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I Feel Guilty

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    I Still Have Feeling For My Ex.. Problem Is My Hubby Is The Best.. :+

    Ok. So heres my story. My husband is great and u love him.. He tries to give me what i ask.. And he works hard for me and his little girl. But it wasnt like that almos 2 years ago.. He was still having feelings for he,s ex. Or something like that. (I know hes always gonna talk to...
    jude67 jude67 22-25, F Sep 28, 2013

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    I always end up feeling guilty

    for spending my own money on myself..
    sparklebox14 sparklebox14 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I Feel Guilty

    I feel guilty,l Left you behind,Didn't want you there,Hidin' somethin',No way,Didn't want you moaning!
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 Jun 26, 2012

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    I feel guilty for being depressed.

    I feel guilty for spreading my negative thoughts - even on this website. I feel guilty for running away from and ignoring my constantly shifting friends, family, life, and school, mainly when my father and two of my best friends died. I feel guilty for blaming my mom for many...
    ktsm ktsm 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    I found out that someone

    who I thought was a friend went behind my back and really screwed up a budding relationship that I was starting. So last night I made out with her ex boyfriend,who I met through her,who's my ex's best friend.
    penilane penilane 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Okay, so I used to lie a lot.

    About nearly everything. To almost everyone. That was a while ago though, and I've changed a lot since then. But, because of the way I grew up, I learned that a lot of times, lying was the only way to stay out of trouble. That's just how I learned, growing up, because my parents...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I Am Sorry On Behalf Of My People

    In not trying to shame my people. I just want to mak a point. I felt bad before but now i feel really bad. I wish there was something i could do to make up for what happened. All i can think if only it never happened i could be so proud. I can understand why they are still...
    twinkiemonster twinkiemonster 31-35 Oct 2, 2013

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    Do people close to you ever make you feel

    guilty about making your own decision, when what you decide is not what they want?
    Kitty4190 Kitty4190 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    Violated And Dirty

    I am a dirty person, i was raped when I was nine. I am a dirty person, i act like a *****. I am a dirty person, All I think about is sex. I am a dirty person, all I can do is cut myself. I am a dirty person, I've tried to kill myself three times. I am a dirty person, I made...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 3, 2012

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    Eats You Up ....

    I wish i could say how sorry i am Everything was such a sham You was like a little lamb I could not protect you I was too scared to Not even a boohoo I heard your little cries All those questions of whys  Letting out all my sighs I love you so very much Now i'll be your leaning...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2013

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    I Feel Guilty

    I am selfish. I don't love anybody properly. I am full of anger. I am lazy. I am not nice. I don't have nice thoughts or feelings about anything or anybody. I do bad things. I like bad things. I FEEL guilty about them. I want to DO them again.
    unAmigo unAmigo 31-35, M 4 Responses Nov 15, 2012

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    Fighting Guilt

    I am not going to spend my life feeling guilty over something in the past that I cannot change, and I'm not going to spend all my time doubting everything people say and whether or not what I'm doing is the right thing. If I make a mistake, I am going to learn from it, not wallow...
    CoriWilson CoriWilson 18-21 Aug 5, 2013

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    I've never cheated on my boyfriend,

    but I always fantasize about being with other guys. I don't fantasize having other relationships w/other guys, I jus fantasize doing sexual things, or just simply making out w/other guys. Evn though I've never done anything, jus thinking about it makes me feel bad :(
    Sexychocolatee Sexychocolatee 13-15, F Jan 4

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    My Friend Took His Own Life

    Summer two years ago I was on vication at a old place where I used to live. Going there was my highlight of the year when I got summer vication. It was all just free days hanging with my old best friends by the lake and just relax and talk. One day I was on vication I got a...
    AndYes AndYes 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 9, 2012

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    I said something mean about all of my best

    friends and one found out an chewed me out for it and I lied and got all worked up now he is begging for forgiveness and I don't even ******* deserve him... and yeah.
    SkinnyLove03 SkinnyLove03 13-15, F Feb 16

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    Just got back from the Casino.

    I feel terrible for spending $100. :/. Good thing I do not go often...
    CopperHeart CopperHeart 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I Feel Guilty

    I feel guilty for my mom. She adviced me a lot of things but I didn't  listen . I'm already punished by GOD for this !  Still  I  feel guilty and I wanna say SORRY to my mom !
    richa12345678 richa12345678 22-25, F 1 Response May 6, 2011

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    I Feel Guilty

    And all the more since i joined ep. i would live to vent and feel sorry for myself and probably wallow in a pool of self pity. But then i see all these people here with their problems and how much more they are going through annd feel ungrateful for venting. I wish i didnt feel...
    plm20 plm20 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8, 2013

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    For wanting to leave my husband.

    He's a good man and a wonderful father. He works hard and loves me - would move mountains not to lose me. He's been more attentive, helps around the house, seems to be a good listener...want to fix "us" So what's my problem? I don't love him any more. We've been to counseling, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 24

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    Now.

