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I Feel Guilty For Not Feeling Worse

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I should be crying in fetal position on the floor right now, but instead I'm feeling almost fine! What is wrong with me? I don't understand myself anymore! I loved him more than I had loved anyone before and now he's gone, but somehow I can live with it. I can still feel the...
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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    I Am Me

    for 16 years i have had so many walls up... i felt like 6 parts of my soul were locked away and i was a nobody....most of my walls revolved around my past, emotions, true self, acception for me, love and learning to express myself. for the past 4 years, i learned to express...
    JulianSavier JulianSavier 18-21, M Jan 9, 2012

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    Lacked Conscience

    There are some things that I can feel extreme guilt over, then others that I feel were much worse acts, I feel numb in regards to and chastise myself for appearing to have no conscience.  I chastise myself for the effect it had on others.  I have hurt as much as I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10, 2008

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    But

    I am so happy right now that I am walking on cloud nine.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    There is so much controversy over abortion laws in different countries and those in the mindsets of the people around. A woman is looked down upon if she has had sex in India...
    TheNextSin TheNextSin 22-25, F 11 Responses Jul 19

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    more later, in my spare time I will write more about this. -----I feel guilty because before my dad passed away . I felt helpless. like there was nothing I could do. I feel like...
    mjbutterfly mjbutterfly 41-45, F Jul 1

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    I'm in bit of a rut that's lasted about three or four years. Symptoms of this are narcissism, lack of empathy and anger/bitterness. I feel guilty because I'm not there for people...
    HelterSkelter1 HelterSkelter1 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    I guess this is my little secret from the rest of the world. If I feel guilty does it mean its wrong?
    TellMeYoursIllTellYouMine TellMeYoursIllTellYouMine 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Although, I feel I tried my hardest to break up with someone and let go of them they wouldn't allow me to. I cheated two years ago and I still feel guilty. All my friends left me...
    ActiveHalo ActiveHalo 18-21, F Jul 10

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    Sometimes I feel like my boyfriend loves me more than I love him... Should I feel guilty about this?
    jaasmine jaasmine 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I hate myself. Everyday I keep reminding myself that if I disappear, everybody's lives will get better. When I hear or read something about how other people die or how miserable...
    marc228 marc228 18-21 Jul 17

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    I didnt know how badly I affected them. My dad worked hard everyday in order to take care of my mom and I. He worked very hard for several decades. And there I was as a little kid...
    Badtimanonymous Badtimanonymous 31-35, M Jul 21

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    When I was a kid I always wanted a family like the ones that I would watch on the television. My mother had 2 jobs during the time. My father well let's say........ Poppa was a...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F Jul 17

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    He's not going to ruin this for me. I'M going to Warped Tour, and he can NOT make me feel bad for deciding to go. It was HIS choice not to go with me. Not mine. I invited him. Now...
    stillYDGN stillYDGN 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I feel horrible for the people in Gaza. This shouldn't be happening to them! Israel is calling it self defense (and the news channels here back them up) but what have they done...
    WildFlowerChild19 WildFlowerChild19 18-21, F Jul 21

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    Feel Pain For All Abused Children
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Feel Pain For All Abused Children
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    If you feel taken for granted you should read Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher.Its a great book about suicide.I read it because i felt that people dont understand but characters...
    Pierce7891 Pierce7891 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Why do you? Stop looking for some sympathy. She a multi-millionaire and your saying you feel sorry for her haha
    kamachulu kamachulu 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I thought "there's no way I can be pregnant." I bought a pregnancy test so I could prove it to myself because my boyfriend was worried about it. People have late periods all the...
    sweetsydchris sweetsydchris 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I just yelled at my mom and I feel so guilty but it's almost like I'm too prideful to apologize. Since I don't really have any friends, my mom and my brother are like my best...
    ems350z ems350z 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    A while ago I used this site a lot. Things in my life then changed a lot and I ended up deleting my account.. I have just come back with the same username but obviously don't have...
    Destrxctive Destrxctive 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have been lucky enough to never have to have one. My boyfriend was not so lucky His ex girlfriend lied, and said she had a coil. She got pregnant and then kept saying she had...
    ananchor ananchor 22-25, F Jul 8

