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I Feel Guilty For Not Feeling Worse

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    Lacked Conscience

    There are some things that I can feel extreme guilt over, then others that I feel were much worse acts, I feel numb in regards to and chastise myself for appearing to have no conscience.  I chastise myself for the effect it had on others.  I have hurt as much as I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10, 2008

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    I Am Me

    for 16 years i have had so many walls up... i felt like 6 parts of my soul were locked away and i was a nobody....most of my walls revolved around my past, emotions, true self, acception for me, love and learning to express myself. for the past 4 years, i learned to express...
    JulianSavier JulianSavier 18-21, M Jan 9, 2012

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I should be crying in fetal position on the floor right now, but instead I'm feeling almost fine! What is wrong with me? I don't understand myself anymore! I loved him more than I had loved anyone before and now he's gone, but somehow I can live with it. I can still feel the...
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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    I feel like I am truly insignificant in this world. I don't understand why people use me and ditch me constantly; they get bored of me. People have happier lives without me...
    WaterSpiritt WaterSpiritt 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I've always thought I was a pretty okay guy. A cut above average. But maybe that isn't so true after all. I made the choices that got me to where I am today. I had an awesome...
    sirloinsteak sirloinsteak 22-25, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I feel guilty, but don't know if I should. So here is my story. I am a married, working mother of a two year old little girl. Now I was a stay at home mom for the first year and a...
    Alexicutie Alexicutie 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm under lots of pressure as my cousins parents and my parents don't speak... So I'm seeing my cousins tomorrow after so long, I don't know if I should tell my mum the truth and...
    Carlaab Carlaab 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    There were only three cookies left in the tin and I know someone in my family was eye balling them all day. I poured myself a tall glass of milk and walked over to the tin and...
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't feel guilty that I had sex with a woman because my husband won't have sex with me!!!!! You think he is getting it from somewhere else besides himself in the shower?
    ob1knob1 ob1knob1 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    I always feel sorry for road kill. Especially when it looks like a dog, or a cat, I mean that's someone's pet :( I had a dog get hit by a car, and a cat get hit by a car, and it...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F Apr 7

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    My life has not been a bed of roses. I have not always been treated very well. It happens and it is unfortunate, but I don't spend too much time feeling sorry for myself. It is a...
    Thatredheadchick Thatredheadchick 46-50, F Apr 10

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    I feel sorry for myself more. lol
    mstud17 mstud17 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It's been four months since I had undergone the procedure and I think about it more and more everyday. When I first discovered I was pregnant I was so lost, the only thing I could...
    angelbaby4 angelbaby4 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    And I don't know why.. This feeling sucks
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F Apr 3

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    16 days ago I found out I was pregnant. A week later I finally told my parents. They shocked me and told me to get an abortion. I have never been one to not obey there advice...
    cowgirl4christ cowgirl4christ 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    There are so many people right now that are pregnant my best friend my teacher that just had her baby and my co workers wife when I think about this I think about what they gain by...
    Ginger387 Ginger387 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I left him. It didnt work out,Things will never work out.l thats been established already. He's heartbroken and as a result almost died from a mild heart attack. Would have left...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Like today I bought myself a burger from Burger King and I bought a KitKat bar. I feel so guilty when I eat junk food like what's wrong with me?! I can't help it sometimes
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 11

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    I don't feel the emotion of guilt, no matter how bad the thing is i just don't feel bad about it. Specifically i lie to my parents a lot, and manipulate them and i am aware that...
    zackk124 zackk124 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I know why I did it. I was only 16, even with my boyfriends help I would still need help. My family said they would "support me" meaning, they would pay for my baby and me as long...
    BlooRae BlooRae 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I can't sleep, I can't eat. I think of things I didn't used to think about, like dying and being in darkness. I try to be happy but behind it all, when I am alone, I cry and I cry...
    jackkeee jackkeee 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I found out yesterday that my ex recently had a daughter. I'm happy for her sake but upset at the same time because the reason for our breakup was because she had an abortion years...
    yossarian1944 yossarian1944 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    I HATE WHEN PEOPLE ARE SORRY FOR ME. I mean I have been raped 4 time I was beaten by my 6exs I have been shot I have been stabbed 12 time. But that makes me who I am. And I love...
    SECRETOFLOVE SECRETOFLOVE 16-17, F Mar 24

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    My sister, Lorelei. She was forced. She got pregnant. Later, she had a beautiful baby girl called Payton. For some reason, I always felt like I needed to care for both of them. I...
    ReykjaviktoZurich ReykjaviktoZurich 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    I think I just meddled. Again.
    LocketRainbow LocketRainbow 16-17, F Mar 22

