I Feel Like a Monster Sometimes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 154 People

    Anyone else feel so angry

    when the littlest thing goes wrong and think that everything is going wrong,?
    TheVengefulOne TheVengefulOne
    22-25, M
    Jan 15

    they made me this way I was their

    sacrificial goat that they hung all their guilt sin and hatred upon and gave me unto that darkness as gift for forgiverents
    fullofthunder fullofthunder
    56-60, M
    May 25, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 19, 2015

    sometimes I feel that

    if I get angry enough a monster with long piercing teeth and spikes with long ears and a tail and horns may just rip through my skin and devour those around me. Sometimes I wish that would happen but never does. When I'm angry I feel myself burning hot literally. My face and...
    missmaymay missmaymay
    22-25, F
    May 28, 2015

    Monster

    I have sever ADHD and i have very severe anger disorders i am a really sweet girl but if someone calls me a name or teases me even if there playing i blow up and sometimes i even scare myself. does anyone else know what i am going through? I feel like a MONSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!
    scootbug scootbug
    13-15, F
    Mar 22, 2012

    I Don't Want To Hurt Him

    I met this Chinese guy. We went on a few dates... for me, it was just about a bit of company and a bit of fun. But then I started getting that sinking feeling that he was falling for me. And I realised I could not reciprocate the feelings... I am too damaged, too hurt. And just...
    DancingFox DancingFox
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Jun 7, 2011

    I feel like I am both the wolf

    and rabbit. I am a hunter and yet I am hunted. I chase for nurture but yet I run from nature. I am starving but I can't feed. I long for love but can't love. I am lonely. In both love and life. I am the wolf and rabbit.
    TheVengefulOne TheVengefulOne
    22-25, M
    Jan 17

    Anger

    When I am very deeply angry the monster in me comes out.
    ascs ascs
    22-25, F
    Jul 26, 2009

    Anyone else feel like a monster wen they're

    upset or angry doing things hey thought they would never do?
    TheVengefulOne TheVengefulOne
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Aug 5, 2014

    My ex told me things I had done.

    People Say he lies. He lied a lot. I was the one dumped so I'm the monster right? I don't know who's more afraid- him seeing me or me going on another date. He makes me feel like a monster when little was done, for I gave him back all the stuff he bought me along with his own...
    Maihowl Maihowl
    22-25, F
    Jan 4, 2015

    I .... Monster

    i feel it inside me. growling in pure rage, wanting to strike out at those who have caused me pain. i feel it inside me waiting to consume me whole at the first chance. there's not much i can do except fight it all i can. but there's only so much i can do
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass
    22-25, M
    7 Responses Jun 7, 2011

    My mother told me that she's afraid of me just

    because I have my father's blood in me even though I've been the most obedient child in my family...
    Letmebee Letmebee
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 25

    Beast Mode

    i told y'all about the anger issues and stuff but here is my favorite song: monster guitar player: slash...
    scootbug scootbug
    13-15, F
    Mar 22, 2012

    Alot of times people think they know what you

    are going through by just the mask your wearing they have no idea sometimes you could be going through so much holding everything in just pretendingike everything is OK when this happens take it one second atca time don't let your emotions control you
    portialee portialee
    31-35, F
    Oct 2, 2015

    Seeing moving "I" influenced me to write this.

    I feel like a Monster, at times very rare, because I am not just ugly, uglier or ugliest in the world, i am just suitable guy for my age of 18-21 or 22-25. If any girl loved me, i wonder, i really wonder, Haha! a monster loved by a human being lol, how can one even love me...
    BharatRossiya BharatRossiya
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Oct 3, 2015

    I do Things I never imaged I would ever do on

    hurting someone so bad and have everyone against you
    MerpR MerpR
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 31, 2014

    Hi I suffer from hard to deal with ocd,

    when I was diagnosed about 7 years ago I was really struggling and my binge drinking got even worst and I used alcohol as a means to deal with my illness. I was having a party at home witch got out of control and me and an aquantence was drinking vodka and he passed out, so...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 13, 2015

    Monster by Skillet. I want all of you to check

    it out. (forget the ¨sometimes¨)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 9, 2015

    Monster...

    When I get mad, angry, depressed, ect, I feel don't feel like me. Or what I think is me. Normally I am a bubbly girl with a happy positive attitude all the time. But when these emotions hit...I feel different. It's as if some dark part of my heart takes over and I become a...
    TrappedAbs TrappedAbs
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2013

    Monster

    I suppose there's no redeeming yourself of your past or truly changing your nature in the present no matter how hard we may try. We are what we are. Me? I'm a monster. Wanting or trying to be a pussycat doesn't make me one. Once a wolf, always a wolf. I'm angry at myself...
    zillaron zillaron
    51-55, M
    Jul 26, 2009

    Megatonbitch That's my monster name.

    I could so totally take on godziwah, easy just mega ***** him to death. No feat too big for MEGATONBITCH. There's lots more where that came from, if you hit the ***** itch. Not really... lol. /Ok.. maybe sometimes, occasionally.. ?
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter
    41-45
    1 Response Oct 1, 2015
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