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I Feel Guilty When Im Unproductive

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    He Is A Girl....

    -Dont you think his hair are too long? i asked my coulligue. she was looking silent. -what happened mam? you are not answering. -no sir,i really feel that. but what can i do i dont have so much money that- -to cut his hair? i was looking surprise. i tried to controll my pallu...
    ExUser007 ExUser007 18-21 Aug 28, 2011

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    Even The Meds Don't Help

     I get up, take my meds (including ritalin) and i'm still too freaking lethargic and depressed to do anything, so I go back to sleep.  I usually wake back up after lunch, take my 2nd ritalin and about an hour later shower, get dressed, etc.  then go back to bed...
    nightismycompanion nightismycompanion 26-30, F Jan 24, 2010

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    I Love The People I Work For

    but what my _own kind_ has done to me has ripped me into shards _a while ago_. And I bet those idiots are so stupid they have no idea why I'd be angry at them... If I knew that the only people who actually had anything in common with me were such psychopaths I'd simply have...
    ILoveMarie ILoveMarie 36-40 1 Response Jul 24, 2010

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    Unproductive

    Unproductive,not my style,I like to produce,Work away,There's nothin' worse,Wasting time,Being unproductive.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 17, 2011

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    Today has been a really lazy Monday.

    I was depressed all weekend because I wasn't working when I felt like I should be. Now it's Monday and I really should be and I still can't. I got up at 8.30 and did 3 loads of washing and 5 episodes of new girl while playing on my ipad. Then I ate some biscuits. Then I sat at...
    msborealis msborealis 26-30, F Jul 20

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    Thanks Dear Old Dad

    In my house we weren't even allowed to enjoy summer vacation when my dad was drinking. He always had us picking rocks out of his precious garden and splitting and stacking firewood. Here's the thing...we didn't have a fireplace or a wood stove! Granted, we were clearing out a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    Lazy Mom?

    I worry when I'm unproductive. I'm unproductive when I worry! Aaagh! I am tired alot. And it may not always be because of physical exhaustion. Hey! I've never been a mother before! I worry about everything! And when money is tight I worry even more. I feel guilty and get...
    FellidayaFiresong FellidayaFiresong 31-35, F Sep 2, 2012

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    Guilty Of Procrastination, I Will Admit It!

    I believe this is one of my hardest challenges I have, I really feel guilty when I make a list to do and I am unable to finish it. I feel that I could have done more or done it better. I am too hard on myself I know So I have to work extra hard to tell myself it is okay not to do...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 26, 2013

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    My Brain Punishes Me For Working

    And it rewards me for escaping. At my job, I don't WANT to screw my employers over, they've been good to me. But I sit at my desk with this headache called depression and look at everything I have to do, I don't know how to do half of it, the other half is already overdue so I...
    Receuvium Receuvium 22-25, M Jan 29, 2013

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    I wouldn't use the word "guilty"

    but I feel lazy when I'm unproductive. I cannot lay around or do nothing when there are things to be done or taken care of. It bugs me. I am loosening up a little as time goes by. Life is too short to worry about a sink full of dishes, a load of laundry or something minor that...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I Am a Loser

    I have a story to share with people who may have the same issue as me.  I am and have been a small time drug dealer my whole life.  One will probably paint this horrible picture about me.  However my drug of choice is Marijuana.  I come from a loving family...
    fam6236 fam6236 36-40, M 2 Responses May 24, 2009

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    Too Much For My Own Good

    Well, you could say I'm obssessive...but I just like to keep myself busy...and it is obvious cause it gets me distracted of those dark thoughts about the things that are wrong in my life...which are many...I get nervous, stressed and annoying when I have nothing to do...and it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 30, 2010

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    I Lose Sleep At Night

    This is awful. I end up taking hours to fall asleep at night because my brain goes through everything I need to do for the next day, week, year...lifetime. It's RIDICULOUS. I wake up groggy and my mind has already hit the ground running, going over mental checklists and to-do's...
    MichiDesu MichiDesu 18-21 May 19, 2013

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    Ex Catholic

    I'm an ex-sangiuated catholic. I feel my guilt comes from my childhood and my mum's and dad's religious views. I'm spiritual and prefer eastern spirituality. Guilt the gift that always gives lol
    sammy500 sammy500 41-45, F Jul 24, 2010

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    I feel like I'm the only EP member who has ever done anything bad that's really worth feeling guilty for. I said things to my older sister that I shouldn't have. My sister was...
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    I feel depressed and I hate feeling this way because I feel guilty and I hate letting people down and don't want to tell people how I feel because I don't want to bring more...
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    So i just told my mom today i want to go live with my dad, she didn't like the idea beacause it happened so fast. She said she did not expect it from me and now i kinda feel guilty...
    SeanPerG SeanPerG 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 5