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    I found out that someone who I thought was a friend went behind my back and really screwed up a budding relationship that I was starting. So last night I made out with her ex...
    penilane penilane 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    and loooooving it ;) a message would be lovely!!
    dezasterpiece dezasterpiece 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I got 99 problems, but being a ***** ain't one....
    AbsolutelyDamnFabulousX AbsolutelyDamnFabulousX 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 31

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    I am 38 and have wished for death as long as I can remember. I think back to my childhood, when things would go wrong or I would do something so stupid (as children do), I would...
    Modernii Modernii 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    In Oct. of 2013 my boyfriend and I went to an animal shelter just to see the sweet dogs and cats. As we looked around we just happen to stumble across this adorable older dog, who...
    whoevausayiam whoevausayiam 26-30, F Mar 31

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    I hate the feeling of missing someone, even though they say it's what makes the reunion more special. I hate the feeling of losing someone, it hurts deep. I hate the feeling of...
    grey019 grey019 31-35, M Apr 3

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    I had an abortion in September and this is the first time i have even mentioned the word abortion since i had the procedure. I cannot talk about it with anyone because i do not...
    Rebajane7 Rebajane7 18-21 1 Response Mar 22

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    And I wish I was one of those people, I wish I can be honest about my feelings with people without being afraid to hurt them. I hide my negative feelings from people, I don't want...
    Alitakate Alitakate 18-21, F 10 Responses Mar 28

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    I've had someone with me for a majority of my life, which can be a good thing or bad thing, I think. Well, duh. But, when bad things happen and you lose that person for awhile or...
    Ecarie Ecarie 22-25, M Apr 11

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    'Guilt' brings so much burden and sadness, sometimes I doubt even if its useful at all. I accept responsibility for my actions, even if what I've done could not be taken back or...
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I'm Sorry- I went to visit my parents earlier. while talking to my dad about my last minute living situation, he said something that triggered my anger and I completely lashed out...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F Mar 24

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    I'm suppose to be dressed and on a bus to college right now. Instead i am lying in bed feeling sorry for myself. I hate college and I don't even mean the course. I love the...
    emmysauraus emmysauraus 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I won't be dating any time soon, maybe for years but, I'm not gonna feel guilty while u go out talking other girls while I stay at home and be a slug bug. I'm talking to other men...
    heavyeyebags heavyeyebags 22-25, F Apr 3

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    I am in a bad mood, like always. Well, more like depressed. My mom was asking my questions and I just stared at her. She said "If your going to be in a bad mood, go to your room...
    berlynn20 berlynn20 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I watched you cry, bathe in sunlight by the bathroom door You said you wish you did not love me anymore You left your flowers in the backseat of my car The things we said and did...
    Lyra1001 Lyra1001 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    My best friend is not a "huggy" person. She wishes she were one. I am slowly trying to introduce her to the wonderful world of hugs and physical affection between sisters, as I...
    Birdspiritgirl Birdspiritgirl 13-15, F Mar 19

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    What I feel comes from a different place than my thoughts . . .. from my body and my heart my feelings evolve and change My mind is not a place of feeling. I dont 'think' my...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    David, Ever since you left... it just feels like part of me is missing, a part of me you still have, a part of me that I can't have back. I really miss you. It still hurts...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F Apr 4

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    So today's fun filled event with the wife was a 7 hour complaint fest with 2 hours of arguing in there. Just wouldn't end. I had to walk out of the room after 3 hours which...
    j21043 j21043 31-35, M Apr 5

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    It is always so easy for people/friends to say "stop feeling that way. Your feeling aren't helping you." Feeling can't be turned off and on with a switch. The feelings of...
    Linndsay Linndsay 26-30 1 Response Apr 6

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    I live in a very competitive place, surrounded by people who are doing so much with their lives, and it overshadows my meager accomplishments. I try my hardest at something, and...
    shadow553 shadow553 16-17 1 Response Mar 29

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    I am tired of being a placeholder for the guys I spend time with until they find the woman they "want" to be with. I am tired of feeling like I am not good enough. What am I...
    TigerLily1211 TigerLily1211 26-30 5 days ago

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    Do you know how it feels? Do you know how it feels to feel used, unloved, forgotten, uncared for, helpless, depressed, so sad you want to kill yourself? Well I go through all of...
    lifeishurtful lifeishurtful 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    What's new? This is such a common feeling nowadays. Also feeling quite bad about myself in general. Can't get into a good mood without it being ruined somehow. /:
    kittenkate kittenkate 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    Do you know that feeling that you feel so hurt you wished you didn't feel anything at all? But then it happens. You can't feel any emotions. I do. And it has become a problem. I...
    Ryleee Ryleee 13-15, F 6 days ago

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