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I Feel Like Everything Is Just So Impossible, And I Hate It

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    This is my first shared experience so bear with me please. Lately, for no apparent reason, I have just been feeling like I don't belong anywhere. And I ask myself all the time why...
    broller broller 18-21, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I feel as if I'm the biggest crybaby in the whole world. I hate my feelings, I hate being awake, I hate hating things. I feel as if my life is supposed to be this wonderful...
    imotakuchan imotakuchan 18-21, F Oct 31

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    I am so depressed, I don't feel anything is going to get better. I hate myself very much. I get everything wrong, I literally do, in every sense. Everything is a mess and my life...
    Awhiteorchid Awhiteorchid 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    I. . .just feel. . .so empty. I can't take living with a fake smile, day after day, with no one knowing how torn apart I truly am. I'm also thinking of cutting myself or even worse...
    CrypticIris CrypticIris 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I don't know when this happened. Maybe, I blindly let it happen, Blissfully surrounded by a false sense of Security. Maybe, I tried to fight it. I don't know. My friends and I...
    NylonRed NylonRed 16-17, F Oct 24

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    This is how I am currently feeling... No job, no boyfriend, in debt, going through a divorce and living under my brothers roof who wants me out by the end of the year... I know...
    Gaffa1234 Gaffa1234 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 6

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    I'm not suicidal just don't feel like I have anything to be happy about anymore. Something seems to happen everywhere I turn. I feel like I'll never be good enough I hate the way I...
    kanashimi93 kanashimi93 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 8

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    Everyone that cares isn't here anymore. My great grandma doesn't live near me and I babysit my 6 month old cousin but I feel like one day he's gonna hate me too like the rest of my...
    Fireflames360 Fireflames360 16-17, M Nov 9

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    I always hate when I'm someone's second choice. I feel like I'm being used. And I don't like that. I feel like you only wan me around when something fails,It makes me feel like...
    AshCakes AshCakes 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I hate group settings, because all that happens is I sit for 2 hours listening to everybody else talk and I just nod my head for a straight 2 hours ...I feel like I shouldn't even...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    No one will ever love me no one I like that is and it's not that I'm picky I just want someone attractive,smart,nice,loyal,around my age things like that.Too bad I'm ugly,dumb...
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Seriously, **** living and **** life. We are slaves to our needs and everybody needs something. It's infuriating. I've spent the last year of my life trying so hard to not care...
    sunkern sunkern 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    I'm in JROTC in high school. It's my last year and they created a new position for me to assume, but since it's new, no one thinks I'm doing my job and always treat me like I'm...
    DepressedCanadianTexan DepressedCanadianTexan 13-15, M Oct 23

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    Only by the grace of God I go.....I am leading the great Exodus....Like Bob Marley sings about....Its a great movement of people...A state of mind that everyone can hear....and the...
    MMMartin MMMartin 51-55, F 6 days ago

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    I'm never good enough in anything, i fail at socializing, i fail at studies, i fail at talking to someone, i fail at meeting and talking with dad's guests, i fail at everything...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M Oct 23

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    What's the point in being here anymore? I can't put into words how much I hate absolutely everything about myself and how I am. I just don't know anymore.. :'(
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm just getting very ill very quickly all the time because of my drop attacks. I really don't know how much longer I can hold on. I'm starting to lose interest. I don't care as...
    ShannonThomson ShannonThomson 18-21, T 2 Responses Oct 23

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    Don't we all? It's human nature to want to be desired and I hate the feeling and try to push it down. I hate that feeling of desperation.
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F Oct 25

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    I recently sent a cry for help on fb. I dont think people know that I have no friend so I posted the link to a beautiful poem about loneliness and hiding feelings. I dont anyone...
    nowherewego nowherewego 16-17, F Nov 1

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    I hate people who think they have the right to know where you are and what you're doing, before even asking how you are and allowing you to voluntarily give that information and...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm so angry I stared at the woman who "knows me" my whole life and watched her face of almost amusement The moment that I put myself out there is met with simple criticism and...
    Hey4yu Hey4yu 18-21, F Nov 11

