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I Feel Like I Am Going To Explode

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 53 People

    Nerves are getting the best of me.

    If i could sleep all day i would.
    Maine12 Maine12 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    I am so f**king sick of feeling broken

    and lost. I shouldn't have to hate myself because others treated me like crap. I am not some injured lamb who needs to be nursed back to health nor do I need anyone to lean on. Screw that. I've spent way too much of my life building myself around those I love. Every time I get...
    LunaKye LunaKye 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 7

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    For everyone intrested,

    i just want to explain a little about my life... I've had to grow up so fast i cant even belive it... Well, 1: my country is in a critical moment... Just google "venezuela" and you'll see what i mean. 2: i have a liver condition that has to be treated soon with a transplant. 3...
    fedebertorelli fedebertorelli 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 9

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    madbutterfly madbutterfly 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    My mother share with me today

    that she believes that my grandfather molested me as a baby. She had hinted to it in the past years but never came out and just said it. She was surprised by lack of reaction. I felt I knew already, plus the hints. Anyway she shared with me and I kinda want to tell her other...
    StormFairy StormFairy 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My head feels like its gonna explode I don't

    want to think anymore. I want to forget I exist for awhile. I don't want to hear the shower dripping, feel my arms burning from the cuts and have to deal with life. I need to go back to sleep. I just want to be left alone by everyone for awhile. I'm trying so hard not to cry...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    There you go, I feel like a failure sometimes no matter how hard I try not to quit. My whole life I feel like I been going in circles. Like no matter what I do to try to succeed in...
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    So I made this note of how I feel... I feel like I'm going crazy:. Feeling 'dead' or empty inside. Like the old me is gone, missing. Not feeling sadness towards death of pet...
    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Back in 2012 I tried to kill myself and I took a pretty big overdose on some pills. Since then...life hasn't really been the same. I know I'm probably delusional for thinking this...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F Sep 5

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    I’ve always listened to people when they said that it’s okay to be different. That’s why I always kinda tried to embrace it. But no matter where I go, People always seem to...
    Tweeter97 Tweeter97 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    You ever get the feeling like you are on borrowed time? I do, I have been depressed all my life with the exception of the last two years. These last two years have been amazing...
    Shellback1992 Shellback1992 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    A few months ago my brother was arrested and is now on bail till the 8th December (1 day before his birthday). I am 14 years old and I feel like my family is falling apart as there...
    MimiChim MimiChim 13-15, F Sep 6

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    How do I stop driving myself crazy!? One little thought leads to another, which leads to another, and I end up with this big unrealistic scenario that keeps playing through my head...
    lacsun lacsun 22-25, F Sep 10

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    Ahead: Stupid rant My freshman year of high school, I met one girl and pretty much stuck to her side until I made my own friends, which were basically everyone she was friends...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    Ever since I was just 6 years old, I've been concerned about how fat I looked. Even still, i feel like I'm fat. I think it all started one time when i was with my cousin. she and...
    sunnypuppy14 sunnypuppy14 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I posted about a similar problem last night, and like most people the night is a very emotional time for me so I feel the need to post this again but from a slightly different...
    KayJayHoeBum KayJayHoeBum 16-17, M Sep 5

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    Like the air that drifts between us I feel unimportant, unseen and uninteresting. People glance my way and see no more than scenery. Ostracised by my friends at school, I inhabit...
    BustedMonkey BustedMonkey 18-21, M Sep 7

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    I am currently in high school and I have a couple of people I talk to in my classes but during the weekends I have no one to hang out with like others do. I'm not really a people...
    raisetheroof raisetheroof 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    Okay so basically I'm doing courses to train me for entrances of various design schools. They teach me How to draw and stuff and all that. And I've never drawn before like idk How...
    Teebee1998 Teebee1998 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    Sweet Dreams? Sarahbella’s story about her bad dreams (http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Feel-Like-My-Dreams-Are-Telling-Me-Something/4781103#reply_5943032) got me...
    bethturner bethturner 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 18

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    I am a nerd; I've been a nerd all my life. Well today I was telling one of my friends about my meh schedule at school 9-5 everyday. I was telling him while I don't have evening...
    janeastin janeastin 22-25 Sep 9

