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I Feel Like An Alien In An Alien World

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    Fundamentally Different From The Human Condition

    It's very difficult for me to describe, but if you're here then I hope you might be able to understand. I have felt out of place for as long as I can remember. Out of sync if you will. Like I don't belong here. No matter who I look at or am talking to or whatever, I feel deep...
    def1ant def1ant 26-30, M 15 Responses Aug 10, 2010

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    Nurse'S Treating My Vital'S Keep Asking And Telling Me "My Hands Are Cold"

    February Tuesday 19, 2013, I had my endoscopy Upper GI Exam. I was reminded again and this was not the first time, but the Nurse setting me up for my Intravenous, Asked "Why is my Hand So Cold?"Then an Hour later in the Endoscopy Room starting my Procedure, the Vital Finger Clip...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP 56-60, M Feb 28, 2013

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    Stranger In A Strange Land...

    From a very young age I’ve always felt different. As most of these stories start out. My Mom always used to joke about me being an alien. That she found me under a rock and kept me. For some reason that has always stuck with me even though it was a joke. I’ve always known...
    xstrangerx111 xstrangerx111 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    I Am Not Human I Don,t Understand Anything.

    i just don,t understand humanity or anything that surrounds it.                                                              ...
    gabriel420 gabriel420 16-17, M 11 Responses Jan 22, 2009

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    The Oldest Alien

    Well actually, I feel like an alien in a human world! I meet other aliens sometimes, we never actually admit we are aliens but there is that heart truth that connects us. I have never been abducted, the closest I came to it was watching "TAKEN" In fact I have...
    MoCushle MoCushle 51-55 10 Responses Feb 4, 2009

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    Hmmm

    I feel like I just don't belong on this earth. Someone somewhere is playing a joke on me and laughing their ***** off, watching me fumbling and falling on Earth.  Its ridiculous how out of place I feel.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 29, 2009

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    I Became A Religious Doofus

    I ended up giving myself an Urinary Tract Infection, practicing idolatry, believing God was working through me. I thought I was feeling God heavenly graces, but it end up the other way around.
    chicago54 chicago54 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    Blue Orbe Come At Me From Sky Then Vanished

    I was going threw a lot and like one day i walked outside looking at the sky i been going. threw stress and seems. like i look up to the skys for an answer. from god or Angel. like something was watching me. i saw an blue orbe comeing at me full force then when it got clothes it...
    lonlystar32 lonlystar32 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 10, 2013

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    Watching Life Go Around Me And I Can't Relate

    I try to understand people, any of them in general and i cannot. I listen to them talk about things i can't let myself get into. I watch as they seem happy, but i know deep down they are not. They look like me, but i know their not. My voice is lost in the emptiness of the world...
    nightscream nightscream 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 1, 2010

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    Not Human

    I have never felt like I belong here I'm always looking at the sky and finding comfort that I belong there not hevan but another world I'm able to read people like I was reading their life and people get scared by this because I'm able to tell them things they would not tell...
    bubble2323 bubble2323 36-40 3 Responses Jul 30, 2012

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    Awake

    I'm 18 and I have been so confused growing up- following my heart but it conflicting with society. I just recently met a few people who have let me open up in so many ways. It is as if I have met them all before.... I am so comfortable and yet we all know and care for eachother...
    relaxaandrelive relaxaandrelive 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25, 2010

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    Unity?

    Like many of you, I instantly identified with stories of alienation here and felt I had finally found others of my "species" here in cyberspace. But, I suppose none of this should be the least bit surprising nor should we have ever felt so terribly alone. Brains are natured and...
    AnythngIsPossibl AnythngIsPossibl 36-40, M 4 Responses Apr 3, 2011

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    My Life.

    I always felt different... I always thought about it, from a young age to.. well now. I am inhabiting a sixteen year old body... that's what it feels like... I feel as if i'm just inhabiting this body.. I've never really fit in with people my age, always sought conversation from...
    K0DAK K0DAK 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    Stranger In A Strange Land...

