Well ive known this girl since i was 3 years old, so 15 years. Shes my best friend, we didnt see each other for about 3 years but when we met up again we clicked straight away. and now 3 years down the line i feel crushed and imprisoned by her.
every weekend we go out to pubs...
I feel so lost and so broken and so sad ,
I am so alone in this life , and I just cant take it anymore
I feel shut out , unwanted , forgotten mostly forgotten
I feel as if I could die tomorrow and it would not matter
sure people would be sad , and then maybe then would...