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I Feel Like I Am Being Punished

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    Bad Luck?

    I do... I feel like maybe all my bad luck is because of all the bad things i have done in my life, like i am being punished for them. Or that maybe i am seriously disliked! It's not just bad luck though or what ever you want to call it. It's simple things like people taking a...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    I've always felt that way about myself.

    I suspect that I must have done something really bad in a past life or something.
    UselessNobody UselessNobody 31-35, F May 23

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    I Feel Like I Am Being Punished

    just by continuing to exist
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F Mar 13, 2011

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    What Did I Do Now?

    i know this story aint gonna be as serious and bad as some others that i have read, nor do i intend to be in that state, my heart goes out to everyone hurting but i feel i should tell you all that im stuck in a hole, i dont know what to think of my friends because my friends are...
    FearoftheDovah FearoftheDovah 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 27, 2012

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    Just a lil bit of decision making fell thru a

    bottle of cheap beer And some cigarete , tomorrow Is New day And New Begininng , i Know i am just Hurting myself, but there Are times when we need to forget him And her , their little argument And him being into This choosen one female That to me Is nothing special, but i ASK...
    hunlove hunlove 31-35, F Jul 11

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    Punished

    Punished,Felt that way,When the quake struck,Took me down,For what?I guess,Being wrong place,Wrong time,Or was it?Life was on wrong track!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 6, 2012

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    Why?

    Why am I the only one in my family who on top of all my medical issues, also has to deal with ******* depression? What have I done so wrong, that I have to deal with this ******* mental illness. I feel like I am just going to break, and I can't take it anymore. I feel Like I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Aug 23, 2009

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    Sure I am not perfect,

    but why am I always punished and forced to have this depressing cloud over me?
    Stucat Stucat 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 3

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    Your Welcome Mom

     I opened up a credit card a while ago....maybe four years ago. I used it once for gas and then in one single phone call it went out of control. The card  had a 900 dollar limit and I was 18. My mother asked if she could use the card to buy groceries and being the good...
    Strtariot Strtariot 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 28, 2009

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    I Seriously Feel Like Something Is Trying To Ruin Me On All Fronts

    I don't why but I really feel, after the last 3 or 4 years, that something beyond my immediate sensory experience is seriously trying to make me as miserable as it can. I worked really hard to get a good job in a profession I loved, then in 2008 the credit crunch happened and...
    Nomoretomorrow Nomoretomorrow 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    I Hate Feeling This Way But Thing Out There Is Swallowing Me Up

    I feel this very draining feeling if it the anemia or not but I feel like something or someone is punishing me and I don't believe its my crime... I am sick of it really... I am not the rebellious type really.. I just want to be able to feel the the sunlight... my body is sore...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Aug 31, 2011

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    Why?

    I stay out of the way. I help anyone who asks I support and encourage my family, sometimes to the detriment of my health. I don't miss kids events, volunteer as often as possible. I provide physical security and financial stability to my family and others where I can. I don't ask...
    MrElwood MrElwood 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 16, 2011

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    I Didn't Do Anything

    So why am I being punished?  My friends are being taken away from me with no reason or explanation.  My husband always tells me I have 2 lives.  The one that is real and here and the one I have created for myself on the internet.  Well I am pretty partial to my internet life...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 22, 2011

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    Why Am I Being Punished For Being Depressed?

    I have had depression for a while and I recently got caught. My best friend noticed the cuts on my wrist and told some of the officials at my college and I felt like I was being treated like a criminal, the way they patrolled the hall outside my room and knocked on the door every...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 16, 2011

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    I feel like nobody cares about me. most of the people I care about are either dead or have left me. really the only person I am comfortable around is my best friend, I am even...
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    I wonder if being aware of the lack of said emotions isn't really an emotion in itself? That means you're feeling something right? Feeling like you don't have any feelings is...
    Bikiexd Bikiexd 16-17, F 18 hrs ago

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    It's starting to get hard. Being a completely different person online compared to my real life. Online I tend to be a little more outgoing and confident. All the current friends...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 19 hrs ago