    From a very young age I’ve always felt different. As most of these stories start out. My Mom always used to joke about me being an alien. That she found me under a rock and kept me. For some reason that has always stuck with me even though it was a joke. I’ve always known...
    xstrangerx111 xstrangerx111 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 19, 2010

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    Strange Alien Feelings

    sometimes i wonder if im from earth, or if anyone is from earth. i wonder why water is "made" of atoms of "hydrogen and oxygen" thats been floating around the universe and suddenly bonded together", why it isnt just water that makes things we need...
    bluecrane bluecrane 16-17 5 Responses Oct 15, 2008

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    I Feel Like I Am Markedly Different From Most Other Human Beings

    Obviously since I am writing here I feel like I am different than everyone else. For the most part human beings don't make any sense to me, they never have. As a child I feel like I grew up in my own little world, and as I have entered the adult world things continually happen to...
    Proxyon Proxyon 22-25 3 Responses Oct 24, 2011

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    I Feel Like An Alien In An Alien World

    As a small child I felt from a very early age that everything was somehow not as it should be--or it was, and I wasn't. It didn't make sense, this world into which I had been cast. Today, at nearly 29 years of age, the feeling has only grown stronger. I live my life as everyone...
    davidstone78 davidstone78 26-30, M 5 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    Something Is Just...Off.

    There is this conflict within me, something just doesn't feel right. I feel restless and anxious about what lies ahead for me. I'm not sure what I'm doing with my life, I'm not sure what I'm doing at all. The banal and utterly meaningless aspects of earthly life is very quickly...
    FocusReborn FocusReborn 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    I Also Feel Fundamentally Difrent Of The Human Condition

    When i was a kid i i had freinds before 5 years old, but after five years old, i started disconnecting with others. Beause i realised at about 5 or 6, that they where very difrent from me, all my childhood my dad would hit me, beat me, spit on me insult me and my parents...
    wisdomisacurse wisdomisacurse 26-30 3 Responses Oct 8, 2010

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    You Are The Sane Ones!!!!

      I found this site about 2 minutes ago.  I have read a few personal accounts from people who feel alone in this mad world. We are not alone. Whoever you are out there you are not alone. I have since a very young age felt very different. I feel things deeply...
    osirisstar osirisstar 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 16, 2010

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    Where Can I Escape? How?

    On the deepest most fundamental level imaginable, I feel so incredibly distant from the world. I am not of this world. I am an observer of it all unfolding before my eyes. Everything seems surreal and backward. I know I'm different in an extremely deep way and it leaves me empty...
    FocusReborn FocusReborn 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 12, 2013

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    Alien World?

    Alien world?How, and why me?Here,Out of place,This place,Not me,What am I doing?This strange place,I'm alien,In an alien world!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Sep 27, 2011

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    Possible Answer

    I have noticed that many of you like me are unhappy with the monotony of life in this society, and whether this is because we are indeed completely different to other humans or if we are just more observant to the true. Regardless, we have noticed the failures in today's world...
    blainecsmith blainecsmith 18-21 Sep 4, 2013

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    Alone..

    (sorry, i'm really bad at expressing my opinions) well, other people just seem so different to me.. i dont see how people find happiness and fulfilment out of their plain everyday lives.. simple things appear complicated to me (i would have to write for about half an...
    petal petal 16-18, F 7 Responses Oct 19, 2007

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    Either I Am An Alien Or Just About Everyone Else Is!!

    It's really weird. Even when I started school in England when I was just over 4 years old I knew I was different. Up until then we lived in the country and I didn't really have any friends. Next thing I was dropped off at a convent/day school surrounded by a squillion other...
    erotikaboi erotikaboi 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 11, 2010

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    Hello Starseeds... Wake Up! We Aren't "normal" For Earth Standards But Special And Here To Help.

    some of us are from a very distant age on earth and it feels so foreign at this point and that is maybe the last time we were born OR we are from an entirely different planet or density or dimension.... they have admitted there's something "growing" that is green on mars that...
    StarLioness StarLioness 31-35, F Oct 2, 2012

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    A Letter For My Brethrens

    Comrades! So nice to finally found you. All of these times I felt so lonely, but now that I’ve found you, I don’t feel so lonely anymore. I first suspect that I’m an alien a few years ago. One day I was watching human from inside a moving car. Watching, watching, and...
    dawnlite dawnlite 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2011

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    Everything Seems Wrong In This World

    I don't know how to live in this world.It feels like nothing here is really mine.I'm not saying that the world is totally bad, but it seems so empty.Sometimes I think that I lack some unknown organ that other people have and that makes them feel alright.I used to go to a...
    Kallichore Kallichore 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    A Guide For Extremely Alienated (pt 1)

    1. DefinitionsAlienation (ALN): incapability of the whole system to respond to stimuli despite having proper executors as components [of given larger system][Explanation] ALN is founded on non-identity. ALN has its ‘subject’ – alienated system (ALNS) (‘system...
    selforganizingcloud selforganizingcloud 31-35 1 Response Dec 27, 2012

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    The Alien

    I have felt like an alien and that i don't belong on this planet for the longest time and that feeling seems to get more intense everyday, every year of my life. Compared to my blood relatives I am the black sheep and different in every way, in fact i don't even consider my...
    vinnyblade57 vinnyblade57 22-25, T 1 Response Sep 12, 2011

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    Huh, Where Am I?!