    Sick of circling the same road, Sick of bearing the guilt, So open the windows to cool off, And heat pours in, instead Perfect in weakness, All my efforts to clean me Leave me putrid and filthy And how can you look at me When I can't stand myself I tried to kill you. You tried...
    ashlynnx ashlynnx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5, 2010

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    For No Reason!

    Y'know when you're walking along the pavement, minding your own business...and then suddenly you see a police car in the distance, coming your way? Now, if you were normal, you'd just treat it as any other car, right? Hah, not me. I automatically take on the stance of a bank...
    IamcalledS IamcalledS 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 21, 2013

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    And I don't know why.

    . This feeling sucks
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F Apr 3

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    I left him. It didnt work out,

    Things will never work out.l thats been established already. He's heartbroken and as a result almost died from a mild heart attack. Would have left his son fatherless. Why do i feel so guilty,sad and depressed about this.
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Last year, I was at this big party

    and I was really annoyed and being mean texting my mum. I still remember the whole conversation from reading it so much. Mum: Landon where are you it's a school night and it's 3am?Have you been drinking? Me: Im at Bryans party and yes I have so Kellys gonna drive me home. Il be...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M Feb 27

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    I Feel Guilty

    Hello, I live in Mexico and I'm a 31 y.o. single woman. I feel, guilty, confused and sad very often and that is making me that I don't know what I want anymore. I've been in and out of relationships but most of them haven't last very long. I spent couple of years alone...
    clavel clavel 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2007

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    Guilt Is A Horrible Feeling

    I have guilt that I am trying to deal with. My grandfather passed away the 12th if this month and the last time I seen him we argued and said thing we shouldn't have, we only lived a couple miles apart and I should have gone over and apologized and set things strait with him. I...
    Lycankicker Lycankicker 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 14, 2013

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    It's Just Horrible

    I feel so guilty.Not just about things I have done and things I have said but because I'm not capable of expressing that unconditional love to my own parents.They want to hug me and tell me they are sorry but I can't accept them.I can't accept them because I know I'm going to...
    Jenna1225 Jenna1225 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2012

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    I feel guilty, but don't know

    if I should. So here is my story. I am a married, working mother of a two year old little girl. Now I was a stay at home mom for the first year and a half of her life. I work 5 days a week from 7:30 to 4:30. So she is in daycare during these times. Now my problem is I am on...
    Alexicutie Alexicutie 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Cheater, Liar, Fake

    I feel like a cheater, liar, and fake. I sneak behind my AMAZING boyfriends back to talk to guy friends. He doesnt like me talking to guys and I admit I dont like him talking to girls. Thats the fake. I tell him I am just watching a movie, when really a guy is over and we are...
    iamurb3stsecret iamurb3stsecret 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 12, 2010

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    Cant Let Go Of Guilt

    I had an affair which was the final nail in an already unstable 15 year marriage. The affair resulted in a child and that was five years ago now. Me and the wife tried numerous times to reconcile but the damage was done. When i filed for divorce last year my ex started a campaign...
    DestructiveLies DestructiveLies 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 25, 2013

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    Guilty Conscience

    What is it about guilt that has such control over our lives to the degree that we don't just feel guilt for the things we have done but for our existence too? I grew up in a fairly ordinary household with loving parents and when I look back on my childhood to analyse why I have...
    AltF4 AltF4 22-25, M 1 Response May 27, 2013

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    Today I bought an underage friend a bottle of

    wild turkey for her to take to a party. I've never done anything remotely illegal before and I feel so guilty. It's not even that bad but I just feel bad for doing it....
    freochick freochick 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Covering For a Friend

    Guilt is NOT an emotion I usually feel, ever.  But right now I am feeling guilty. Two years ago, my best friend started having some troubles in her marriage (I can relate to that!).  Anyway, she began a friendship with a man from her work.  It was...
    childoftheland childoftheland 46-50, F 4 Responses May 2, 2009

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    Do you have something you have been keeping

    from your girlfriend since you started dating? Maybe you intended on telling her when the time was right, but the opportunity never arose. Now you are ready to tell her, but not exactly sure how to go about doing it and you want to do it before she finds out from someone else...
    tinaeisnernews tinaeisnernews 22-25, F Jan 15

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    I Am An Ignorant Lil Brat

    My best friends husband lost his job about 6 months ago due to the ression he has not found a new job. My husbands job was not effected by the ression. I had her over today so she could meet my new puppy and I (joking) made a comment about how bad her roots were. I was...
    HisLady HisLady 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 13, 2009

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    About Punishing My Dog

    I have an 11 month old husky and a 5 year old Labrador. The lab walks off the lead with me ever since she was 18months old and I'm trying to teach my husky the same. It's something the lab just did and I love giving her the liberty to walk with me. Not only that but I like to...
    neilfrench1979 neilfrench1979 31-35, M Oct 30, 2013

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    Ending It Like a Firing Squad

    I was talking to a friend/teacher of mine recently about some guilty feelings I have been having lately about a friendship I ended. It was kind of a toxic relationship, and I was very unhappy, so I ended it to save myself a lot of pain and save her the difficulty of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 8, 2009

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    I Feel Guilty About Being Hiv Negative!!

