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I Feel Guilty When Im Unproductive

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    He Is A Girl....

    -Dont you think his hair are too long? i asked my coulligue. she was looking silent. -what happened mam? you are not answering. -no sir,i really feel that. but what can i do i dont have so much money that- -to cut his hair? i was looking surprise. i tried to controll my pallu...
    ExUser007 ExUser007 18-21, F Aug 28, 2011

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    Lazy Mom?

    I worry when I'm unproductive. I'm unproductive when I worry! Aaagh! I am tired alot. And it may not always be because of physical exhaustion. Hey! I've never been a mother before! I worry about everything! And when money is tight I worry even more. I feel guilty and get...
    FellidayaFiresong FellidayaFiresong 31-35, F Sep 2, 2012

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    Too Much For My Own Good

    Well, you could say I'm obssessive...but I just like to keep myself busy...and it is obvious cause it gets me distracted of those dark thoughts about the things that are wrong in my life...which are many...I get nervous, stressed and annoying when I have nothing to do...and it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 30, 2010

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    Unproductive

    Unproductive,not my style,I like to produce,Work away,There's nothin' worse,Wasting time,Being unproductive.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 17, 2011

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    Ex Catholic

    I'm an ex-sangiuated catholic. I feel my guilt comes from my childhood and my mum's and dad's religious views. I'm spiritual and prefer eastern spirituality. Guilt the gift that always gives lol
    sammy500 sammy500 41-45, F Jul 24, 2010

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    Thanks Dear Old Dad

    In my house we weren't even allowed to enjoy summer vacation when my dad was drinking. He always had us picking rocks out of his precious garden and splitting and stacking firewood. Here's the thing...we didn't have a fireplace or a wood stove! Granted, we were clearing out a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    I Love The People I Work For

    but what my _own kind_ has done to me has ripped me into shards _a while ago_. And I bet those idiots are so stupid they have no idea why I'd be angry at them... If I knew that the only people who actually had anything in common with me were such psychopaths I'd simply have...
    ILoveMarie ILoveMarie 36-40 1 Response Jul 24, 2010

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    Guilty Of Procrastination, I Will Admit It!

    I believe this is one of my hardest challenges I have, I really feel guilty when I make a list to do and I am unable to finish it. I feel that I could have done more or done it better. I am too hard on myself I know So I have to work extra hard to tell myself it is okay not to do...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 26, 2013

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    I wouldn't use the word "guilty"

    but I feel lazy when I'm unproductive. I cannot lay around or do nothing when there are things to be done or taken care of. It bugs me. I am loosening up a little as time goes by. Life is too short to worry about a sink full of dishes, a load of laundry or something minor that...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    Even The Meds Don't Help

     I get up, take my meds (including ritalin) and i'm still too freaking lethargic and depressed to do anything, so I go back to sleep.  I usually wake back up after lunch, take my 2nd ritalin and about an hour later shower, get dressed, etc.  then go back to bed...
    nightismycompanion nightismycompanion 26-30, F Jan 24, 2010

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    I Lose Sleep At Night

    This is awful. I end up taking hours to fall asleep at night because my brain goes through everything I need to do for the next day, week, year...lifetime. It's RIDICULOUS. I wake up groggy and my mind has already hit the ground running, going over mental checklists and to-do's...
    MichiDesu MichiDesu 18-21 May 19, 2013

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    My Brain Punishes Me For Working

    And it rewards me for escaping. At my job, I don't WANT to screw my employers over, they've been good to me. But I sit at my desk with this headache called depression and look at everything I have to do, I don't know how to do half of it, the other half is already overdue so I...
    Receuvium Receuvium 22-25, M Jan 29, 2013

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    I Am a Loser

    I have a story to share with people who may have the same issue as me.  I am and have been a small time drug dealer my whole life.  One will probably paint this horrible picture about me.  However my drug of choice is Marijuana.  I come from a loving family...
    fam6236 fam6236 36-40, M 2 Responses May 24, 2009

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    Today has been a really lazy Monday.

    I was depressed all weekend because I wasn't working when I felt like I should be. Now it's Monday and I really should be and I still can't. I got up at 8.30 and did 3 loads of washing and 5 episodes of new girl while playing on my ipad. Then I ate some biscuits. Then I sat at...
    msborealis msborealis 26-30, F Jul 20, 2014

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    I feel guilty for many things that have occurred in my life. I feel guilty for my kidnapping, I feel guilty for my rapes, I feel guilty for making my mother crazy. I feel so sad...
    LilVixen17 LilVixen17 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I visited him this afternoon. When we got there, my CPS officer was waiting, and we got searched. It was unreal, and really high security. It was like they had no freedom. We got...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 1 Response May 3

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    there are so many things I feel guilty about in my life! :/
    godsgift90 godsgift90 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    When my brother is driving me insane, I call him ugly and a bunch of similar ego-crushing things in the heat of the moment that I don't mean. I want to get to him when I'm upset...
    astateofdisarray astateofdisarray 18-21, F May 11