    Sometimes I feel like I was born in the wrong world. I guess I'm just too weird!
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 20, 2011

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    My Story About An Alien In An Alien World

    I’ve read quite a few of these, and they all seem to start with, ever since I can remember I have felt out of place, so I’m going with it to. I’ve never felt I was human, psychologically, I’ve always thought to my self I’m completely different to everyone I meet, no...
    blainecsmith blainecsmith 18-21 4 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    Children Of The Stars.

    I remember as a child I would often lie on my back and gaze at the heavens. Before I knew anything about the universe or the physics of things. I still feel very connected with the stars. We are nothing more than a product of dying stars. In a sense we are children of the stars...
    peacefulbeing peacefulbeing 22-25, M Oct 14, 2012

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    Ill Share

    Ever since I was born I liked symmetry, I know that String Theory has something to do with Supersymmetry. I am capable of understanding very advanced physics, I outsmart some of my other friends that also have a liking with physics. I might be an Alien or a Savant. In case you do...
    SpaceTimeMatterGravity SpaceTimeMatterGravity 13-15 3 Responses Jul 23, 2011

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    The death of my auntie is starting to sink in and become a reality to me now. I feel really scared and alone at the moment because I have no one to talk to about how I feel. I'm...
    rirxalri rirxalri 16-17, F Nov 3

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    In front of my eyes. I used to take responsibility for the feelings of others. I thought I did. Actually, I wasn't qualified, and made no assertions that I was some guru or...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 11

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    I'm so empty inside. Does anyone else feel this way? It's like… I can't even explain.
    MasqueradeMe MasqueradeMe 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    When is it not?...........
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I took another Goldberg Depression test last night. ( physiologists use it to determine depression, there is one online: http://www.netdoctor.co.uk/interactive/interactivetests...
    MasqueradeMe MasqueradeMe 13-15, F Nov 8

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    I had really bad broke up with my ex.I still remember the words he said over the Skype screen '' This LDR is sucks, I don't love you anymore''.I locked myself at the room and feel...
    AnnePQ AnnePQ 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    A little set up for you: I'm a 19 year old girl. Portuguese. Lived in England most of my life. Born in SA. Confident in my appearance. I write. I draw (at university, so it's legit...
    exulansis exulansis 18-21, F Nov 3

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    I feel as if I'm the biggest crybaby in the whole world. I hate my feelings, I hate being awake, I hate hating things. I feel as if my life is supposed to be this wonderful...
    imotakuchan imotakuchan 18-21, F Oct 31

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    I like the world. I don't like life, specifically my life, but then, I never expected to be given a batch of flowers or any awards for just doing my thing. Well, I did, but the...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M Nov 1

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    I feel like writing, so I wrote this. (10min or so to make) Thoughts, opinions, suggestions? Please leave them below I sit, gazing at the melancholy world around me. Mourning...
    PokewithasideofTurkey PokewithasideofTurkey 13-15, M Nov 10

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    I don't know if it's depression, or what, but since last year i've been feeling like I have no direction in my life, like I don't like nothing, I've been feeling that what is ahead...
    licito licito 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    This is my first shared experience so bear with me please. Lately, for no apparent reason, I have just been feeling like I don't belong anywhere. And I ask myself all the time why...
    broller broller 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am hoping someone older will be able to offer me some advice because I am a 55 year old woman who fell in love with someone for the first time in my life. It happened 2 years...
    Bethena Bethena 51-55, F 3 Responses Nov 1

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    I feel so alone in this world. Go to school all your life for what? Get a job.. Marry? I don't even get good grades. I'm sick of being the stupid, ugly loner nobody likes. My...
    Holeale Holeale 22-25, T 1 Response 5 days ago

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    People always find my sense of humour weird, whenever I'm talking people just talk over me, I just have nobody to talk to or share my interests with, I just don't feel like I fit...
    Alicolette Alicolette 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 12