I Feel Like Ending My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 100 People

    I wish someone would kill me

    or I would get in a fatal cat accident or something. Jeeze. Why can't I sell my life force to someone who will use it
    sunkern sunkern
    22-25, M
    Oct 25, 2014

    Well violence is never the answer.

    ..Right now I am lefted with no one because all of the people that I trusted to never leave have gone and making me go though life on my own even though they know I can't I really just want to jump in front of a bus but I care about my siblings my youngest brother and sister are...
    unknowndarkness2001 unknowndarkness2001
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 6, 2016

    i am 20 years old. my parents are jehovahs

    witnesses. about 5 months ago my dad got really drunk and laid his hands on me, sad to say it wasn't the first time he had done this to me. i was fed up with it so my 18 year old sister and i decided to go live at my grandparents house. I met my handsome fiance that same month...
    ohgloria ohgloria
    22-25, F
    Dec 20, 2013

    Feel it's over anyway

    or that there's nothing worthwhile. I've made a mess of things. And just when I think things are going well something else goes wrong. Why bother? Life has become one long string of miseries. Feel I should cut my losses. I'm worth more dead than alive with insurance. At least I...
    Genesis922 Genesis922
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 24, 2014

    About to go suicide Me

    and my boyfriend broke up, but he said if I go suicide, he would too. I can't take this anymore!!!
    MyPotentialThoughts MyPotentialThoughts
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2014

    A little. A lot. Maybe.

    Maybe not. Today wasn't a good day. She haunts my memories, she torments me with her existence. I don't feel like being here if I have to sit with her on Tuesday. But I think I must push on. I have a friend who I've been friends with since daycare. Where do I start? Grade 7...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 23, 2014

    I don't know if it's actually the solution,

    I'm just curious if this is all an illusion and completely fed up and sick of people. Every person, any person. I hate being looked at and spoken to. Public, no **** that place.
    sunkern sunkern
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 26, 2015

    Can someone please talk to me.

    ..I've had a relapse and I can't take it anymore I'm so done with everything
    unknowndarkness2001 unknowndarkness2001
    16-17, F
    Jan 25, 2016

    Why?

    Well it's official I'm a ****... A *****... A ***** every seems to think it I believe it...I should just end all this pain now....something is holdin me back....why can't I just grab the knife and kill myself I've grabbed a knife and cut myself not kill myself tho why can't I my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Aug 7, 2013

    I just want too end all of it .

    Just like that . Nobody care. How i feel anyways . They think I'm talking stupid and saying stupid stuff but I'm not . Im just done !
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 9, 2016

    When you begin to feel like everyone is slowly

    deleting themselves from your life and you are lefted with no one after the things you did for them... leaves you feeling so empty ??
    unknowndarkness2001 unknowndarkness2001
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Feb 3, 2016

    It's 1:51 am in L.A right now(that's were I

    live) and all I want to do is die, I'm so lonely and sad...I have to go to school over the summer to make up some credits from highschool and that means I'll have to be social with other human beings and I just don't know how to do that cuz I've been isolated for 3 years...
    ThatFatGirllll ThatFatGirllll
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 21, 2014

    I Don't Know Why...

    (this is the first time I have told ANYONE about this)... I guess it all started when I was 11 I had a brother named Cody (15 at the time) and he always used to bully me even tried to kill me on multiple occasions once when I was 7 he tried to choke me to death and again when i...
    EastCoastKush EastCoastKush
    13-15, M
    6 Responses Aug 11, 2013

    My father gave me a property

    and named it to me. When i got big debts because of helping my parents business and getting bigger because of interest and afraid of others to file me a case, i sold it without telling him because it is already under my name and i can sell it in times like this. When i told him...
    adi74 adi74
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 24, 2014

    My story is a simple one ,

    I want to end my life not because I want to but because my wife and daughter would be able to live longer on the insurance money , till my daughter is old enough to be away from her mom like day care . There is no work and we are running out of money quickly, one less mouth to...
    goodman4000 goodman4000
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jan 8, 2016

    i feel everything just has to be perfect at one

    point then it starts to become worse and worse
    marielblore marielblore
    18-21, F
    Oct 21, 2015

    I just keep thinking

    when am I going to realise that I'm never going to be happy. Just when everything is good it all goes to ****! I keep having suicidal thoughts I want to do it I really do it's so much easier than trying to fight it trying to pretend it will all be alright. The only things that...
    Gemmafird Gemmafird
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 15, 2014

    I am ready to end my life I can't stand it

    anymore. U mite do it I hate my life and everything.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 25, 2015

    I feel horrible right now.

    Im getting surgery in 10 days and im scared AF. My sister is getting bullied and my other one has alot of medical problems. I just found out that my best friend started to cut. I want to jump so bad.
    redleg19 redleg19
    18-21, T
    3 Responses May 4, 2014

    Can not wait can not wait can not ******* wait.

    I beg for it. I've prayed to a god that isn't there for illness send me the furthest away I could ever be I hate it here. I hate being human, I hate being a part of this race. It's sad and pathetic just like me. I wish I had a gun. I don't know if I would say goodbye. I don't...
    sunkern sunkern
    22-25, M
    Nov 24, 2014

    Seriously, **** living

    and **** life. We are slaves to our needs and everybody needs something. It's infuriating. I've spent the last year of my life trying so hard to not care what anyone thinks of me and it's actually not possible. I don't mean it's just really hard, it is legitimately impossible to...
    sunkern sunkern
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 27, 2014
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