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I Feel Like Duality Is Inescapable

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    I feel like duality is inescapable in this state of existence. As much as I recognize and would love to kick anger or hatred to the curb, I can't. There always seems to be a "voice of reason" which advocates on behalf of this seemingly reptilian manner of thought. Fortunately...
    vavaeon vavaeon 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 15, 2012

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