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I Feel Guilty When Im Unproductive

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    He Is A Girl....

    -Dont you think his hair are too long? i asked my coulligue. she was looking silent. -what happened mam? you are not answering. -no sir,i really feel that. but what can i do i dont have so much money that- -to cut his hair? i was looking surprise. i tried to controll my pallu...
    ExUser007 ExUser007 18-21, F Aug 28, 2011

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    I wouldn't use the word "guilty"

    but I feel lazy when I'm unproductive. I cannot lay around or do nothing when there are things to be done or taken care of. It bugs me. I am loosening up a little as time goes by. Life is too short to worry about a sink full of dishes, a load of laundry or something minor that...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    Even The Meds Don't Help

     I get up, take my meds (including ritalin) and i'm still too freaking lethargic and depressed to do anything, so I go back to sleep.  I usually wake back up after lunch, take my 2nd ritalin and about an hour later shower, get dressed, etc.  then go back to bed...
    nightismycompanion nightismycompanion 26-30, F Jan 24, 2010

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    My Brain Punishes Me For Working

    And it rewards me for escaping. At my job, I don't WANT to screw my employers over, they've been good to me. But I sit at my desk with this headache called depression and look at everything I have to do, I don't know how to do half of it, the other half is already overdue so I...
    Receuvium Receuvium 22-25, M Jan 29, 2013

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    I Love The People I Work For

    but what my _own kind_ has done to me has ripped me into shards _a while ago_. And I bet those idiots are so stupid they have no idea why I'd be angry at them... If I knew that the only people who actually had anything in common with me were such psychopaths I'd simply have...
    ILoveMarie ILoveMarie 36-40 1 Response Jul 24, 2010

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    Guilty Of Procrastination, I Will Admit It!

    I believe this is one of my hardest challenges I have, I really feel guilty when I make a list to do and I am unable to finish it. I feel that I could have done more or done it better. I am too hard on myself I know So I have to work extra hard to tell myself it is okay not to do...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 26, 2013

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    Unproductive

    Unproductive,not my style,I like to produce,Work away,There's nothin' worse,Wasting time,Being unproductive.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 17, 2011

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    Ex Catholic

    I'm an ex-sangiuated catholic. I feel my guilt comes from my childhood and my mum's and dad's religious views. I'm spiritual and prefer eastern spirituality. Guilt the gift that always gives lol
    sammy500 sammy500 41-45, F Jul 24, 2010

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    I Lose Sleep At Night

    This is awful. I end up taking hours to fall asleep at night because my brain goes through everything I need to do for the next day, week, year...lifetime. It's RIDICULOUS. I wake up groggy and my mind has already hit the ground running, going over mental checklists and to-do's...
    MichiDesu MichiDesu 18-21 May 19, 2013

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    Too Much For My Own Good

    Well, you could say I'm obssessive...but I just like to keep myself busy...and it is obvious cause it gets me distracted of those dark thoughts about the things that are wrong in my life...which are many...I get nervous, stressed and annoying when I have nothing to do...and it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 30, 2010

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    I Am a Loser

    I have a story to share with people who may have the same issue as me.  I am and have been a small time drug dealer my whole life.  One will probably paint this horrible picture about me.  However my drug of choice is Marijuana.  I come from a loving family...
    fam6236 fam6236 36-40, M 2 Responses May 24, 2009

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    Today has been a really lazy Monday.

    I was depressed all weekend because I wasn't working when I felt like I should be. Now it's Monday and I really should be and I still can't. I got up at 8.30 and did 3 loads of washing and 5 episodes of new girl while playing on my ipad. Then I ate some biscuits. Then I sat at...
    msborealis msborealis 26-30, F Jul 20, 2014

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    Thanks Dear Old Dad

    In my house we weren't even allowed to enjoy summer vacation when my dad was drinking. He always had us picking rocks out of his precious garden and splitting and stacking firewood. Here's the thing...we didn't have a fireplace or a wood stove! Granted, we were clearing out a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    Lazy Mom?

