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I Feel Like I Am Going To Explode

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    My mother share with me today

    that she believes that my grandfather molested me as a baby. She had hinted to it in the past years but never came out and just said it. She was surprised by lack of reaction. I felt I knew already, plus the hints. Anyway she shared with me and I kinda want to tell her other...
    StormFairy StormFairy 18-21, F Sep 28

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    My head feels like its gonna explode I don't

    want to think anymore. I want to forget I exist for awhile. I don't want to hear the shower dripping, feel my arms burning from the cuts and have to deal with life. I need to go back to sleep. I just want to be left alone by everyone for awhile. I'm trying so hard not to cry...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Nerves are getting the best of me.

    If i could sleep all day i would.
    Maine12 Maine12 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    For everyone intrested,

    i just want to explain a little about my life... I've had to grow up so fast i cant even belive it... Well, 1: my country is in a critical moment... Just google "venezuela" and you'll see what i mean. 2: i have a liver condition that has to be treated soon with a transplant. 3...
    fedebertorelli fedebertorelli 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    madbutterfly madbutterfly 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I am so f**king sick of feeling broken

    and lost. I shouldn't have to hate myself because others treated me like crap. I am not some injured lamb who needs to be nursed back to health nor do I need anyone to lean on. Screw that. I've spent way too much of my life building myself around those I love. Every time I get...
    LunaKye LunaKye 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 7

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