I Feel I Should Keep My Feelings Hidden

...........no one cares anyway 797 People

    i think i should keep my opinions

    and my feelings hidden cuz when i talk to people no one cares about what i say thats makes me feel lonely soo keep my feelings and my opinions hidden will be better than talk to people
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 9, 2015

    I No Longer Express Feelings/emotions

    I've had issues in the past with my short temper, bullies and women. I had a problem a year ago and made me realize that I never want or should show emotion because I would be considered to myself and others weak. i used to open up to my close friends but realized that just...
    deathface217 deathface217
    18-21
    Oct 17, 2011

    But It Hurts At Times.

    I've had a lot of bad luck with opening up to people about my feelings and just watch it back fire on me. Everyone thinks they have someone they can trust, but when something like that happens you don't ever want to. My whole life was spent with me holding back my feelings and...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jun 6, 2011

    How I Really Feel....

    When I was younger, my grandma passed away from cancer. I had lost the woman I had done everything with and spent everyday with. Then my dad passed away from lung cancer. It killed me to watch him suffer. I watched as the ambulance came in, taking him out on a stretcher. And I...
    WeShouldWhisper WeShouldWhisper
    16-17, F
    Sep 25, 2012

    I don't know why I do this,

    but I do. Maybe I'm afraid of coming across as weak and either being seen as disgusting or a target for people who like taking advantage of others. What's worse is, by doing this, I have no idea how to express my own emotions very well or how to handle the emotions of others.
    SqueezeTheLemon SqueezeTheLemon
    26-30, F
    Feb 4

    Never Speaking

    I can never say what I'm feeling because I'm scared of upsetting those around me...It's gotten so bad before I tried to escape with death because I didn't feel like I could... I'm NEVER doing that again!!! If you feel that way talk to me!!
    DarkeKnight DarkeKnight
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 18, 2013

    because some people when they get a lot from us

    they actually turn to be devils hurting and damaging our feelings like never before!
    Mashtap Mashtap
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

    I Don't Like Troubling Other People

    My emotions quite often get to be really difficult to handle, but I'm very hesitant to ask for help with them. I don't like bothering other people with my problems, because they've got their own things to worry about. I realize that talking to someone can actually make it easier...
    BananaBat BananaBat
    18-21, F
    Oct 28, 2011

    Will I Ever Find You

    if i grow old will I ever find you ? seem like your move away and its like you fell i sorry I couldn't catch you . If i die young will I ever find you instead i just despise the moods, that I have for you I think to my self should i hide you and, I'm on will i ever find you...
    Ladybug1212 Ladybug1212
    13-15, F
    Jan 6, 2013

    I Should Never Share

    I share pretty much everything about me here. Not everything but I have shared a lot already, that I havent shared with my real life friends. and as you can see havent made much friends. which is cool. but ill get to the point if you share your feelings, and im talking about...
    OfftheBeatenPath OfftheBeatenPath
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Oct 1, 2010

    Lately, I've been pretty happy during the day

    and then when night rolls around, I just crash into a deep sadness that I'm not entirely sure I understand. I wish I was able to confide to somebody, but I'm so scared I'll scare off everyone. I've lost a few friends in the past partially due to me being depressed, so I've...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity
    18-21
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

    yeah.........i should keep my feelings to myself

    because every time i try to talk to someone about my like they don't even care.....and think that I'm weird.... and after i thought they were good friends they just push me away....... i don't care if happens again, i been hurt many times..... :(.
    newcarlis newcarlis
    13-15, F
    Jul 10, 2015

    Much Easier

    It's much easier to keep my real feelings to myself. When I do express them...it just makes life more complicated. For me as well as for the other person. I let my feelings out & then it's like I have opened up Pandora's Box. I can't stop them. I can after awhile, but not...
    RubyLane RubyLane
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 10, 2012

    And For The Most Part....

    I do.  Especailly with people off Ep. I am not one to open myself up to others easily. I am not one who will eaily let someone into my heart, and inot my life. Its just not who I am. I keep a Lot of my feelings hidden. I don't open up easily, and I don't let others in very...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 1, 2010

    Nobody Cares Anyway

    Nobody really care, most people are just nosey so when they ask whats wrong or they tell you u need to open more its somtimes just because they are nosey. No one really care for my feelings.
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 16, 2010

    My feelings seem to only cause problems

    for the people I love, and it's gotten to the point to where I think just locking them away is probably the best thing to do. It's gotten me to the point where I'm so stressed over it and I just want to get away from everyone.
    Izzy143 Izzy143
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2015

    I Repress My Feelings And Dont Let Them Out

    i only recently started feeling. as a child i stopped feeling as a way to survive. i never realized the power in human connection. but when i met this woman we had this special connection you dont find very often in life. it started a healing journey for me. including feeling...
    echosofdarkness echosofdarkness
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2011

    People can't handle my feelings.

    I make others uncomfortable because they don't know what to say or do around me. I have become someone to avoid.
    ashleecakes ashleecakes
    26-30, F
    Mar 18, 2014

    Me and my husband are separated.

