I Feel Like I Am Going Crazy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 211 People

    What am I feeling anxiety about right now.

    I need to sort it out so its not just a mess of I feel like I'm being shanked repeatedly. My god, I'm suddenly reminded of the fact I have an anxiety disorder. Ironically it felt practically nonexistent during the busy semester only to kick in full force over break. What? -Work...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Jan 18, 2016

    That demon wants to force its energy on me.

    It doesn't try this every time it talks to me but when it does it is very scary and stressful. It's energy is extremely dark, and if I let it mix with my own energy I become spiritually ill, meaning I become a worse and worse person and become separated from my positive helper...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Jan 16, 2016

    Just Twisted Up?

    I'm not gonna write down my entire life. it's just that something's been bothering me. last year/this schoolyear I've started doing teacher's assistant education. if I would have my diploma, I would be able to follow a proper teacher education. anyway, since last November I've...
    puripuru puripuru
    May 24, 2012

    Maybe I'm just being dramatic.

    My heart is pounding. I'm being obsessive and over dramatic.
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Dec 11, 2015

    I just KNOW something is up.

    Something is wrong. I just felt deeply unsettled and restless.
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 9, 2015

    So ever since I was younger (

    since 9, my guess) I had anger issues , getting in physical fights with my brother, as far as throwing items at them etc. My dad had bad tempers and yelling at us when we were bad, at the time so...well anyways , I guess I started to grow out of it when going into High School...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 13, 2014

    Fml I need to go back to school

    and have routine and things to do again I am losing my mind.
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Jan 8, 2016

    Yep. It begins. That damn demon has showed up.

    He knows when I'm vulnerable. AaaAaAAAaaaHhhH
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 16, 2016

    When I was younger, I always felt like doing

    murder. I tried to literally kill someone, but I was just in first grade at the time. Only now, I've been noticing that it isn't normal to see demons, laugh your head off when I feel like crying my head off, talk about death, or sing songs about pychos. So my only friends call...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Feb 23, 2016

    There´s this horrible feeling in my chest

    and I can´t get rid of it. It makes my mind go blank and it feels like I am going insane. I think about doing horrible stuff to myself and others. Sometimes I feel like I´d be better off dead than like this. I´m a worthless piece of ****. And if I won´t learn to controll...
    ell0bee ell0bee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 11, 2016

    Is this what a broken heart is like

    after being in love? Boarder-line insanity? I HATE the way I feel...I hate that my thoughts wander to him constantly. It will be almost 4 days with no contact. He won't be the one to contact me...it's always me...always has. Why can't I get over this hurt...he was never "mine...
    secretsnvrtobetold secretsnvrtobetold
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    I have so many thoughts

    that just go through my head over and over. I'm so jittery lately. Restless. Ergh.
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 8, 2015

    Lost and Alone

    I have always felt lost and alone.  It seems to get worse and everything seems to spiral out of control.  I feel like m at a place I need some help.  My whole life is affected by my warped perseptions of myself...  I am extemely sensitive to others.  New...
    modee modee
    6 Responses May 28, 2008

    My though are getting bigger

    than i can handle, World around me is driven me crazy, i am beginning to analysed person, from his birth to Death, My imagination is scary.
    roxanz roxanz
    26-30, M
    Dec 18, 2014

    I'm ok now but that was just intense.

    I've been out of it all day, quite spacy and just getting absorbed into my own head, as per usual. And then I was reading a book and when I stopped eventually I knew I was seriously detached from reality and just had this awful sense that I needed to ground myself IMMEDIATELY. I...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Oct 30, 2015

    There is heavy rain pouring on in our city

    currently. Some area's are been flooded (water entered into houses), people are vacating from houses to get to a safer place. Some area's aren't flooded till now. I am from one of the UN-flooded area. Some of my friends are stuck in flooded areas. People are praying that "the...
    JaganShivakumar JaganShivakumar
    18-21, M
    Dec 9, 2015

    Kind of ironic right now.

    I spent all day completely unable to do anything. Was pretty much just stuck in bed. Upset about how I was wasting the day when I could be doing fun things. And now it's night time and I'm frantically trying to keep busy so that I'm distracted from the demons and don't interact...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Jan 17, 2016

    I feel like I'm slowly slipping away

    and becoming something darker.
    voodoogoddess7 voodoogoddess7
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2015

    They say that if you feel like you are going

    crazy, you are actually sane. But I am not sane and sometimes I feel like I am going crazy and having a psychotic break. I'm gonna let u all in on a secret. When you feel psychotic and you can feel it in your eyes and everything is becominf surreal from the psychotic feeling...
    kayleighjade78 kayleighjade78
    36-40, F
    Oct 31, 2015

    Last night I knew I was supposed to be fighting

    the devil again but I wasn't sure how. I was saying I wasn't going to be like them and yelling but they weren't showing up at all. Then one of the good voices told me that the way to fight them was to stay close to God and my true self. So I forgot about them and focused on...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Jan 10, 2016
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