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I Feel Like Everything Is Just So Impossible, And I Hate It

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    I feel like my step-mother hates me as clearly as I feel pain if I poke my own eyes. Its an almost tangible, clear feeling that was at the center of my childhood experience. Now...
    whitemut whitemut 13-15, M Sep 5

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    For the past two weeks, I don’t think I’ve dreamed once-or if I have, I don’t remember it. That probably doesn’t seem all that significant… Except for me. It’s made...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 30

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    I have a few different feelings that are similar and I can't stand feeling the way I do about it. First, my real family; I miss them all so much but especially my sister and...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Aug 31

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    I am so f**king sick of feeling broken and lost. I shouldn't have to hate myself because others treated me like crap. I am not some injured lamb who needs to be nursed back to...
    LunaKye LunaKye 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 7

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    It's 9:07pm.... I'm listening to music in my bed, and I feel like I'm gonna go insane... Just **** everything up. I wanna destroy my room and everything. Goddammit, I'm so...
    NegativePulse NegativePulse 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    My mom keeps comparing me to my sister and I feel like she hates me cause it's never Atisa you should try what your sister did no it's always Amista your sisters Grades are so good...
    dancerwithheart dancerwithheart 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I'm just really really disappointed. I told my mom that this woman (I have a story of how I distrusted this adult who happens to be my moms close friend and how she is now bluntly...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F Aug 28

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    i feel like lots of people in my class hate me...are they thinking that i m annoying or something? the way they treat me make me feel like that... :'(
    zaidamru zaidamru 13-15 Aug 29

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    Why do we feel like this I wont run away so I cant hurt the ones I love anymore so no one has to deal with me I hate this feeling and it drive throw my head most day and I wont it...
    philipm42 philipm42 41-45, M Sep 10

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    Sweet Dreams? Sarahbella’s story about her bad dreams (http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Feel-Like-My-Dreams-Are-Telling-Me-Something/4781103#reply_5943032) got me...
    bethturner bethturner 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Let me first start off by saying I am a natural worrier. By this, I mean my life wouldn't feel right or I would be bored if I didn't worry. Granted, it takes its' toll on me but I...
    Cherrybean84 Cherrybean84 26-30, F Sep 13

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    There you go, I feel like a failure sometimes no matter how hard I try not to quit. My whole life I feel like I been going in circles. Like no matter what I do to try to succeed in...
    MrKool82 MrKool82 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I know they don't. Yet sometimes, I get this anxious feeling of being judged and looked down on. At first it was at school, but now it's in my own home too. I'm not that insecure...
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I posted about a similar problem last night, and like most people the night is a very emotional time for me so I feel the need to post this again but from a slightly different...
    KayJayHoeBum KayJayHoeBum 16-17, M Sep 5

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    So here I am. Conversing with strangers on the internet in search for a reason not to blow my brains out. In retrospect, I'm not surprised. I can see the whole sordid chain of...
    Stillnothing Stillnothing 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    Like the air that drifts between us I feel unimportant, unseen and uninteresting. People glance my way and see no more than scenery. Ostracised by my friends at school, I inhabit...
    BustedMonkey BustedMonkey 18-21, M Sep 7

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    Control...being in charge of a situation. I have no control in love. I have plenty of love to share but confused. I have no control over portions of my life. Areas which I'd...
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F Sep 12

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    Okay so basically I'm doing courses to train me for entrances of various design schools. They teach me How to draw and stuff and all that. And I've never drawn before like idk How...
    Teebee1998 Teebee1998 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i am so weird sometimes. i get so lonely but instead of seeking out companionship, what do i do? i push everyone away. i go hide. i drowned out the world with my music cranked up...
    SadisticBitch SadisticBitch 31-35, F Aug 23

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    I'm so sad. I feel left out and alienated. I feel like I wanna burst a tears but I couldn't. I think it's not worth. It's ok. You guys do this to me but I promise to make it worse...
    Jojopay Jojopay 26-30 Sep 10

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    I've literally never been more depressed in my whole life. Why do I keep letting the same person control me and make me feel like I'm not even human.
    GabbyCot GabbyCot 18-21, F Sep 14

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    It's so annoying. I made all these new friends, so now it's even worse. I feel like nobody even cares about what I'm saying, and like they find me annoying. I hate feeling this way...
    angeliqueth angeliqueth 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I can't do this anymore. I need to be gone. I'm panicking inside. Everything's spinning somebody kill me. I'm so hurt and angry and confused. Somebody make it stop. Everybody hates...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    I've had 2 major and 1 minor concussion from bullying. My right arm is screwed up. I can barely see out of my left eye. My self esteem is below rock bottom. I have exceptionally...
    polyglotparrot polyglotparrot 13-15, F Aug 23