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    I feel bad when people act ungrateful even after you do as much possible. I hate this people & I feel that one day they should also have the same experience & have the same...
    Lostmyselfinpain Lostmyselfinpain 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 12

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    i hate being alone,i hate myself ;(
    MedTech23 MedTech23 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I always think that I'm not smart enough, not qualified enough, not knowledgable enough, not talented enough. I keep comparing myself to other people. I keep thinking that theres...
    notthatclassy notthatclassy 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    And I hate it when others don't deserve my tears...but I'm too spontaneous and emotional...I try to be so careful with what I say and what I do, easy for me...why not easy for...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 6

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    I hate feelings, because I know they lie. Still I am in pain over it.
    cottonbreeze cottonbreeze 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    I've decided that I'm not good enough. You might be surprised at how many girls online complain about fat and ugly guys talking to them. I believe in love, but I've learned that...
    AgentSickler AgentSickler 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 11

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    My mum doesn't respect me or listen to me. Unless her husband isn't around then she will listen. Otherwise I'm just a kid to her. I hate that she treats me like this...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Ugh, it's like, I'm the only one who knows the real me. No one actually knows who I am, they only see the fake me! I hate it, though, they are never nice
    base05 base05 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've become someone I don't recognize anymore. I hate this person I've become. I don't remember when we met, or when I let her take control of my life.
    hacky2012 hacky2012 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    I just can't stop crying. my family is so dysfunctional and I'm becoming a bitter person to everyone around me. hate my life right now
    uhohT uhohT 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    Will you hate me if I tell the truth? That's why I lie and say I'm fine.
    RacialRainbow RacialRainbow 18-21, F Nov 10

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    I'm in a new school and making friends can be hard 😭 i made new friends but i don't even know if they like me 😭 i'm so lonely during lunch and i have no one to hang around...
    nimra1296 nimra1296 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's sad to me how many people you see running to the bars for satisfaction or to find something... One day I went in to make my own discovery about all this commotion and found...
    Incubusbunny Incubusbunny 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    I just want to disappear and not talk to anyone... no one wants to talk anyway... this week and weekend has just sucked. I'm literally losing the one person that means the most to...
    imjusttrying imjusttrying 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    When life slaps you, go ahead and slap it right back
    fav777 fav777 18-21 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ok I have been married for almost 18 years. For much of the marriage, it has been quite Rocky and at times I suspected he was cheating. About 6 years ago I had my proof. I stayed...
    boys9292 boys9292 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    Hey everyone, my names Holly its currently 3:30 am where I'm at and this is the reason I'm still awake: I gave in again. I hate that I'm so weak and vulnerable to this guy right...
    velvetskies velvetskies 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's 9 am and I've been up since 4am thinking , worrying , wondering and just feeling numb. I'm ready for the rain. I hope it makes me feel better . I hope it makes me smile...
    Tayylorr Tayylorr 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    Hate is a strong word. Tea is tolerable to me, but I'm just not into it. It just tastes like slightly bitter hot water. Tea snobs say "Use quality water! Use quality tea leaves...
    SpilledSecrets SpilledSecrets 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    i really dont know id aomethingis wrong with me. all my life i have been so skinny. i am tall but even my aister who are tall have weight and assets. i have been like this since...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    I feel like I disappoint my mother a lot. I don't do drugs or drink but I usually am failing some of my classes and I look more like a guy then the little girly girl she always...
    mclovin31321 mclovin31321 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    I always hated high-school because of the simple fact that I never fit in there. I was always different from the other kids and I hated the city I lived in so I couldn't wait for...
    HelenaMaiden HelenaMaiden 18-21, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I am a girl; I am 16 years old. My sister is 18. This long story is mostly about us two. Therefore, please read this carefully and help me get out of this living hell!:( I hate my...
    Miserabelle Miserabelle 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    Im going through some things. My husband wants a divorce, all because my husband wants out and I have not done nothing wrong. My daughter and I have no one to turn to if this...
    DeniseMarie12 DeniseMarie12 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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