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I Feel Guilty When Im Unproductive

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    Even The Meds Don't Help -  I get up, take my meds (including ritalin) and i'm still too freaking lethargic and depressed to do anything, so I go back to sleep.  I...
    nightismycompanion nightismycompanion 26-30, F Jan 24, 2010

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    I Am a Loser - I have a story to share with people who may have the same issue as me.  I am and have been a small time drug dealer my whole life.  One will probably paint...
    fam6236 fam6236 36-40, M 3 Responses May 24, 2009

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    I Love The People I Work For - but what my _own kind_ has done to me has ripped me into shards _a while ago_. And I bet those idiots are so stupid they have no idea why I'd be...
    ILoveMarie ILoveMarie 36-40 1 Response Jul 24, 2010

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    Lazy Mom? - I worry when I'm unproductive. I'm unproductive when I worry! Aaagh! I am tired alot. And it may not always be because of physical exhaustion. Hey! I've never been a...
    FellidayaFiresong FellidayaFiresong 31-35, F Sep 2, 2012

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    He Is A Girl.... - -Dont you think his hair are too long? i asked my coulligue. she was looking silent. -what happened mam? you are not answering. -no sir,i really feel that. but...
    ExUser007 ExUser007 18-21 Aug 28, 2011

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    I wouldn't use the word "guilty" but I feel lazy when I'm unproductive. I cannot lay around or do nothing when there are things to be done or taken care of. It bugs me. I am...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I Lose Sleep At Night - This is awful. I end up taking hours to fall asleep at night because my brain goes through everything I need to do for the next day, week, year...lifetime...
    MichiDesu MichiDesu 18-21 May 19, 2013

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    Thanks Dear Old Dad - In my house we weren't even allowed to enjoy summer vacation when my dad was drinking. He always had us picking rocks out of his precious garden and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    Ex Catholic - I'm an ex-sangiuated catholic. I feel my guilt comes from my childhood and my mum's and dad's religious views. I'm spiritual and prefer eastern spirituality. Guilt...
    sammy500 sammy500 41-45, F Jul 24, 2010

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    Too Much For My Own Good - Well, you could say I'm obssessive...but I just like to keep myself busy...and it is obvious cause it gets me distracted of those dark thoughts about...
    TurbulentDiffusion TurbulentDiffusion 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 30, 2010

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    Unproductive - Unproductive,not my style,I like to produce,Work away,There's nothin' worse,Wasting time,Being unproductive.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 17, 2011

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    My Brain Punishes Me For Working - And it rewards me for escaping. At my job, I don't WANT to screw my employers over, they've been good to me. But I sit at my desk with this...
    Receuvium Receuvium 22-25, M Jan 29, 2013

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    I feel guilty, but don't know if I should. So here is my story. I am a married, working mother of a two year old little girl. Now I was a stay at home mom for the first year and a...
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    Like today I bought myself a burger from Burger King and I bought a KitKat bar. I feel so guilty when I eat junk food like what's wrong with me?! I can't help it sometimes
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    There were only three cookies left in the tin and I know someone in my family was eye balling them all day. I poured myself a tall glass of milk and walked over to the tin and...
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    I don't feel guilty that I had sex with a woman because my husband won't have sex with me!!!!! You think he is getting it from somewhere else besides himself in the shower?
    ob1knob1 ob1knob1 31-35, F 10 hrs ago

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    There are so many people right now that are pregnant my best friend my teacher that just had her baby and my co workers wife when I think about this I think about what they gain by...
    Ginger387 Ginger387 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I left him. It didnt work out,Things will never work out.l thats been established already. He's heartbroken and as a result almost died from a mild heart attack. Would have left...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    It's been four months since I had undergone the procedure and I think about it more and more everyday. When I first discovered I was pregnant I was so lost, the only thing I could...
    angelbaby4 angelbaby4 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    16 days ago I found out I was pregnant. A week later I finally told my parents. They shocked me and told me to get an abortion. I have never been one to not obey there advice...
    cowgirl4christ cowgirl4christ 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I can't sleep, I can't eat. I think of things I didn't used to think about, like dying and being in darkness. I try to be happy but behind it all, when I am alone, I cry and I cry...
    jackkeee jackkeee 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I found out yesterday that my ex recently had a daughter. I'm happy for her sake but upset at the same time because the reason for our breakup was because she had an abortion years...
    yossarian1944 yossarian1944 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    I know why I did it. I was only 16, even with my boyfriends help I would still need help. My family said they would "support me" meaning, they would pay for my baby and me as long...
    BlooRae BlooRae 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I don't feel the emotion of guilt, no matter how bad the thing is i just don't feel bad about it. Specifically i lie to my parents a lot, and manipulate them and i am aware that...
    zackk124 zackk124 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    And I don't know why.. This feeling sucks
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F Apr 3

