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I Feel I'm Not Needed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 241 People

    Sometimes I close my eyes

    and think how others life should to be if I was never born. Sometimes I think: wait... Ca- can you see me?
    VanjaBraat VanjaBraat 13-15, F May 3, 2014

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    Eh....

    I know I am not needed for anything but someone to vent to.  Other than that, I'm not needed at all. 
    Parthenopeaigle Parthenopeaigle 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 30, 2010

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    Outta Here

    If no one needs me, then there's no point in sticking around unless I'm enjoying myself. Well, I'm not enjoying myself, so I think it's time to go. "I think I'll go to Boston. I think I'll start a new life. I think I'll start it over where no one knows my name." It's better that...
    TigersEyeAndTurquoise TigersEyeAndTurquoise 70+, F Aug 15, 2013

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    Ur never wanted or needed

    when they need u and wanted u the most they never saw u
    katiecarter13 katiecarter13 13-15, F May 2, 2014

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    The Nature of Friendship

    Tonight, I was attempting to clean up my circle.  The circle gets a life of its own, it grows and grows and people come and go.  I can't ignore the people in my circle who aren't there.  Meaning, I still visit, gesture, scribble, send gifts to those that are...
    auroraaustralis auroraaustralis 22-25 6 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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    Just Why?

    *sigh* I am the youngest in my family, my two older sisters already passed their exams with top grades while me. I feel like I have brought shame to my family :/ Like I have a big ceremony organized by the school. When I told my parents about it. They just like "Owh, congrats...
    JuzSimple JuzSimple 13-15, F Sep 14, 2012

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    How Has This Happened

    don't even know how to write this!i think that i am at my all time lowest!i don't go out of my way 2 cause trouble but it almost always seems to find me!I've always felt an outcast in my family and the past couple of days have just proved that i have always been right to feel...
    remember32 remember32 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 2, 2009

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    I'm A Disappointment

    *sigh* I don't know where to start. Im a middle child. Im stuck in between my perfect older sister and my younger spoilt sister My parents came from China so they are very demanding. That's because only the best of the best from China get to live in America So I have to get A's...
    justanotherlie justanotherlie 22-25 1 Response Aug 15, 2013

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    Looking To Share My Life With The Right Woman!

    I am a single man, 56 yrs old young at heart, I look younger, Thats enough about me. That Woman I'm looking for will become my best friend first! & must want to be treated like a Queen! exc....
    loneliestly loneliestly 56-60, M 1 Response Oct 3, 2013

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    This Is What It Feels Like To Be A Ghost.

    So I am 18, and I have a big family who is relatively close to one another. My parents are divorced both remarried, both with falling apart marriages. My family consists of 2 older siblings from my real parents marriage, and a 2 year old brother from my moms second marriage. I...
    madpie madpie 18-21 2 Responses Feb 19, 2011

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    So Im Ending A Friendship

    I feel like my last close friend does not need me, so starting now without telling get im cutting all ties with her... Its for the best.
    Krie Krie 22-25 Mar 12, 2011

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    I feel as though I will never be seen

    for what I could be. I don't know how to prove I'm worth being appreciated. My friends are off having fun and they plan their fun day in front of me but without me. I need new friends.
    e220 e220 18-21, F 1 Response May 2, 2014

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    Ok!

    Well I sometimes do, sensitive as hell i am..   But then I do have some lovely people near me to remind me that I am still worth more than a piece of ****!
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 12 Responses Feb 3, 2009

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    So my best friend Sarah started dating one of

    our other friends; let's call him B. Now I never get to see Sarah without B being there too. Me and B are friends... Well, we fight a lot. We have a love hate relationship I guess. I love that Sarah's happy, but I miss her so much, even though I see her almost every day. I feel...
    dickdurk dickdurk 16-17, F Oct 14, 2014

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    And Maybe That Is

    my problem, that she is getting so indepenant that my usefullness will be diminished to nothing and I will be tossed aside cause my uses will be no longer needed and she will not want me to be around anymore. The only thing that is holding it together right now is that she...
    mtvlm mtvlm 41-45, M 3 Responses May 22, 2009

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    Scared And Lonely.

    I'm scared. I'm lonely. I don't know what to do with my life. I've been made redundant. My wife left me. Took the children. And is now a lesbian. The children fight. She stays in bed with her girlfriend. I want a hand to hold. I want to be held and hugged and kissed and loved...
    RichardQ RichardQ 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 6, 2013

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