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I Feel Like a Bad Person Sometimes

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    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F Jul 22, 2014

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    Especially Right Now

    Yes I am a selfish, controlling *****. He has never learned to live up to my standards, i found someone who has gone far beyond my standard, who im just now realizing is perfect for me. My ex and I were talking through AIM tonight and we got into a huge fight, its almost as if I...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 14, 2012

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    Feeling Guilty

    I'm not writing this so people can console me...I don't deserve consoling. I have been a bad friend to someone I really loved. I feel like everyone is slipping through my fingers. 130 am. I'm alone, in tears and so dreadfully unfulfilled.
    Whym Whym 36-40, F 13 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    I say horrible things at times.

    I can be evil and truly cruel. I don't want to be. But if I stop then my shyness and anxiety and insecurity will show more. Or maybe that is just an excuse.
    WearyBeautyLeah WearyBeautyLeah 16-17, F Oct 15, 2014

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    Hehehe

    True. I shouldn't play when i'm in a bad mood. Like today, i couldn't play well and my little brother kept scoring easily. And i became so angry i wanted to hit him but i controlled myself and just cheated by keeping him at an arm's length(literally) while he was trying to stop...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M 7 Responses Apr 24, 2010

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    So is it bad that I'm talking to my best

    friends ex on fb? Probabbly. Behind her back? Even worse. Does that mean I tell her? I don't know.
    GennaCatherine GennaCatherine 16-17, F Jul 26, 2014

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    I Feel Like I'm A Bad Person

    I feel like I'm a bad person. I hate to say it, but I'm always annoyed with my family. I'm always in my room from the moment I come home from school or work and stay in my room until I go to the kitchen to grab my plate for dinner. I even eat in my room! I just don't like being...
    lifelover26 lifelover26 66-70, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2011

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    I feel bad when people act ungrateful even

    after you do as much possible. I hate this people & I feel that one day they should also have the same experience & have the same knowledge how it feels when some one try's to do the best or try to make you feel happy & you don't turn over back to the person. The best part of...
    Lostmyselfinpain Lostmyselfinpain 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 12, 2014

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    Because I tried to keep my boyfriend a secret

    from my family. I would secretly go visit it him and not tell anybody. He happens to be way older than me by 20 years. So for awhile he kept asking to come over to my place. I kept coming up with excuses as to why he couldn't come over. So last night he found out about that I...
    findingbeauty2468 findingbeauty2468 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2014

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    A Con Or A Lucky Guy Part Two

    This is a tad embarrissing, but, i got the next letter, and ive only replied whoever this is with one breif message to keep it coming. And its all to have you guys entertained. So here it is... krasotulichka@i.ua11:38 PM (11 hours ago) to me Hi, my honey Stephen! I  asked  you...
    lafsnack lafsnack 51-55, M 2 Responses Jun 18, 2012

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    Perhaps this is the prefect title.

    I truly do feel like a bad person. The fact that my past is now my present.. Going nowhere fast. Stuck at a crossroad not knowing which way to travel. That when I try to move forward I get kicked back. My story begins like this... Prior to 2006 I was much younger and foolish...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I try hard to be as good

    as I can be... but sometimes, due to a whole lot of things... I just get swayed by emotions and so... sometimes, I feel like I can't help my self from turning bad...
    hummingtree hummingtree 13-15, F Dec 21, 2014

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    I've done something bad,

    and now I feel awful, how do I make this guilt go away? how do I make things right?
    beewbs beewbs 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 25, 2014

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    i would like to admit to god

    and to the public, i am not a great person. it is not easy to be a really kind person and i admire people with such kindness and patients . i do too do wrong thing like saying nasty word and wrong doing and being rude and there still more, but i do understand when people are sad...
    minniekoala minniekoala 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    Before You Hate Love

    Sometimes, your existance gives Hope and Love to one person .your smile can brighten up someone ‘s day. However ,I truely believe that the world is full of so much hate rather than Love .We are people and our nature is to Love each other ,yet no amount of rules set upon...
    Elhouaria Elhouaria 22-25, F May 23, 2013

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    Aye. I feel that way a bunch of times.

