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I Feel Like Everything Is Falling Apart

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    And It All Crumbles...Once Again.

    I remember when I was a lot younger than I am now. When I used to be an unpolished diamond just jumping through life with excitement only a 5 year-old could ever possess. I never thought there was something wrong with my life or my family or anything. I never had to think about...
    HeartOfTheHarlequin HeartOfTheHarlequin 22-25, F 2 Responses May 31, 2013

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    The Love Square

    My story from the start back in Aug.2012 Aug. 2012 I’ve known my best friend since we were in diapers, we had never had any huge issues with each other. I would tell him about my troubles with females and he would tell me his. Bros for life (or so I thought). It came a time...
    notyouraveragemanhoe notyouraveragemanhoe 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    I'm starting to fall apart

    and so is my life. A couple months ago my family member died of cancer. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. It broke my heart to watch as she laid in her bed dying. For the last week she didn't even know who I was, I visited her for the past couple weeks before...
    morgan14p morgan14p 16-17, F Nov 27, 2013

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    I Hate People

    I end up hitting a huge bump in the road in my life and it ends up turning into the biggest accident of my life that I can't even recover from it. Why? Because no one will let me move on. Strangers keep finding out this information and it just the same thing keeps happening but...
    dianek1978 dianek1978 31-35 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    My mother might lose her job.

    I'm not doing so well in college right now and it's almost the end of the semester. And everything is so overwhelming I don't know how I'm going to do it. I'm resigning from my current job so I can catch up with school. I was involved in a car crash with my cousin and I was...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    My Father

    I'm an only child. i think my dad is cheating on my mom. it started in 6th grade when my father was sick and he was under a bed rest at home. i saw him sending a flirty text message to someone, i ask him what was he doing, he said nothing. after then he became more cautious...
    velvetbluerose velvetbluerose 13-15 Dec 12, 2011

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    Cant Get Over

    It's been two years but whenever I have nothing to do, the memory comes back. Especially now that I have been just kicked out of a job, I can't help but look back, regret, cry and feel bitter. I could've graduated two years ago. My GPA should not have dropped. I should not have...
    narrrisit narrrisit 18-21 Nov 17, 2012

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    ... Im Lossing It

    Finding out more and more.. He cant keep thoughts to himself... and i like that he can tell me.. and that he fells bad and doesnt want it.. but now i know know to much.... and i cant handle a break up..... not with him.... please help me....
    loveJandK loveJandK 18-21, F Jul 30, 2011

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    Right Now

    it does..
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jul 6, 2010

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    Things are just going from bad to worse,

    and the forecast isn't pretty for a while now, more and more it drives me closer to the edge when I can't even do simple things right
    PedrosCN PedrosCN 18-21, M Jun 5

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    London Bridges Falling Down...down...down

    Everything around me seems to be falling to pieces. My friend Mia might be pregnant. Jasmine and Chris aren't together anymore and they are DESTINED to be together. Kyle and Jessie fight like my cat and my neighbor's chihuahua. Everyone is scrambling to get work in so that they...
    UnderneathWhatYouSee UnderneathWhatYouSee 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11, 2010

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    Nothing Left

    I feel like my life and everything else is slipping threw my fingers right now....it's getting unbarable and no one is here for me anymore.
    gentlyyours gentlyyours 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    I feel like when things strt to get better

    everything strts to fall apart around me. I cant take it anymore...its like theres no point in bothering sometimes.
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Every Day

    i feel like i can't do anything right 90% of the time and its not gonna take much to knock me over the edge..........
    wotaloser wotaloser 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 10, 2011

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    Well The Team Is In The Ditch! But We Will Find A Way.

    I walked into practice today and I noticed they weren't playing any music... It is now that I start to notice how much pain every team mate endures, and the strain between some of the groups is starting to show. They didn't even sit to eat dinner together, and for the first...
    Redstrings Redstrings 18-21, F Feb 28, 2013

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    Life Is Giving Me The Middle Finger

    Here last night, my girlfriend and I were supposed to have a conversation that I've really been pushing for, to find what's been at the root of our recent fighting, and to resolve it so we can reconcile and move on. Also yesterday evening, I text a decent buddy of mine that I...
    Wildfires Wildfires 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 29, 2012

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    I will never give up on my dreams, never let myself give up on the slightest chance that life will turn toward the path I crave to create. Nothing will cease my determination to...
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    I really hate what's happened, I hate the fact I cant be with you everyday like we used to be, Im falling apart without you.
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    I am so upset right now. My dad's leaving me again and I am not even there to see him off. I am just now letting myself cry. I have to deal with this friend who over exaggerates...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    it feels like no one notices how i'm falling. nobody sees when i want it all to end and no one's there when i'm bleeding on the floor from the cuts. do you know what it's like to...
    BenjaminChapman BenjaminChapman 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    I burned for the first time in 5 months last week and life hurts so much that most of the time I can't breathe. Laughing feels like a chore to satisfy the ones I love and if I have...
    alottbutsolittle alottbutsolittle 13-15, F Aug 6

