I Feel Guilty For Not Feeling Worse

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    Lacked Conscience

    There are some things that I can feel extreme guilt over, then others that I feel were much worse acts, I feel numb in regards to and chastise myself for appearing to have no conscience.  I chastise myself for the effect it had on others.  I have hurt as much as I have...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 10, 2008

    I Am Me

    for 16 years i have had so many walls up... i felt like 6 parts of my soul were locked away and i was a nobody....most of my walls revolved around my past, emotions, true self, acception for me, love and learning to express myself. for the past 4 years, i learned to express...
    BMMitch BMMitch
    18-21, M
    Jan 9, 2012

    But

    I am so happy right now that I am walking on cloud nine.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    Mar 22, 2010

    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I should be crying in fetal position on the floor right now, but instead I'm feeling almost fine! What is wrong with me? I don't understand myself anymore! I loved him more than I had loved anyone before and now he's gone, but somehow I can live with it. I can still feel the...
    Fennella Fennella
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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