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    My best friend is not a "huggy" person. She wishes she were one. I am slowly trying to introduce her to the wonderful world of hugs and physical affection between sisters, as I...
    Birdspiritgirl Birdspiritgirl 13-15, F Mar 19

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    I must have had good days. I have good days here and there now, but when I stop on my path- to reevaluate where I have been and where I am going, I suddenly feel the same queasy...
    klesaful klesaful 18-21, F Mar 26

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    It really is amazing how hard you can focus and how much effort you can put forth, when working on something that's important to you, that you truly care about. It also makes it...
    princessmaryjane4200 princessmaryjane4200 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I feel shaky light headed and weak when I get hungry. What could be wrong with me?
    zeldazeens zeldazeens 18-21, F Apr 3

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    A guy in a relationship stared at my butt when i bent over
    netiola101 netiola101 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I think I just meddled. Again.
    LocketRainbow LocketRainbow 16-17, F Mar 22

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    I found out that someone who I thought was a friend went behind my back and really screwed up a budding relationship that I was starting. So last night I made out with her ex...
    penilane penilane 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Who had such a terrible mum.
    bluesk50es bluesk50es 26-30, F Mar 28

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    I really don't know what to say because I'm really awkward
    molestay molestay 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I had an abortion in September and this is the first time i have even mentioned the word abortion since i had the procedure. I cannot talk about it with anyone because i do not...
    Rebajane7 Rebajane7 18-21 1 Response Mar 22

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    Tss. Oh the rainbows on my bottom, I can't sit right. Haha! Oh, yeah, I got the belt MANY times. BUT, I took mine like a man, woman, girl, child, whatever. I never ran from and...
    SleepyHead2123 SleepyHead2123 18-21 Apr 1

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    I feel like I am truly insignificant in this world. I don't understand why people use me and ditch me constantly; they get bored of me. People have happier lives without me...
    WaterSpiritt WaterSpiritt 18-21, F Mar 29

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    In Oct. of 2013 my boyfriend and I went to an animal shelter just to see the sweet dogs and cats. As we looked around we just happen to stumble across this adorable older dog, who...
    whoevausayiam whoevausayiam 26-30, F Mar 31

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    I HATE IT. its the worst feeling , especially when it comes from someone you love or care about. I hate that guilty feeling you have when you stand up for your self and say no. I...
    IllecebrousIvy IllecebrousIvy 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I've had someone with me for a majority of my life, which can be a good thing or bad thing, I think. Well, duh. But, when bad things happen and you lose that person for awhile or...
    Ecarie Ecarie 22-25, M a week ago

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    I hate the feeling of missing someone, even though they say it's what makes the reunion more special. I hate the feeling of losing someone, it hurts deep. I hate the feeling of...
    grey019 grey019 31-35, M Apr 3

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    And I wish I was one of those people, I wish I can be honest about my feelings with people without being afraid to hurt them. I hide my negative feelings from people, I don't want...
    Alitakate Alitakate 18-21, F 10 Responses Mar 28

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    I'm afraid of being the person who betrays people when I gain their trust. But I'm also afraid of being betrayed. The result is that I know more of my friend's secrets. They know...
    Septisoul Septisoul 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I am in a bad mood, like always. Well, more like depressed. My mom was asking my questions and I just stared at her. She said "If your going to be in a bad mood, go to your room...
    berlynn20 berlynn20 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I love him. All of him. Right down to every single one of his so called "flaws." Sometimes, I think his imperfections might even make me love him MORE. He's a strong man, a VERY...
    BelleGold BelleGold 16-17, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I was on the phone with a friend today. We've known for a very long time. I think she's the only one I "talk" to regularly. And when I say that, I mean, have on the phone. I don't...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's more like they aren't even there. I am bad at trying to making people feel better when they are down. I often don't laugh at jokes because I didn't know they were funny. I...
    Hersheychic Hersheychic 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I feel small when I bear my soul, and you don't see it. I feel small when you laugh at my tears, I feel small when I sit alone in a dark room and confess my feelings on ep.
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    I feel worthless when I'm sitting in my room listening to music trying to drown out my drunk father yelling at my mother, when I finally tell the girl I've been in love with for 4...
    FabulousYetiMan FabulousYetiMan 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I've been struggling with illness for about five years ever since I went on beta blockers for a heart ailment. Last year i began to get crippling insomnia. I've lost two jobs...
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