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I Feel Like a Damn Failure

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    VanishedDea VanishedDea 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2014

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    Yeah, So About Living Life.

    I was told growing up that things go a certain way as long as we work hard. We go to school, get good grades, then get jobs. I got to school thinking I was going to plow through, then get an awesome internship and then get hired by a company afterwards. Just like my older...
    hooponopono hooponopono 26-30, F Oct 24, 2013

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    Life In Care!!!!!!!!!!

    hi im 15 in a month and so far my life as been a wreck. my mum doesn't want me or my siblings. she cancelled our last contact. we only have it once a month. my dad doesnt want me to find him. i havnt seen him since i was 5!!!. i think i got a boyfreind who doesnt rreally like...
    davidtennant4life davidtennant4life 13-15, F Aug 12, 2009

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    I work hard at every single **** faced thing in

    my life, and I'm still a disappointment. I'm not even surprised, I just feel the emptiness of believing I could actually do something right. I was wrong at even believing I could.
    freakychick01 freakychick01 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2013

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    Am I Crazy?

    I never thought id be one of those people but here i am. reckless with my baby chicken status of a career (as in just starting) and with my health as well. i drink every weekend i have fun yes at the time but when i start to think about the stupid things ive done in the black...
    girly716 girly716 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2012

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    Always Believed We Were To Protect The Ones We Loved

    buti faild toprotect my wife of 6 years one morning, and i paid a high priced for god and country mywife was killed and there was nothing i could do aboutit i was reported killed in action the day beofre but i was in a coma and no one told her i was alive or maybe shoe would have...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Sep 1, 2011

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    What Is Wrong?

    I keep thinking which doesn't seem to help me much. I go home to a quiet house. I live with my mother and my son but they dont have much interaction with me. Makes me ask myself , what is so wrong with me... My son is what breaks me up the most. He is 17 flunked his 9th grade and...
    espalumna espalumna 46-50, F Oct 26, 2013

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    Was I Mean?

    I guess I just feel BLAH today. A damn failure.I was called out for it by a respected EP member just now.Good for him, healthy confrontation is always a good thing
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F Sep 22, 2013

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    I'm A Failure

    All I want to do, is yell. At everyone I see. Things like: You don't understand, It's harder on me, Why is it always my fault? Forced to be an amazing student by my parents, straight A's, no social life. My life is miserable. My parents are semi abusive and the stress from...
    Definitee Definitee 13-15, F Oct 19, 2010

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    I Am Such a F***ing Idiot and Can't Stop Crying

    I am going through a very hard time emotionally these days, and to overcompensate, I've been doing lots of projects.  Today was "Home Improvement" day and I decided to clean the tub's drain (water wasn't passing anymore).  I got out my tools and made...
    LaMalquerida LaMalquerida 26-30, F 8 Responses Feb 8, 2009

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    i always try to look on the bright side of

    things but i snap back to reality and realize its just me imagining. I was never good in school, my grades was horrible and i dropped out cause me and my family are struggling to live. I reallly want to college, but i actually dont see myself in college, i know that wont work...
    mdkayvee mdkayvee 18-21, F Feb 17, 2014

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    Yup........

    i am a recovering addict and alcholoic need i say more? I have messed up so many things in my life including my kids being put in foster care. my feelings are indescribable imagine hopelessness mixed with major mood disorders toped with self hate. i put on a brave face for my...
    charmed88101 charmed88101 31-35, F 3 Responses May 26, 2011

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    Shortcomings

    Right now all I can do is fantasize about what my life could have been. As I think about it, there are some things I could have done differently. Example number one; instead of feeling like an outcast and letting my emotions get to me. I could have done nothing and let people...
    Noology19 Noology19 26-30 Jun 5, 2013

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    Eveything Is Wrong

    i cant do anything right in the eyes of my family there perfect im not
    AshtonMaya AshtonMaya 16-17, F 1 Response May 24, 2009

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    From Failure To Fruitful

    Often our plans fail that God's plans for us may succeed. - Ellen G. White I have had many so called "good" ideas or plans that failed and it turned out to be a blessing in disguise. I have also had experiences in my life that appeared to be a complete failure and turned...
    girl4god girl4god 36-40, F Mar 2, 2012

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    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F Mar 30