    I am a ***** in recovery.I am a **** ,***** ,chickenhead jumpoff watever you call it well atleast I was until I became a mother and a wife. I tried to convince myself that I was sexually liberated and that in fact I was the one using the men for my needs but in all reality by...
    velle201 velle201 22-25 4 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    Life Is Fragile

    My dog ate my neighbour's budgie. It sucks. I feel so guilty. She is such a sweet lady, she's 50 years old and studying to be a vet. I have so much respect for her. That bird was like her child. Life is fragile.
    StraightJacketFashion StraightJacketFashion 26-30, F Sep 16, 2013

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    I feel guilty for moving on It makes me wonder

    did I mean what I said I felt at all? I am so tired of feeling miserable And I know I can't stay stuck like that But it feels like I am devaluing the relationship by chatting to other guys I guess I feel he devalued the relationship by moving on so quickly and even though...
    cailinAlainn cailinAlainn 36-40, F Mar 5

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    I feel so much guilt over something I'm doing,

    I've kissed and messed around with (no sex) a girl who has a boyfriend. This guilt depresses me and I cannot shake the feelings. Am I a bad person for giving into her? Although I do not come onto her I give in every time
    the1whoknocks the1whoknocks 18-21, M Feb 10

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    The Way I Feel

    It started with at strange phone call. A debt collector, calling my work phone, asking for my soon-to-be ex-wife (divorce is final in December). She had nothing in her name only (debt wise) prior to our separation...so it was odd I got a call. For some reason, I googled her when...
    amodelcitizen amodelcitizen 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 19, 2013

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    Doing Wrong And Getting Away From It

    As you can probably already see, I'm 13 years old. You would probably think a 13 year old wouldn't be able to be this bad, but, I am. I'm not sure if I'm proud of it. Anyways, it started when I began playing an online game called RuneScape. You can chat other people and add...
    Lynnboo Lynnboo 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 2, 2012

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    I've never cheated on my boyfriend,

    but I always fantasize about being with other guys. I don't fantasize having other relationships w/other guys, I jus fantasize doing sexual things, or just simply making out w/other guys. Evn though I've never done anything, jus thinking about it makes me feel bad :(
    Sexychocolatee Sexychocolatee 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    My mum sometimes says

    that I make her proud and that she lifts her head up high because of me... it makes me feel sick and guilty.. She will probably feel miserable and not proud at all knowing what her daughter turned into, someone else.
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    So my Mom hasn't really been herself lately.

    She's been throwing her anger on my siblings and I and we just don't know why. It's been for like the past few days and I just got sick of it and fought with her. It was a big fight and we didn't talk the whole day even though I always try my best to keep my Mom happy. Today she...
    beautiifulsoul22 beautiifulsoul22 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    Guilt Stricken

    Nothing can be worse feeling guilty, specially when you're feeling down in the dumps already. On Saturday, me, my mom, sister and her boyfriend Spencer went to the mall to hangout and shop, and as we sat down in the food court to rest, I suggested to Steph and Spencer that they...
    takethispain takethispain 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2011

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    No Return

    i m full with guilt ,anger,shame,and i keep asking myself what if i was wrong ? i hurted someone because i thought he was going to hurt me now im just not sure if it was just in my mind or i was right and that person deserved it,now i cant take it back  or change it i just dont...
    dead6 dead6 22-25 2 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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    I felt guilty shouting at my staff a

    while ago I lose my control because of too much stress...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 2

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    Thank god. All i wished

    for is to feel free and to make my own decision. Today as every day was so regular except that there was a rat wandering around among us -LOL- which made me late for my date with A7mad :( . Also A7mad is happy because his financial conditions is going better which made me happy...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Jan 1

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    I don't feel guilty that I had sex with a woman because my husband won't have sex with me!!!!! You think he is getting it from somewhere else besides himself in the shower?
    ob1knob1 ob1knob1 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    There are so many people right now that are pregnant my best friend my teacher that just had her baby and my co workers wife when I think about this I think about what they gain by...
    Ginger387 Ginger387 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Like today I bought myself a burger from Burger King and I bought a KitKat bar. I feel so guilty when I eat junk food like what's wrong with me?! I can't help it sometimes
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 11

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    It's been four months since I had undergone the procedure and I think about it more and more everyday. When I first discovered I was pregnant I was so lost, the only thing I could...
    angelbaby4 angelbaby4 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 4