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I Feel Like I Always Need To Explain Myself

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    I don't know why I even do that. Well... Maybe I kinda do. People wanna know more. But sometimes j don't have the answers they want. Or sometimes my opinions aren't the same. So I try to explain things. I've had to explain tons of things. From why my hair is like this to ho why I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 29, 2012

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    But Guess What....

    The **** is going to end now.I'm not explaining myself anymore.Total and complete waste of my time.
    veilednightmare veilednightmare 31-35, F May 16, 2012

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    I Meant

    I don't know how to say what I meant. If someone ends up misunderstanding the things I say, I could try harder to make my position clear. I'd rather not, but I'd rather not let some things go unexplained. I have too many foot-in-mouth moments that end up making me look prejudiced...
    Sinaname Sinaname 26-30 May 25, 2012

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