I Feel Like a Bad Person Sometimes

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    Sometimes I just feel stupid

    and idiotic because of my disorders that I'm not proud of... I feel like some freak :'( I have Narcissistic Personality Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder I feel so bad because I feel that I can be mean to people although I don't mean it... It hurts even more when...
    SkylerSkies SkylerSkies
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2015

    A Con Or A Lucky Guy Part Two

    This is a tad embarrissing, but, i got the next letter, and ive only replied whoever this is with one breif message to keep it coming. And its all to have you guys entertained. So here it is... krasotulichka@i.ua11:38 PM (11 hours ago) to me Hi, my honey Stephen! I  asked  you...
    lafsnack lafsnack
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jun 18, 2012

    I'm trying to come to terms with myself

    and decisions that I've made in the past. I'm selfish in that I want to be happy, but I'm hurting people in the process.
    DefineItFromNow DefineItFromNow
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Feb 15, 2015

    I feel bad because while my friend was just

    physically abused, I'm abusing myself. I don't deserve to be upset when she's going through this. I should be her rock through this. I have to hide any signs that I'm not okay because she doesn't need to worry about me. What right do I have to be so utterly depressed when she's...
    Nooneknowsmythoughts Nooneknowsmythoughts
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

    I was a very positive person once,

    and was encouraged to be. Then I grew up and my enthusiasm kept going down. I developed anxiety problems at a very young age. I want to help people, thinking that it would make me feel better about myself. But sometimes I just feel helpless, like I've nowhere to go; and stuck...
    lifehack lifehack
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2016

    I'm too blunt that I would end up hurting

    someone with my words. Then i would feel bad about it especially if i make them cry. I won't be able to sleep well if i won't explain myself or apologize to them.
    shriie shriie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 27, 2015

    I can't help how honest I am .

    I don't like hurting people but I don't wanna be a liar .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2014

    I try hard to be as good

    as I can be... but sometimes, due to a whole lot of things... I just get swayed by emotions and so... sometimes, I feel like I can't help my self from turning bad...
    hummingtree hummingtree
    18-21, F
    Dec 21, 2014

    So yesterday, I went to the movie theater.

    After it was done, I was like the last person out, and outside the door, was the cleaning people who were waiting to clean up. I was talking with my friends and I swear, I didn't hear anything. But as I was walking away, my friend was like: "You realize that guy was talking to...
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    4 Responses Jan 25, 2015
    DysfunctionalLogic DysfunctionalLogic
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 28, 2015

    I made my friend Connor sad

    because he has a crush on me and he saw my math folder that has my bf felix's name all over it and he was like who's felix? I was like my bf and he was like oh...and then he had a very sad face and my friend Emilio told me that I hurt Connors feelings (this happened on Thursday...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123
    13-15, F
    3 Responses May 25, 2015

    Well, I've been feeling really guilty about this

    for quite some time. I broke up with my ex boyfriend of a year and a half back in May, and I left him for another guy. Me and my ex had issues, he had a certain "racial preference" that really bothered me (and it's stupid, I know). But I never felt good enough to him. I felt...
    ghostofthesun ghostofthesun
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 15, 2015

    My Parents Make Me Feel Like Im Not A Bad Person

    I feel like that to sometimes usually its because ive been acting immorally so i ask forgiveness and try to be better and as much as i hate to admit it sometimes a spanking helps me put myself back on track my parents dont like spanking me for it but i tell them it will make me...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 14, 2012

    I feel like a manipulative ****,

    something I treat women like their nothing but I candy and when u get home and look in the mirror I want to throw up. I try to make people do things to feed my satisfaction and I'm such an ***.
    turtles1021 turtles1021
    18-21, M
    May 17, 2015

    I've never really payed attention to what kind

    of person I am. I did what I wanted to do, that's it. I never realized how many people I've hurt. How many I've abandoned. I honestly feel like a terrible person. I'm sorry.
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    1 Response Aug 26, 2015
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 27, 2015

    i would like to admit to god

    and to the public, i am not a great person. it is not easy to be a really kind person and i admire people with such kindness and patients . i do too do wrong thing like saying nasty word and wrong doing and being rude and there still more, but i do understand when people are sad...
    minniekoala minniekoala
    26-30, F
    Dec 27, 2014


    True. I shouldn't play when i'm in a bad mood. Like today, i couldn't play well and my little brother kept scoring easily. And i became so angry i wanted to hit him but i controlled myself and just cheated by keeping him at an arm's length(literally) while he was trying to stop...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    26-30, M
    7 Responses Apr 24, 2010

    This site is being "paused"

    as you all know by now. I just really don't know what to do about this, not for the fact that I won't be able to post experiences anymore, no. It's the fact that this is my second account and I abandoned all the people I messaged on my other one. One girl in particular actually...
    funbrand funbrand
    16-17, M
    Mar 26, 2016

    Sometimes I feel good saying whatever I want to

    say...to my mother. It's far less rude than what she has said to me all this time (she called me ugly and stupid...and stupid, and stupid), but I know my words hurt her ego as a know-it-all mother. Whenever I challenge her logic (including her opinion about celebrities divorce...
    autotonsorialist autotonsorialist
    41-45, F
    2 Responses May 18, 2015

    I Feel Like I'm A Bad Person

    I feel like I'm a bad person. I hate to say it, but I'm always annoyed with my family. I'm always in my room from the moment I come home from school or work and stay in my room until I go to the kitchen to grab my plate for dinner. I even eat in my room! I just don't like being...
    lifelover26 lifelover26
    70+, F
    2 Responses Dec 22, 2011

    I told this girl earlier

    that I don't feel comfortable talking to her because she just give off that "this is fake, just one freaky guy pretending to be a girl" vibe. She then blocked me. I think I am really a bad person. It's really hard for me to trust everybody online.
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Dec 5, 2014

    As you have read my other stories my wife

    brought up a divorce. We haven't been getting along very well. I told myself I would talk to her and find out if this is what she really wants. Well havent talked to her yet but she hasn't said any more of this as well. We keep shoving it away and going on our daily lives. I'm...
    harleyman2169 harleyman2169
    46-50, M
    Nov 28, 2014

    I am much better now.

