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I Feel Like Everything Is Falling Apart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 275 People

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    it does..
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jul 6, 2010

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    I feel like when things strt to get better

    everything strts to fall apart around me. I cant take it anymore...its like theres no point in bothering sometimes.
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I've lost everyone I ever cared about.

    I blamed my actions on the damage that was done to me. I walk around hurting people before they can hurt me. The only two men I've ever truly cared for both left me because there was another girl. I constantly feel inadequate.. like I will never be enough for anyone. I...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    Cant Get Over

    It's been two years but whenever I have nothing to do, the memory comes back. Especially now that I have been just kicked out of a job, I can't help but look back, regret, cry and feel bitter. I could've graduated two years ago. My GPA should not have dropped. I should not have...
    narrrisit narrrisit 18-21 Nov 17, 2012

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    London Bridges Falling Down...down...down

    Everything around me seems to be falling to pieces. My friend Mia might be pregnant. Jasmine and Chris aren't together anymore and they are DESTINED to be together. Kyle and Jessie fight like my cat and my neighbor's chihuahua. Everyone is scrambling to get work in so that they...
    UnderneathWhatYouSee UnderneathWhatYouSee 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2010

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    The Love Square

    My story from the start back in Aug.2012 Aug. 2012 I’ve known my best friend since we were in diapers, we had never had any huge issues with each other. I would tell him about my troubles with females and he would tell me his. Bros for life (or so I thought). It came a time...
    notyouraveragemanhoe notyouraveragemanhoe 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    Well The Team Is In The Ditch! But We Will Find A Way.

    I walked into practice today and I noticed they weren't playing any music... It is now that I start to notice how much pain every team mate endures, and the strain between some of the groups is starting to show. They didn't even sit to eat dinner together, and for the first...
    Redstrings Redstrings 18-21, F Feb 28, 2013

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    ... Im Lossing It

    Finding out more and more.. He cant keep thoughts to himself... and i like that he can tell me.. and that he fells bad and doesnt want it.. but now i know know to much.... and i cant handle a break up..... not with him.... please help me....
    loveJandK loveJandK 18-21, F Jul 30, 2011

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    Nothing Left

    I feel like my life and everything else is slipping threw my fingers right now....it's getting unbarable and no one is here for me anymore.
    gentlyyours gentlyyours 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    I'm starting to fall apart

    and so is my life. A couple months ago my family member died of cancer. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. It broke my heart to watch as she laid in her bed dying. For the last week she didn't even know who I was, I visited her for the past couple weeks before...
    morgan14p morgan14p 16-17, F Nov 27, 2013

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    Every Day

    i feel like i can't do anything right 90% of the time and its not gonna take much to knock me over the edge..........
    wotaloser wotaloser 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 10, 2011

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    And It All Crumbles...Once Again.

    I remember when I was a lot younger than I am now. When I used to be an unpolished diamond just jumping through life with excitement only a 5 year-old could ever possess. I never thought there was something wrong with my life or my family or anything. I never had to think about...
    HeartOfTheHarlequin HeartOfTheHarlequin 22-25, F 2 Responses May 31, 2013

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    My Father

    I'm an only child. i think my dad is cheating on my mom. it started in 6th grade when my father was sick and he was under a bed rest at home. i saw him sending a flirty text message to someone, i ask him what was he doing, he said nothing. after then he became more cautious...
    velvetbluerose velvetbluerose 13-15 Dec 12, 2011

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    Things are just going from bad to worse,

    and the forecast isn't pretty for a while now, more and more it drives me closer to the edge when I can't even do simple things right
    PedrosCN PedrosCN 18-21, M Jun 5

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    I Hate People

    I end up hitting a huge bump in the road in my life and it ends up turning into the biggest accident of my life that I can't even recover from it. Why? Because no one will let me move on. Strangers keep finding out this information and it just the same thing keeps happening but...
    dianek1978 dianek1978 31-35 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    Life Is Giving Me The Middle Finger

    Here last night, my girlfriend and I were supposed to have a conversation that I've really been pushing for, to find what's been at the root of our recent fighting, and to resolve it so we can reconcile and move on. Also yesterday evening, I text a decent buddy of mine that I...
    Wildfires Wildfires 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2012

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    My mother might lose her job.

    I'm not doing so well in college right now and it's almost the end of the semester. And everything is so overwhelming I don't know how I'm going to do it. I'm resigning from my current job so I can catch up with school. I was involved in a car crash with my cousin and I was...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I have so much going on right now and I know that I seem to have a lot of problems and I probably annoy my friends when I vent because now they try to change to topic when I say I...
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    Im just done. My dad and mom they rather want me gone than alive, everyone will be happy when i'm gone. I made my mom feel like she cant do anything right.. But, i cant do anything...
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    I. . .just feel. . .so empty. I can't take living with a fake smile, day after day, with no one knowing how torn apart I truly am. I'm also thinking of cutting myself or even worse...
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    Well, I know that my mother and my dog care about me, but other than them? There's not really anybody. I've had a lot if friends during my life but we've pretty much grown apart...
    nck12278 nck12278 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    I'm not who I use to be before I was my parents treasure they used to have me so high up I was this girl who played softball, loved to piano and never got in trouble everything I...
    Hazel216 Hazel216 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 18

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I'm a senior in high school. It's my last year I should be excited and everything. Instead I just feel like giving up and dropping out of school. It's not like I don't make good...
    Roadtorecovery31997 Roadtorecovery31997 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 18

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    I'm 24 years old now. I've been actively looking and searching for something that can keep me content with just living on this earth. I can't stand how everything revolves around...
    Floo64 Floo64 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I feel like one of the children most of the time, I often wonder if he even loves me the way he looks at me is more like his annoyed or the way he talks to me I love him so much...
    Owlalwaysloveyou Owlalwaysloveyou 31-35 Nov 23

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    Not at all! just void. nothing. I don't even feel like talking or laughing. smiling nothing. just seeping deeper into the void sounds good to me! putting my head doen getting sh!t...
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    alysia28 alysia28 13-15, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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