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I Feel Like Everything Is Just So Impossible, And I Hate It

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    1. I've been told to die so many times2. I've been bullied3. betrayed by my previous friends4. waste of space5. it seems like everything i do is never good enough6. too afraid to...
    starphantom starphantom 16-17, F 10 mins ago

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    The song, Because of you by Kelly Clarkson, could explain so much about my life than I ever could. Some people just see their pain or don't care to take notice about others...
    lexxrodriguezz lexxrodriguezz 18-21, F 42 mins ago

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    There's this guy at school. He gets bullied and shun a lot for the two years I've Known him. The other kids are always attacking him, laughing and making funny of him. Even my...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    All my life I have struggled with obesity. Im the fattest person in my family. Let me set an image in your mind. 7 siblings, all weigh at most 150lbs. Me? Nearly 300lbs. Granted I...
    Kaylynn2010c Kaylynn2010c 22-25 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I dont feel like i belong in the world. The universe has for me always been fascinating. I always look up at the stars in the help for guidance and understanding. I always feel at...
    Funrabbits Funrabbits 22-25 1 day ago

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    I don't know who I am. My ten year relationship just ended. My partner woke up one day 6 months ago and told me she wanted to leave. I was in shock, our families were taken by...
    malaiseguy malaiseguy 31-35, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    like I think the world is so stupid! I hate people, including myself sometimes. why does everyone want "equality" and "peace". these are things that can't be achieved. and I...
    bizzbanny bizzbanny 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I am an introvert and like being alone but miss the idea of being in a relationship. I've just never been successful with them and have for the last 5 years or so been single and...
    Anontymous30 Anontymous30 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Yeah these days are harder and harder for me....I feel like I am drowning...and suffocating .... I just sometimes wish to be completely alone...because my friends are hurting me...
    JaneSerenity JaneSerenity 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hate sitting alone at lunch everyday and I can't just go sit somewhere randomly or ask someone because I'm afraid to and I have social anxiety anyways. I'm so tired of people...
    FrozenBlueberries FrozenBlueberries 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate my life because I hate myself. I hate everything about myself and I'm sick of living in a world full of crap and crappy people. I'm not trying to tell others what I think of...
    cupcakedips cupcakedips 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I love being alone in my own room but I hate I when no one texts me back and the thoughts get to me and then I start getting scared and try to silence the voices or I just blow up...
    XDeadxNxAliveX XDeadxNxAliveX 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I feel that most people in my life are only there due to convenience. I don't feel any "bond" or connection with even my closest friends and family anymore. I know it's my fault...
    Sparklyblueunicorns Sparklyblueunicorns 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 3

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    I always mess up everything. I think too far ahead, I'm too hopeful.. but at the same time you say I'm too pessimistic.. it's either I'm too pessimistic or I'm too optimistic. you...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    do you ever feel like you cant do anything right? That what I feel like everyday of my life. I go to college and I feel like I'm letting my family down because I suck at college...
    IcedOverHeart IcedOverHeart 18-21, F Feb 1

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    When I woke up this morning I was dead sleepy. I didn't want to leave my bed. The dream I'd had had been very vivid and engaging, and generally I am always very sleepy waking up...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I know no one should compare themselves to others because we're all incredibly different, but I can't help but notice how much more attractive and smart and talented literally...
    haileeilenenanderson haileeilenenanderson 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    Hi guys, this is my first post on EP. I really, really can't stand modern society/culture. It's like the last decade and especially the last few years things are going from bad to...
    lonelyrider11 lonelyrider11 18-21, M Feb 1

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    I've had social anxiety ever since I was very young. It pretty much began when I started public school in the third grade and kids mistreated me because I was previously home...
    wendybunny wendybunny 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    I actually feel jealous of my kids!!! That my husband who was my best friend, now hates me and left us, but he still sees the kids. They get texts saying he misses them, he loves...
    Mostfabdon Mostfabdon 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I have no words to explain the hatred for my mom. My mom disrespects me, insults me and makes me feel like **** all the time. I just found this site and needed to vent. I mean my...
    wickedheart1234 wickedheart1234 18-21, F Jan 31

