas here, I feel guilty for never giving my parents...
    diemme diemme 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    My grandfather is 78 years old. His wife died at age 46, they had four sons. He was always an alcoholic and didn't treat her the best but loved her. She never lived to see any...
    Milly2012 Milly2012 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm very sorry for what I've done... I feel guilty to the words that I allowed to escape from my mouth and shout it to a person who's a great part of myself. After shouting it all...
    19htiaf 19htiaf 16-17 2 days ago

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    It was a year ago. My grandmother was in hospital and we were supposed to attend. 2 pm arrived when my brother called asking us to meet him in town. When i was passed out, feeling...
    suziewuzie suziewuzie 18-21, F Dec 12

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    I had an abortion in June. The guy who got me pregnant also got another girl pregnant (his girlfriend) who decided to keep it. I was sixteen, a junior in high school, and terrified...
    feather64 feather64 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Hi Everyone, I hope everyone in previous messages are feeling a little better...I feel for everyone of you xx I had an abortion a week ago ;( I am not coping very well with it...
    sofiamac sofiamac 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I haven't had much time to think about it lately, which is nice. But just a little while ago, I got a call from a place in my hometown called the pregnancy help center. It was...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I actually cant stop crying! Me and Lewis had an argument with my mate the other day because he was telling Lewis to die and stuff! I have always forgave him every time I have had...
    james3950 james3950 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 2

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    Just found out how my mum developed anorexia and how it might be linked to my anorexia! I feel so guilty right now! My dad used to eat any food that was in the house and left me my...
    XButterflyBabyX XButterflyBabyX 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I feel like I'm a funking monster who can't keep her impulses from manifesting. when I'm around this one person I have this crazy urge to grab him and make out with him like crazy...
    psychedeliica psychedeliica 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I wish i could go back in time and change it so we never met. I feel like i did more damage than good. Most of the time i cry its because i feel like i exposed her to the world and...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Let's start out by saying I didn't plan for this to happen. My boyfriend of 5 years and I had just moved into our first place, he was 20, and I was just shy of 18. We had planned...
    Tryingtoforget1221 Tryingtoforget1221 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I am new here so I'll jump right in!I thought I was in a good relationship,but I found out I'm not,pity party for krystal lol
    krystalk226 krystalk226 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Maybe one day I'll find somebody who loves as strong as I do. Because right now I feel like the most forgotten about person. I have teachers at college ignoring me, my friends only...
    BulletproofLoneliness BulletproofLoneliness 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18

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    Regardless of whether it is a family member, a close friend or a complete stranger, I can't help but feel this overwhelming sense of empathy towards whoever it is. Ever since I...
    goodwilling goodwilling 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    When I was a child I was Illegal. I was illegal because I crossed the borders with my mother. I crossed the borders with my mother because our Home Country got invaded by Americans...
    T055 T055 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 15

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    I hope no one's hating me right now..
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 7

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    Idk what to do i know it happening but i cant do anything about it like a perfect storm of repressed memorries from child hood coming back up, stress about money/school. To top it...
    Calikidd Calikidd 22-25 Dec 17

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    Everyday, people posting pictures of them online. Asking people to rate them from 1-10 or stuff like that. It doesn't bother me. It makes me sad. It makes me think how much we...
    Nyah27 Nyah27 26-30 1 Response Dec 1

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    So there's multiple girls who really like me. And being a single guy, I'm not really tied down anywhere, so I flirt and talk to multiple girls. There's 2 specific girls who are...
    KayJayHoeBum KayJayHoeBum 16-17, M Dec 8

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    This is why I have such problems making relationships with people or opening up to people. In October I started talking to someone, we hit it off, and things developed. After a...
    aussiehockeyman aussiehockeyman 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    Lying in bed with a 20 year old escort , listening to some coyotes making a fresh kill, by the sounds probably a cat and feeling guilty what I have just done, sleeping with an...
    dugsmini dugsmini 51-55, M Dec 18

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    I broke down and talked to him. I was expecting him to be angry or fussy or whatever but he actually listened and reassured me. He confirmed the reason why he didn't like the...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I feel as if I cannot be myself. I was bullied in the past. It still affects me. I lack confidence. I always seek confirmation from others about my actions and decisions. Why...
    BrownBeeCa BrownBeeCa 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    Basically, when I am alone I just watch anime, draw, stuff like that, I talk to myself and SMILE. But when I'm in public or with other people, I almost feel like dying. I actually...
    MinCraftgirl13 MinCraftgirl13 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    There is no fear, only a very special, very painful loneliness. I am alone, I am sad, lonely, and hurt, yet there is not a person anywhere who cares. My being alone has been some...
    Browncoat4077 Browncoat4077 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I don't, because it hurts my pride, however you people want to interpret that. I am glad I have this place to use as an outlet, where I can just say to no one whatever I want to...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I'm going to start writing three things I am thankful at night. when you get into that pattern of pitty "why me" blah blah you aren't helping yourself by feeling sorry for yourself...
    extraordinarygirlll extraordinarygirlll 18-21, F Dec 18

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    I don't even know what to do anymore. I know what I want to do but I'm scared to actually do it. I'm currently a nanny for a little boy who is almost two and I hate it. I love him...
    Thinklife Thinklife 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17

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    i feel dead inside and i feel that i'm going crazy because i cant understand what is going on with me. i don't feel anything and i do at the same time its so confusing like i get...
    sb159 sb159 18-21, F a week ago

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    He dumped me almost 4 months ago, and I've felt better every single day. Living with freedom is amazing. Being able to spend nights at all of my friends' houses, going to concerts...
    stillYDGN stillYDGN 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 3

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    Thousands of miles afar, Who thought I would find a shining star, A friend whom I call my cutie pie, has given me happiness so high, And such positivity he emits around, that...
    GenuineAngel GenuineAngel 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 29

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    they'd say i'm more of a wife material than a girlfriend material. I should be flattered right? but why do i feel so disappointed with this comment. I can't say I'm ugly because I...
    TheMentalistNDB TheMentalistNDB 18-21, F Dec 6

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    It feels so nice but I cant help but feel guilty about it.
    bhak bhak 31-35 Dec 18

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    I fear that I am losing all hope for my mother and I’s relationship to be loving and nurturing like I have seen her be with my oldest siblings. I love my mother, more than a lot...
    nikki2442 nikki2442 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
    ohmyfvck ohmyfvck 18-21, F Dec 4

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    Hey! I'm feeling down for some reason. I'm a guy from Sweden, lived in Norway for 1 year and now I'm living in paradise, Thailand. or, atleast for now. I would say I got a really...
    znik znik 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 4

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    Containing this air that fills my lungs, trying to breathe and calm down. There is much building inside I cannot control much longer. A rage of fury, fire uncontrolled in which I...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 13