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I Feel Like I Can't Depend On Anybody

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    I never relize i would bve 1 deep 4 life until my wife i been married to for five years did some **** i can"t belive.My cousin wreck her car and left the scene and want somebody to take the blame , i said hell nah but she did take it .So when i got and a wreck i ask her to take...
    annaruss annaruss 26-30 Jul 20, 2011

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    I Can't Trust My Best Friend

    when i moved to the town i currently live in, i was only 9, and the first friend i made i have been friends with since then; it's been 10 years. when i was little i like to sing a lot, just around the house, but if i ever sang in front of her she would say "shut up" or "stop...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    Tried,

    and I can't.  He set the time and place. I was there. He wasn't. Half of a lifetime wasted.
    misprint misprint 51-55, F 4 Responses Jan 25, 2010

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    Who Can We Depend On?

    I've lived in my city for 10 yrs. Everytime I think I have found a good friend who I can depend on ...poof it's all a delution. I get promises and they never come to past. The more you try and be friends the more you get hurt. I have three true friends and my husband is my best...
    bobbysgirl398 bobbysgirl398 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 22, 2010

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    People Depend On Me Too Much

    I'm in the middle of my high school life, yet I feel like too many people depend on me. Teachers depend on me to participate in class when no one else wants to. Counselors depend on me to be a model student. Friends depend on me to be the strong one and keep them on their feet...
    chappis13 chappis13 16-17 2 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    Feel All Alone

    I'm fifty and for the middle child of five.  Always dependable, responsible, never a problem for my parents.  I also felt lost, forgotten, and never heard.  I'm married now with a grown son.  I currently have a broken ankle and am completely dependent even...
    puddeetat puddeetat 46-50 2 Responses Apr 28, 2010

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    Cry Of The Castaway

    So tired of nightmares and feeling like Im a specimen in somebodys collection of misfits or damaged  goods department. I wonder if I was the collector of broken souls if I would really care for them or just enjoy the aquisition of them.  Social cast-off of a sick society that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 23, 2011

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    I come on here and read so many things, I am trying to get more involved with writing as well, but part of me feels I shouldn't reach out and offer friendship, because I am a bit...
    MrPerditus MrPerditus 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Yesterday when I was walking and approaching the door for church, she also walked toward. From close, I felt that strange, angry, and hatred in her eyes when she looked at me...
    Bunnie486 Bunnie486 22-25, F Apr 20

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    I am an adult on the Autism spectrum. As a child, I never really had quality of friends. They often used me. I believe in a race of people/extraterrestrials called...
    NiggiMaskedSalesman NiggiMaskedSalesman 36-40, F Apr 16

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    It's like I'm living on another plane of existence or something. I just don't "get" people. Not on a social level anyway. Something about the way people socialize is just so...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 8 hrs ago

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    For years now I've been having this intense feeling like I don't belong here. like on this planet. Human beings confuse the **** out of me. The way they do things and handle...
    milo1890 milo1890 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    Guys I need some help and some advise. Be kind please I'm very fragile. 6 weeks ago my boyfriend and best friend of two years left me. Heartbroken doesn't even begin to cover it...
    Lostnemo Lostnemo 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Always and every time, I crush on girls every 5 heart beats, it gets real annoying since most of the time I have no reason to like them it's just cause they look good (can't get...
    MrSpecify MrSpecify 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I didn't believe in God until I started having the strangest things happen to me. First they were subtle little things that could have been set up. Then they graduated to paranoia...
    SeasonsinHell SeasonsinHell 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I feel like I don't have a reason to stay here, I feel like anybody loves me, I feel like I'm invisible for everyone who knows me, and that's because I'm not good enough .
    faithtobehappy faithtobehappy 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 17

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    Sometimes I feel like lots of people fail to realize to see me. For most of people around I'm a funny , cool and inteligent guy who studyes a lot and has a part-time job. I can be...
    ChubbyFox ChubbyFox 18-21, M 19 hrs ago

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    He is a little kid!! He always "forgets" to do stuff, I think he just has selective memory! I can't stand it! On top of so many problems and baggage he comes with, why do I have to...
    Gia00 Gia00 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    I was so close to killing myself today. My medication doesn't seem to work. I feel like a failure everyday. Help.
    Elizabeth357 Elizabeth357 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am 16 yrs old girl and in my life happened something strange that I cant understand but I love and I cant let go altough it is hurting me and I just can't decide what is right so...
    nitheism nitheism 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 18

