I Feel Guilty

Y'know when you're walking along the pavement, minding your own business...and then suddenly you see a police car in the distance, coming your way? Now, if you were normal, you'd just treat it as any other car, right?
Hah, not me. I...

And all the more since i joined ep.
i would live to vent and feel sorry for myself and probably wallow in a pool of self pity.
But then i see all these people here with their problems and how much more they are going through annd feel...

1. To the girl I lied to for 4 years of who I really am. I'm sorry I ruined our friendship and I'm sorry it took so long for me to tell you the truth. You're still the greatest person I've ever met with the best heart. I regret it...

Guilt is NOT an emotion I usually feel, ever.  But right now I am feeling guilty.
Two years ago, my best friend started having some troubles in her marriage (I can relate to that!).  Anyway, she began a...

It’s hard to not take on the responsibility for her actions. She is my responsibility. I am her mother, and I promised that together we would get through whatever was coming. Last night when I stirred, and saw her bedroom door open, I...

I've always had friendship problems. When people get close to me and remember the things I tell them, a sense of paranoia surrounds me. When they literally get close to me and always hang around me, I then go a little insane and wish to...

Today and last night I was thinking of something that has been eating away at me for a long time. It was about my ex and me and how when we were broken up, I was trying to see other people. I thought when he broke up with me, he was...

I killed a mouse with a killer mouse trap. I tried a no kill trap beside it but the mouse was too clever and got the cheese without dislodging the pencil.
I am very sorry for the mouse. R.I.P. He lived in my spare room for 6 months...

My best friends husband lost his job about 6 months ago due to the ression he has not found a new job. My husbands job was not effected by the ression.
I had her over today so she could meet my new puppy and I (joking) made a...

This event occurred at lifetime fitness center where most of my stories take place. So this kid named Oran and this other kid I don't even know started to pick fun on me about my shoes. I didn't have hyperdunks at that time and was...

I feel like a cheater, liar, and fake. I sneak behind my AMAZING boyfriends back to talk to guy friends. He doesnt like me talking to guys and I admit I dont like him talking to girls. Thats the fake. I tell him I am just watching a...

As you can probably already see, I'm 13 years old. You would probably think a 13 year old wouldn't be able to be this bad, but, I am. I'm not sure if I'm proud of it. Anyways, it started when I began playing an online game called...

That phone call that only lasted 1 min 25 second long but changed lives forever. Watching someone collapse to the ground and just sob as the unexpected news hit them hard.
So many things changed that day, only little things that people...

I was talking to a friend/teacher of mine recently about some guilty feelings I have been having lately about a friendship I ended. It was kind of a toxic relationship, and I was very unhappy, so I ended it to save myself a...

Hello, I live in Mexico and I'm a 31 y.o. single woman. I feel, guilty, confused and sad very often and that is making me that I don't know what I want anymore. I've been in and out of relationships but most of them haven't...

Alright..this happened when I was 16..a friend of mine proposed another friend of mine..I normally am the more serious, thinking and the goto guy in our gang..it was no different then..both of them were really close to me..the girl wasn...

Sick of circling the same road,
Sick of bearing the guilt,
So open the windows to cool off,
And heat pours in, instead

Perfect in weakness,

All my efforts to clean me
Leave me putrid and filthy
And how can you look at me
When I can't...

i'm in love with my best friend, she makes me happy and i just can't stop loving her, now, sh had a boyfriend, i'm trying to see her as a friend rather than the love of my life.

now i have a friend, i feel slightly attracted to her...

Summer two years ago I was on vication at a old place where I used to live. Going there was my highlight of the year when I got summer vication. It was all just free days hanging with my old best friends by the lake and just relax and...