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I Feel Guilty For Not Feeling Worse

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    I am so happy right now that I am walking on cloud nine.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I should be crying in fetal position on the floor right now, but instead I'm feeling almost fine! What is wrong with me? I don't understand myself anymore! I loved him more than I had loved anyone before and now he's gone, but somehow I can live with it. I can still feel the...
    Fennella Fennella 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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    Lacked Conscience

    There are some things that I can feel extreme guilt over, then others that I feel were much worse acts, I feel numb in regards to and chastise myself for appearing to have no conscience.  I chastise myself for the effect it had on others.  I have hurt as much as I have...
    deleted deleted 22-25 1 Response Jul 10, 2008

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    I Am Me

    for 16 years i have had so many walls up... i felt like 6 parts of my soul were locked away and i was a nobody....most of my walls revolved around my past, emotions, true self, acception for me, love and learning to express myself. for the past 4 years, i learned to express...
    BMMitch BMMitch 18-21, M Jan 9, 2012

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    Not happy with some of the choices I've made in my life. Talking about it with the people who matter to me they just say I'm young and it's normal to have fun at my age. But I've...
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    I always feel guilty about doing something extremely fun. Or doing something really nice for my self. I asked my mom if I have enough money by the beginning of next year if I could...
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    When I listen to the music I like, I search for ratings online. And if the music is rated horrible. I feel like that I am a horrible person. And I can't get rid of it because I...
    lostfreakinglost lostfreakinglost 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    My first love and I are talking again, still gives me butterflies. Last night we admitted our undying bullet proof love for each other but we are best friends. I feel guilty...
    alexis0glover alexis0glover 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I feel guilty sometimes when I do certain mistakes in my life. A year back I broke up with my girl friend because she use to think that I was not a trustworthy person. Even tho I...
    Lostmyselfinpain Lostmyselfinpain 26-30, M Feb 22

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    This is something I am going through right now and, frankly, it is eating me up inside and I don't know how to handle it. I will share it here from the beginning. When I was still...
    OneAlphaWoman OneAlphaWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 24

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    Hallo, anyone...This is my first post and i do really need your help... I have too much to say but i don't know how to say.There is a nice couple that i know one of them is my...
    mariavita mariavita 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I hate to see anyone hurting. But I also hate to see pain used as an excuse, and the moment someone takes their pain and 'plays' it, that's the second that I stop feeling bad for...
    thatonewoman thatonewoman 26-30, F Feb 21

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    Feel Pain For All Abused Children
    god1011 god1011 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR. First of all this story is 100% true even though I wish it wasn't. I got WAY more then I bargained for and if anyone has a way to possibly go back to...
    JTam2090 JTam2090 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I still remember the feeling while I was sitting on my bed in my hospital gown and slippers waiting for them to call me. It became so hard to breathe, the room was spinning, my...
    g0backtoreality g0backtoreality 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hi everyone. I doubt anyone will read this really but I wanted to post to this page to maybe help at least one period. I had an abortion almost two months ago. I did not want it...
    g0backtoreality g0backtoreality 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I am 18 years old and today I got in my first car accident. It was icy and slippery out and I approached a red light and somehow went through it.I tried to stop but it was so fast...
    corajustine corajustine 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    How can one tell when they've gone too far? Is it the way the knife feels in their hand, is it the pooling blood. Is it the fact that none of this was worth a thing? Why must we...
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I know this may sound crazy to some but to finally come to terms with my abortion I picked a gender for my baby and a name. I decided she was a girl and I named her Hailie. It...
    g0backtoreality g0backtoreality 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    The guilt almost consumes me, like somehow, I've been living my life completely wrong for all of my years here on earth. I'm not a perfect person, but I'm also not the spawn of...
    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    She needs to learn how to let go. Actions always prove why words mean nothing. Not all relationships are meant to last forever. Because at your absolute best, you still won't be...
    mostdaysaregood mostdaysaregood 46-50, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    We had a family friend's ex pass away yesterday. He leaves behind a 9 year old son. I feel so bad for him.
    ownfrnchseplaya ownfrnchseplaya 26-30, M Feb 10

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    The news is full of misery and heartache, wars, bigotry and all the worst sides of humanity and it's tempting to just give up...... BUT have you noticed we also have some wonderful...
    Emnelyn Emnelyn 56-60, F 18 Responses Feb 8

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    Yesterday one of my friends lost a brother I fell sad for them I wish I could do more for them
    luvps luvps 31-35, M Feb 10

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    Most dogs really shouldn't exist. It's not that I don't like them, actually I love them as individuals. However, they've been bred to suffer. I'm mostly talking about "pure" breeds...
    Unbeholden Unbeholden 18-21, M Feb 15

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    So I ran away a couple of days ago, and they made me come back (they= police and family). They said they were gonna change and so far that's bullshit. I am leaving when I turn 17...
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    There's one thing that I hate, is for someone to accuse me as being fake, much less a "troll". Nope, I haven't been called a troll, but it has just been implied do to the question...
    NaomiSoulJourney NaomiSoulJourney 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    My dog, bob, passed away two years ago. The picture is of him in his final year, pretty much his golden age. He had been through a 3,000 dollar mouth surgery, near death, and...
    RememberMyNamePlease RememberMyNamePlease 36-40 Feb 23

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    I surprisingly haven't yet though?? If my dog dies I'm taking over the world then I'll jump off a bridge she's the sweetest <3
    Uhilikepizza Uhilikepizza 13-15, F Feb 9

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    A wife with no life. I am a wife and mother of 1 and another on the way. my family means the world to me but for some reason after 6 years of marriage I have jusy realised I have...
    Awakey Awakey 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    There's no difference between killing a person and killing an animal. You're still a murderer. It's still just as bad. So if you're going to hunt, it better be because you f***ing...
    rosesandcharlie rosesandcharlie 13-15, F Feb 14

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    Posted by LetItGo000 on February 10th, 2015 at 10:06 AM Hi everyone! How are you? Before anything, I'd like to say that this confession may be a little long, but I really need...
    LetItGo000 LetItGo000 18-21, F Feb 12

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    I started high school this year, a high school in a different town. Making friends has always been hard for me; people would always pick on me because I was the small kid until I...
    Kassings Kassings 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Feeling so down :( Mood has dropped again, and it's just gonna get worse (I know this all too well) Feeling guilty,sad,lonely and full of despair. Nothing new! I just wanted to...
    rhiamia rhiamia 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It's like there's a demon clinging on my back, then there's this gnawing feeling at the back of my mind. It's as if someone's trying to get through to me but I can't hear a thing...
    NimbusNimpy NimbusNimpy 13-15, F Feb 16

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    I don't know if anyone else can relate to this. I find I can allow myself to care about someome in the moment if I want to but I can just as easily switch that off and hurt them in...
    taliaroger taliaroger 18-21, F Feb 21

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    People that know me think I'm so sweet and I'm always happy... Most of the time it's true I don't think about what someone did wrong to me in past or present... But there are time...
    katychatty katychatty 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    For all the friends I have had in my short life, I am tired of being plan b. I have a big heart and care about every single person who comes into my life. I feel guilty easily and...
    lezbihonest93 lezbihonest93 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    Lately I've just been feeling so strained and I just want to start my life all over again. I've just made so much mistakes and to make it worse I can feel my epilepsy getting worse...
    preet5761 preet5761 18-21, M Feb 21

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