I Feel Like Everything Is Falling Apart

I was hoping that 2010 would be better than 2009...and in some ways it is (Im not in a slump/depression/suicidal thoughts phase, not as much stress, and no heartbreak)

but in some ways, its just as bad.

My parents finally divorced...

I walked into practice today and I noticed they weren't playing any music...

It is now that I start to notice how much pain every team mate endures, and the strain between some of the groups is starting to show.

They didn't even sit...

It's been two years but whenever I have nothing to do, the memory comes back.

Especially now that I have been just kicked out of a job, I can't help but look back, regret, cry and feel bitter. I could've graduated two years ago. My GPA...

I end up hitting a huge bump in the road in my life and it ends up turning into the biggest accident of my life that I can't even recover from it. Why? Because no one will let me move on.
Strangers keep finding out this information and...

i feel like i can't do anything right 90% of the time and its not gonna take much to knock me over the edge..........

I'm an only child.
i think my dad is cheating on my mom. it started in 6th grade when my father was sick and he was under a bed rest at home. i saw him sending a flirty text message to someone, i ask him what was he doing, he said...

Finding out more and more.. He cant keep thoughts to himself... and i like that he can tell me.. and that he fells bad and doesnt want it.. but now i know know to much.... and i cant handle a break up..... not with him.... please help...

it does..

I feel like my life and everything else is slipping threw my fingers right now....it's getting unbarable and no one is here for me anymore.

Here last night, my girlfriend and I were supposed to have a conversation that I've really been pushing for, to find what's been at the root of our recent fighting, and to resolve it so we can reconcile and move on. Also yesterday...

My story from the start back in Aug.2012

Aug. 2012

I’ve known my best friend since we were in diapers, we had never had any huge issues with each other. I would tell him about my troubles with females and he would tell me his. Bros...