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I Feel Isolated In My Own Mind

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    Being in my own mind feels a little bit like being in the middle of a massive argument much of the time. Can anyone else relate to this? When I think of a topic or a problem or something that is going on around me, I have trouble deciding what to make of it or what action to take...
    smileylottie smileylottie 18-21, F Apr 4, 2012

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    Obviously I do, I used to curse it all the time. When I see someone and thought anything negative about them I'll go crazy on my own mind I'll call it names and then feel so damn...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 2 Responses May 19

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    I have always been ever since I remember, and caused most of my own suffering. It's quite stupid, and I'm aware of all of it. Even psychiatrists, monks and people I've talked to...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 2 Responses May 18

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    The only time i feel sane is when I'm too ******* tired to think, stoned off my ***, or in the zone playing guitar.. Other than that I'm constantly attacked by ****** up thoughts...
    deletedprofile821 deletedprofile821 18-21, M 1 Response May 2

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    In the weirdness of me.. Sometimes I feel like this life I am living is only short lived..
    Shamdee Shamdee 26-30 May 12

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    The only way to win it is by stepping out of it.......It's the first and last step in winning that war....
    lonewolf2323 lonewolf2323 18-21, M May 8

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    I've spent the last three years trying to make long lasting connections with people and I just feel like no one gets me... at all. The idea of being alone terrifies me, and...
    esoren esoren 13-15, F 5 Responses May 16

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    nothing worse a feeling whey you feel so lost in your own darkness in your own mind you don't know who or what you are any more
    candysissyfag candysissyfag 26-30, T 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    When I'm really upset, I like to go for a long walk or a long run. I have this place that I usually go to near my boyfriends house. It has a trail that cuts through it, but there's...
    loveyouforever9786 loveyouforever9786 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Not a Soccer Mom I love sports. I played softball most of my young life. I attend hockey, baseball and football games. I'd rather watch NASCAR, golf or the World Series than read a...
    jaymepopejoy jaymepopejoy 56-60, F 1 day ago

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    I feel like my mind is broken at times. I hide myself behind this mask. Yeah I do care but what for. Some times it feels like I'm the only one still standing. My soul feels like...
    lastassassin lastassassin 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    Freedom is a state of mind..we must free our thoughts from biased, prejudice and hatred..only then can mind be free..heart can feel..and life gets real...if you want goodness to...
    Perksplayhot Perksplayhot 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    ORANGE- Of all the mind types, yours is the quickest. You are usually thinking a mile a minute, and you could be thinking about anything at all. Your thoughts are often scattered...
    XxWolverinexX XxWolverinexX 18-21 22 mins ago

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    knapmmj27 knapmmj27 26-30, F 1 Response May 21

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    Is it right? I work Monday to Friday, eight hours a day, sometimes much more. I wake up in the morning around 7 and see my boyfriend for about 20 minutes and then I won't see him...
    BlyssEP BlyssEP 22-25, F 7 Responses May 10

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    I'm one of those people that have this enormous imagination that gets dangerous at times. It's been happening before, but for the last week I've been sleeping tighter and dreaming...
    TunedOut TunedOut 16-17, F May 4

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    Thank goodness my heart and mind are harmonious on some things!... for when they aren't, it causes me much grief! In relating to myself... my heart is my own worst enemy! Why is...
    StarLily71 StarLily71 41-45, F 7 Responses May 7

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    Growing up I was always the odd one out. I kept to myself whenever I could. I didn't like being taken care of. I spent the first five years of my life with two severely drug...
    Outdoctrination Outdoctrination 18-21 3 Responses May 8

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    In person, if you just push yourself into my personal bubble and force yourself into my personal space, then I become uncomfortable. If you're extroverted, do that and think I hate...
    THISarcane THISarcane 18-21, F May 8

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    My dad died suddenly due to unknown causes, I was not present but was told he was sleeping and had a heart attack or something of that nature by his current girlfriend. Let me...
    trentw2000 trentw2000 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    i always i have a lot on my mind....and i always feel like i have a lot to say .....like in the passed days.....what i have to say can fill thousands and thousands of pages...i'm...
    theoneyoullneverforget theoneyoullneverforget 18-21, F 1 Response May 16

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    I'm just seeing people feeling bad about having no one in their life. I'm on the other side of the river. In my teens I was very emotional and in this way I made it difficult for...
    HiljaKorhonen HiljaKorhonen 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    Losing friends has shown me how to be a great friend. I have lonely days but at least I know that if I ever meet new people that truly appreciate me for who I am and my heart, I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 12

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    Every day I feel more isolated. Since I graduated college I've become such a recluse. But then again maybe I always have been one. I wish I had the comfort of a woman holding me...
    JoeMarvel JoeMarvel 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I constantly yell at myself in my mind. Things like "stop it!" Or "shut up!" when my mind just wanders over my past. My life is like my mind I have no control over it. Which is why...
    areYoureallyhere areYoureallyhere 22-25, F 1 Response May 10

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    taboosecret1668 taboosecret1668 26-30, M May 22

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    People get caught in unnecessary drama by not minding their own business, if you would take your energy into bettering yourself you would not have time for what Jane or John Doe...
    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 26-30, M 1 Response May 25

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    im 37, all my children are growing up, they are all out at the moment, im seeing a guy but he has massive commitment issues due to his past relationships, I have an amazing small...
    leannew37 leannew37 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have reached a point in my life where I find it crucial to connect to the world around me and all that life contains. I want to connect with others in profound, unique, deep ways...
    curiouscallipso curiouscallipso 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    There are a few people on ep that block all opinions that don't fall in line with their own. So their pages are full of comments that only endorse their own opinions. These are...
    asherjoh asherjoh 36-40, M May 4

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    For the love of ... argh, If you're not in a conversation that has nothing to do with you, mind your own business and leave it out of mine. That absolutely gets on my nerves.....
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 16-17, M 1 Response May 6

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    Being open minded in my opinion, means that you dont just say no straight away to something or someone, you think about it more and give all a chance. Yes, could mean "open for...
    LIVISHA LIVISHA 18-21, F 7 Responses May 12

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    Blah blah blah blah I want to say something and it goes on I'm feeling nothing absolutely nothing bitchy I don't care very much right now but this is not the real me I'm a very...
    Janisoneluv Janisoneluv 26-30, F May 13

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    On March 4, 2014 tianajade (18-21, F) wrote: Never say these things to someone who suffers from depression, or any other disorder/mental illness: 1: "You just need to give yourself...
    WattDeFalk WattDeFalk 56-60, T 6 days ago

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    This overehelmig hate would kill me. I hate everything and everyone. I don't even know a strong reason behind it. For the past days, I am constantly hating inside myself the...
    whitewolfcx whitewolfcx 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I love you unconditionally I proclaim so many times yet I wanted you to wish me on special occassions,special days and got extremely hurt when that remained unfulfilled.How...
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    A good solid connection between two people can withstand anything. Their loyalty and caring will stand the test of time. This connection is powerful, it is like the glue which...
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    Well it's not. Life is completely random and wierd. Like seriously quantum physics suggestions that when you run your actually moving the.earth a bit. if a bee hits a oncoming...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 7

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    I just self harmed for the first time, it has been playing on my mind for a couple weeks and I have finally given in, it feels like all of the emotions that I've kept locked up...
    EricaAudrey22 EricaAudrey22 18-21, F 12 Responses May 16

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    No one knows what I'm going through and that's not my fault. When I try to reach out to my friends or family members about my illness they brush it under the carpet and say that I...
    VerucaRose VerucaRose 26-30, F 2 Responses May 19

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