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I Feel Like a Traitor

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    Think I'm cursed, all I said I wanted for Christmas was family time and all I've had is alone time, spend more time crying than laughing. And I know there are going to be people...
    Nethaly Nethaly 18-21, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Can anyone here relate to feeling like there's a wolf inside you that just wants out? I was sitting in the car last night on the way back from a Christmas thing and I literally...
    Bradioactive Bradioactive 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
    ohmyfvck ohmyfvck 18-21, F Dec 4

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    ROCKWELL "Somebody's Watching Me" Who's watching Tell me, who's watching Who's watching me I'm just an average man With an average life I work from nine to five Hey, hell, I...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    It's sad to say that I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I don't know if I am feeling sorry for myself or if these emotions are warranted. I feel like my family would be much...
    BeautifulCha0s BeautifulCha0s 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    As you have read my other stories my wife brought up a divorce. We haven't been getting along very well. I told myself I would talk to her and find out if this is what she really...
    harleyman2169 harleyman2169 41-45, M Nov 28

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    Now, I've felt like this for a while after graduating high school. I was always one of the top students in each grade and everyone had high hopes for me. Teachers, other students...
    EngulfingBreeze EngulfingBreeze 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I'm not really sure what I should write, I just feel like writing. free writing sounds good. I'll do that. something is coming. I feel it in my bones. things are changing, and I...
    loveandlight29 loveandlight29 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    Ok so latly i have been feeling off i dont know how to eplain it i just dont think right i feel like i move and act wired and i feel like no one else sees it i feel like im...
    ileon9 ileon9 13-15 Dec 13

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    To love the world and look upon it in wonder everyday and never feel like you belong. That is truly devastating. I feel like that everyday. I feel love for humans but don't feel...
    Shniddleyway Shniddleyway 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 15

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    Ok I have so many questions please help! (social disorder?) I am a 'maladaptive daydreamer' (I think that's how it's spelled). I constantly daydream all the time and develop...
    uneatenavacado uneatenavacado 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't really know how to explain it but i daydream a lot; Of things that could happen or of non-existent worlds. I even unconsciously start daydreaming while doing tasks or...
    RavenRaiden RavenRaiden 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Lately I have had a couple people telling me everything that is wrong with me. It makes me feel worthless. They tell me I am too pretentious, too bitchy, over materialistic, tell...
    nnggww nnggww 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I am seventeen and at this point in my life I feel so alone. Everyone in my life that is supposed to be my support system has kind of backed off. I try to talk to people but I...
    Tryingtosee17 Tryingtosee17 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I don't know where I fit in....I do not know where my place really is.I am lost, just wondering through life, searching for a place where maybe I may just belong, but never finding...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    Since I feel like I bother people, I never tell people what I really feel or want. I usually say what they want hear. I don't like to bother people cause I feel like they'll hate...
    Catina25 Catina25 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I stay home, work, school, nothing else... -_- I'm so boring. ... who out there feels like this. . when I get these moments I get up even if I don't want to I get up and change.. I...
    butterflyofchange butterflyofchange 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I feel like nothing's changed in my life. what have I really accomplished? I'm at a university I didn't even want to go to, I'm so lonely. My friends back home all have each other...
    thinkingoutloudx thinkingoutloudx 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    I feel like a I'm not a priority in your life. I know you are happy with me and God knows I'm happy with you but sometimes i feel like you forget I'm there. I never ask you for...
    LiesGreedMisery LiesGreedMisery 18-21, F Dec 5

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    I am a 20 y.o. man living outside of Oslo, Norway. I just quit my studies at a marketing school in Oslo because I wasn't satisfied with the quality of the education and was unhappy...
    felixhaave felixhaave 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    I rarely feel like I'm good enough for anything. My ex husband left me for someone he met on the internet about 5 years ago. I was devastated. We hadn't been happy for awhile...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F Dec 7