    :D I just needed some time and some outside perspectives to set me right again.
    banders95 banders95
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 10, 2015

    Well I know I am a good person

    and people tell me that. What they don't know are the bad things I do. I wish people didn't see me as this perfect person because I **** up and do ****** up things just like everyone else. So when I continue to let people think that I'm just this great person, I feel terr
    ChocolateCloud ChocolateCloud
    18-21, F
    Jan 16, 2016

    so I just accidentally round house kicked my

    little brother in the face :-|
    Tylertone1 Tylertone1
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 6, 2015

    Kind of Like Right Now

    I have decided to dump the man that I have been dating for 8 months. I feel like a bad person because I know that he is going to be hurt by it. I just can't see any way to not hurt him. He is a nice guy, but he just isn't my kind of guy. I have stayed with him this long because...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 14, 2008

    But only when I hurt an animal.

    Of course, if I ever DO hurt an animal, it's because of my own ignorance, and it was never intentional, I would never hurt an animal on purpose, but let's say I was tired one morning, and wasn't paying attention to where I was going, and I stepped on my rottweiler's paw, I'd...
    Wolflover1999 Wolflover1999
    18-21, M
    Sep 12, 2015

    Like Today For Instance

    Just the other day i put up a joke in my "what i am doing now" section and said i was naked and my mood said i was very horny. I thought it was kind of funny but someone took offense to it and decided they didn't want to be friends because it had creeped them out...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick
    46-50, M
    12 Responses Jul 2, 2008

    sometimes i know im a bad person to my partner

    for being so selfish & jealous but one thing I really loved my partner whatever it takes.
    Emzie28 Emzie28
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2015

    I've been with this guy

    for almost 5 months and its been great till now.. He had a past affair with my cousin but that was way before us and just recently she found out about us and she's hurt i know but nobody yet has confront each other. You can say that I'm avoiding both of them because I'm trying...
    Natalia16 Natalia16
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2014

    I feel bad when people act ungrateful even

    after you do as much possible. I hate this people & I feel that one day they should also have the same experience & have the same knowledge how it feels when some one try's to do the best or try to make you feel happy & you don't turn over back to the person. The best part of...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 12, 2014

    So at the start f this semester,

    (grade 12) I auditioned and got into the school jazz band. It's been super fun so far and we are a really close group of friends. One of my best friends is really popular and has way more friends then me, and she feels really left out when the jazz band gets together and does...
    hailey2323 hailey2323
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2015
    simmerdame simmerdame
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 14, 2015

    I feel bad cause my ex have been coming over

    and we been ******* our brains out she gots a new man in her life and cheating is cheating but the only reason I feel bad is cause  she ain't. Here now i miss the old days but I know  we can't go back 
    daddylove4u daddylove4u
    51-55, M
    1 Response Mar 18, 2015

    My moms gross bf is dying

    and the only thing I care is how much noise he's making. I even said to myself "die faster!" I'm a horrible person...
    YLIhououin YLIhououin
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 17, 2015

    More than sometimes; often

    if I'm going to tell the truth about it.... BUT NOT TONIGHT !!!! Tonight I feel like a very good girl; and a satisfied one at that. 2016 may just be my year. 😉😉 Now, if I had only gotten laid. 😈
    OriginOfLove OriginOfLove
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jan 1, 2016
    deleted deleted
    Jun 18, 2015

    Am I ***** for not really responding to simple

    greetings on here?"Hello", "Hi', "What's up?". I guess after receiving some messages from people that were pretty thought out(as a greeting), I'm less inclined to answer the shorter ones. I also don't message back people who tell me they're intending to commit suicide and how...
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    2 Responses Feb 23, 2015
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    Oct 7, 2015

    The feeling dwells on me

    so much and it makes me wanna slap myself in the mouth to shut myself up...~ I know I'm not a bad person but I always feel like I am for whatever reason. Idk if it's the BPD or what but I'll verbally hurt myself so much when I feel this way and make myself cry without meaning to...
    mentallyhigh mentallyhigh
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2015

    I feel like I'm being unfair to my boyfriend

    because I'm asking him to not go out and get ****** because we had a huge fight because he did that a week ago and told me he was going to our best friends house and turned out he showed up then left pretty much straight away to go get ****** with a mate of his... he was texting...
    shannonjade shannonjade
    18-21, F
    May 18, 2015

    I don't know what to say.

    I just felt like this
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 3, 2015

    I'm Messed Up.

    I have terrible thoughts. Sometimes I wish I was being abused, or raped, so people would feel sympathy for me. I'm a sicko for thinking something so terrible, and I know this. I also wish people around me were smart enough to see me for me. Because I can't. I don't know who...
    Hippopotomus Hippopotomus
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2012

    Shaaaaame. Ahhhhhh. Broke my rule

    and paying in the price in overextending myself. Not their fault, its mine. Just felt... different is all.
    banders95 banders95
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 22, 2015

    Whenever I see a girl

    who looks my girlfriend I get all nervous and stare at her a bit :p wishing it really was her Does this happen to anyone else with their lover? :/
    LFCno1 LFCno1
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 22, 2015
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