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    I'm an 18 year old kid that had an awesome childhood. My family was always tight knit, the kind that eats together ever night. During the past 4 years or so, my family has just...
    stonesfan367 stonesfan367 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    I go barefoot everyday, everywhere. Ive allways enjoyed being shoeless, and for about the last 3 years i have been a full time barefooter. I love they way all the textures and...
    barefootnude barefootnude 26-30, M 4 Responses Sep 15

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    I was down in the dumps and pretty depressed for a few months and time felt like it was dragging me backwards and i was getting nowhere, but lately time just feels like its flying...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M Sep 17

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    I left everything behind to be closer to friends and family, moving 3000 miles in the process. Once I reached the East Coast, the friends I thought I had here didn't have time for...
    truthfullyyours truthfullyyours 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    Ever have tht feeling like no gets it or understands what ur going through?....well thts pretty much everyday for me nd it sucks because I can't really talk to anyone about how I...
    xXxDreamer24xXx xXxDreamer24xXx 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I feel like doing some stupid things
    Experiencevisionary Experiencevisionary 13-15, M Sep 4

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    I feel like I'm going ******* crazy man
    heartzs heartzs 16-17, F Sep 12

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    I have this terrible headache I've had for almost half the day and I'm getting really dizzy I'm seeing stars and I feel like I'm about to faint!! What should I do?!!! Its getting...
    deidremcgrew18 deidremcgrew18 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    I need answers! I have no idea what I'm dealing with. I feel like I'm being haunted, controlled or even possessed! I can't stand it no longer! This one thing has made me attempt...
    Experiencevisionary Experiencevisionary 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    Last night I decided to go out with my cousin who I haven't spoke to in what feels like years. We use to be very close and told each other everything. Im surprised that we both...
    Monoka14 Monoka14 18-21, F Sep 6

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    Sometime I think I should just give up on the possibility of me and him. I met him a month or more ago. What started out as something that made me so hopeful has turned into more...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Let me first start off by saying I am a natural worrier. By this, I mean my life wouldn't feel right or I would be bored if I didn't worry. Granted, it takes its' toll on me but I...
    Cherrybean84 Cherrybean84 26-30, F Sep 13

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    No matter who it is I can never make a significant connection with them. My father, and mother both care for me I can tell, and I respect them but to be perfectly honest I feel as...
    aimlessglitch aimlessglitch 18-21, M Sep 2

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    I feel like my step-mother hates me as clearly as I feel pain if I poke my own eyes. Its an almost tangible, clear feeling that was at the center of my childhood experience. Now...
    whitemut whitemut 13-15, M Sep 5

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    YES YES I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THIS, this feeling is so disturbing! Eventhough they, my friends says they enjoy my accompany & they likes it when i get all happy & hyper but i just idk...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I don't just feel like no one understands me, I know that no one understands me. It's so hard being in this family, in this school, in this world. My family invalidates my feelings...
    secretlyfelix secretlyfelix 18-21 Sep 16

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    I feel as if my heart is tired and i feel lost in time and life and the world and people around . My brain feels tired to just have the thought of this world and the people in it...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F Sep 17

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    I write my feelings on here day after day and sometimes, I do miss a few days because of my hectic schedule but that doesn't stop my thoughts of you.Ever since we said goodbye and...
    Godsmack23 Godsmack23 36-40, M Sep 18

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    I feel like I'm just wasting my life away, I'm a freshman in college and I take two classes. One on Monday Wednesday & Friday, and another one on Tuesday & Thursday. One last 50...
    AJMClassof14 AJMClassof14 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Been immigrants my family traveled to Sydney, Australia via small boats during the war. I had a very rough childhood growing up. My dad left my mum after I was born. A guy moved...
    zenzuu zenzuu 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    I feel like I bother everyone, even if they sit next to me in class I feel bad for my friends who waist their time with me, I'm sorry for anyone reading this I waisted your time
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 2

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    That moment when you feel like giving up the fight, and you feel so stupid from the very start, you wanna disappear right now. I don't see future anymore.
    raraluna77 raraluna77 31-35, F Sep 3

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    I feel like I was meant for something greater than just living. I don't know how to put it, I guess I just feel like I don't belong.
    michael9666 michael9666 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    I will never feel like I am good enough & I have every reason not to feel good enough.
    Itslisa Itslisa 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I just started in a new school today. The kids there are really nice. I just started in 8th grade, but I don't feel like I belong. I haven't grown as much as a lot of the other...
    BlaringBlackout BlaringBlackout 13-15, M Sep 4

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