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I Feel Like Deleting My Ep Account Because This Is Too Painful

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    Delete Me Because I Am The Villain

    I should delete myself...never to be remembered...I was never here and today never happened. Is this best....? I want to do whatever it takes to protect my friends....from me.  I thought that I was good, but now I know that I'm dangerous. I should be locked away, isolated...
    AbandonedArchangel AbandonedArchangel 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 14, 2010

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    Creating this account was a beautiful

    and painful mistake and even though it's beautiful, it's time to fix my mistake and leave. I will pray for you in my prayers and whenever you come on my mind.. Pray for me when you think of me..please. God bless you. Good bye.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 10, 2015

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