I Feel Horrible

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 134 People

    IrwinsScars IrwinsScars
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 23, 2014

    Disgusting Sexual Flaws??? Yes

    I...am the kind of person who has no problems with myself. I have nothing to do with insecurities and with no self-acceptance. I was100 percent free to be whoever I wanted to be. And I had no problem on showing my true colors (sometimes) . Of course, I had my bad habits and I...
    Fianeli Fianeli
    13-15, F
    Aug 8, 2011

    This Feeling Inside Arrgghhh

    so my story begins with my girlfriend Katerine. No one knows she a lesbian, she is afraid to come out to anyone,so only a selected few know that she is gay. SO anyway Katerine has a best mate, named Linda. They were inseparable. So anyway they got invited to another mates bday...
    SexyRu SexyRu
    26-30, F
    Dec 2, 2011

    Well found out my child boy has a cleft lip

    and will find out this Thursday for sure if it's true or not! I know it's not that bad and it's fixable it just sucks having something wrong w ur child. Depressing
    Eamydiaz Eamydiaz
    22-25, F
    Mar 22, 2015

    he was right everything is my fault I started

    it I didn't stop it if I didnt do it it wouldn't of happened
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover
    18-21, F
    Dec 30, 2014

    Tonight's Events.

    My aunt Elizabeth called from the hospital.  She needed a ride home, so my aunt Penelope and I went to go pick her up.  Well, last week I had a major panic attack and my uncle told Elizabeth that I'd need xanax this week.  Well, Penelope, my uncle's wife, is a...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 29, 2009

    I don't know but I just felt like writing about

    what I am feeling today and the past 10 years of my life..I am so tired of dealing with my acne its on my skin ever since I was 13 years old and I am so tired of looking at the mirror and seeing how horrible my skin is . I am now 23 and I still have this acne and it's getting...
    jaezel jaezel
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 2, 2014
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover
    18-21, F
    Dec 24, 2014

    Feel Sickened Of Myself

    Me and my girlfriend, whom is 24 (I'm 18) got into a huge fight last night resulting in me storming off. We were at a cafe having supper and this waitress starting getting friendly with me. She started chatting to us and I while we waited for the food had a nice conversation...
    emmez emmez
    18-21, F
    Mar 31, 2013
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover
    18-21, F
    Dec 18, 2014

    Today My 8 year old cousin found my self harm

    scars and the ones that are healing all over my arms. I don't self harm any more but I feel even worse then what my scars represent.
    sparksofinsanity sparksofinsanity
    16-17, F
    Feb 16, 2015

    I haven't been the same

    since I came back from the hospital. I had told some people that I had depression and anxiety, and I had been in a psychiatric ward. The first week back was so hard for me. Everyone kept asking me what was wrong, and why was I acting so uncharacteristically. I said that I was...
    tmoonie tmoonie
    18-21, F
    Dec 5, 2015

    I broke up with my girlfriend tonight.

    She was begging me to stay and crying. When the suicide threats started rolling in, I left. I called her cousin and asked her to come here tomorrow, but I just can't handle it tonight. She was so controlling, I had to get out. Now, I'm laying in bed at my aunts house,!and I just...
    Ag0405 Ag0405
    22-25, F
    Aug 22, 2014
    dogedoge17 dogedoge17
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 9, 2014

    I'm literally trembling right

    now *sob* *cry*!!!!! My cat just died right now Words can't describe how I'm feeling now, but to take revenge, he was just a baby only 5 months old, a dog came in are yard and attacked im gonna kill him if its the last thing I do!!!!!!! I ran outside when I heard my cat, I...
    pinkkitten100 pinkkitten100
    16-17, F
    Dec 12, 2014

    I arrived back home from vacation last night

    only to hear that a situation within my family has grown even worse and uglier than what it already was when I had left. My sister's family (her common-law husband, daughter, and herself) have split apart in the last several months and all gone their separate ways. It is hard to...
    ginaramone ginaramone
    18-21, F
    Jun 9, 2015

    So, I Hit A Cat.

    So today after work I was driving home. I wasn't speeding or being obscene or anything, just cruising along rocking out to my new cd and talking to my boyfriend on the phone. This person was following fairly close behind me, but I didn't think much of it. So, this cat darts out...
    sng84 sng84
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 16, 2010

    I feel like an outsider.

