I Feel Like Everything Is Falling Apart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 358 People

    I Hate People

    I end up hitting a huge bump in the road in my life and it ends up turning into the biggest accident of my life that I can't even recover from it. Why? Because no one will let me move on. Strangers keep finding out this information and it just the same thing keeps happening but...
    dianek1978 dianek1978
    31-35
    1 Response Dec 28, 2011

    When I'm at school, I usually feel pretty decent

    because I have friends (for once), but there are a lot of classes in which I feel like I might just break down into tears. When I'm in classes like engineering where I can genuinely laugh with people I care about, I'm happy. It distracts me from my pain. However, when I'm at...
    HypoallergenicUnicorn HypoallergenicUnicorn
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Feb 22

    Right Now

    it does..
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    Jul 6, 2010

    Well The Team Is In The Ditch! But We Will Find A Way.

    I walked into practice today and I noticed they weren't playing any music... It is now that I start to notice how much pain every team mate endures, and the strain between some of the groups is starting to show. They didn't even sit to eat dinner together, and for the first...
    Redstrings Redstrings
    22-25, F
    Feb 28, 2013

    And It All Crumbles...Once Again.

    I remember when I was a lot younger than I am now. When I used to be an unpolished diamond just jumping through life with excitement only a 5 year-old could ever possess. I never thought there was something wrong with my life or my family or anything. I never had to think about...
    HeartOfTheHarlequin HeartOfTheHarlequin
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 31, 2013

    The Love Square

    My story from the start back in Aug.2012 Aug. 2012 I’ve known my best friend since we were in diapers, we had never had any huge issues with each other. I would tell him about my troubles with females and he would tell me his. Bros for life (or so I thought). It came a time...
    notyouraveragemanhoe notyouraveragemanhoe
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 19, 2013

    Every Day

    i feel like i can't do anything right 90% of the time and its not gonna take much to knock me over the edge..........
    wotaloser wotaloser
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jul 10, 2011

    I feel like when things strt to get better

    everything strts to fall apart around me. I cant take it anymore...its like theres no point in bothering sometimes.
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 31, 2014

    I've lost everyone I ever cared about.

    I blamed my actions on the damage that was done to me. I walk around hurting people before they can hurt me. The only two men I've ever truly cared for both left me because there was another girl. I constantly feel inadequate.. like I will never be enough for anyone. I...
    mitted mitted
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 27, 2014

    I'm starting to fall apart

    and so is my life. A couple months ago my family member died of cancer. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. It broke my heart to watch as she laid in her bed dying. For the last week she didn't even know who I was, I visited her for the past couple weeks before...
    morgan14p morgan14p
    18-21, F
    Nov 27, 2013

    Nothing Left

    I feel like my life and everything else is slipping threw my fingers right now....it's getting unbarable and no one is here for me anymore.
    gentlyyours gentlyyours
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2012

    My reich is not doing well

    and I have depression all I wanted to do was make a perfect world by eradicating the Jews
    jhonsmith123 jhonsmith123
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 8, 2015

    I'm feeling lonely this past few weeks.

    2015 was a bomb. It's true as days goes by everything constantly change. I was happy and full of life my heart was filled with joy when I was little, but everything suddenly changed when our family business lose the track. My parents have been always stressed, always mad, always...
    imsoflhai imsoflhai
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 16, 2015

    My Father

    I'm an only child. i think my dad is cheating on my mom. it started in 6th grade when my father was sick and he was under a bed rest at home. i saw him sending a flirty text message to someone, i ask him what was he doing, he said nothing. after then he became more cautious...
    velvetbluerose velvetbluerose
    13-15
    Dec 12, 2011

    Cant Get Over

    It's been two years but whenever I have nothing to do, the memory comes back. Especially now that I have been just kicked out of a job, I can't help but look back, regret, cry and feel bitter. I could've graduated two years ago. My GPA should not have dropped. I should not have...
    narrrisit narrrisit
    18-21
    Nov 17, 2012

    ... Im Lossing It

    Finding out more and more.. He cant keep thoughts to himself... and i like that he can tell me.. and that he fells bad and doesnt want it.. but now i know know to much.... and i cant handle a break up..... not with him.... please help me....
    loveJandK loveJandK
    18-21, F
    Jul 30, 2011

    Life Is Giving Me The Middle Finger

    Here last night, my girlfriend and I were supposed to have a conversation that I've really been pushing for, to find what's been at the root of our recent fighting, and to resolve it so we can reconcile and move on. Also yesterday evening, I text a decent buddy of mine that I...
    Wildfires Wildfires
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 29, 2012

    My life is falling apart.

    .... I see my family going in different directions .... My mom in one direction and my dad in another ..... I see all that I love and care slowly leaves me. My own dad sold our apartment to buy a farm and said if we want go good ...if not okay because he doesn't will give up...
    Shiyo Shiyo
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 24, 2015

    Things are just going from bad to worse,

    and the forecast isn't pretty for a while now, more and more it drives me closer to the edge when I can't even do simple things right
    PedrosCN PedrosCN
    18-21, M
    Jun 5, 2014

    London Bridges Falling Down...down...down

    Everything around me seems to be falling to pieces. My friend Mia might be pregnant. Jasmine and Chris aren't together anymore and they are DESTINED to be together. Kyle and Jessie fight like my cat and my neighbor's chihuahua. Everyone is scrambling to get work in so that they...
    UnderneathWhatYouSee UnderneathWhatYouSee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 11, 2010

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