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I Feel Like I Am Being Punished

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    What Did I Do Now?

    i know this story aint gonna be as serious and bad as some others that i have read, nor do i intend to be in that state, my heart goes out to everyone hurting but i feel i should tell you all that im stuck in a hole, i dont know what to think of my friends because my friends are...
    FearoftheDovah FearoftheDovah 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 27, 2012

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    Why Am I Being Punished For Being Depressed?

    I have had depression for a while and I recently got caught. My best friend noticed the cuts on my wrist and told some of the officials at my college and I felt like I was being treated like a criminal, the way they patrolled the hall outside my room and knocked on the door every...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 16, 2011

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    Why?

    Why am I the only one in my family who on top of all my medical issues, also has to deal with ******* depression? What have I done so wrong, that I have to deal with this ******* mental illness. I feel like I am just going to break, and I can't take it anymore. I feel Like I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Aug 23, 2009

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    Why?

    I stay out of the way. I help anyone who asks I support and encourage my family, sometimes to the detriment of my health. I don't miss kids events, volunteer as often as possible. I provide physical security and financial stability to my family and others where I can. I don't ask...
    MrElwood MrElwood 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 16, 2011

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    Your Welcome Mom

     I opened up a credit card a while ago....maybe four years ago. I used it once for gas and then in one single phone call it went out of control. The card  had a 900 dollar limit and I was 18. My mother asked if she could use the card to buy groceries and being the good...
    Strtariot Strtariot 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 28, 2009

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    Punished

    Punished,Felt that way,When the quake struck,Took me down,For what?I guess,Being wrong place,Wrong time,Or was it?Life was on wrong track!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 6, 2012

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    I Didn't Do Anything

    So why am I being punished?  My friends are being taken away from me with no reason or explanation.  My husband always tells me I have 2 lives.  The one that is real and here and the one I have created for myself on the internet.  Well I am pretty partial to my internet life...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 22, 2011

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    I Hate Feeling This Way But Thing Out There Is Swallowing Me Up

    I feel this very draining feeling if it the anemia or not but I feel like something or someone is punishing me and I don't believe its my crime... I am sick of it really... I am not the rebellious type really.. I just want to be able to feel the the sunlight... my body is sore...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Aug 31, 2011

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    I Seriously Feel Like Something Is Trying To Ruin Me On All Fronts

    I don't why but I really feel, after the last 3 or 4 years, that something beyond my immediate sensory experience is seriously trying to make me as miserable as it can. I worked really hard to get a good job in a profession I loved, then in 2008 the credit crunch happened and...
    Nomoretomorrow Nomoretomorrow 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    Bad Luck?

    I do... I feel like maybe all my bad luck is because of all the bad things i have done in my life, like i am being punished for them. Or that maybe i am seriously disliked! It's not just bad luck though or what ever you want to call it. It's simple things like people taking a...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Am Being Punished

    just by continuing to exist
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F Mar 13, 2011

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    You ever get the feeling like you are on borrowed time? I do, I have been depressed all my life with the exception of the last two years. These last two years have been amazing...
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    I always seem to have this feeling I'm being watched as from time to time I always look around and sometimes stop and turn around as if I being watched, even in my own apartment...
    RD101 RD101 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 5

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    My parents recently just asked me a pretty good question.....why I always drink so much and take so many damn pills. I said the first thing that came to my head, "Because I hate...
    SonofSomebody SonofSomebody 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    I feel like that all the time. My life is so boring, I do the same routine every day: Go to school, go home, eat, go on the Internet, read, sleep and repeat.. I feel like I...
    EmmaBirchall EmmaBirchall 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I feel like I'm just wasting my life away, I'm a freshman in college and I take two classes. One on Monday Wednesday & Friday, and another one on Tuesday & Thursday. One last 50...
    AJMClassof14 AJMClassof14 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 27

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    I never thought that this time would come. 2 years ago I graduated from college. After few months I got an online job. I thought it would be just a temporary job while I was...
    nobodybutme97 nobodybutme97 22-25, M Oct 4

