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I Feel Like A Part Of Me Is Missing

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    I 'm a Vietnam veteran,

    I have left my blood and a 5 man crew there. They are my brother's. I will never forget. You will be in my heart and soul forever. To all veteran's, I say Thank you for your service
    housecat1 housecat1 61-65, M May 25

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    I Lost It

    I am crawling through a hallway, wrought with my guilt and anguish, cold and dark. I am tempted by my own indiscretions, striped to the flesh by my borrowed conflictions. I now stand alone on the top of a point, looking out into the future. A blank Canvas stands before me; my...
    waywardme waywardme 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 12, 2011

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    I've felt like there's been somthing wrong with

    me since I was 13, no one listens to me but "normal" people don't act or think or do the things I do and deffinetly don't 5 years later
    Unicornpeasant Unicornpeasant 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    savannaholivia1 savannaholivia1 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    Lost My Husband Who Was Also My Best Friend

    My husband died from cancer, it still hard to believe. I have not been the same, I don't think that I ever will be. At first I just stayed in bed, not answering the phone, or door if someone came over. Then when I finally got out of bed, all I did was eat, and gained tons of...
    PW67 PW67 56-60, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    There are many phrases I've imagined I'd one

    day say to my father. "Dad I'm getting married. " or "I passed! " or "You're gonna be a grandfather. " Never once did I imagine myself sending my dad an email telling him I'd been raped. I never imagined a phone call that would just consist of me crying for twenty minutes while...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Missing 'the Strong' Me.

    I am more sensitive than I've been. I became more sentimental. I feel confused. And I need to feel loved again. C'mon.... I should be strong. The one that sleeps calm and gives less and less **** every day. So, dear strong me, if you are somewhere, please come back home from your...
    different33 different33 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 7, 2012

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    Since He Left

    A year ago my exhusband abandoned me out of now where.  Since that day I have felt like there is a piece of me missing.  I had never loved anyone the way I love him.  No matter what I do or try to do nothing seems to make a difference. Nothing fills that space.  Everyone...
    tyringtolive tyringtolive 46-50, F 3 Responses Jun 5, 2012

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    People always say that the most painful thing

    is losing the one you love. The truth is the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much and forgetting that you are special too.
    ImJustANobody ImJustANobody 26-30, M 4 Responses May 2

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    I get so jealous. So jealous to see all the

    happy couples and everyone going on about their life...and then theres me. Can barely hold a smile for 5 seconds without crying. Its like my life has completely stopped. No, my life has stopped. They say god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soilders. I honestly...
    ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    And this is my own doing I have

    now lost the one sure thing I had in my life the woman I loved the woman I cared for my best friend, soul mate and twin flame I have lost it all because I am a selfish, jealous moody self centred fool.
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    purplehoodie purplehoodie 13-15, F May 2

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    I Miss Him So Much

    i have always asked my self the same question.... is love addiction?..or the power of ur love make u act like addict ..like u can't get enough of ur beloved??? when u love someone..u feel alive...u enjoy every moment with them u smile..u r quite with this peaceful moments...u...
    semsembofa semsembofa 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    I am not enough, i always need other people

    for happiness, my life isn't enough.
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 21, 2014

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    Yeah... My perfect half is.

    .. Where the **** are you?
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    KnightSolaire KnightSolaire 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 12

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    Half Of Me Is Missing

    Sometimes I feel like half of me is missing. I've lost people-my older brother, when I was 12, he committed suicide. I was close to him. But I don't really think that's it. It's been a while, and I wasn't feeling this way before. Now, I just feel so alone. I'm happy a lot of the...
    JustMeInHere JustMeInHere 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2013

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    Can I borrow a kiss? I promise.

    I'll give it back. 😍
    Charmeeee Charmeeee 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 21, 2014

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    Papa

    My father and I were close, he was me best friend, i loved him so much. He taught me right from wrong, he taught me how to walk, talk, laugh, smile, read, live and love. He took me out, he showed me amazing things, he taught me to be unique and told me constantly how beautiful i...
    iturmore iturmore 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 11, 2011

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    My Big Part Is Gone ;(

    This evening i am having real trouble sleeping .. I have been used to sleeping eating and living very closely to my boyfriend and now it has come to an end.. I am missing him so badly ;( and it always takes me a while to get used to life without him and know he feels the same...
    prettypoppie prettypoppie 41-45, F Jun 5, 2012

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    I miss certain things.

    I guess this is just a phase in my life but sometimes it feels like it will last forever
    Rosebox Rosebox 18-21, F Mar 16

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    A part of me has died

    and will never come back though I will take and appreciate the blessings coming that hole will haunt me until the day I die.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 12

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    I don't even know how to describe it.

