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I Feel Like Everything Is Falling Apart

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    I've lost everyone I ever cared about.

    I blamed my actions on the damage that was done to me. I walk around hurting people before they can hurt me. The only two men I've ever truly cared for both left me because there was another girl. I constantly feel inadequate.. like I will never be a enough for anyone. I...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Life Is Giving Me The Middle Finger

    Here last night, my girlfriend and I were supposed to have a conversation that I've really been pushing for, to find what's been at the root of our recent fighting, and to resolve it so we can reconcile and move on. Also yesterday evening, I text a decent buddy of mine that I...
    Wildfires Wildfires 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2012

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    London Bridges Falling Down...down...down

    Everything around me seems to be falling to pieces. My friend Mia might be pregnant. Jasmine and Chris aren't together anymore and they are DESTINED to be together. Kyle and Jessie fight like my cat and my neighbor's chihuahua. Everyone is scrambling to get work in so that they...
    UnderneathWhatYouSee UnderneathWhatYouSee 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2010

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    I'm starting to fall apart

    and so is my life. A couple months ago my family member died of cancer. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. It broke my heart to watch as she laid in her bed dying. For the last week she didn't even know who I was, I visited her for the past couple weeks before...
    morgan14p morgan14p 16-17, F Nov 27, 2013

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    I feel like when things strt to get better

    everything strts to fall apart around me. I cant take it anymore...its like theres no point in bothering sometimes.
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Cant Get Over

    It's been two years but whenever I have nothing to do, the memory comes back. Especially now that I have been just kicked out of a job, I can't help but look back, regret, cry and feel bitter. I could've graduated two years ago. My GPA should not have dropped. I should not have...
    narrrisit narrrisit 18-21 Nov 17, 2012

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    Right Now

    it does..
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jul 6, 2010

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    I Hate People

    I end up hitting a huge bump in the road in my life and it ends up turning into the biggest accident of my life that I can't even recover from it. Why? Because no one will let me move on. Strangers keep finding out this information and it just the same thing keeps happening but...
    dianek1978 dianek1978 31-35 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    The Love Square

    My story from the start back in Aug.2012 Aug. 2012 I’ve known my best friend since we were in diapers, we had never had any huge issues with each other. I would tell him about my troubles with females and he would tell me his. Bros for life (or so I thought). It came a time...
    notyouraveragemanhoe notyouraveragemanhoe 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    My mother might lose her job.

    I'm not doing so well in college right now and it's almost the end of the semester. And everything is so overwhelming I don't know how I'm going to do it. I'm resigning from my current job so I can catch up with school. I was involved in a car crash with my cousin and I was...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    Well The Team Is In The Ditch! But We Will Find A Way.

    I walked into practice today and I noticed they weren't playing any music... It is now that I start to notice how much pain every team mate endures, and the strain between some of the groups is starting to show. They didn't even sit to eat dinner together, and for the first...
    Redstrings Redstrings 18-21, F Feb 28, 2013

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    Things are just going from bad to worse,

    and the forecast isn't pretty for a while now, more and more it drives me closer to the edge when I can't even do simple things right
    PedrosCN PedrosCN 18-21, M Jun 5

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    ... Im Lossing It

    Finding out more and more.. He cant keep thoughts to himself... and i like that he can tell me.. and that he fells bad and doesnt want it.. but now i know know to much.... and i cant handle a break up..... not with him.... please help me....
    loveJandK loveJandK 18-21, F Jul 30, 2011

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    Every Day

    i feel like i can't do anything right 90% of the time and its not gonna take much to knock me over the edge..........
    wotaloser wotaloser 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 10, 2011

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    And It All Crumbles...Once Again.

    I remember when I was a lot younger than I am now. When I used to be an unpolished diamond just jumping through life with excitement only a 5 year-old could ever possess. I never thought there was something wrong with my life or my family or anything. I never had to think about...
    HeartOfTheHarlequin HeartOfTheHarlequin 22-25, F 2 Responses May 31, 2013

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    My Father

    I'm an only child. i think my dad is cheating on my mom. it started in 6th grade when my father was sick and he was under a bed rest at home. i saw him sending a flirty text message to someone, i ask him what was he doing, he said nothing. after then he became more cautious...
    velvetbluerose velvetbluerose 13-15 Dec 12, 2011

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    Nothing Left

    I feel like my life and everything else is slipping threw my fingers right now....it's getting unbarable and no one is here for me anymore.
    gentlyyours gentlyyours 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    Hi. My I like to go by Snow. Well I'll keep the story shorter than what it truly is. Well I currently do no live with my mother, she lives in another town nearby with my grandma...
    SnowKittyRosa SnowKittyRosa 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    It's funny. I'm 27, turning 28 soon. All my life I have lived to please my parents. I decided to apply to college abroad once, got accepted. My parents weren't happy about it and...
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    A few months ago my brother was arrested and is now on bail till the 8th December (1 day before his birthday). I am 14 years old and I feel like my family is falling apart as there...
    MimiChim MimiChim 13-15, F Sep 6

