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I Feel Guilty For Not Feeling Worse

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    I am so happy right now that I am walking on cloud nine.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Mar 22, 2010

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    Lacked Conscience

    There are some things that I can feel extreme guilt over, then others that I feel were much worse acts, I feel numb in regards to and chastise myself for appearing to have no conscience.  I chastise myself for the effect it had on others.  I have hurt as much as I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10, 2008

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    I Am Me

    for 16 years i have had so many walls up... i felt like 6 parts of my soul were locked away and i was a nobody....most of my walls revolved around my past, emotions, true self, acception for me, love and learning to express myself. for the past 4 years, i learned to express...
    BMMitch BMMitch 18-21, M Jan 9, 2012

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I should be crying in fetal position on the floor right now, but instead I'm feeling almost fine! What is wrong with me? I don't understand myself anymore! I loved him more than I had loved anyone before and now he's gone, but somehow I can live with it. I can still feel the...
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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    There is nothing I wish I would have done

    differently in my past - I have no regrets......
    lovelldo lovelldo 41-45, F Mar 7, 2015

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    I am with the love of my life. In 2002 we were good friends, then dated each other for a while, fell in love, only for us to get into a huge argument, part and go our separate...
    MartiniMagic MartiniMagic 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Especially at school because I know how it feels to be alone. I never confront them because I don't have guts for that.
    EnigmaticPerson EnigmaticPerson 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wish I could forget this one memory it's been coming back on and off recently. It was something I allowed to happen that I shouldn't have. I don't really feel guilty I just feel...
    cvlt cvlt 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    After feeling okay for few days, I'm back to feeling awful again. Feeling pissed, sad and angry. 😞
    ExperiencesAndNotMistakes ExperiencesAndNotMistakes 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    After feeling okay for few days, I'm back to feeling awful again. Feeling pissed, sad and angry. 😞
    ExperiencesAndNotMistakes ExperiencesAndNotMistakes 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Mum said that i'm ever doing anything on the holidays. I want to do something, but can't bring myself up to do so. But we came across a choir called the Variety Youth Choir. I went...
    papparrazzi papparrazzi 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    not exactly some people like to be alone because the world is filled with ignorant stupid people they would rather get to look at the world then to hang around with those type of...
    cieloissky cieloissky 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    All my life had problem to interact with people. I remember I skipped many classes at Secondary school and University. I had to hear my father telling me over and over again how...
    mmorgam mmorgam 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am back from a good travel but feel strange..maybe feeling miss my father..maybe.. i have to go to work tommorow its 00:47am here and i cant sleep..so if you wanna talk ,,why not...
    CassieJess CassieJess 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i feel like people with anxiety/depression are left without a rope in terms of working society. It debilitates me in a way that i never knew the full scope of until now. Every job...
    Outoforbits Outoforbits 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I remember feeling love. I think I love cats. But I don't feel attachment. I tell people I love them but it's more for manipulation, to "rub them the right way". I've been really...
    Lyric8 Lyric8 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    My sweet little brother Andy survived a three week long kidnapping at the age of 8 and I've been dying of guilt ever since. No, what happened wasn't my fault and nobody would ever...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I see what it does to you. You can't stand to see me in pain. I know you'd take it all away from me if you could, but you can't. I know you hate feeling helpless. I'm sorry for...
    oddpodd oddpodd 22-25, F Jan 30

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    MY SOULMATE DIED & IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!!!! He had so much going for him! He was so strong and out going and caring, loving, securing. Then he got cancer and died! NO!!! It...
    bonnieposey1955 bonnieposey1955 56-60, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Hey guys...anyone to talk to?
    emmaline9 emmaline9 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    My Friend sonika , she hadn't behave well for 2-3 weeks. Yesterday I told her every thing what i was thinking about her And her behavior. Today got reply ,she feel sorry for her...
    StunningDB StunningDB 22-25, M Jan 30

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    I told my father figure about my depression because I was tired of it, I was tired of feeling empty, I wanted his help, but he said all I wanted was attention. Now I feel guilty...
    Mathers1722 Mathers1722 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I've never talked about it, i guess its really hard for me. Its been 2 years and my beautiful baby is sitting with God right now, sometimes i feel like he's with me. Something...
    MommyLovesChristan MommyLovesChristan 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    My wife's brother died yesterday. A tragic life. High school football star, "A" student, hansome. bright future. Drafted in 1969 and after basic training sent to Vietnam, given a...
    hancockian hancockian 66-70, M 5 Responses Jan 28

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    Hello, I am 20 years old, I got pregnant sometime in August and was around 4 and half weeks when I had my abortion. When I first found out I was pregnant, I was so happy, I kept...
    Maire268 Maire268 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    i hate going shopping and knowing that im either the same size or bigger. its only been 3 months since i last went shopping but today i tried on my size but it was to tight. what...
    amipark amipark 16-17, F Jan 27

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    "Don't make excuses for nasty people. You can't put a flower in an ******* and call it a vase."
    ChaoticEnigma ChaoticEnigma 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    OMG my daughters hog has fattened way to fast, they are ready to butcher it but her birthday isn't until April!!! Will a hog be good that far in advance??????
    JennyTom JennyTom 41-45, F 5 Responses Jan 26

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    I feel guilty for not functioning like a human being. I haven't left the house in a week. The most I've moved was from my room to the kitchen, and only when my mom screamed my name...
    Sickntiredoflife Sickntiredoflife 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 25

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    I'm confused about what I felt for you last night. In the year and a half we've known each other, we have become very good friends. I know you feel more for me--that you have...
    Albaine Albaine 22-25, F Jan 24

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    I got involved with a guy 2 years ago, then we lost touch, back in Sept of last year we reconnected and spent every weekend together... I thought we were dating... The thing was...
    ifollowmyownstar ifollowmyownstar 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    My Sin Debt Has Been Paid In Full!Never forget one very important thing. When Jesus died on the cross for your sins, His blood covered your sins not for just that moment, but for...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Having one of those nights feeling sorry for myself. I desire to have a husband sooo badly. The pain I feel if not having a man love me is awful. I cried out to God for the...
    Bluetangerine Bluetangerine 46-50, F 8 Responses Jan 22

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    I never use this app anymore I never really write things out either and don't expect anyone to really read this so I guess it's just my way of clearing my head haha. If I think...
    MShein MShein 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 22

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    I let my boyfriend read the conversation I had with that other guy as he lay asleep next to me. He read it last night and was a little ticked, but then he said that's the past now...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Okay so this friend of mine is also my roomie and she's kinda mean sometimes, but kind other times. I sometimes am very confused as to what she really wants, to me to go or stay a...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    I think everything that has happened with this knew guy has happened too fast... I guess I'm not ready... Still not over my last boyfriend. Read the rest in the reply section...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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