    Because I kept unintentionally getting other into trouble and so.
    FriendlyDragon FriendlyDragon 13-15, F Dec 27, 2014

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    As you have read my other stories my wife

    brought up a divorce. We haven't been getting along very well. I told myself I would talk to her and find out if this is what she really wants. Well havent talked to her yet but she hasn't said any more of this as well. We keep shoving it away and going on our daily lives. I'm...
    harleyman2169 harleyman2169 46-50, M Nov 28, 2014

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    I've been with this guy

    for almost 5 months and its been great till now.. He had a past affair with my cousin but that was way before us and just recently she found out about us and she's hurt i know but nobody yet has confront each other. You can say that I'm avoiding both of them because I'm trying...
    Natalia16 Natalia16 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2014

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    Sometimes I do things with the right intentions

    in mind but then it turns out to have been completely the wrong thing to have done
    hebr0 hebr0 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2014

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    I told this girl earlier

    that I don't feel comfortable talking to her because she just give off that "this is fake, just one freaky guy pretending to be a girl" vibe. She then blocked me. I think I am really a bad person. It's really hard for me to trust everybody online.
    dakilangdreamer dakilangdreamer 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 5, 2014

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    I would like to apologise to

    hornydeployedsoldier because I got the wrong end of the stick and have accused him of being a scammer Please everybody forgive him and don't take anything against him Just reading what he put on my post made me really upset so I would just like to say I'm really sorry...
    Heyitsme69 Heyitsme69 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2014

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    Win Some, Ya Lose Some.

    I finally got my old best friend back and now, she's mad at me ! The other day, I was hanging out with a boy for a couple hours. It was just two friends hanging out, you know, we haven't seen each other in awhile. All we were doing was hanging out like normal friends do. Well...
    xxbangbangxx xxbangbangxx 13-15, F Sep 2, 2013

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    I feel bad cause my ex have been coming over

    and we been ******* our brains out she gots a new man in her life and cheating is cheating but the only reason I feel bad is cause  she ain't. Here now i miss the old days but I know  we can't go back 
    daddylove4u daddylove4u 51-55, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Sometimes I just feel stupid

    and idiotic because of my disorders that I'm not proud of... I feel like some freak :'( I have Narcissistic Personality Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder I feel so bad because I feel that I can be mean to people although I don't mean it... It hurts even more when...
    SkylerSkies SkylerSkies 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 21

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    Sometimes I just get

    so irritated at my mom for no reason... Maybe it's because I have a type of ADHD that gets me agitated easier? But I don't know because it isn't always...
    DreadlockJesus DreadlockJesus 31-35, M Jul 28, 2014

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    I had to do something

    for the greater good of someone. They will hate me to begin with but honestly it was the best thing to do. Overall still feel bad
    SurfingLogan SurfingLogan 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I can't help that maybe

    if I feel it there must be some truth to it
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M Feb 3

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    I Feel Like A Bad Person...

    I feel like a bad person because I'm rather asexual. I feel like a bad person because I'm introverted. I feel like a bad person because I'm too individualist. I feel like a bad person because I lost my religion. I feel like a bad person because I think I am a little bit...
    artsy1 artsy1 22-25, F 1 Response May 24, 2011

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    Cheap, dirty and not worthwhile.

    That's how I feel. Was awake until 4am because I felt like such a ****** person and because I didn't want to close my eyes and see the things that I try so hard to avoid. The cause of this is again my partner wanting to understand me better. 4yrs together and my life still has...
    LittleRedShoes LittleRedShoes 31-35 Jan 10, 2014

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    So yesterday, I went to the movie theater.

