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I Feel Like I Always Need To Explain Myself

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    I don't know how to say what I meant. If someone ends up misunderstanding the things I say, I could try harder to make my position clear. I'd rather not, but I'd rather not let some things go unexplained. I have too many foot-in-mouth moments that end up making me look prejudiced...
    itworkedintheory itworkedintheory 31-35 May 25, 2012

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    I am often asked by people about my E.

    P.activities.I have learnt about personalities and events that I would not have known otherwise.Talking about sex is not my priority here.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    Explaining Why I Always Have To Explain Stuff

    I don't know why I even do that. Well... Maybe I kinda do. People wanna know more. But sometimes j don't have the answers they want. Or sometimes my opinions aren't the same. So I try to explain things. I've had to explain tons of things. From why my hair is like this to ho why I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 29, 2012

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    This happens all the time.

    If I don't want to or want to do something, why do people always have to question it? If I want to go watch a movie with the little friends I have, why should other people besides my parents ask why? There's this guy. He's older. Six years older. He'll probably see this but I...
    maddie91101 maddie91101 13-15, F Jan 9

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    But Guess What....

    The **** is going to end now.I'm not explaining myself anymore.Total and complete waste of my time.
    veilednightmare veilednightmare 31-35, F May 16, 2012

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