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I Feel Like A Part Of Me Died Tonight

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    Unexpected Revelation

    I was emailing a close friend tonight and I was trying to share how I was feeling and I made the statement that I feel each day like a piece of me is dying. I had to stop typing cause I broke down in tears for about 10 minutes. I sat back down to continue my thoughts and found...
    msgemini71 msgemini71 41-45 May 21, 2012

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    Well This Morning Rather

    I broked down today. I'm hurting... Again. I'll hide it though. I CAN hide it. I HAVE to. And hopefully one day, i'll be better.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2011

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    Words I Never Thought I Would Hear.

    last night my mom had a bad night.she was in so much pain.i stayed up with her,and at one point she said she wished she was dead.and she asked god to end her suffering.when i heard that,i part of me died.to know that she was in such pain.and that i could do nothing.i almost...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 2 Responses Oct 26, 2009

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    What Of Me Is Left Alive?

    It's actually yesterday but Its a process and has taken time to sink in, I made a stupid error in judgement and lost my best friend. He'd used my iPad to access his email account and left it up, I read through some of his emails and called him on something, now he says he's lost...
    VoodooInBlue VoodooInBlue 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 19, 2012

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    The Worst Year Of My Life.

    About a year ago blood started pouring out of my mouth and it scared me so much. This started happening more and more frequently and I was getting weaker and weaker but I wouldn't tell anyone until it happened in front of my girlfriend and it scared her so much too, I felt like I...
    stevengates stevengates 18-21 1 Response Sep 4, 2012

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    The Roommate Again

    Wow... this is an odd feeling. I really do feel like I am partially dead tonight. Like something, I am not sure what, just up and left my life for good. I am not sure why I feel this way though. I think it has something to do with my own need to blame someone else for my...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 9, 2013

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    Not So Much Who I Lost

    But what I lost...I thought I had a bit of a good thing going with someone I met on here. Then after a week of not being able to get on EP, I see he was talking to some other girl. Just something simple like him saying to her "I'm waiting" says to me he wanted to talk...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    So Sad....

      I  read something that made me so sad tonight.  It felt as though a little piece of my heart died.  I don't understand the logic behind it.  I don't understand the anger behind it.  I just don't understand....... My friend doesn't...
    giggles4488 giggles4488 56-60, F 5 Responses Feb 8, 2010

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    Actually, It Was 2 Tonight's Ago

    My ex and I were talking on the phone and he, Manu, told me he spke to one of our mutual friends, crying, saying, "He doesnt know why I broke up with him and that he's in deep pain." He's so full of crap. After what he's said about our incompatability I find it hard to believe...
    RitaRee RitaRee 22-25, F Jul 22, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I have said this loads of times before, but my girlfriend is grounded tell September... and every day that passes with no contact it feels like part of me is dying inside... Idk if...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    ...Or maybe that part is already dead.🌚
    XxbixtchybellaxX XxbixtchybellaxX 13-15, F Jul 14

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    I shouldn't be in such shock when my boyfriend is nice to me. But he always treats me like **** so when he is nice, it's like woah, wtf. It shouldn't be like that. At all. 😔
    hisprincess11411 hisprincess11411 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I should be used to you treating me like **** by now. 4 years of it.
    hisprincess11411 hisprincess11411 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Can you say ******* 😞😔......
    hisprincess11411 hisprincess11411 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Someone please talk to me 😭
    Brudy6 Brudy6 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's heartbreaking being rejected by your own man....
    hisprincess11411 hisprincess11411 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've had the same feeling since I was a little girl. I'm 16 now but mine feels more..supernatural if that makes sense. I can recognize the pattern in which things happen and I can...
    DiamondK15 DiamondK15 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I Feel Like I m Nothing and All Alone In This Big World! I m new to this blogging thing, but I've always felt better when I write things down, and I thought maybe if I...
    saumilBhatt saumilBhatt 18-21 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I've only really had one person make me feel like this..... I made a bad decision... I let them inside my walls.... I hurt them and myself and I'm not even sure how.... I see...
    Thatrandomgirlamy Thatrandomgirlamy 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I do...... There will be times I'm playing around with Ana and she suddenly gets all upset by it and begins to cry. I mean I never push it too far or make it annoying...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 13-15, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel like everyone is lonely. No matter who your with or how long you are with them they will never be good enough.. They can make you feel happy for a while.. But u will never...
    mydarkangel mydarkangel 16-17, F Jul 9

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    This is the first time I am sharing my story. Exactly as I said before, I feel like I live in Hell. Hell on Earth, that is. Now, let me tell you why. First of all, I have a large...
    Mymin Mymin 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I feel like this every night and I can't go to sleep until the next morning and it's so stressing what is going on?
    LaKira LaKira 13-15, F 16 hrs ago