    I don't talk to anyone at work. They all laugh and joke and I sit in silence. I stare at the women some times because I wish they would treat me the way they treat him. This is why I don't eat, I think it's because I'm fat they hate me. If I died no one would care. My wife would...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 20, 2015

    I just think some times in life really really

    know how to kick you in the head! There is no rationalizing it. Just got to ride it out like a wave till you can do something about it. Breath in - Acceptance is key, breath out - f this!
    Misspsychaddict Misspsychaddict
    26-30, F
    Jul 5, 2014

    tonight is a bad night woke up

    and threw up at least 5 times in a row I am so damn scared to sleep I am weak I am tired I am hungry but I don't know what to do
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover
    18-21, F
    Feb 28, 2015

    I just had my first fight with my grandfather

    omg I hated fighting with him but what I hate the most is the fact that he ended up crying :(
    notgranted42 notgranted42
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 10, 2014
    Devilscar Devilscar
    22-25, M
    Jun 7, 2014

    I got my girlfriend in a lot of trouble,

    but when I look sad or tell her I feel bad about it she gets really sad and tries to blame everyone's problems on herself. So I try to not feel bad for her, even though I should, and I've been having terrible dreams where I **** something up and I never see her again.... I know...
    KiyasPrinceOfShadows KiyasPrinceOfShadows
    16-17, M
    Oct 30, 2015

    Wtf Is Wrong With Me Now?

    Feels like I just caught the love of my life in bed with another guy.I don't even have a love.Maybe I should see a Dr. Idk
    SkidlelyBoeBoe SkidlelyBoeBoe
    36-40, M
    1 Response Nov 13, 2013

    Everytime when i post something,

    they jokes about it,i'm serious,not for messing around like them. why they hurt and play people's feelings. so sad.. don't preach me,please. i am so drained and feel painful, leaving nice commets or comments would be big help. nicely,please..thank you
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 13, 2015

    It Finally Happened Guys.

    I reached my breaking point today.  I got to my aunt and uncle's last night and was fine today.  I got anxious before it was time to go over to my other aunt's house to see my father for Christmas, but I made it there okay.  We had to run out and pick someone up...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 25, 2009

    I saw some interesting whispers on whisper

    and some how I just knew that they were by him :( so I made whispers that he would know were by me that weren't true but... they weren't the nicest and I know that they hurt him... but I just had to know if he was the author of those whispers... turned out he was. *sigh* He isn...
    KeKeNae KeKeNae
    18-21, F
    Dec 24, 2014

    Do you think if someone cared about you,

    they would try to talk to you, even if you told them to leave you alone?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Aug 17, 2014

    So, what happened was I had another anxiety

    attack. Last week I was prescribed anti anxiety drugs, Seroquel, but it had only 6 tablets in them, I went back to the hospital and they wont prescribe more, if I wont, well, talk to them. You know, no stories, no pills. And I wont talk to them because I just dont feel like it...
    MotherOfTheodorus MotherOfTheodorus
    26-30
    Dec 21, 2013

    my stomach hurts alot no matter what i eat

    or drink I get nauseous I feel like I'm gonna throw up I feel like **** I'm either too hot or too cold not I'm between
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2015

    Guilty

    Today I have a terrible feeling, I feel guitly of having things that my family can't have. I recently married a good guy, he's kinda wealthy and from a different country, I'm living in this new country, I have everything I want: love, a nice house, nice things, I finally have...
    Maximiliana Maximiliana
    31-35
    Jan 11, 2011

    Right now, I'm feeling bad.

    I've tried very hard to get this one relationship to work, I've done almost everything I know to make it work. I loved the person so much and wanted to try doing everything right for them. But that person wouldn't even consider giving me another chance, which sucks. Since I...
    Hyacinthas Hyacinthas
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 17, 2014

    Well, today I was on Omegle.

    Everyone left me. Didnt want to talk to me. his hurts me, i know im ugly, but i feel if you get to know me, you'll like me. But no one wants to.
    MineralMC MineralMC
    16-17, M
    1 Response Oct 27, 2015

    Someone told me i was disgusting today,

    because i am a lesbian. I have such a hard time excepting myself, and other people hating me for who i am does not help. Why can't we just acceptd each other.
    guitarsongwriter guitarsongwriter
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Nov 18, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 27, 2015
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