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    I am not very good at much in this life, nothing that really contributes to the world in a way that matters. I trained to be a teacher in a subject that no one seems to care about...
    Quellerosiel Quellerosiel 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    This is really more of me venting and getting this out of my chest. So if this bothers you, don't read it. I just am sort of talking about this to get it all out.. Anyway, I...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    feel like everything I do is a waste of time and energy
    Eli7563 Eli7563 18-21, M Apr 13

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    I suck at everything. I feel hopeless.
    elgrxce elgrxce 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I'm already 26 years old. At such an age one should already have the wisdom to know what they want in their life however this is not the case for me. I've reached another critical...
    Malikbm007 Malikbm007 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    It's like I'm in quick sand. The more I struggle to try sleeping regularly and to try to get out of my troubles, the deeper I sink. :/
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am probably going to fail three classes!!! **** my Life
    MsVincent19 MsVincent19 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I hate when people point out that I didn't finish school and I now work a meaningless job. Obviously I know that!! I don't need anyone else to point it out. I'm completely aware...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes I just feel like what's the since in trying anymore.I give and I give and I give.All I have to show for it is feeling like a failure.I don't know where I fit in this...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 16

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    more n more I feel like a failure at everything. I dont have the strength to keep fighting. I am drowning in my own tears of depression
    sixtens sixtens 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have to be mom, who keeps the world revolving and upholds order, I have to be the significant other, who takes care of all the details, forces herself to care at every turn...
    MyCircus MyCircus 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    He said "stop doing this to your self"... I hate when your starting to forget about something or someone and then BAM!!!! A song comes on and your like damn, "Now I want some...
    Nobullshyt Nobullshyt 18-21, F Apr 10

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    It's quite a strange feeling. I think I feel like life isn't real bcos every time I should have broken a bone, it just never snapped but instead just hurt really badly. Like I was...
    jolley2k jolley2k 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 14

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    I am an adult on the Autism spectrum. As a child, I never really had quality of friends. They often used me. I believe in a race of people/extraterrestrials called...
    NiggiMaskedSalesman NiggiMaskedSalesman 36-40, F Apr 16

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    Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place, Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself...
    YesIAmAsian YesIAmAsian 18-21 Apr 17

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    I'm a young woman and while it appears I'm blessed, I'm not. All my life, I've been suffering from several tragedies and heartaches. Ever since I was six and visited New York, I...
    sorrow21 sorrow21 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm a young woman and while it appears I'm blessed, I'm not. All my life, I've been suffering from several tragedies and heartaches. Ever since I was six and visited New York, I...
    sorrow21 sorrow21 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Baby, when I think about you I think about love Darlin', couldn't live without you And your love If I had those golden dreams of my yesterday I would wrap you In the heavens And...
    TheScorpio1966 TheScorpio1966 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    Thank you for clicking on my experience. I just wanted to say... I feel like I'm all alone. I feel like I have no one here to help me. Let's just carry on. First of all, I am a...
    TheBloodySerenity474 TheBloodySerenity474 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Sissy test : do you really feel like a woman ? Total for lori = 149 Good girl! Your score is really high! You feel like a woman, and that's why you dress like them...
    gandyr gandyr 56-60, M Mar 27

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    I feel like I'm dying. I somehow manage to go through my daily routines but I no longer feel like there's a reason for me breathe. I feel like I'm just existing, not living; and...
    ILoveWeights ILoveWeights 26-30, M Mar 29

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    I honestly don't know what else I can do and say to get the same attention that everybody else gets when they text or call or anything at all. I try to do what I can and I try to...
    jdavid1979 jdavid1979 31-35, M Mar 29

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    I was told today that I was a "heartless, no good human being" because I couldn't relate to what the person was saying when they said they were sad. I tried to explain that I...
    bledotbizdotuk bledotbizdotuk 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    As much as i would like to talk about my problems I feel like I actually am what I was accused of. Am I really as sensetive as I think I am or am I just as obsessive as they claim...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M 3 Responses Apr 7

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    Today just doing things with friends made me feel this way. I feel really sad right now. I feel like no one really knows me or even understands me. I feel like no one loves me or...
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    Ive always felt strongly connected to wolves and there's a strange...magical feeling I get when I'm in the woods. I've tried shifting to a wolf form in the past but it hasn't...
    EllieLoveless EllieLoveless 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I feel totally sh*t. I went to the concert of my two favorite bands yesterday yet now I just feel like there's no point to anything anymore. I feel like I hate everything. I hate...
    shhyoudontknowme shhyoudontknowme 16-17, F Apr 11