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    I just don't know any more. When I'm with him I feel like I'm on top of the world. All the lil problems that I'm facing are non existent. I'm happy as I can be. I feel complete...
    candacej1983 candacej1983 31-35, F Dec 7

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    -beat a high score -conduct an epic song -read that one moment when an awesome character does something i would do -realize im the only one in the room that understands what...
    tortress531 tortress531 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I Think This For Soo Many Reasons Like Right Now I Have A Not So Perfect Relationship Because Lately We Haven't Been Able To Hang Out & Go On A Date All Because Of His Ignorant...
    dessmart1 dessmart1 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    i feel like im not good at talking to people, for me, its starting a conversation, wether in person or online. dont get me wrong i love talking to people, and i do sometimes work...
    nathinitup nathinitup 22-25, M Dec 8

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    I have so ******* done right now. You give life a second chance, have a positive outlook, and feel like trying. You actually try your hardest to do something and actually feel hope...
    Valencia12 Valencia12 13-15, F Dec 13

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    I used to feel meaning from church. I spent many hours thinking of arguments and counter arguments for why God exists. I poured over the old logical arguments that proved he...
    jjeng1989 jjeng1989 22-25, M Dec 14

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    my heart feels like its breaking slightly, I need my relationship to go to how it should be a month ago, before it does break. I have this horrible thing playing on me between my...
    kernalzuggy kernalzuggy 22-25, M Dec 14

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    I am slowly slipping back into old habits and my stress & anxiety levels are at an all time high. I've cried every night for the past week. my dad is a lying cheater and I can't...
    roryrawry roryrawry 13-15, F Dec 16

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    Well maybe they're not the ones to blame. I'm becoming terrible at being a friend, being a sister, being a daughter, being a relative. Basically everything. My mind is inclined to...
    pleadingsorry pleadingsorry 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 18

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    Ok so here the situation Even though I have not had this dream yet I feel like one day I will have this dream and then my dream will come true. IDK Why but I always feel like I'm...
    ShakeItOff13 ShakeItOff13 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I can be happy for short periods of time, like when out with a friend or group of friends, and feel like my life is complete (not over, but rather as if the pieces are all there...
    myrandomusername myrandomusername 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i've never had a good Christmas. we dont have snow here and my family never really celebrates Christmas i dont even know why. but this Christmas is just the worst for me. my...
    kimberllytsy kimberllytsy 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Feeling like a jerk right now. I just read through all the msgs my friends sent me. It seems like they haven't yet noticed my decision to disappear from their lives. They are still...
    BB13xx BB13xx 16-17, T 1 day ago

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    At work I feel lonely. There are always talkative sociable people that laugh and keep conversations going. Then there is me. I feel like I can't hold interesting conversations with...
    Floridagirl96 Floridagirl96 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 26

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    At the moment I feel like no one does. Just felt like yesterday when my mum was in hospital. My so called bf didn't care. I just want someone to be there for me. I am always...
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    No matter where I've been I have never found any friend, girlfriend, lover. I've always been alone. I'm in university now and people don't like me or be my friend because I'm...
    franktheman149 franktheman149 18-21, M Dec 1

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    I don't know how to explain it but I feel like I don't mean anything to anyone. I'll never amount to anything, i just feel like I'm nothing.
    SomethingGrimm SomethingGrimm 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I know how weird this sounds, but I really feel like I haven't been 'designed' for this world.. I am really struggling at the moment, there's so much I will never understand. My...
    Mila23 Mila23 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 14

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    im only 15 but I still feel like I've wasted my life. I could be living right now but for the past years I've been stuck at home worrying about everything and being depressed. I...
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 15

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    You know, I never thought I'd actually live to be 16 and I don't know how I feel about it. My birthday is Friday and I should be excited but i'm not. Nothing changes, i'm still...
    FreedomIsWhatIDesire FreedomIsWhatIDesire 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    I'm in a relationship but I feel so alone. I feel so unattractive and useless. Why do I feel like I'll never truly be happy
    Butterflylost Butterflylost 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 16