I Feel Like Dying

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 290 People

    I'm tired of always trying n trying constantly

    just too keep failing so why keep trying i give up . I tried college, didn't wrk . I tried to get a job, didn't wrk. I tried getting the love of my life bak , didn't wrk. I'm tired of praying . im tired of everybody telling me its going to be ok . I'm tired of not having nobody...
    kimmkayye kimmkayye
    22-25, F
    Jun 18, 2015

    because I cannot see how bad the future will

    look . And Jesus hates me. He put my soul in crazzy hell.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    May 3, 2015
    ofwgktaaa ofwgktaaa
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2014

    Sometimes I just want to disappear.

    I lie in bed and wish I could sleep forever. My eyes water. I'm still here.
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Jun 15, 2014

    I can't help it. I was doing okay

    for a few days and today it hit me like a train. I know im quite young to be thinking about suicide or whatever but really... I want to die, and I want to see how anyone reacts. I want to fall of this planet and never come back. I could leave my school and my friends wouldn't...
    unknowngirlonline unknowngirlonline
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 24, 2015

    I do, just so much **** going on with my life I

    can't do it all and I'm falling apart..
    wolfie2191 wolfie2191
    26-30, M
    Aug 30, 2015

    Just for once i wana die.

    Its not so hard :/
    18-21, M
    Oct 9, 2014

    It's this kind of sadness

    that is starting to consume me whole. I've tried fighting it off on my own for as long as possible, but I'm getting tired. I'm just miserable all the time, and it's not fair to the ones I love. I hate feeling like I'm everyone's burden even though I might not be. People think I...
    alexis3000 alexis3000
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 28, 2015

    when we go wrong people point at us

    and say "its your life, you had the right to take a decision you have the full ownership", but when we try to make things right they say "you cant take decisions for your self it is a shared property "
    lovlybear lovlybear
    26-30, F
    Jan 17, 2015


    She's drowning. drowning in a river of darkness. A river leading to nowhere. She is sinking to the bottom like an anchor. She is not even moving her arms or kicking her legs triyng to swim to the top. She has given up. She is consuming her river of darkness. Sinking further until...
    danielle18 danielle18
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 7, 2013

    My soul is feeling empty ,

    so tell the reaper come and get me .
    LunarDream LunarDream
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 8, 2014

    When I saw this experience I first was like

    yeah, but then I thought: This is disrespectful against those who actually wanna die, I've been at that point and it is not something you should use like"uuughh so much work.., I wanna die" It is not something to be taken lightly, I thought, no I don't wanna die, I wanna make...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 29, 2015
    18-21, M
    Oct 13, 2014

    My 3 year old daughters life was taken.

    . I will never..ever.. be the same again...... My heart? Shattered to pieces. It will never mend...I will never feel happy because shes gone and God took her from me :( :( :(
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jan 9, 2015
    PureWhiteMoonlight PureWhiteMoonlight
    16-17, F
    May 8, 2014

    Feel Like Dieing

    I want to die sometimes. I actually have considered doing that somehow. I don't know why I am holding on sometimes. I feel so lost anymore. Betrayed by people I thought I could trust. I have too much pain to live like I want.
    kthimm1 kthimm1
    18-21, F
    Feb 21, 2009

    On The Edge

    She fell. She was on the edge and she fell. The monster pushed her. She felt his powerful force like a bulldozer push her and knock her off a cliff. She fell like a rag doll. The monster watched as she kept falling. He watched as she became smaller and smaller. Just as the...
    danielle18 danielle18
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 21, 2013

    But then I'm a bit of a loser

    when it comes to actually doing something about it. Feeling claustrophobic in this new city. All alone.
    Sicknconfused Sicknconfused
    31-35, F
    May 16, 2015


    ................I just do don't judge me
    Angel2345 Angel2345
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2014

    Wishing I Was Dead

    Hi this story is for the love ive lost miss Amanda Bremild aka.. deepress18 on here. Since i was young ive always had a emptyness inside not matter what ive tried to fill it with its never been enough..past girl friends even a son but nothing has ever worked untill i found my...
    maffiebear maffiebear
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 6, 2013