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    Falling behind…I think and believe I'm missing out on a lot of things compared to other people!I don't know if I am where I want to be! I don't think so but at the same time...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Sep 8

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    I am tired of trying and getting nothing. I can't do anything right. I'm so imperfect. I hate everything about me. Why couldn't I be someone else? Anyway any moment now I just want...
    Diamondgirly Diamondgirly 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Its 7:40pm... Dad is at work. Jake is at football practice and im laying in bed. My dad has been home. Its good and bad. In the morning. Dad wakes up. And when hes leaving for work...
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F Aug 28

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    My Foster Mother hates me... I work at a bank... She demands $550 of rent money from me, yet uses it to pay her boyfriend to drug me... One night, I have her $200 in rent money...
    HUMAN2BME HUMAN2BME 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    All my life my classmates have called me ugly. I never even had one friend as a child besides my cousins. I did "ok" is school. Now i'm a senior in high school, I got my braces off...
    anapinacola anapinacola 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I absolutely hate having to eat. I do it because I know I have to, but it isn't a priority at all to me. If I lived alone, I'd forget to eat a lot more. Don't get me wrong, I...
    HiddenAnger HiddenAnger 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    The tears rolled down my cheeks as I tried to hold them back, but I couldn’t. My mom I just told me that she should pull out all my hair and that I would deserve it. I got angry...
    BADLIFEFORME BADLIFEFORME 13-15, F Sep 14

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    I love my time all to myself but hate the feeling that I'm all alone. To be surrounded by so many people kind of freaks me out but I also need that one person to talk too so I won...
    honeybree20 honeybree20 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Im confused what to do. My bestest friend who I adored and was in love with took advantage of me. I loved him like a brother and even a lover. I wouldve done anything for him even...
    Priyanke Priyanke 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    Everytime I do something wrong they try to rub it in my face and make me feel horrible. Yesterday I was driving an I made a mistake and they just kept calling me stupid an any...
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    i hate feeling alone,and the reason every time I'm alone i think of sad things and sometimes i feel really pathetic
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 5

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    I will pull myself together to go work at two jobs today as usual, but first I need to clear my head of what's going on with my family. Not much, nothing dramatic really. I talk to...
    tryingtobehappy2 tryingtobehappy2 56-60, F Sep 10

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    Ive been thruh a lot of crap in my life. But people online doesnt care about that. Here are only haters who will be happy that u feel bad cos they gain fun out of others misery...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 12

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    rlly wish i can flat out say wht i feel without being scared of the reaction..
    deadrosez deadrosez 16-17, F Aug 30

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    My parents call me names. Like really, really bad ones too. I've got bullied by those name and they know it. So I've got tired of it so i ran away from home for 4-8 hours and then...
    TheLoner4Life TheLoner4Life 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    It's my bday today. My brothers birthday was in June. My mom always goes to my brothers parties, or at least acknowledges them. She never acknowledged my birthday today and she...
    RainbowPastel RainbowPastel 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I love feeling vulnerable when I choose too. I am working on trusting people but giving up complete or even a good amount of control stresses me out
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I'm eighteen and I hate my life. I have never ever been happy. I cried my eyes out everyday in high school and I wasn't happy before that either. It's not like I can go to friends...
    chilipeppasforever chilipeppasforever 18-21, F Sep 13

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    I'm just so mad I hate my life I always get bullied for having a mom who's dead and who I never met.People think it's easy not having a mom but it's not.You Bullies don't have to...
    TimePrincess TimePrincess 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I told my mom I have a gf I showed her a pic She got so mad at me cuz we were long distance She has done this before Nobody round me wants me,my family hates me and I have few...
    Gian1865 Gian1865 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    I cant do anything right and I just hate myself. I wish someone would just kill me and end my suffering.
    AlphaOmega007 AlphaOmega007 16-17, F Aug 27

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    I hate seeing happy people around when I'm really sad I really want to cry.
    jumanachan jumanachan 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    Once I was a strong girl, had great friends, my dream job and was just strong. A year later, I am recently dumped, I am in the midst of walking away from my job and I hate myself.
    JeLaWa JeLaWa 22-25 1 Response