I Feel Like A Part Of Me Is Missing

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    Every time I hear your voice

    and I realize you’re speaking to me, it fills me with happiness. It’s a happiness though with sadness lurking, following like a shadow because you aren’t mine and it won’t ever be the same and I wish you loved me like I still love you. You don’t look me in the eyes...
    MhairiM MhairiM
    16-17, F
    Oct 9, 2015

    I feel like part of me is missing

    because it is. Its part of my brain was not formed properly. It is this that's been said is what has caused me so many problems in my life. I am to put it bluntly a nutter, certified crazy. I was born without a conscience and I've never missed it. I lack empathy for anyone...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2014

    People always say that the most painful thing

    is losing the one you love. The truth is the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much and forgetting that you are special too.
    ImJustANobody ImJustANobody
    26-30, M
    3 Responses May 2, 2015

    There are many phrases I've imagined I'd one

    day say to my father. "Dad I'm getting married. " or "I passed! " or "You're gonna be a grandfather. " Never once did I imagine myself sending my dad an email telling him I'd been raped. I never imagined a phone call that would just consist of me crying for twenty minutes while...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2015

    In the end, no matter how much I complain.

    ... I'm still just missing you... :(
    deleted deleted
    Oct 29, 2015

    missing someone and not being able to do any

    thing about it.. generally makes me easy annoyed, moody and emotionally frustrated .. I try not to miss him but at the end I still do
    deleted deleted
    Aug 11, 2015

    My soul mate is missing,

    and I will never be ok.
    darkroomtruth darkroomtruth
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2015

    I'm really sad about EP closing down i used to

    share my feelings here i'm thankfull for Ep thought me so much and people who helped me so much i knowed people i undrustood more people if anyone need help and feel down about life if i can i will help you and whatever needs a friend i'm here :) .... keep smiling be kind think...
    Sozdar Sozdar
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 24

    Most people have a person.

    A best friend, boyfriend/girlfriend, spouse, brother/sister, mentor, or whatever. People have a person. I used to have a person. I went through quite a few persons, to be honest. I had a best friend and we changed in ways that made us incompatible. I had a boyfriend and he's...
    lvyrusl lvyrusl
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 23

    Ever since I broke up with my ex I started to

    feel this way. It just doesn't feel right not having anyone to text good morning to every morning, or have anyone that's always messaging willing to talkk and be there for me when needed. I really miss just having someone who cares about me... without someone like that in my...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    Feb 8

    I'm not sure what it is yet.

    I'm married we're trying but I still feel like I'm missing something in my life. I need to feel complete.
    Sootired40 Sootired40
    41-45, M
    Feb 14

    its been almost eight months

    since my boyfriend passed away. it still seems like yesterday. i try to tell myself everyday that i can do this and things will get better..that lasts all of five seconds. im so tired. i have no family, friends, money, job, car..nothing. all i have left is the memories of how...
    forevermyalways forevermyalways
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 3, 2015

    I feel like I'm suppose to have a sibling.

    Someone to talk to and help me get through pain. My parents have been divorced for years but I feel like I was suppose to have a brother or sister. Like I was suppose to but something happened. My parents never talked about an other child but there's something in me that knows I...
    gennie121 gennie121
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 16, 2015

    Because half of my heart died the day

    that my son passed away. I have another son but having him didn't bring that part back. It just made another part a vulnerable place.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 13, 2015

    When i didn't have a Dom/Master/Mentor i was

    missing a major part of myself. i don't deny that i was desperate and made some bad choices. it was because i needed my Dom and i'd yet to find him. i had a Dom at one time and i was still looking, it had to mean that i hadn't found what i was looking for. It's like i didn't...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 22, 2015

    A part of me has died

    and will never come back though I will take and appreciate the blessings coming that hole will haunt me until the day I die.
    deleted deleted
    Jul 12, 2015

    i have a void inside myself.

    i try to fill it with things but it doesnt fill. and try to fill it with people and it still doesnt fill people come and go and ive been hurt a lot by others judging me and pushing me away. i found someone similar to me. and i feel like i lost that too. you feel like your heart...
    screechowl83 screechowl83
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jul 12, 2015

    I lost my soul mate. He said he is moving on

    past me... I don't know how to handle this pain. Anyone else lose someone so important to them? How do you cope?
    WhoIsTroy WhoIsTroy
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 16, 2015

    I'm too tired to find the right category Dear

    blankety blank neighbors, Fine! You frivkin win. After your incessant banging and building fancy a.s.s closets for a house you bought for your 19 year old son. I AM UP! Those closets better be the BOMB because I like to wake up naturally with no alarm. But your banging and...
    Twinkletoejam Twinkletoejam
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jul 19, 2015