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    I feel so guilty now......
    thefaultinmylife thefaultinmylife 13-15, F Jul 3

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    Guilty as charged! I just had a brownie o.O @4.40 am !!!
    shanaiya24 shanaiya24 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    My mother is always making me angry or feel bad she constantly criticizes mefor example today she told me she's going to church tomorrow and we had a talk and I told her my...
    joyismypain37 joyismypain37 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I usually overeat when I'm angry or anxious. It soothes me. I think because both of these are times when my heart is pumping and I feel out of control. Then when I'm eating, I...
    aj2456 aj2456 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I recently had an abortion. I did it for all the wrong reasons. My boyfriend wasn't ready for a baby and I felt pressured to do it. In reality, I am obviously at fault because I...
    runnergirl722 runnergirl722 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    How do I forgive myself/get over it? I feel like I never will. I basically murdered someone and it's hard to face that fact about myself.
    sweetsydchris sweetsydchris 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    Today has been a really lazy Monday. I was depressed all weekend because I wasn't working when I felt like I should be. Now it's Monday and I really should be and I still can't. I...
    msborealis msborealis 26-30, F Jul 20

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    Sad, but True... July 28, 2014 Have you ever had someone in your life that has been hard to love? I don't mean they are "unlovable"...just that they make it difficult with their...
    JustaMann JustaMann 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    My sister actually. My parents split almost two years ago. I stayed with my dad, she went with my mom. After a few months, I moved in with my mom and sis. Now 14 years old, she...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Lately my husband meet new friends and spending time with them more often. He doesn't use to drink and if he has morning work he don't want to stay late, but then now he would...
    qtalice qtalice 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I feel so bad for her.I could cry.First her two kids were burned up in the house.She sent her kid to go back for her other child and he never returned.Then one day her young...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F Jul 5

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    Idk I just feel so bad for them because they look lonely
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    He has no idea what mess is waiting for him! Haha f he happened at all
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    The guy I used to like, didn't want to date me cuz he had a crush on someone else, but she didn't really know he existed. I told him I liked him, but he refused. I mean, it's his...
    michiko michiko 13-15, F Jul 21

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    No this Ep isn't gonna be me dwelling on why i pity narrow minded people, that's pretty self explanatory. I just thought this title was suitable to what i wanted to mention. I've...
    sidraa sidraa 16-17, F Jul 21

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    Guilt: the gift that keeps on giving. Erma Bombeck
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 8

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    My friends and family think I'm just your average man, little do they know...THE TRUTH
    Nix0 Nix0 16-17, M Jul 14

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    My friends and family think I'm just your average man, little do they know...THE TRUTH
    Nix0 Nix0 16-17, M Jul 14

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    Hey everyone. I want to just put this message out there. Many of us, including myself, have been helped by this site and some of the wonderful people who are a part of it. But...
    cyndercrys cyndercrys 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I just turned one when my parents divorced so it wasn't hard for me to get over that since I don't remember when my parents even were together. A few years later my dad met my step...
    ahk16 ahk16 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    When I fall in love, I repeatedly look for problems, sometimes manufacturing them out of whole cloth and sometimes dramatically exaggerating either the magnitude or the...
    DominicRain DominicRain 41-45, M a week ago

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    Hi hello wow, this is weird. For starters I doubt anyone will read this. My name is Valerie I am 15. I'm a relapsing self harmer, I don't look or act like what people think is a...
    valerieisabelle valerieisabelle 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I am the type of person who is always there for others. I always take everyones feelings into confederation before my own. I will not tell people that I'm upset or my feelings are...
    overwhelmedandexhausted overwhelmedandexhausted 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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