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    I've wound up in kinda a hard place. Just living a life that wears on me I never thought I'd have to live, but looking back I see why I've wound up here and all the things I could...
    Peanut300 Peanut300 22-25, F May 14

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    I believe I have ruined my life. I was in a car accident years ago. It was my fault. I rear ended someone after passing out from drinking. Thankfully the other people were not hurt...
    FreshStart1969 FreshStart1969 41-45, F a week ago

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    Sooo... I met a random, gorgeous, awesome girl and we both got hurt because of me. I don't even know if she's alright. I mean, I don't know her last name or where she's from or if...
    KittyCunt KittyCunt 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Do you ever have those moments where you sit on the toilet seat with the lid closed down and just sob? You try to drown out the pain in ur life with the onpouring rush of tears...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 9

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    I was having sex with this girl's boyfriend for just about the entire time they were together & now she's dead & I didn't even get to apologize...
    QMKJ QMKJ 16-17, F May 5

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    I just really miss him. A lot. I shouldn't have hurt him, but then again he hurt me more.
    cuterthxnyou cuterthxnyou 16-17, F 1 Response May 16

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    Ugh I hate animal lovers IMG LOOK AT THAT CUTE SEALLL OMG THAT CAT HAS BLACK WHISKERS! ( really? )
    PikachuIsPikachu PikachuIsPikachu 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm so sorry. I wish I could bring you into this world. I wish I could meet you. I'm so so sorry. I would be almost 6 months pregnant rn...
    g0backtoreality g0backtoreality 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I made a promise few years back, and I broke it due to several reasons. I wasn't proud of myself. I really want to apologize to her and fix things up. But we've lost contact and...
    redDya91 redDya91 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Then there is no one around to hurt me? I can be myself and free to express my emotions of thoughts...
    teadiva teadiva 31-35, F 1 Response May 8

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    They do good to everyone and even then, they get treated bad. Anyone ever saw 'Waiting for superman' By Daughtry. And it was awesome! Very very awesome!! He did good to everyone...
    chocolateinmyblood chocolateinmyblood 18-21, F 2 Responses May 14

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    my best friend's dad abuses her, she doesn't deserve it. she's the nicest person I know and I have a no idea how to help her
    tamsin100 tamsin100 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

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    Why does no one ask about me? Why do I have to check in on everyone? Who checks in on me? The only people who wanna chat to me wanna spill their guts. I'm tired of hearing crap...
    Littlepigisabitlow Littlepigisabitlow 31-35, F May 14

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    where do you go with a broken heart and toe, what would u do with the left of you....
    hottoughwild hottoughwild 26-30, M 1 Response May 17

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    Its been awhile since ive written anything.. I have been feeling lost lately and i was reminded that i used to write.. So here i am. Wondering where to start..... I suppose ill...
    sunpea sunpea 36-40, F May 7

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    I feel guilty of the fact that I am an average lonely person, guilty that there are people that are on worse conditions than me. Back as far as I 5th grade I was crying myself to...
    JustSomeone412 JustSomeone412 18-21 May 16

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    So it was my 21st birthday last week. I was on holiday with my boyfriend (of 5 years) my best friend and her boyfriend. Before going on holiday I got told by my boyfriend "Ive not...
    becci94 becci94 18-21, M 1 Response May 10

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    I feel worthless. Its one of the day that I doubt myself. Its one of the day that I feel like, I have no use. Like this afternoon, my lecturer was giving us our test back from...
    Imaclosetbookworm Imaclosetbookworm 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    **POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING** I feel guilty, infuriated, and depressed all at the same time. My guilt is due to the fact that I just realized something; I never...
    Whobody Whobody 16-17, M 3 Responses May 3

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    A letter I would write to my ex: Hey So just a quick overview of everything we went through together: When I met you, you had a history of bad relationships, including...
    SeeJayEss SeeJayEss 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    I don't know what's going on with me for the last 3 nights something waked me up like he is calling me his voice, breath and smell it's like he is beside me and then I started...
    HMMB HMMB 22-25, F May 12

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    A few minutes before I was to leave to meet a couple for drinks I got a call that an acquaintance/friend had suddenly passed away. I could have sat home stunned and shocked...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response May 16

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    He lied. He kept an addiction hidden from me. He convinced me to move across the country for him. And I feel guilty that I can't help him. I don't know if I'll ever trust anyone...
    elizabethjett elizabethjett 26-30, F May 8

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    I am completely lost right now. I woke up for school and looked at my phone. I saw that my ex. The infamous ex who I haven't heard from since he left me three years ago. Added me...
    Nottheaveragegirl Nottheaveragegirl 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    There's a girl at work...Ive never felt this way about a girl before. Freaking never. Its not what I was raised to believe to be 'okay'. I have many people in my life of all...
    Ddnmddbf Ddnmddbf 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago