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I Feel Like I Am Being Punished

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    I Feel Like I Am Being Punished - just by continuing to exist
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 18-21, F Mar 13, 2011

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    Your Welcome Mom -  I opened up a credit card a while ago....maybe four years ago. I used it once for gas and then in one single phone call it went out of control. The card...
    Strtariot Strtariot 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 28, 2009

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    Punished - Punished,Felt that way,When the quake struck,Took me down,For what?I guess,Being wrong place,Wrong time,Or was it?Life was on wrong track!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 6, 2012

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    I Hate Feeling This Way But Thing Out There Is Swallowing Me Up - I feel this very draining feeling if it the anemia or not but I feel like something or someone is punishing me and...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Aug 31, 2011

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    Tired Of The Bullsh*T - I have lost all respect, hope and the little bit of trust i ever had, i feel angry and stupid with myself for every feeling any of the above! I should of...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2013

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    Why? - I stay out of the way. I help anyone who asks I support and encourage my family, sometimes to the detriment of my health. I don't miss kids events, volunteer as often as...
    MrElwood MrElwood 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 16, 2011

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    Why Am I Being Punished For Being Depressed? - I have had depression for a while and I recently got caught. My best friend noticed the cuts on my wrist and told some of the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 16, 2011

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    Why? - Why am I the only one in my family who on top of all my medical issues, also has to deal with ******* depression? What have I done so wrong, that I have to deal with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Aug 23, 2009

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    I Seriously Feel Like Something Is Trying To Ruin Me On All Fronts - I don't why but I really feel, after the last 3 or 4 years, that something beyond my immediate sensory...
    Nomoretomorrow Nomoretomorrow 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    What Did I Do Now? - i know this story aint gonna be as serious and bad as some others that i have read, nor do i intend to be in that state, my heart goes out to everyone hurting...
    FearoftheDovah FearoftheDovah 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 27, 2012

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