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    Have you ever felt the horrible feeling where you feel like you aren't good enough? No matter how much the people who care about you say otherwise, you still feel that overwhelming...
    Julia22514 Julia22514 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Recently I started a new job. I absolutely hate being the new person and not knowing how everything is run. I know that it's normal to feel this way and that with time I'll get the...
    zuzeethh zuzeethh 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Cause it doesn't feel right to me to be told that it makes me feel uncomfortable i don't like being called unattractive either but i just like to be average
    steeleo steeleo 16-17, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    You can't judge me off my looks or how I talk because you don't know me. I think EP is amazing because I can express my feelings and tell my stories knowing that it only stays on...
    ComplicatedGirl18 ComplicatedGirl18 18-21, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    A few years ago during my years of pre-teen and teenage angst.... I was very confused about life and many things, and didn't know how to handle anything. I wanted attention to feel...
    hanskywalker hanskywalker 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    I don't know why...I just like being anonymous. Blending in.. wait no fading into the background. I mean there is no drama no expectations...no one to impress...just me. I'm...
    starlight109 starlight109 13-15, F Sep 24

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    It is nice to just sit back and relax after being around my daughter. She has a lot of energy and it is nice to get a break. Then I can focus on all the fun stuff I want to do...
    butterflyhearts17 butterflyhearts17 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    Ever since I was just 6 years old, I've been concerned about how fat I looked. Even still, i feel like I'm fat. I think it all started one time when i was with my cousin. she and...
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    I'm from the east coast and recently moved to California with my bf, and I hate it here. He is originally from here and is enjoying himself. I don't have any friends or family. I...
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    I love my wife(Don't judge her too harshly, she isn't here to defend her self after all) but more and more its becoming love in the abstract because I am finding that our...
    whowantstoknow97 whowantstoknow97 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 13

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    I guess for me it's the feeling of being desired like a piece of meat. Such a turn on when she comes and takes what is her and my opinion doesn't matter. Love a confident woma .
    MedicGuy14 MedicGuy14 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    When I was young me and a neighbor shared dreams of being animals and would discuss it during the day. I also began dreaming of a guy who was a wolf around that time. And I feel...
    AzureTiger AzureTiger 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I find the best in people and I can get along with almost everyone, even if I don't like them that much. Basically, I can tolerate nearly every human being. However, it upsets me...
    Soltanto Soltanto 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Everyday I wake up, I feel like the only way to be noticed and make a difference is to do something amazing and never done before... Like being a superhero or becoming king of the...
    SpiderMan2014 SpiderMan2014 22-25, M Sep 24

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    I need answers! I have no idea what I'm dealing with. I feel like I'm being haunted, controlled or even possessed! I can't stand it no longer! This one thing has made me attempt...
    Experiencevisionary Experiencevisionary 13-15, M Sep 29

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    When I have my depression I feel like such a loser and annoyance. Who would want to listen to me be all sad? I like it when I am doing well and being happy. Then I can bring joy...
    butterflyhearts17 butterflyhearts17 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    Whenever I get a bad grade, like I did today (D - one point from C!), my mom totally freaks out. She confronts me and talk about how bad the grade is and then she starts talking...
    ParkerFewer ParkerFewer 13-15, F Sep 30

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    I love the feeling of being wolf... I haven't had much of a chance to let my wolf side show, my family and some other friends are always watching me... I'm getting a tail in the...
    naco26withcheese naco26withcheese 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 30

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    I always feel like I have to 'deal' with people. And when I'm alone, I don't have to worry about anyone around me, like if I'm going to offend someone by accident. And I never do...
    unicornbombz unicornbombz 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    Yep, I feel like I'm so out there that there's not a place in society that I can truly be myself without worrying about being judged. I know may people think that, but when you're...
    PocketUke PocketUke 18-21, T 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Do not treat me with caution. Do not lecture me on how to do things and what to do. Do not tell me what my responsibilities are. I am fully capable of thinking. I understand you...
    onafaerieswings onafaerieswings 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    i feel like theres very few people who will stay active in a conversation with me, im not important nor am i a priority in anyones life. it sucks
    Vaalium Vaalium 16-17, M Oct 10

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    I like being dominated by woman. Being tied down and used. But I also get turned on by dominating men and making them do what ever I want. Humiliating them in every way.
    lilfreakbitch lilfreakbitch 22-25, F 8 Responses Oct 8

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    So I made this note of how I feel... I feel like I'm going crazy:. Feeling 'dead' or empty inside. Like the old me is gone, missing. Not feeling sadness towards death of pet...
    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Of course there are times that I do, though I don't like being lonely.
    sometimeslonelytoo sometimeslonelytoo 41-45, M 4 Responses Oct 1

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    Czexican Czexican 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    I like being young and single. a relationship is not on my list right now. I know I've got time and I'm using it. :/
    KazeDream KazeDream 18-21, F Oct 7

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    I don't. Sometimes, it feels like I just watch humans. I don't feel like I'm really... human? Like as if i weren't meant to be a person. I still do daily stuff; make up, school...
    neptunegurl neptunegurl 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    mcsac223 mcsac223 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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