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    My stranger for a Mother plucks my hair in the nighttime or her boyfriend's family members pluck my hair in the morning while the door is unbolted and I'm having seizures. Today...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Jan 31

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    I deal with a lot of self-hatred and disgust. I'm disgusted with myself for feeling awful all the time. I'm disgusted with myself for feeling broken. My life is practically perfect...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 31

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    "Be yourself; everyone else is already taken" - Oscar Wilde "I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not" - Kurt Cobain
    GatoNegro2 GatoNegro2 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    how is it so impossible to get over someone you know you will never truely have? i am so deeply in love with this guy but i know he doesn't love me the way i love him. in fact, im...
    jbrose413 jbrose413 22-25 Jan 30

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    My 18th birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks and I'm starting to dread it. Why do people make such a big deal out of it, other than the fact that it's the majority age? I've...
    Imbolcumbra Imbolcumbra 16-17, M Jan 30

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    It's the hardest thing to live with a person with Paranoid personality disorder. The nights when you think all is okay and suddenly you are rudely awakened with vicious accusations...
    Witsend21 Witsend21 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Okay, so I just woke up and had a dream. The dream wasn't really anything paticular except for the fact that it hit me hard and now I'm concerned nervous and scared. Its about the...
    CaityMixedColada CaityMixedColada 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 28

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    Hate is such a strong word and I dislike it very much!! But under the circumstances I'm starting to have just those kind of thoughts. I've been with MH off and on for 21 long years...
    jennymike28 jennymike28 36-40, F Jan 26

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    Ever since I was little, I had this feeling that I don’t belong to this world. My parents would tell me what is right and wrong, but I’ve always acted how I felt it was right...
    electus electus 18-21, M Jan 26

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    I don't like myself,and I can understand why others can too. I'm ugly. My family keeps telling me that I'm beautiful, but I'm not. I have an apple body shape,meaning that I have no...
    RainbowLollipop587 RainbowLollipop587 16-17 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I feel as if there is two within one body, one of love for those around me that wants to help all those in need, who wants to work the hardest and be with other people; I call him...
    Nightshade721 Nightshade721 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    idk it seems like I have two different personalities. There's the confident, cool, outgoing me with the dramatic, sarcastic flair and the sassy eyebrows then there's the lonely...
    bigMamaY bigMamaY 13-15 1 Response Jan 25

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    my daughter is 1 year old.. she is such a brat and idk why.. everything with her is a fight.. literally everything.. feeding her she throws food and won't eat, fights me during...
    Bho710 Bho710 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    Life is always going to be hard for me, isn't it? I wish the world loved introverts or INFPs. I wish the secret to winning everything was introvertness. But no, we have to always...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 1 Response Jan 24

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    I've posted here before about my social anxiety, and it's something I've been working extremely hard to combat. The thing is, forming friendships is difficult for me because I...
    Caridinals21 Caridinals21 22-25, M Jan 23

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    God i hate being outside my comfortable room. I hate going to college and feeling judged by people. I am so scared of what people think of me. Yesterday i felt like it was such a...
    Shyvioletoceaneyes Shyvioletoceaneyes 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I love my dad but hate him. This how i was feeling not to long ago. And i figured i should share this because it could help someone right now. So when i was younger i was...
    kim654 kim654 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    The thing that I hated most about breaking up with my boyfriend was losing my best friend. The one person who I would normally talk to when I was feeling down was the one person I...
    tiffany567 tiffany567 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Have you ever had one of those days where everything seems to be strategically placed to p*ss you off? Let's start with this morning. There is a field directly behind my window...
    ImperfectWeather ImperfectWeather 22-25, F Jan 23

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