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I Feel Guilty For Not Feeling Worse

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    There is nothing I wish I would have done

    differently in my past - I have no regrets......
    Jenimichel Jenimichel 41-45, F Mar 7

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    But

    I am so happy right now that I am walking on cloud nine.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Mar 22, 2010

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I should be crying in fetal position on the floor right now, but instead I'm feeling almost fine! What is wrong with me? I don't understand myself anymore! I loved him more than I had loved anyone before and now he's gone, but somehow I can live with it. I can still feel the...
    Fennella Fennella 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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    I Am Me

    for 16 years i have had so many walls up... i felt like 6 parts of my soul were locked away and i was a nobody....most of my walls revolved around my past, emotions, true self, acception for me, love and learning to express myself. for the past 4 years, i learned to express...
    BMMitch BMMitch 18-21, M Jan 9, 2012

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    Lacked Conscience

    There are some things that I can feel extreme guilt over, then others that I feel were much worse acts, I feel numb in regards to and chastise myself for appearing to have no conscience.  I chastise myself for the effect it had on others.  I have hurt as much as I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10, 2008

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    When I was around 13 to 14 years old, I became suicidal because of my parents arguing a lot and my home being ground-zero for a lot of shouting and accusing. I started blaming...
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    At a horse stable, I fed a horse sugar. However, there was a sign by the horses stable that said the horse had an upset stomach and to not feed it treats. I only gave it about a...
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    I always have a dilemma about ZOO. I know ZOO is a place where we can finally see wild animals but I feel sorry for those animals. They are suppose to be running wild. I would be...
    tripwithzip tripwithzip 26-30, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I am in a bad place right now. I look at people and all I see are a bunch of impotent fools, taking out their insecurities on the rest of the world. I ******* hate everyone. Why...
    Ceraia Ceraia 36-40, F 5 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I feel so much pain for all the abused children out there, maybe it was because I was one of them, I was in their shoes, and I know what they are feeling, and the paint that they...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I never failed academically. I was consistently in the honor roll. Never failed my parents. I was a scholar from high school through college.When I apply for a job, I can be the...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have been reading all this hoopla about the Confederate Flag and Donald Trump and the other joke Obama. We live in a society of wimps. This politically correct life we are all...
    Hikingguy Hikingguy 46-50, M 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have always felt guilty for doing things for myself, I’ve been on social media for years but barely post anything because it feels wrong to post about my problems when others...
    BriarRose96 BriarRose96 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    this hasn't been forever, but I have been hating her since I was old enough to understand what hate really is and why this happens. she's disgusting, literally disgusting. I abhor...
    ihateyouuu123 ihateyouuu123 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Even when I'm with my friends I still feel this crushing feeling of loneliness. And long sleepless nights don't help at all
    HalsteadRoundabout HalsteadRoundabout 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    for the dirty thoughts about neighbours son
    janedisaster janedisaster 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I dream of being thin attractive and happy And making it look effortless I feel lazy and indulgent But I'm also very depressed. I feel like little miss piggy Wishing I had a...
    yeahtimesahundred yeahtimesahundred 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Have you ever found something that makes you feel secure? I found that something was booze and a gay scene, but that security has now become my biggest insecurity it's made me...
    LadySweetz LadySweetz 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Agh! Recently I found out that I was being flirted with?? and now I feel horrible because I was basically friend zoning them and now I feel bad because this time it wasn't even...
    QuietlyLurking16 QuietlyLurking16 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I have always had fantasticly vivid dreams. I remember a horrifying nightmare from when I was five, but tonight I had such a surreal and lasting feeling from a dream, that I feel...
    Toddstool Toddstool 31-35 a week ago

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    I have once broken down since I made my friend feel disappointed and sad. When I knew that, I couldn't stop crying. And the next few days, I felt so terrible. I felt so guilty and...
    Acrylic19 Acrylic19 16-17, F a week ago

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    4 weeks ago there was a fire in a electrical cupboard in a above floor flat in the building I live in and luckily I was out on a night out with a friend, no one died but everyone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 25

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    Emphasis of the 'feel'. I'm not saying they actually don't. I had to move back home after finishing an art degree so I could build up my career to go freelance. It's been hard...
    EleanorPainting EleanorPainting 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Basically, my story is that the only person i've ever hated in my life is the person i used to be, a few years back. I decided i wanted change, and i wanted it soon - so i left...
    SverdVedrson SverdVedrson 18-21, M Jun 24

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    There is some guilt in me that I couldn't explain...Or couldn't express, I felt so bad. I felt I'm not free anymore....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 24

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    I'm starting to think you have to be very strong minded in order for us to stay friends. I like those who can admit their wrongs and who won't sit there and keep an attitude going...
    QuietKitten QuietKitten 18-21, F Jun 23

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    Hello. Very embarrassed here. I have a very guilty conscience all the time. I can't help it. I am on antidepressants and anti anxiety meds. I have a question. I was 11 years old...
    Worried12345 Worried12345 26-30, F Jun 23

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    Have a song playing on repeat. "Runaway train never going back. Wrong way on a one way track. Seems like I should be getting somewhere. Somehow I'm neither here nor there." Can...
    PotatoKid PotatoKid 18-21, F Jun 23

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    Ever feel like your heart just tore and it went into the paper shredder and got put back together only to get the helicopter blades? Yeah...
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    Some days turn out better or worse than others – that’s a fact. But ultimately, the way we feel about our life and ourselves has the biggest impact on the outcome of each day...
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 22

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    The guy I said I was going on date with in my last post, well, it didn't go too good. On the way back from home to Southampton, where I currently live, one of my trains got...
    Skin0Man1 Skin0Man1 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 19

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    Ok so hear goes. So lately I've been questioning if I should even be with my boyfriend. Mostly I think I am with him because we have a lot of fun and he's really good in bed, but I...
    serenabelle serenabelle 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    My mom mostly just makes me feel guilty for being homosexual. Saying it's a sin, that its wrong. It makes me hate myself for not being straight. I feel like more of a...
    Catariean Catariean 13-15, F Jun 18

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    I am in awe. Complete & utter, all-encompassing AWE. *He's real. My hope, my dreams, my heart: HE'S REAL. He exists on this physical plane. Like I've said & hope & prayed...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    I don't want to hang out with one of my friends anymore.. I just got out of a huge relationship and i finally got to spend sometime alone.. And it turns out that I love being alone...
    nycgirl19 nycgirl19 18-21, F Jun 17

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    I don't know what to feel. Sad? worried? just mixed feelings. The what ifs and the hows. What if I can't repay all this. Started college a few months ago and I'm freaking out...
    CallMeShayYeah CallMeShayYeah 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    Feeling sad for no reason sucks. And I really don't know what to do about it, except just wait until it goes away I guess.
    HelloLovelyPerson HelloLovelyPerson 18-21, F Jun 16

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    Finals are coming tomorrow and I want to pull my hair out. Anxiety are coming my friends are using me as a shield and I am having anxiety and I can't seem to stay calm. I use to be...
    ErbiumbInTheEr ErbiumbInTheEr 16-17, F Jun 16

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    Is being needy a bad thing? Many people think i want someone to feel sorry for me. But all I want is someone to understand me and listen to me. Is it bad to empty your feelings out...
    AwesomeGuyy22 AwesomeGuyy22 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 16

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    You know, as much as I openly talk about the problems I have or have experienced in my life, I do feel guilty. I feel like I'm being selfish or something. Like, who cares that I'm...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15