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    I'm a young woman and while it appears I'm blessed, I'm not. All my life, I've been suffering from several tragedies and heartaches. Ever since I was six and visited New York, I...
    sorrow21 sorrow21 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    I'm a young woman and while it appears I'm blessed, I'm not. All my life, I've been suffering from several tragedies and heartaches. Ever since I was six and visited New York, I...
    sorrow21 sorrow21 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 23

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    Okay so this is ridiculous, and after explaining the story I'm pretty sure I'll get called crazy. I started working at shoe store about 8 months ago, there are 4 managers and I...
    Pearlljjam Pearlljjam 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 6

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    As much as i would like to talk about my problems I feel like I actually am what I was accused of. Am I really as sensetive as I think I am or am I just as obsessive as they claim...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I can't remember the first 10 or 12 years of my life. And what few "memories" I have are more like pictures (like I may have seen a picture of it and remember that/I only remember...
    IAmJustAGhostGirl IAmJustAGhostGirl 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I feel like I am not good at anything in life. I don't have any talent, skills. My parents provided me good education, I was sent abroad to study, but I can't succeed. I can't...
    T15h10 T15h10 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    My mom is a straight up idiot. Stupid. Im feeling really low and sad and sadly this means I can't keep a lid on my mouth. I started talking to my mom about my situation. Feeling...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    It's quite a strange feeling. I think I feel like life isn't real bcos every time I should have broken a bone, it just never snapped but instead just hurt really badly. Like I was...
    jolley2k jolley2k 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 14

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    the date was march 9 when we broke up. but before it happened, i was having conversation with my girl friend. i like her and i know having conversations with her is not good, but i...
    EricGo EricGo 18-21, M Apr 26

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    I feel like I don't live up to anyone's expectations. I feel lately that it's just too much for me and I feel worthless. I don't work and I fear working in any store because I...
    MarioT96 MarioT96 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I'm not sure why I feel that way. I mean, I have my ups and downs, successes and failures. I'm only human, after all. But it is a feeling I simply can't escape. I chose to strive...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    Ive always felt strongly connected to wolves and there's a strange...magical feeling I get when I'm in the woods. I've tried shifting to a wolf form in the past but it hasn't...
    EllieLoveless EllieLoveless 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I feel like i'm someone else. Like i'm watching this other person and she's screaming for serenity and she never gets it. She's begging on her knee's for anything that might save...
    rawr0 rawr0 18-21, F Apr 9

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    I have/had a friend who I used to be very close to. There was a time a few years back when she didn't have a lot of friends and she used to always ask to hang out with me. Now she...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I was 26 when I met my now-husband, almost 20 years ago. He was 10 years older than me, was going through a nasty separation, and had two young boys. After dating a while, we moved...
    canada2015 canada2015 41-45, F Apr 12

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    I don't know how to explain it but sometimes for as long as I can remember get these feelings like the life I'm living isn't mine, I go through a period where I don't feel like my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 13

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    I'm not interested in celebrities, I don't care about the latest trends, and I don't have to have the most expensive cell phone on the market. I can't even hold a normal...
    CaptainShiromaru CaptainShiromaru 18-21, M 6 Responses Apr 13

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    I wake up and just think to myself...... What happened? Why do people who used to be my friends hate me now? Why would somebody stoop so low to make the whole city hate me? How did...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    I wanted someone to know me before I died. Wanted them to know what I was really like. I think that's part of what sparked my ramble today. That, and weariness. My ramble was a cry...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 1 Response Apr 14

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    Inside I feel like I can talk to anyone, be adventurous and be so expressive...but what I show to people is a quiet, reserved person. Idk why I can't be who I feel like inside...I...
    myinfiniteabyss myinfiniteabyss 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    Feel like crap today..I feel I'm never gonna meet the right guy that's gonna accept me for me,and Im not sure i can become the idea of who I wanna be :/ I feel like the only guy...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 7 Responses Apr 18

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    I can't describe the pain I feel seeing her so happy with someone else. I wish I could just tell her how I feel about her but there's no point, and there's no way I'd want her to...
    Milo77 Milo77 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 24

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