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    My husband passed away at 48 after 20 months of illness. I'm 47. He had been sick for so long and I now find myself feeling guilty that I don't have to worry about him anymore...
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    I feel guilty, cranky, moody and well just plain bitchy! I'm in a rotten mood!
    cheekyhannah cheekyhannah 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    My wife used to be HOT but after 10 years and two children, she is the exact opposite of HOT. She's gained nearly a 100lbs and I don't find her remotely attractive. I feel guilty...
    TorturedwithGuilt TorturedwithGuilt 31-35, M 9 Responses Sep 17

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    I'm feeling guilty for not taking care of myself! I really really need to step it up!
    cheekyhannah cheekyhannah 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    We're young, we've only been married for 3 years, but we had been together for 10. No kids. I was very sure of my decision before I told him, he's got a lot of mental health...
    shaoshao shaoshao 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    recently i tried to be the kind of lady which i hated . being aggressive ,seductive, flirtatious and eager with nasty pleasure ..i wanted to know how she feels like and how guys...
    brokenheartandlife brokenheartandlife 26-30, F 23 hrs ago

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    I feel really bad, I don't like when my parents spend huge amounts of money on me. I feel like that because when I go out and eat, there are always those people who walk in to...
    jonho10 jonho10 13-15, M a week ago

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    I married a girl I didn't love and now my divorce is hurting my kids. Not easy for me to talk about. My oldest son is not mine biologically. I fell in love with him when he was a...
    JustJoel JustJoel 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I know it's not my fault but I am starting to push him away, he tries to hold me hand, anywhere, and I pull away and sometimes snap at him. We go to bed at different times, and if...
    Chainlove Chainlove 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Man I got too drunk lastnight, decided to call people and ****.. I feel like I did something horrible now. I'm done drinking, I feel horrible, the guilt is killing me now.
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M Aug 30

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    I recently split up with my boyfriend, who was one of the nicest people ever. (We are both 19 by the way) but I had to do it because he became obsessed with me and would never let...
    poppygirlx poppygirlx 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    My mum is sick and my dad is sick and I neglect them sometimes. All that occupies my time now is a boyfriend that is trying to change me and friends that want to lecture. I forget...
    sikandtired93 sikandtired93 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It was my first baby. I was so excited. I always wanted to be a mum. There was no way if ever terminate. At 20week scan we found out it was a little girl...she only had half a...
    aussiegirl2014 aussiegirl2014 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    Talk to people...That is in person, talking on the phone, and on the net...I have talked a few times on Skype...but nothing was weird about that...Now I am not saying that I could...
    MMMartin MMMartin 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    Is it terrible? Am I terrible? For having someone I love and still wanting something else/ someone else To have made a promise to another and be with one and want both to still...
    ChiyoAi ChiyoAi 16-17, F a week ago

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    my ex bullied me, so his friends tagged along, of course. i was told to go kill myself, that i gave my ex Herpes. rumours went around saying i slept with a twelfth grader and o...
    SuicideIsParadise SuicideIsParadise 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    So i rarely stop looking for why its best.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 8

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    Family: *says something racist* Family: *says something sexist* Family: *says something homophobic* Family: *makes fun of my subculture* Family: *insults my style* Family: *insults...
    CanYouHearTheSilence CanYouHearTheSilence 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I am always wanting more for myself. More talent,more outgoing, more beautiful, more social,more loving, more charismatic. Some girls just have that and being friends with them, it...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    Dont want more but. Better than no home. Can do with no home. If i had vehicle insurance. And phone And food And gas. And listerine. And raw garlic. And...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I want to not have guilt for things.
    notperfect247 notperfect247 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Kitni jaldi yai mulaqaat guzar jati hai Pyas bujthi nai ke barsaat guzar jati hai . Apni yaadon se kaho ke yun yaad na ayain Neend ati nahi owr raat guzar jati hai
    RUBYJUTT RUBYJUTT 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I used to chat with an older lady on here. We used to be friends and because she was much older i had more respect for her. Her kids were my age and older as well, so she was like...
    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 7

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    Unless they attacked. Wow honesty. Uhtohhh. Typical male too. Dangit.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 8

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    Until the ones i see get proven worthy. Or not punished enough.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 8

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    It's too true! If I can tell that something I said has emotionally effected someone in a negative way. I want to die. I want to go back in time kill myself before I hurt that...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    I told him this today, with the remotest chance he may understand. He said he did but we went walking his arm brushed against mine, I sarcastically said oooops damn we touched, he...
    saxappeal saxappeal 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I have the house to myself until tomorrow night. Time to spend the rest a the day completely naked. 😉👍
    pmo77 pmo77 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't know why. I help people and then find out I feel so used. I feel guilty when I don't sacrifice for people who are unfortunate with something. And when I do, I feel like i...
    rockstin87 rockstin87 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 21

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