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    The real me is a comic book lover !! OK I love comic books till death does us part, but I am not comfortable showing my love for my comic books with my family, Like they are going...
    allisee allisee 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Some days I just don't feel like my life is my own. Too many other things get in the way. I don't mind being responsible but I would like to find time to use the bathroom.
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 1 day ago

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    It's great living by yourself without someone else; not having to share a bathroom, leaving doors open, listening/hearing the music you want, leaving things wherever/whenever...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    Some people just don't understand, they take it personally when i tell them, i just like being alone most of the time.
    RandomExistence RandomExistence 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    Most of the time, being alone doesn't bug me too much. However, I wish I could just find people that I genuinely connect with once in a while, whether it'd be with men or women...
    dude2278 dude2278 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    To me, the worst feeling in the world is the feeling of being trapped. I have felt this way for as long as I can remember. However, in one sense, I must accept that everyone is...
    DepressedDemigod DepressedDemigod 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I don't know why but I always feel like there has to be more to life than what I have and it makes me feel pretty down a lot of the time. I feel lost and that I'm not really doing...
    Ella147 Ella147 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Don't care to share the reason why I'm feeling like a pathetic idiot right now, but I am. So with that being said........ I must remember people lie and at times tell you things...
    saram1985 saram1985 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am in one of those moods today where all I want to do is drag out a bunch of junk food and sit in front of the TV and stuff my face with chips, candy, and soda. I know I shouldn...
    iamabigtease iamabigtease 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Hi, gentlemen. I am 25 and I have prettymuch always been single, but I dated a guy online for 7 months after I graduated from college. I was stupid to think it would ever go...
    sweetbutterflywoman sweetbutterflywoman 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I feel like my true nature has been suppressed over years of conditioning by my parents and society. I feel like there is an intense frustration and fear at the core of my being...
    ThisAnimalIsFree ThisAnimalIsFree 22-25, M a week ago

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    I don't like being alone. I LOVE being alone. Just by yourself, music playing, no distractions, inhaling the fresh summer air... When I'm alone I'm alive
    QuiteReal QuiteReal 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I feel like i'm wearing a mask for almost 7 years now and the show will continue. I the truth is i have a life full of problems and anxiety for starter my father he's the main...
    Jazz155 Jazz155 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I have been trying to maintain control over my life, but I'm starting to lose my grip on control. I see my school mates having much better and happier lives than me. They have...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton 13-15, M Jul 20

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    A little background info first I am 24 years old, Hispanic, and come from a very traditional and very much practicing catholic family. Oh and I have a fear of confrontation. My...
    lnj1112 lnj1112 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I love being hugged and held. And love doing the hugging and holding. Mostly reason i wear Bras, They feel like a tight hug.
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I feel like now its hard for anybody to understand hoe how I feel. I am sensative in general but also being pregnant more sensative.I feel like no one who isnt pregnant understands...
    muffin30 muffin30 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    So...am on holiday at the moment. And I am staying with family friends for a little bit. They are fun and we go out, do all sorts of things and I am enjoying myself. But the...
    CuriousGuy833 CuriousGuy833 22-25, M Jul 17

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    I like being treated like a baby. My mum has always treated me like that. I still have babysitters and a 9 oclock bedtime. Tells everyone im her baby
    jordansexywatkins jordansexywatkins 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 17

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    Have you ever been cheated on? That is the feeling that will never leave my chest, no matter how much I try and fill my heart with happiness, there will always be a dull pain there...
    RNgirl23 RNgirl23 22-25, F Jul 16

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    I live in a tiny house and my backyard is basically just the woods. I've spent hours getting lost in the woods. I've found some creepy stuff there before but mostly it's just...
    svthor svthor 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I'm literally trying my best to get along with everyone and I literally feel like I'm just not good enough for people to get along with and it feels so ****. I feel like I'm doing...
    rainndropx rainndropx 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I can't say I like Disney because they would say grow out of it, stop being childish. I can't speak my interest in crime stories because of my slight interest in law cause they...
    CrescientStar CrescientStar 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    i have a void inside myself. i try to fill it with things but it doesnt fill. and try to fill it with people and it still doesnt fill people come and go and ive been hurt a lot by...
    screechowl83 screechowl83 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 12