I Feel It Would Be Easier to Just Not Wake Up

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    Whatever I Was

    everything in me screams beast... urges, instincts, reactions. but I wake up in a ******* human shape and I just wanna sleep on, but cant, cuz im already charged up. if I was meant for this world I wouldnt be what I am inside, and this "reality" doesnt support anything like...
    Vukodlak Vukodlak
    31-35, M
    Jul 22, 2013

    Tired Of Trying

    Sometimes all I want to do is sleep, because it hurts too much to be awake. It hurts too much to breath when all you want to do is draw one final breath. I feel everything would be so much better if I just slept forever. Even if it's a dreamless sleep
    NightcoreEmo NightcoreEmo
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 17, 2013

    I think my story seems a bit silly looking from

    the view of a random stranger,but I'd like to share it. I'm in love with a girl(from another country) who I met online. I saw her beautiful picture and then I casually started chatting with her,like 'why not? what would happen?'. Well she turned out not to be not only beautiful...
    sunfire230 sunfire230
    18-21, M
    Jul 19, 2015

    Whats The Point...

    I wish I could just go to sleep at night and not wake back up again... I'm so tired of everything. I hate going to sleep an night knowing that i will wake back up again in the morning. I don't want to wake up.
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 23, 2009

    When I'm Depressed

    This is definetely how I feel when I'm depressed. And some days I don't do anything but stay in bed. I just feel like... **** it, whats the point? No one will miss me. No one will care if I don't get up. Why should I? So I don't. But it makes me feel worse....
    EchoRain EchoRain
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2010

    Bec

    I've been through a lot and keep repeating patterns. Got fired from a job I loved and I have no desire or strength to do it all over again. My family would be upset and in the long run, happier.
    Bexst Bexst
    41-45
    Dec 21, 2012

    I am sad today. not like the sad

    that makes one cry but the type that stops all productivity. I don't like being here. I feel so trapped. I stay in bed and try to sleep just to escape the felling. then I wake and find I keep myself in this place. I need to do so much today and everything when wrong. I stay in...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld
    36-40, M
    Jul 22, 2015

    This Is Like My Mantra.

    I hate to go to bed at night because falling asleep means I will have to wake up and do it all over again, so I stay up far too late.  I hate to get up in the morning, because it will be just like yesterday and just like tomorrow, so I sleep far too late.  I don't want...
    problemattic problemattic
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2009

    Why Do I Even Have To Try...

    I just don't understand why we have to try here. I mean, even if you try hard, what do you get? Satisfaction? Happiness? Do those even really last for long? As far as I know, nothing We every do will affect the world once we're gone, it will stay a rock floating in the endless...
    Maximaneffort Maximaneffort
    16-17
    1 Response Jan 23, 2012
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