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I Feel Guilty When Im Unproductive

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    Lazy Mom?

    I worry when I'm unproductive. I'm unproductive when I worry! Aaagh! I am tired alot. And it may not always be because of physical exhaustion. Hey! I've never been a mother before! I worry about everything! And when money is tight I worry even more. I feel guilty and get...
    FellidayaFiresong FellidayaFiresong 31-35, F Sep 2, 2012

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    Thanks Dear Old Dad

    In my house we weren't even allowed to enjoy summer vacation when my dad was drinking. He always had us picking rocks out of his precious garden and splitting and stacking firewood. Here's the thing...we didn't have a fireplace or a wood stove! Granted, we were clearing out a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    I Am a Loser

    I have a story to share with people who may have the same issue as me.  I am and have been a small time drug dealer my whole life.  One will probably paint this horrible picture about me.  However my drug of choice is Marijuana.  I come from a loving family...
    fam6236 fam6236 36-40, M 2 Responses May 24, 2009

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    Unproductive

    Unproductive,not my style,I like to produce,Work away,There's nothin' worse,Wasting time,Being unproductive.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 17, 2011

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    Ex Catholic

    I'm an ex-sangiuated catholic. I feel my guilt comes from my childhood and my mum's and dad's religious views. I'm spiritual and prefer eastern spirituality. Guilt the gift that always gives lol
    sammy500 sammy500 41-45, F Jul 24, 2010

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    Too Much For My Own Good

    Well, you could say I'm obssessive...but I just like to keep myself busy...and it is obvious cause it gets me distracted of those dark thoughts about the things that are wrong in my life...which are many...I get nervous, stressed and annoying when I have nothing to do...and it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 30, 2010

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    I wouldn't use the word "guilty"

    but I feel lazy when I'm unproductive. I cannot lay around or do nothing when there are things to be done or taken care of. It bugs me. I am loosening up a little as time goes by. Life is too short to worry about a sink full of dishes, a load of laundry or something minor that...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    I Lose Sleep At Night

    This is awful. I end up taking hours to fall asleep at night because my brain goes through everything I need to do for the next day, week, year...lifetime. It's RIDICULOUS. I wake up groggy and my mind has already hit the ground running, going over mental checklists and to-do's...
    MichiDesu MichiDesu 18-21 May 19, 2013

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    He Is A Girl....

    -Dont you think his hair are too long? i asked my coulligue. she was looking silent. -what happened mam? you are not answering. -no sir,i really feel that. but what can i do i dont have so much money that- -to cut his hair? i was looking surprise. i tried to controll my pallu...
    ExUser007 ExUser007 18-21, F Aug 28, 2011

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    My Brain Punishes Me For Working

    And it rewards me for escaping. At my job, I don't WANT to screw my employers over, they've been good to me. But I sit at my desk with this headache called depression and look at everything I have to do, I don't know how to do half of it, the other half is already overdue so I...
    Receuvium Receuvium 22-25, M Jan 29, 2013

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    Today has been a really lazy Monday.

    I was depressed all weekend because I wasn't working when I felt like I should be. Now it's Monday and I really should be and I still can't. I got up at 8.30 and did 3 loads of washing and 5 episodes of new girl while playing on my ipad. Then I ate some biscuits. Then I sat at...
    msborealis msborealis 26-30, F Jul 20, 2014

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    Even The Meds Don't Help

     I get up, take my meds (including ritalin) and i'm still too freaking lethargic and depressed to do anything, so I go back to sleep.  I usually wake back up after lunch, take my 2nd ritalin and about an hour later shower, get dressed, etc.  then go back to bed...
    nightismycompanion nightismycompanion 26-30, F Jan 24, 2010

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    I Love The People I Work For

    but what my _own kind_ has done to me has ripped me into shards _a while ago_. And I bet those idiots are so stupid they have no idea why I'd be angry at them... If I knew that the only people who actually had anything in common with me were such psychopaths I'd simply have...
    ILoveMarie ILoveMarie 36-40 1 Response Jul 24, 2010

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    Guilty Of Procrastination, I Will Admit It!

