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I Feel Like I Can Never Be Myself Around Others

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    i dont know what to do anymore everything feels like its not normal not rite nothing is normal no more everything is jest not the same i cant stand it why do i feel like this i...
    emoteman emoteman 18-21, M Mar 9

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    I always feel like nobody wants me around . like to some people im just a burden . That makes me very paranoid . I always question people . It has cost me relationships in the past...
    girldevil123 girldevil123 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Thank you for clicking on my experience. I just wanted to say... I feel like I'm all alone. I feel like I have no one here to help me. Let's just carry on. First of all, I am a...
    TheBloodySerenity474 TheBloodySerenity474 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    OK! I know that being a diabetes i can find an easy way to let myself die easily. I know myself as can make it happen at some point when feel like there is no way out. I try to...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 36-40, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It didn't make sense that no one was interested in being around me. Now I have a few reasons why they might seem to make sense to me, but then I didn't. To me felt like you would...
    awsome2 awsome2 18-21, T Mar 18

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    I honestly don't know how to feel about myself at all anymore. I've been dating this guy for 7 months Nd I just don't feel good enough for him at this point. I feel like I can't...
    DyingLightx DyingLightx 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I battled depression. And I got over it by myself. No doctors, no friends, no parents. Diagnosed in 2013 knowing I had been suffering it for years, and today... in 2015 I can...
    nataliafacheux nataliafacheux 18-21, F Mar 5

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    I feel like I am in the wrong world. For starters, I'm very aggressive. I am the only female in my karate group and my mood swings have got me into trouble countless times. As...
    poopoobryuki poopoobryuki 16-17, F Mar 9

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    A part of me is determined not to forget even though it only brings me pain! I feel responsible for remembering and carrying the pain with me into every facet of my life.The most...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I feel like matchmaking is harder then it looks and women try to do it without thinking about the man first unless we are on millionaire matchmaker. I know we have to think about...
    awsome2 awsome2 18-21, T 3 Responses Mar 8

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    I'm not new to ep, in fact I've Whined so much it makes me sick. I have been fortunate to meet a nice young woman to help ease the pain though she lives far away. However, my heart...
    dave6866 dave6866 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    I picture us together. All the time. It drives me crazy because I knew from the beginning it would never happen. A large percentage of everything that goes through my mind about...
    Hojoda Hojoda 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    I'm not feeling like myself at all. I'm losing faith in everything, except God. I'm losing faith. I don't know what's happening. I feel like I'm doing a lot of things to make...
    BMTH99 BMTH99 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    This year will be our tenth wedding anniversary, fourteenth year together. My husband recently told me that he wants to see other people, that he's unhappy with his life, and that...
    Baralinel Baralinel 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I thought I was done with this site. I thought that maybe it dragged me down a little but I've found that even with everything changing so much, it's still ME that drags ME down...
    JustLazyLittleMe JustLazyLittleMe 16-17, F Mar 8

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    I feel like I have failed everyone. I strongly feel I have failed myself the most. To think I could have been anyone in the world but I chose to be me. I have nothing impressive in...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F Mar 17

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    I feel like giving up I have no hope I have nothing my parents don't understand me they think I'm some Different person who's sick the picture down below describes me
    eltrakills eltrakills 13-15, M 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I just got out of a psychiatric hospital for my depression and anxiety. The only thing that has changed since getting out unfortunately is my dreaming. Before I went the the...
    ZacharyAaron ZacharyAaron 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 27

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    no one loves me. my family would leave me to fend for myself if I didn't remind them I was with them. I feel alone. my friends talk behind my back and don't care for me anymore. I...
    unfairlives unfairlives 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    I'm not good enough for anybody, I never am. There's always someone better to be with instead of me. I don't deserve anyone. I'm not good enough for my friends, the guy I love, my...
    greyxskies greyxskies 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 2