    I just don't feel like a whole person anymore. I feel like something has been taken for me and I don't know what it is and I just want to cry all the time and search for my missing piece but I can't. and nobody can help and nobody really cares. or should care.
    alottbutsolittle alottbutsolittle 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 14, 2014

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    Had a kind of major event in my life happen two

    weeks ago. Since then, feels like something in my brain, like a wire, got disconnected
    Cosmicmutt Cosmicmutt 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I'm always searching

    for that one piece of myself. That piece that can make me whole again. That piece of life to revive my cold body. Sometimes I see it in people I'm drawn to, but then they've gone away. Too late to say, "You're that piece I've been dying for."
    Stormeyes Stormeyes 18-21, F 2 Responses May 20

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    I think it is a desire to find someone exactly

    like me. Someone that I won't have to be afraid of and someone that I can love.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 12

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    i have a void inside myself.

    i try to fill it with things but it doesnt fill. and try to fill it with people and it still doesnt fill people come and go and ive been hurt a lot by others judging me and pushing me away. i found someone similar to me. and i feel like i lost that too. you feel like your heart...
    screechowl83 screechowl83 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I have lost a part of myself.

    One of my experiences caused that loss. As for another part of me...I'm not "missing" a part of me. Someone stole it. An I don't know how to get that part of me back. Or if I can. It's tragic, no matter how you look it.
    notthis78 notthis78 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I feel like part of me is missing

    because it is. Its part of my brain was not formed properly. It is this that's been said is what has caused me so many problems in my life. I am to put it bluntly a nutter, certified crazy. I was born without a conscience and I've never missed it. I lack empathy for anyone...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 17, 2014

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    I'm too tired to find the right category Dear

    blankety blank neighbors, Fine! You frivkin win. After your incessant banging and building fancy a.s.s closets for a house you bought for your 19 year old son. I AM UP! Those closets better be the BOMB because I like to wake up naturally with no alarm. But your banging and...
    Twinkletoejam Twinkletoejam 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 19

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    YoungOne1901 YoungOne1901 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    Because half of my heart died the day

    that my son passed away. I have another son but having him didn't bring that part back. It just made another part a vulnerable place.
    Tstanley86 Tstanley86 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    Right Now..

    Right now, I feel like I'm not myself. Like I'm who I used to be - that I'm that pathetic girl I used to be, with no friends and no love...But I have keelan, I have to remember that.. I'm not pathetic - I have his love. But it feels like he doesn't exist sometimes... and it...
    acb220 acb220 16-17, F Dec 4, 2011

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    I want to be in a relationship very badly.

    I want someone to share my bed with and breakfast and who gets just as excited to see me as I am to see them
    juillet juillet 22-25 2 Responses Jul 11

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    Unbearable

    When it rains listen closely: When you hear tear drops falling like rain on the rooftops. You don't know what you're listening to ....this is me missing you There are days that are  unbearable, days that are bearable but all of those days I miss you and your absence makes...
    winterlace winterlace 46-50 3 Responses Nov 20, 2010

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    When i didn't have a Dom/Master/Mentor i was

    missing a major part of myself. i don't deny that i was desperate and made some bad choices. it was because i needed my Dom and i'd yet to find him. i had a Dom at one time and i was still looking, it had to mean that i hadn't found what i was looking for. It's like i didn't...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    Javier09 Javier09 13-15, M Apr 22

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    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 19

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    I've tried filling my hole with pretending to

    be straight, but doing this for so long and not being able to just have a healthy relationship with anyone besides male has been killing me inside.
    PrinceNeko PrinceNeko 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    maebugg maebugg 18-21, F Jul 21

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    12:37

    Sometimes I wonder If you miss me As I miss you. But then I remember I loved you more And I hoped you loved me the same in return. So the answer is, No. you probably don’t miss me. Waste. Waste. Waste.
    sanfranciscoloving sanfranciscoloving 18-21, F Oct 24, 2012

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    However, I am finding it again.

    I felt as though I had lost a part of myself. I had lost my voice and inner strength, that helped me endure so much. It started reappearing about a week ago. And tonight, after a series of events....... I'm back world!!!!!! Throw whatever s.h.it you have at me. I will...
    Twinkletoejam Twinkletoejam 41-45, F 8 Responses Jul 20

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    I lost my soul mate. He said he is moving on

    past me... I don't know how to handle this pain. Anyone else lose someone so important to them? How do you cope?
    WhoIsTroy WhoIsTroy 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 16

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    My girlfriend and I broke up

    for a really dumb reasons and I can tell she regrets it.... I love her so much but idk if I should ask her to be mine again or now. She is my absolute world and we still talk like we are dating just without saying "i love you" and stuff.... Idk what to do, I want to spend the...
    Mitch507 Mitch507 18-21, T 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I always feel this way.

    With being adopted at a very young age I never knew who my real parents were. I have so many questions that can't be answered. Though I'm grateful for having a wonderful family I still feel that something is missing. A big piece of me is gone and it can't be found.
    catherine1602 catherine1602 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

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