I Feel It Would Be Easier to Just Not Wake Up

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    When I'm Depressed

    This is definetely how I feel when I'm depressed. And some days I don't do anything but stay in bed. I just feel like... **** it, whats the point? No one will miss me. No one will care if I don't get up. Why should I? So I don't. But it makes me feel worse....
    EchoRain EchoRain
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2010

    I am sad today. not like the sad

    that makes one cry but the type that stops all productivity. I don't like being here. I feel so trapped. I stay in bed and try to sleep just to escape the felling. then I wake and find I keep myself in this place. I need to do so much today and everything when wrong. I stay in...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld
    36-40, M
    Jul 22, 2015

    I think my story seems a bit silly looking from

    the view of a random stranger,but I'd like to share it. I'm in love with a girl(from another country) who I met online. I saw her beautiful picture and then I casually started chatting with her,like 'why not? what would happen?'. Well she turned out not to be not only beautiful...
    sunfire230 sunfire230
    22-25, M
    Jul 19, 2015

    This Is Like My Mantra.

    I hate to go to bed at night because falling asleep means I will have to wake up and do it all over again, so I stay up far too late.  I hate to get up in the morning, because it will be just like yesterday and just like tomorrow, so I sleep far too late.  I don't want...
    problemattic problemattic
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2009

    Why Do I Even Have To Try...

    I just don't understand why we have to try here. I mean, even if you try hard, what do you get? Satisfaction? Happiness? Do those even really last for long? As far as I know, nothing We every do will affect the world once we're gone, it will stay a rock floating in the endless...
    Maximaneffort Maximaneffort
    1 Response Jan 23, 2012


    I've been through a lot and keep repeating patterns. Got fired from a job I loved and I have no desire or strength to do it all over again. My family would be upset and in the long run, happier.
    Bexst Bexst
    Dec 21, 2012

    Tired Of Trying

    Sometimes all I want to do is sleep, because it hurts too much to be awake. It hurts too much to breath when all you want to do is draw one final breath. I feel everything would be so much better if I just slept forever. Even if it's a dreamless sleep
    NightcoreEmo NightcoreEmo
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 17, 2013

    Whats The Point...

    I wish I could just go to sleep at night and not wake back up again... I'm so tired of everything. I hate going to sleep an night knowing that i will wake back up again in the morning. I don't want to wake up.
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 23, 2009

    Whatever I Was

    everything in me screams beast... urges, instincts, reactions. but I wake up in a ******* human shape and I just wanna sleep on, but cant, cuz im already charged up. if I was meant for this world I wouldnt be what I am inside, and this "reality" doesnt support anything like...
    Vukodlak Vukodlak
    31-35, M
    Jul 22, 2013
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