    After it was done, I was like the last person out, and outside the door, was the cleaning people who were waiting to clean up. I was talking with my friends and I swear, I didn't hear anything. But as I was walking away, my friend was like: "You realize that guy was talking to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 25

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    So met this nice girl a couple of weeks ago

    but she has given me some red flags, so I have been trying to ease her out of my life gently, because I kind of got the impression that if she wasn't eased out, it would be more hassle than it's worth. Anyhow, she is finally getting the message but I am feeling bad cos I do like...
    MaryIsMyHomeGirl MaryIsMyHomeGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18, 2014

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    Con Or Lucky Guy4

    Another letter and its written as tho i have been sending much return mail to her and telling a lot about myself which is all untrue. Ive written 2 very short letters in reply to keep the game going so you reader can see how these people opperate. krasotulichka@i.ua11:52 PM (48...
    lafsnack lafsnack 51-55, M Jun 25, 2012

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    Kind of Like Right Now

    I have decided to dump the man that I have been dating for 8 months. I feel like a bad person because I know that he is going to be hurt by it. I just can't see any way to not hurt him. He is a nice guy, but he just isn't my kind of guy. I have stayed with him this long because...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 14, 2008

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    Just broke up with my girlfriend.

    I'm pretty destroyed right now. I think I did the right thing but its not sitting right with me.
    Donnie420blaze Donnie420blaze 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    Sins Of Omission

    There are, if we choose to divide it in this way, two ways that a person can sin. One is through action and the other is through inaction. We all know quite well about the proactive sins. These are the one's that range from lying and cheating to blowing up a bomb in a major city...
    LoftyDreamer LoftyDreamer 22-25, M May 6, 2013

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    Truth Is...

    ...that I don't believe in loving my enemies, at all. ...that I have no qualms with the idea of wiping all dangerous sociopaths/psychopaths off the face of the Earth. I wouldn't even feel the least bit hesitant if I was called upon to do it myself. ...that I loathe willfully...
    ForgottenMuse ForgottenMuse 31-35, F Jan 9, 2012

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    I can't help how honest I am .

    I don't like hurting people but I don't wanna be a liar .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2014

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    I'm trying to come to terms with myself

    and decisions that I've made in the past. I'm selfish in that I want to be happy, but I'm hurting people in the process.
    twistedAndJaded twistedAndJaded 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 15

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    Theres a boy dying to meet me,

    Ive refused. We've talked for 4 years online after I left our school district. He lives across the city, and we have never even ran into each other! I dont know what he looks like, But he knows what I look like. I dont feel attraction to others, (Asexual), he doesnt know tho. We...
    petramullins petramullins 13-15, F Mar 14

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    I feel bad because while my friend was just

    physically abused, I'm abusing myself. I don't deserve to be upset when she's going through this. I should be her rock through this. I have to hide any signs that I'm not okay because she doesn't need to worry about me. What right do I have to be so utterly depressed when she's...
    Nooneknowsmythoughts Nooneknowsmythoughts 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    Am I ***** for not really responding to simple

    greetings on here?"Hello", "Hi', "What's up?". I guess after receiving some messages from people that were pretty thought out(as a greeting), I'm less inclined to answer the shorter ones. I also don't message back people who tell me they're intending to commit suicide and how...
    Raneth Raneth 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    When I feel like my problems are the worst ever

    and my life sucks, I hear, think or read about other problems happening to people or things around the world and I sit back, feeling like crap for even thinking I had it rough. Despite some problems in my family, I have it pretty well... and I always just throw that fact out the...
    Raneth Raneth 16-17, F Feb 24, 2014

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    I'm Messed Up.

    I have terrible thoughts. Sometimes I wish I was being abused, or raped, so people would feel sympathy for me. I'm a sicko for thinking something so terrible, and I know this. I also wish people around me were smart enough to see me for me. Because I can't. I don't know who...
    Hippopotomus Hippopotomus 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2012

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    Like Today For Instance

    Just the other day i put up a joke in my "what i am doing now" section and said i was naked and my mood said i was very horny. I thought it was kind of funny but someone took offense to it and decided they didn't want to be friends because it had creeped them out...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 12 Responses Jul 2, 2008

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    My Parents Make Me Feel Like Im Not A Bad Person

    I feel like that to sometimes usually its because ive been acting immorally so i ask forgiveness and try to be better and as much as i hate to admit it sometimes a spanking helps me put myself back on track my parents dont like spanking me for it but i tell them it will make me...
    chessielynn chessielynn 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2012

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