I Feel Like I Don't Belong

i love my friends here, really i do. they're beautiful and hilarious. they remind me of old times and good times.

i can't shake the feeling, though, that the old times were just times when i didn't know any better. now it's different...

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My name is Gerry , i live in UK, i am 42 years old.
I live with my Mother and her partner.my Brother moved out 10 years ago he has a child.
Mummys Boy ? well i suppose I am but its got...

so this is life? well some people get played a good hand have a good upbringing do well at school get a reasonable job meet someone fall in love have children bring them up maybe become Grandparents and then die.Guess what I am on EP i...

I don't know why God made me the way I am. I don't know why I'm not like a normal teenage girl. I don't know why I don't like texting, and I don't like/attract drama. I don't know why I can't be outgoing or funny, or girly. I don't know...

Its starting to feel like it did when I 1st Joined EP five years ago...Like I don't belong. I feel like lately, I don't belong here on Ep. Like My presence wouldn't be missed, and that is not a good feeling to have at all. I already...

The screen of my phone lights up. I reach for it in anticipation of a text or phone call. I type my unlock code to reveal my home screen, void of new messages. A little disheartened, I open my contacts. Well over 100 of them load...

In school,
We have the geeks, the popular, the emo, the jerks, the weak, and so forth.
and in life,
We have the rich, the poor, the sophisticated, the unmannered civilians.
even in bodies, we have categories.
The fat, the thin, the sexy...

I know what it feels like. I was homeschooled, brought up woth extremely strict parents. Of course me and my brothers rebelled and had our fun, but for me I never felt like I wasapart of a 'group'. My older brother has his group of...

There are many places I don't belong. In church is one of those places. The circus is another; although, when I was a child, I really wanted to be that beautiful little girl in a pretty pink tutu,  who rode around the left hand ring...

I have social phobia, so it's hard belonging to anything. I feel so ashamed. There's so much I missed out. I'm 22 now, I look back on the times me and my friends went out and did crazy things. We had the time of our lives. I'm stuck on...

Wherever I've gone, whatever I've done, I've never fit in, never belonged.
The unspoken, but accepted truth (by all those present) was that I simply belonged somewhere else.
I've still haven't found that somewhere else.
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I don't fit with other people. I have never met anyone who runs so contrary to everyone as much as I do. Losers have losers, nerds have nerds, monsters have monsters. They all have...

It's bad enough to feel lost at any age...but when you are a 37 year old married mom it's even worse. Lately I have been feeling so torn about the love for my family and my children and the need to get away. I was not born in this...

That's the only way I can explain it. Now and then, I forget about feeling this way, but it always comes back. As I wrote about it yesterday: "I feel like I have one foot in reality." And the other foot? I'm not sure. I feel like I'm on...

I don't know about belonging. I've never really felt that anywhere in my life.I'm not really striving to feel it now. At some point, somewhere, I am just going to quietly realize....I belong here.I have no idea where or when that is...

Sorry... but I still feel this sometimes.. >.>

It's not that I don't belong here at this place I am or these people I'm with. It's beyond that. I fee like I don't belong here... in this life. Not just a suicidal thought process, but I just feel like I woke up in the wrong universe...

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I sometimes feel like I don't know where I belong I mean I've always been that one awkward kid who would never talk to anyone i would be by myself. While everyone else knew what to do.

If there one things I realized id that people tend...

I don't belong in my family. They're all Christian and have picked a single view on life. I don't belong in this world. Almost everybody embraces consumerism and the "norm". I hate what capitalism has done to our society. It has even...