    I feel like I've gone through a thousand break

    ups . . . my heart crushed into microscopic pieces. My chest so tight and heavy. I feel like killing myself, but I cannot leave my son alone. Release me from this!
    SuriAnne SuriAnne
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2014

    I honestly wanna kill myself ,

    nothing is worth living for
    katstho katstho
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Dec 7, 2014

    I read again at a conversation of a private

    messages at my local forum & I'm so embarrassed at myself. The guy I talked with, he asked everything & I answered everything. I hate that I'm too naive, honest & dumb. I told him everything about my life & family & now this stranger knows everything about me. I felt...
    yumemi yumemi
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2016


    I am wounded, the World's sword buried in my chest.  Blood is slowing and the light grows distant.  I feel sadness and regret, and anger at the choices given to me.  No matter the decision, I come full circle to the beginning.  There is no real choice, only...
    DuosAnimus DuosAnimus
    May 19, 2010

    Some days I grow tired of the struggle,

    the loneliness, the lack of joy some days and deep connection that others have. Today is going to be one of those days. I'm nearly sure I will make it but the frequency of these days is growing.
    shutterbg35 shutterbg35
    36-40, M
    Apr 5, 2016

    Like I Mean I Would Totally Be Game For Turning Into On Coming Traffic But

    I would mess my moms car up bad. It would be totaled and the interior would be forever stained with my brainz and guts and blood and that gets pretty messy I'd imagine. And I'm pretty sure I'd have a lot of guts more than anything because It takes a lot of them to kill myself but...
    20martin20 20martin20
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 22, 2013

    I have always felt empty,

    incomplete, worthless, unloveable. I tried, a few times, to end things when I was younger. obviously I failed. I never said anything just went about my business with that vaneer firmly in place, as always. I thought, perhaps I failed because I have some, as of yet undiscovered...
    losing1 losing1
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 10, 2015

    my father is divorving my mum within the 2

    weeks i found out he cheated on mum with a stranger. and now he wants to marry her. he's treating me like ****. like im a dog telling me to not be like this. telling me to not be myself.. i just want to die. literally
    Dilapidated33 Dilapidated33
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 2, 2015

    i feel so weak...My body is like a lump of

    earth. i feel like my soul has been struck with a lightning bolt. nothing can prepare me for this fate i must face. no matter how much i do or how hard i try im always weighed and measured and still found wanting. i feel the end is approaching , creeping up on me in the night...
    LunarDream LunarDream
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2014
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2015

    I've been dishonest with people lately.

    Been putting on fake smiles everyday and reminding myself that things will be okay. I feel absolutely dead inside all the time.I've been taking pills everyday just waiting to die. I'm a waste of space, a failure, I don't deserve this life.
    flowerscum flowerscum
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2015


    I feel like dying, just take a whole bottle of sleeping pills and just escape, it would be so nice right about now. Just go to sleep and never wake up again. Now that would be nice right now :)
    deleted deleted
    Dec 1, 2010
    18-21, M
    Oct 22, 2014

    I'm laying on my bed about to cry

    because everyone is ignoring me and I can't talk to the one I love because he doesn't feel the same way about me 😖🔫
    Hunter1456 Hunter1456
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015

    i feel like giving up i am not good enough

    for anyone i am just a screw up and a loser and a freak all i do is hurt everyone i never can do anything right i am so freaken uhly
    ThePhantomDeathReaper ThePhantomDeathReaper
    16-17, M
    Jun 1, 2015

    Every once in a while I feel overwhelmed by the

    reality of things and realise I don't really want to live the life I'm living anymore. I can't turn back time and restart all over, and even if I could I'm too tired to try again. I feel incredibly lonely and shut out from the world. Sometimes I fantasize about abandoning...
    rileystella rileystella
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 9, 2015

    Honestly, I might just be scared?

    I'm dead terrified of leaving and I'm not ready to go. I'm so damn scared. So. Damn. Scared. I don't know what to do honestly.
    OhCruelDarkness OhCruelDarkness
    18-21, T
    Oct 30, 2015
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