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    She's 10 years older than me and has a seven year old despite our different ages and lives we're still as close as I would say best friends. Anyhow over the last year I would say I...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F Jul 27

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    This a major problem for me, all the time. I feel like crap over this. Imagine me, living in a small town with a school of maybe 200 people K-12 grades. And always having this...
    lportra24 lportra24 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    My boyfriends mom died about a week ago. We live together and thI go have been stressful since her passing. I didn't know her very well but I feel like her spirit is irritated at...
    KaitlynnW KaitlynnW 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    This has to be the worst pain I have ever felt towards the person I call my dad. Just the thought of what he said and what happened brings tears to my face and pain to my heart...
    VivirLaVida VivirLaVida 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    People say that a few people care and the rest are just curious. No one cares and everyone else is curious. I hate this place so much. No one cares, AT ALL. THEY ACT LIKE THEY DO...
    Atraxiella Atraxiella 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    I'm going to keep this short and sweet. my best friend and i have been best friends ever since 2nd grade. I love her too death and nothing will ever change that but now we both...
    amarie99 amarie99 13-15, F Aug 14

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    I just turned one when my parents divorced so it wasn't hard for me to get over that since I don't remember when my parents even were together. A few years later my dad met my step...
    ahk16 ahk16 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    I never thought I would turn out to be like this when I was younger. Incompetent, inadequate, lost soul. I'm not anywhere close to the life stage points I should be. I feel like I...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    This is the first time I am sharing my story. Exactly as I said before, I feel like I live in Hell. Hell on Earth, that is. Now, let me tell you why. First of all, I have a large...
    Mymin Mymin 13-15, F Jul 27

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    I hate feelings... Contradictions... I hate when you are feeling one thing and everyone around you tells you to stop and go in the other direction... I hate when someone tells you...
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 18-21, F Jul 28

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    It amazes me the different people in your life.... There are those you can always turn to... Those that are there for you... Those that make you smile like you've never smiled...
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    Did you ever meet someone and feel a strong connection to them without even really knowing them? Like they just "get" you and you feel like you know them and feel empathy towards...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I used to be very ambitious, I wanted a successful career and was willing to do my best to achieve my goals. But now that I am at one of the best universities in my country, I've...
    emmacla emmacla 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    I've been married three times yet never been in love. I work as a PC tech but don't fit in with "techies" or "geeks". I don't understand my feelings and lack thereof. I just...
    TheScorpio1966 TheScorpio1966 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 28

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    I haven't been diagnosed with anything yet but I'm pretty sure I have an anxiety disorder. I've been anxious for months now and panic attacks with it. I feel like Im slowly dying...
    ElephantCozmo ElephantCozmo 16-17, F Jul 29

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    Not to put the spotlight on me.. But at school an everything I feel like I'm invisible. I have some friends but all the girl friends seem to judge me. And it's weird cuz I try to...
    KellsThr13 KellsThr13 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    It's funny how one day a person or someone that you really liked you can be so happy with them then it can all go away in a blink of an eye I like to vent and I feel like when I do...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Aug 7

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    You know sometimes i feel like i have hyper active senses...and i block them off. But when ever it gets really late, like 3 am for instance, i cannot block it, and suddenly...
    jasmineisb0red jasmineisb0red 13-15, F Aug 15

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    Since im a loner i dont have friends, and dont have a job yet so i sit at home and just watch tv , or sit and think about everything and connections and miscellaneous stuff which...
    sorrybouttheugly sorrybouttheugly 18-21 5 days ago

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    Hello everyone! This is my first post! (Woohoo) Okay, So hi, I'm Kat. I'm 24... 25 on MONDAY 8/11!!! *Suddenly gets writer's block* -_- Always happens. Meh. I live in FL. I'm a...
    LovelyCalico LovelyCalico 22-25, F Aug 7

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    I feel like I don't belong in this society, my beliefs are different than them, and I'm forced to believe in whatever they want me to! I wish to find a place where I belong..... I...
    catxfreak catxfreak 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27

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    Sometimes I don't feel like I'm alive. Like it's a dream. I'll be driving my car and it's like I catch up with my body and go "Oh, yeah. I'm going to the store" in my head. I'll...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    I feel awful saying this but a friend of mine has decided because of various issues to move out of his houseshare early, came to me yesterday and said can you put me up for three...
    elphaba2309 elphaba2309 22-25, F Jul 29

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    Haha, I feel weird writing this but, I've always wondered this. Obviously I know what it feels like to women, but I've always been curious as to what guys feels when they're having...
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    My computer has stopped working, so now I have no way of getting online from home and OMGGGGG it sucks! I have managed to get through a couple of weeks with no online company but I...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M Jul 30

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    I've had the same feeling since I was a little girl. I'm 16 now but mine feels more..supernatural if that makes sense. I can recognize the pattern in which things happen and I can...
    DiamondK15 DiamondK15 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    I feel like a fraud. I've been in orchestra for 5 years now, and I play the beautiful cello...except I never ACTUALLY played in class. (I'm practically a master at muting sounds...
    ArtisteMe ArtisteMe 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 30