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    I am so upset right now. My dad's leaving me again and I am not even there to see him off. I am just now letting myself cry. I have to deal with this friend who over exaggerates...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F Aug 22

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    Everything that goes wrong is my fault i know. No one hesitates to tell me either. All cuz I messed up once. I didn't know it's affect as many people as it did and I feel like...
    fl3shnbon3 fl3shnbon3 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    All the stress I think is now physically affecting me. Usually when I'm really depressed and anxious I start to feel sick and I'm feeling sick tonight. My whole body's in pain...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Sep 1

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    I really hate what's happened, I hate the fact I cant be with you everyday like we used to be, Im falling apart without you.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    I can't believe I was actually considering going out clubbing tonight, like me of all people, who hates socialising like that and who hates drinking, I'm so glad I decided not to...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    I'm an 18 year old kid that had an awesome childhood. My family was always tight knit, the kind that eats together ever night. During the past 4 years or so, my family has just...
    stonesfan367 stonesfan367 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    For the past two weeks, I don’t think I’ve dreamed once-or if I have, I don’t remember it. That probably doesn’t seem all that significant… Except for me. It’s made...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    **** anxiety. **** feeling like a terrible person. I'm going to stop, I need to. :)
    spacedoutfish spacedoutfish 16-17, F Aug 30

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    I cant do it anymore im going crazy! My mum wont shut up about how the babys so good when shes with her but wont fuckig eat for me and doesnt stop moaning! I just need a hug with...
    PixieeDustt PixieeDustt 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I am so f**king sick of feeling broken and lost. I shouldn't have to hate myself because others treated me like crap. I am not some injured lamb who needs to be nursed back to...
    LunaKye LunaKye 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 7

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    My husband Johnny and I have been together for 2 years, married for a year and a half. We met through his older brother 2 1/2 years ago and started talking as friends. Neither one...
    ashleymarcia ashleymarcia 22-25, F Aug 28

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    His Goodbye, Her Goodbye, All Goodbye. I've learned to accept myself in terms of appearance and character, but I don't feel like I'm good enough for other people. It's like...
    Samaccino Samaccino 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    Two things I don't understand in life. I don't know why God made me and why He loves me. I've betrayed Him so many times. Two things I know in life. He made me and bought me back...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    My boyfriends mom died about a week ago. We live together and thI go have been stressful since her passing. I didn't know her very well but I feel like her spirit is irritated at...
    KaitlynnW KaitlynnW 18-21, F Aug 22

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    Let me first start off by saying I am a natural worrier. By this, I mean my life wouldn't feel right or I would be bored if I didn't worry. Granted, it takes its' toll on me but I...
    Cherrybean84 Cherrybean84 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Just having a really hard time right now. The love of my life just used and abused me so badly, except I still love her. She told me she would always love me, no matter what...
    BradleyBlei89 BradleyBlei89 22-25, M Sep 7

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    I never want to make conversation with anyone I sit with in class (apart from my friends) because I feel like the my don't want me there, or like I'm bothering them. Who knows...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    Sweet Dreams? Sarahbella’s story about her bad dreams (http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Feel-Like-My-Dreams-Are-Telling-Me-Something/4781103#reply_5943032) got me...
    bethturner bethturner 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Did you ever meet someone and feel a strong connection to them without even really knowing them? Like they just "get" you and you feel like you know them and feel empathy towards...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 10 Responses Aug 21

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    I have a few different feelings that are similar and I can't stand feeling the way I do about it. First, my real family; I miss them all so much but especially my sister and...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Aug 31

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    It's 9:07pm.... I'm listening to music in my bed, and I feel like I'm gonna go insane... Just **** everything up. I wanna destroy my room and everything. Goddammit, I'm so...
    NegativePulse NegativePulse 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    Back in 2012 I tried to kill myself and I took a pretty big overdose on some pills. Since then...life hasn't really been the same. I know I'm probably delusional for thinking this...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F Sep 5

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    I feel as if my heart is tired and i feel lost in time and life and the world and people around . My brain feels tired to just have the thought of this world and the people in it...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    Since im a loner i dont have friends, and dont have a job yet so i sit at home and just watch tv , or sit and think about everything and connections and miscellaneous stuff which...
    sorrybouttheugly sorrybouttheugly 18-21 Aug 21

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    My husband often makes me feel like myself and our kids come in second to his friends and video games and whatever else he can distract himself with. I know it could be just me...
    AshWilkie AshWilkie 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I feel like to cry now cuz the boy i said tht I love him.. He told me he back to his ex-girlfriend... And that hurt me a lot... Everything I had done for him.. And I told him that...
    lovewhatweneed lovewhatweneed 16-17, F Sep 4

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    I'm just so tired. I'm a failure, everything I do, is like, bullshit. I wanna be a singer, have my own boyband (I'm a girl and want to be a vocalist for a guys band) But I'm just...
    mariaedwards mariaedwards 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    If I didn't have any children of my own, I would just drop everything and just leave. Leave my family, friends and just never look back. I'm in a bad place right now and it seems...
    NightMagic367 NightMagic367 36-40, F 5 Responses 1 day ago