    He moved out officially yesterday and we broke up 5 days ago as we took off his wedding ring right away. As he sees no hope and ha no more feelings for me. Me on the other hand kept my wedding ring on as symbol or purpose to show that I might agree on a break/break up/ to...
    faith1005 faith1005
    31-35, F
    May 30, 2014

    Ashamed

    I feel wierd, because most of my friends think i act too serious sometimes, but they just dont know why. I have a lot of problems and its hard to know who to trust and what is just you or what is reality. I feel i bother people when i try to get help, and its a pain in the...
    confused0897 confused0897
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2011

    Isolation

    Normally, humans have their needs of confiding in sombody. The point is who will be the one we open our hearts to. We hide our feelings simply because we dont trust anyone. In other words, we feel like no one understand us, nobody is trustworthy. Or perhaps, we like isolation...
    cout12 cout12
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 29, 2010

    I do this a lot. When someone asks me

    if I'm alright or ok, I simply nod or say "I'm fine". On the inside, I'm tearing apart. I don't tell anybody about how I really feel because I feel as if they don't care. Nobody really cares until it's too late.
    laubrown1 laubrown1
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 10, 2014

    Hidden Feelings

    I always try to hide my feelings because I feel vulnerable if I expose them. I feel people will use it against me. Manipulate your feelings and design your downfall. I am not lucky to have great people around me, so i am careful when exposing my feelings.
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Mar 18, 2011

    Helpless

    why do i feel like this?no one wants me around,am needed only when they need to get something done;thats it...why is it that i dont have a friend who understands me as i am and accepts me?i try my best at relationships...i dont wish for a lover..i have just four friends now,who...
    dntwannalive dntwannalive
    22-25, F
    Jul 3, 2013

    I don't want to waste everyone's precious time

    with my bullshit. I end up feeling the same way later on so what's the point in consultation? I'd rather play the playful, funny type and keep everyone and anyone around me happy than to go on and on about the same dreck over and over again until my friends realize they don't...
    ApatheticSpark ApatheticSpark
    16-17, F
    Feb 3

    But Only From You...

    The one person I should be able to tell absolutely anything and everything to, is the one that I hide most of my true feelings from: My husband.It's not so much that I think or fear he won't love me anymore- he will always love me. But he doesn't always handle things well, and I...
    VendettaVita VendettaVita
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Mar 19, 2011

    My Invisible Soul.

    Here again, I am contemplating before putting my hidden emotions into words. Again,my mind is perplexed and asking reasons, why I need to tell the whole community about my feelings.Do I enough know about people here? Do they know enough about me? Do they worthy enough to share...
    sanasafinaz sanasafinaz
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Aug 5, 2010

    So I just found out that my husband Whom I'm

    separated with because he sexually cheated on me in May...that he had been doing **** back in April 2013 as well. What a db! I'm like totally speechless visualizing all the things he said to me that he loved me and the way he was to me ( sweet, helping perfect husband. U know...
    faith1005 faith1005
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2014

    I Think The Only Place I'll Let Them Out Is Here

    I'm so sick of people not listening, being supportive or having any time for me. I suffer with depression, ptsd, anxiety,& body dysmorphia & i know i can be a handful but do you think anyone has the time of day to listen to me? It's like i am not important to other people. How i...
    allusedupnowempty allusedupnowempty
    22-25, F
    Sep 21, 2011

    It Doesn't Matter

    I never share how I'm feeling and something must be seriously wrong if I'm crying in front of someone. I'm always afraid to share my feelings because I never feel like anyone cares either way so I'm wasting my time.
    taurus0412 taurus0412
    16-17, F
    Sep 25, 2010
    darkangellights darkangellights
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 23, 2014

    I am going to be alone

    for a while I think. Difficult times. Got to try get through them and not lose hope.
    mike23jaguar mike23jaguar
    26-30, M
    Jul 23, 2014

    I Felt Hiding My Feelings Was Better Than Expressing Them.

    I have been holding my feelings in for so long it's just seemed natural.. most of my experiences with talking about what i feel or think have been negative. iv'e been laughed at, picked on and made to feel stupid. most of my close personal relationships where i divulged anything...
    Fortheloveofmylife Fortheloveofmylife
    36-40, F
    Jul 20, 2011
    malia0974 malia0974
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2014

    The Truth Hurts.

    In real life, I do put up walls around myself from time to time because I don't want to hurt my loved ones or get hurt. I feel like it is easier to talk to a stranger, who has similar experiences, about my feelings on the Internet.
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2010

    I am a sensative person

    and usually no one understands when I get upset over something why I have gotten upset. I really don't have many friends and I talk to my fiance' about things that bother me but he says I tend to go over the subject thats bothering me again and again. I do that because I try to...
    muffin30 muffin30
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2015

    Its Like No One Can Hear Me

    If i would ever speak out , who would care to see what im about, its almost like no one will ever hear me , If i become so strong i wonder if people will start to fear but in stead comes near me .                                          By...
    Ladybug1212 Ladybug1212
    13-15, F
    Jan 6, 2013
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