    And this is my own doing I have

    now lost the one sure thing I had in my life the woman I loved the woman I cared for my best friend, soul mate and twin flame I have lost it all because I am a selfish, jealous moody self centred fool.
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey
    36-40, M
    Jul 12, 2015
    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Mar 19, 2015

    I Miss Him So Much

    i have always asked my self the same question.... is love addiction?..or the power of ur love make u act like addict ..like u can't get enough of ur beloved??? when u love someone..u feel alive...u enjoy every moment with them u smile..u r quite with this peaceful moments...u...
    semsembofa semsembofa
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 1, 2010

    I lost one best friend this week,

    and, like the title says, I feel like part of me is missing. I might be losing another friend due to some mistakes that were made and I feel like an even bigger part of me is missing. These two friends were both guys, and they made me feel important, and like I belonged. I feel...
    jaks26 jaks26
    16-17, F
    Jan 28

    I'm at peace with myself,

    many love ones but that emptiness, that void, that missing link.......................
    deleted deleted
    Nov 6, 2015

    I 'm a Vietnam veteran,

    I have left my blood and a 5 man crew there. They are my brother's. I will never forget. You will be in my heart and soul forever. To all veteran's, I say Thank you for your service
    housecat1 housecat1
    61-65, M
    May 25, 2015

    I get so jealous. So jealous to see all the

    happy couples and everyone going on about their life...and then theres me. Can barely hold a smile for 5 seconds without crying. Its like my life has completely stopped. No, my life has stopped. They say god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soilders. I honestly...
    ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 ForeverMyAlwaysREH3
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2015

    I want to be in a relationship very badly.

    I want someone to share my bed with and breakfast and who gets just as excited to see me as I am to see them
    juillet juillet
    2 Responses Jul 11, 2015

    I don't even know how to describe it.

    I just don't feel like a whole person anymore. I feel like something has been taken for me and I don't know what it is and I just want to cry all the time and search for my missing piece but I can't. and nobody can help and nobody really cares. or should care.
    alottbutsolittle alottbutsolittle
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2014

    I think it is a desire to find someone exactly

    like me. Someone that I won't have to be afraid of and someone that I can love.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 12, 2015

    I always feel this way.

    With being adopted at a very young age I never knew who my real parents were. I have so many questions that can't be answered. Though I'm grateful for having a wonderful family I still feel that something is missing. A big piece of me is gone and it can't be found.
    catherine1602 catherine1602
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015

    However, I am finding it again.

    I felt as though I had lost a part of myself. I had lost my voice and inner strength, that helped me endure so much. It started reappearing about a week ago. And tonight, after a series of events....... I'm back world!!!!!! Throw whatever s.h.it you have at me. I will...
    Twinkletoejam Twinkletoejam
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jul 20, 2015

    I moved on but I feel like some part of myself

    was stolen and can never get back to how my life was once at rest. It happened twice, not once to two girls. Every time I moved on, I never recovered to my full self.
    deagledude217 deagledude217
    13-15, M
    Nov 30, 2015

    I Lost It

    I am crawling through a hallway, wrought with my guilt and anguish, cold and dark. I am tempted by my own indiscretions, striped to the flesh by my borrowed conflictions. I now stand alone on the top of a point, looking out into the future. A blank Canvas stands before me; my...
    waywardme waywardme
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jul 12, 2011

    This is the worst feeling in the world.

    I did just about everything i could to make sure nothibg went wrong but I can't control it all and all I can do is pray that he's ok. Maybe it'll take time... or atleast that's what I'm hoping... if he's gone like he planned then.. a part of me left with him.
    Chpt16 Chpt16
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Mar 22
    maebugg maebugg
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015

    I've tried filling my hole with pretending to

    be straight, but doing this for so long and not being able to just have a healthy relationship with anyone besides male has been killing me inside.
    PrinceNeko PrinceNeko
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2015

    everyday I wake up I feel like a part of me is

    missing because there is a part of me missing my other half my everything my husband he is away from me every day and every night. This has been a long road and still have a long road to go till he finally comes home and until that day that he dose come home I will lay my head...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 8

    It was the part of my life like my life is

    incomplete without it but now I lost it and unfortunately I can never get it back now.
    uksd1354268 uksd1354268
    18-21, M
    Sep 2, 2015
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 12, 2015

    I have lost a part of myself.

    One of my experiences caused that loss. As for another part of me...I'm not "missing" a part of me. Someone stole it. An I don't know how to get that part of me back. Or if I can. It's tragic, no matter how you look it.
    notthis78 notthis78
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 18, 2015

    Can I borrow a kiss? I promise.

    I'll give it back. 😍
    Charmeeee Charmeeee
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2014

    I am not enough, i always need other people

    for happiness, my life isn't enough.
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 21, 2014

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