    I worry when I'm unproductive. I'm unproductive when I worry! Aaagh! I am tired alot. And it may not always be because of physical exhaustion. Hey! I've never been a mother before! I worry about everything! And when money is tight I worry even more. I feel guilty and get...
    FellidayaFiresong FellidayaFiresong 31-35, F Sep 2, 2012

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    Why do I feel guilty every time I watch **** ? I mean it's not like I doing drugs
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    Should I have told? Well let me give a back story. It was way back in high school when I think was a sophomore my friend was dating a guy. My other friend who was that girls best...
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    Me and my best friend were hanging out today and she invited over this other guy who is a good friend of ours but she secretly really likes and he knows that too. And anyway we...
    Mariyah22 Mariyah22 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Every day i cry about being gay. If i'm open about it jokes are made and stupid questions about sex and other girls are thrown at me, male friends make it obvious to their guy...
    IHateEverythingandMyself IHateEverythingandMyself 18-21, F Jan 10

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    I used to take medication for my anxiety and weird behaviour, I weaned myself off it because I am becoming a psychologist and felt guilty that the patients are learning how to deal...
    MoonStuff MoonStuff 22-25, F Jan 11

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    alliixxxx alliixxxx 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've had to miss so much work lately and I like my job in the lab a lot. I caught a virus late December that stayed with me into January, and as it was fading away into a cold I...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I've been thinking about Goldpaw again lately, and I feel bad about what happened to her. I feel like I teamed up with Oak and the rest of EP and sort of "exiled" her. I'm no...
    LostNeko LostNeko 16-17, F Jan 5

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    Through out your life you'll meet several different type of people some who seem to show you there's great people on this earth and others who show you the ignorant selfish close...
    Authentic921 Authentic921 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I just had a big fight with my mom and to be honest i think it's my fault I'm so irresponsible i don't do enough house work i said things which i didn't mean to her i think she was...
    nina1195 nina1195 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    It has been 3 months and it's 1am and I'm sitting here crying. 😢😭💔 When will things get better? 😔
    x3myonewish x3myonewish 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I have two younger sisters: a twin and a-year-younger sister. A was taller than me, while B and me were the same height. (It really sucked because I was the oldest.) But when my a...
    Weirdestone Weirdestone 16-17, F Dec 29, 2014

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    You can only take so much. And when you lose it, that's when everyone realizes. They realize when it's too late. They judge you for what only they realize without knowing the full...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Jan 16

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    Does anybody else feel this way? I feel free and beautiful to love myself for who I am.
    missstarrysky missstarrysky 18-21, F Jan 16

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    My dream is to prove everyone wrong. My goal is for everyone's eyes to be wide open with their expressions on their faces full of surprise and their mouths wide open. I'll...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I dont want to look him in the eyes. I feel he is dirty. Sometimes I get horny as I hear him moving around the house. Also I found that he is visiting gay websites. Can it be a...
    thejoyprovider thejoyprovider 26-30, M Jan 17

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    PC UPLOAD - This was taken about a month and a week later when i ended a 30 day fast on october 23 rd 2014 - did say i would show results - planning a 44 day fast from 15 th...
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M Jan 2

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    This also happens much more often than it should like good people finish last or miss out despite how good they are at school you are a goodie two shoes and seems when you are a...
    EdwardIX EdwardIX 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Am I the only ******* guy here? Well anyway I'm only here because of bad forced crossdressing experiences.
    Timelord47 Timelord47 18-21 Dec 29, 2014

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    Effed up again. I think I hurt someone, but they swear I didn't. I just can't keep my trap shut.
    notthis78 notthis78 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I strongly hate religion I hear all these stories about trans people like me and they all have to go through the devils cave ,like the play on words you know since I'm talking...
    lovepink73 lovepink73 16-17, T 1 Response Jan 12

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    Anyone in the DC area? If so let's talk ;)
    bigredtek bigredtek 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Will be in LA for a few days. Anyone have any thoughts on what to do?
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    how can I fit in to your busy world? will my absence will cause more space in your crowded life, or its unnoticeable..? acceptance is such a hard word to swallow..
    lostintropics lostintropics 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    VandelliaCirrhosa VandelliaCirrhosa 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    I SOOO REALY HATE TO BE IGNORED! how about you??
    bnaesf bnaesf 36-40, M Jan 14

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    I often feel very lonely but I feel guilty about saying so. I know I have family and friends who love me. I feel as if no one really knows me very well, nor do they try to. I'm...
    Amillionstars Amillionstars 36-40 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I think it's funny how I don't believe in love yet no matter how much I don't believe in it I will always feel it. Sometimes I hate feelings, I hate loving people, I hate feeling...
    OmeLiv OmeLiv 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Hidden by sib232228 Why do we give up what's valuable to us because of our friends? The answer is simple friends are valuable. Friends and family are the most valuable things...
    Sib232228 Sib232228 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 3

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