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    It's beginning to eat at me all day, every day from the time that I awake to the time that I go to sleep, I am 19 going on 20 and I have never held a job before (believe me I know...
    lostndelirious lostndelirious 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Is it presumptuous of me, arrogant, to feel like I've arrived at a place of peace in my mind and I'm waiting for the world to catch up? I feel it is so easy to see and accept the...
    Saylowman Saylowman 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 1

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    I've always felt that the family I live with isn't my real family or the house I live in isn't my real home. I never feel like I fit in anywhere and I feel connected to nature and...
    anonymous072 anonymous072 13-15 Mar 8

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    Do you know that feeling where you are surrounded by a sea of people around you and you still feel horribly terribly lonely ? I don’t know if everyone goes through this, I sure...
    piscespieces piscespieces 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Robbie Williams - Feel Come and hold my hand I wanna contact the living Not sure I understand This role I've been given I sit and talk to God And he just laughs at my plans My...
    01BullExpatriate 01BullExpatriate 36-40, M Mar 14

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    There are times when I just don’t feel like conversing with others including my family, friends and co-workers. I try my best to be social 90% of the time but sometimes I just...
    mindstruggle mindstruggle 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Hi all. I'm writing here out of need to feel a connection. I am battling many different things in life right now and I feel very alone. I embarked on a new career this year, hoping...
    CarolineT84 CarolineT84 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wrote this when I was on EP about four years ago. It was a month after my surgery. Found it today...it still applies. My Heart Has No Address My beautiful child, While it's...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I feel wayyy different than most people in my life and for the most part I like it, but sometimes it is super annoying. I don't mean different in a "I'm unique but it's cute" type...
    meeeghanp77 meeeghanp77 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I honestly feel sometimes that I'll never be enough for someone. My past relationships have all ended in them cheating. I guess the grass really was greener. I battle depression...
    Sully871 Sully871 26-30, M a week ago

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    Don't worry, I'm not. I'm posting this for people who are. I want you guys to read this. Breath. Whatever you're doing right now. Take a deep breath, than another. You are so...
    Destroyer2266 Destroyer2266 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    This feeling I have deep inside, Is a feeling that I cannot describe. From the pit in my belly, To the ache in my heart, Nothing can make me realize that we are really apart Crying...
    ckjackson43 ckjackson43 16-17, F Mar 2

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    I hate feeling the way I do. I can't stop feeling like I don't matter. it's cutting into my efficiency at school and I can't focus. I hate this. I hate everything about myself at...
    Kairics Kairics 13-15, T 2 Responses Mar 5

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    Faceless - by RED is one of my life theme songs. I struggle with having an identity a lot of the times. I'm so unique that I don't find others like me in the world. I wish that a...
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M Mar 9

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    I am 21 years old male, Live in Indonesia Started about three years ago when I started college, I choose engineering at first and find out I'm to stupid for it so I change course...
    ABoyInForeignCountry ABoyInForeignCountry 18-21, M Mar 10

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    i cant control my thoughts. there all over the place and being alone with them is torture. my mind isnt even my mind anymore, it's like some demon took over it and is controling...
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    All the people around me seem so sure of what they want. They have plans, goals, dreams. Not that I don't, but I'm not really as sure as I seem about what I want to do with my life...
    girlingrey girlingrey 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    All of my friends see me as the happy, confident, brave girl. After I started falling apart, I started bottling up my feelings. I don't think anybody knows. Even my parents don...
    NobodyOfConcern NobodyOfConcern 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My mom is a great person, and I know she loves me and cares about me a lot, but sometimes she can be so unreasonable and I feel like she doesn't understand me. I study abroad, and...
    RH17 RH17 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Having a huge panic attack and feeling like giving up once again. People think it's nothing, even I try to tell myself I can get over it but I can't right now. I'm exhausted from...
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Mar 8

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    Sometimes I feel like I could be a decent person but then I talk myself out of it and realize that any normal person would see how awful I am. Sorry for so many depressing posts. I...
    Playlist98 Playlist98 16-17, F 2 days ago

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