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    For the past 8 years of my 'life' I have suffered with severe anxiety and depression. They say it's meant to get better, but every day just gets harder. I'm almost starting to feel...
    36chambers86 36chambers86 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    ever since my dad got remarried and had another kid, my brother and i have taken the back burner. scratch that, we've been moved out of the kitchen entirely. particularly me bc i...
    kggi kggi 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I can't help but feel like a failure and that I'm letting my dad down. All he talks about is how I wanted to go to Harvard, be a doctor, got straight A's. Part of me...
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I feel like I'm part wolf and need someone who understands me to talk to me!:)
    savvyZwolf savvyZwolf 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I just turned one when my parents divorced so it wasn't hard for me to get over that since I don't remember when my parents even were together. A few years later my dad met my step...
    ahk16 ahk16 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Since I was little, I always had a very clear idea of who would be my life mate: funny, charming, witty, goofy, strong and physically big, but also very gentle and loving. I even...
    mewsiesie mewsiesie 31-35 Jul 3

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    When I was younger I was a very happy child. Always smiling, laughing and loving everything about life. Even though I am naturally an introvert and somewhat shy I loved being...
    elderflower4 elderflower4 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I feel depressed a lot more than before. I feel like all the happiness I use to shower people with is being sucked from me more and more. The rules my parents keep placing on me to...
    ruizr302 ruizr302 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I hate feelings... Contradictions... I hate when you are feeling one thing and everyone around you tells you to stop and go in the other direction... I hate when someone tells you...
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Everywhere I am I don't belong home nope school nope sleepovers nope where DO I belong? Idk sometimes I feel like hell is my place.i always fake smiles u may never know but my...
    lilsing lilsing 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I don't feel like I'm alive. Like it's a dream. I'll be driving my car and it's like I catch up with my body and go "Oh, yeah. I'm going to the store" in my head. I'll...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't even know where to start mainly because all my life I've been an outcast. When I was young my real father left me and so my mom worked a lot to keep food on the table and...
    Arwenlethena Arwenlethena 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I feel like ..i was never meant to be a mother ...don't get me wrong I believe children are so beautiful and innocent and all I see is good in them! innocent and sweet ...I have 3...
    pinkfloydkitty pinkfloydkitty 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    there are so many times where I feel like crap and full of despair. I don't know why but as days go by I feel like I'm not really there like when I laugh is it real? Or when I...
    GalaxyPlanet128 GalaxyPlanet128 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    or someone. when i'm leaving home i always had this feelng of emptiness, something's not with me that i should had, something's missing and i kept thinking what it is or is it...
    lachrymosejessa lachrymosejessa 13-15, F Jul 4

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    I know I'm still at a young age and will probably find someone again blah blah, but it hurts to have heart broken by someone you thought loved you. My first relationship was awful...
    anyoneoutthere1 anyoneoutthere1 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 5

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    Okay so today.... Let me first say that I work in a retail store. I work in the shoe department and I'm the only one in this shoe department, which sometimes isn't the best, like...
    daisymetcalf daisymetcalf 22-25, F Jul 5

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    I can't fight this feeling anymore.sometimes i feel like i wanna tell her how i feel,but i know she won't feel the same.at the same time i don't want to freak her out.but this...
    urbanmellow urbanmellow 22-25, F Jul 8

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    Why does my family hate me so much? Ever since my nephew was born they completely forgot about me they just don't care anymore they favour him like they did me now i don't even get...
    otakugamerwolf otakugamerwolf 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    God I wish I had a friend. I feel like I need someone to tell me that I am okay, that things will get better if I try. I guess I don't believe in myself anymore... sometimes I...
    crazyhobo crazyhobo 26-30 1 Response Jul 8

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    This whole situation im in is very weird and awkward. My mother's boyfriends son is back for a month of the summer, as soon as he got back her bf completely ignores her yet chats...
    sgngng sgngng 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I feel like all my friends hate me. Even though they say they don't and have helped me before but I feel like they did it because they felt bad for me. I wish I could read their...
    9voltaige 9voltaige 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    I feel like I'm constantly grabbing his hand, hugging him, kissing him, etc. And I feel like it annoys him. He tells me he loves it when I'm being "clingy", and that I don't do it...
    stillYDGN stillYDGN 13-15, F Jul 13

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    Just in one of those moods. Not sure if i'm angry or sad. I feel like my life is in the cycle of constantly starting over. A lot of people want a start over, i know, but just as my...
    chemically99 chemically99 13-15, F Jul 13

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    I remember the heartbreaking time a close "friend" & my boyfriend plotted against me and started dating in 2012 and still dating. I lost a lot friends along with this. Me being a...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux 16-17, F Jul 13