    I believe this is one of my hardest challenges I have, I really feel guilty when I make a list to do and I am unable to finish it. I feel that I could have done more or done it better. I am too hard on myself I know So I have to work extra hard to tell myself it is okay not to do...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 26, 2013

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    I do not know why but sometimes i feel heartbroken when the most loyal one prove himself unloyal.Its true that people don't say what they feel about you but they show it to you.I...
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    I seriously don't feel loved when all he does is ignore me lately. He always accuses me of many things. He spends more time and enjoys himself with his friends. He rarely hangs out...
    InfinityIBeyond InfinityIBeyond 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Except, I don't feel guilty at all about this, ok, maybe just a little bit..! (Flying Burrito Brothers - Christine's Tune)...  ~
    Tinboxdoll Tinboxdoll 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Im not good with story telling .i dont think my problem is even worth mentioning but im a first year college student and i feel so empty .i am not depressed even though my life is...
    M00ah M00ah 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    The worst feeling is when you feel alone with the one whom you are with and the one whom you really want to be with is 1000 miles away.
    writergirl71 writergirl71 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm starting college soon and i'm not ready.
    PandorasWitness PandorasWitness 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Today the guy who's been bullying me since yr 8 was sitting all alone in class and I felt so bad for him his friends ditched him and It was so horrible because I recently went...
    Darkprincess24 Darkprincess24 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This is a file photo of a cow being slaughtered at the farm I buy my cows from, they are humanely immobilized before being stunned, a very humane way to be slaughtered:) To people...
    JennyTom JennyTom 36-40, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    but If I had to kill my own meat I'd become a vegetarian
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M a week ago

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    I don't know how to handle it. All my life I've been treated badly even by those who I'm meant to trust with my life. I can't help but feel that when someone is being kind to me...
    dreampaladin dreampaladin 16-17, F Aug 22

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M Aug 22

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    I just feel like I'm on a different page most of the time. No matter how much I try to explain myself, I feel like people don't get where I'm coming from. They get what I'm saying...
    XlizrocksY XlizrocksY 22-25, F Aug 22

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    It's the overload of catastrophic events in the news that get to me. I think my maternal hormones were overproducing once upon a time. I could only see things from a mother's...
    vocaleyes vocaleyes 56-60, F Aug 21

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    When I feel people staring really hard at me, I find myself fighting the urge to smile. I bust out laughing.
    SplitGivanni SplitGivanni 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    it is an ill feeling, too....
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 20

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    I regret my decision more and more. At the start of this year I got an abortion and it was terrifying and I've always felt like I made the wrong choice and lately it's been getting...
    Manthaxx Manthaxx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Its hard to explain. It only lasts a few seconds but its the best feeling really. When you wake up and you don't know anything or remember anything. That moment when you don't...
    Overtherainbow66 Overtherainbow66 22-25, F Aug 19

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    'Cus steak is ******* GREAT
    DrDeathDefying DrDeathDefying 18-21, F Aug 18

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    I dont know why but when I see a happy couple it just hurts me, I dont know how to describe it, my best attempt is that its like a monster of jealousy writhing deep within my chest...
    ThePiggycorn ThePiggycorn 13-15, M Aug 18

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    Shame on you! How can you put a price on someone's life!? We're all equal and we all have the right to live, "one who agrees with abuse with his silence, might as well be the...
    itaih1 itaih1 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I realized that there is a need for religions to exist in this world ; religion was originally created to unite us humans. Apart from that, I guess it's only natural for us humans...
    sarasakun sarasakun 18-21, F Aug 16

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    My parents are getting angry with me, for not eating as much, or as they define it, not enough. I'm still fat, in my own eyes. They all say I'm not, but i just don't see what...
    Nexhon Nexhon 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    It makes me smile and feel good when people tell me I'm beautiful and sexy. I just want to kiss them :-)
    SexyBustyGirl SexyBustyGirl 31-35, F 8 Responses Aug 15

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    I get this sensation where I feel a presence of a spirit around me. When I get this feeling, I'm mostly alone sometimes. This presence is always to the left of me, on my side. I...
    vadupree vadupree 18-21, F Aug 15

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    Let me first say that I'm not a misanthrope, hating all of humanity - that is not the case. I simply don't relate to almost everyone. And the older I get, the more it makes me feel...
    Anon0520 Anon0520 26-30 Aug 14

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    It has been 8 months since (to the day)... Last week my partner and I had sex (as I'm sure most couples do); We used a condom and it broke.. I took the morning after pill... but...
    lennyx91 lennyx91 22-25, F Aug 14

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    I've been feeling terrible lately.. I feel as if nothing I do is right anymore. I give so much of my energy to other people, that I don't have anything left for myself at the end...
    Powernappy Powernappy 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 13

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