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I Feel Like I Dont Have A Family

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    Rejection Part Two.

    A troubled child not me! brought into a world where no-one seemed to care? How sad was that, left all alone on the cold stairs. battered and shattered by a broken mum. My childhood lost. Rejected often. Born to a broken mum. With nobody to shield me from all the pain. sent to...
    rosesweet rosesweet 56-60, F 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    I feel like my family only wants me around

    for what I can give to them, and what little money I make. They don't know who I am when I'm broke, but have my number as soon as I'm paid.
    nikknikk nikknikk 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2014

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    Forgotten........ A Poem By Rosalind " All Of My Childhood Days Speaks Of Sheer Utter Hell Unloved Neglected And Left To My Own Device..... "

    " All of my childhood days speaks of sheer utter hell unloved neglected and left to my own device..... " Mum you are as cold as ice your behavior cuts in like a knife why do you behave this way I long for your love but as you gaze into my eyes its feels like you are on another...
    rosesweet rosesweet 56-60, F Jul 17, 2012

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    I have kids though. They are my only family.

    My only hope is that they can build the family connections that I haven't. For their own benefit. On their moms side, I mean.
    ItMayBeShort ItMayBeShort 46-50, M Jun 8, 2014

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    My name is Hayley. I have mild cerebral palsy.

    I feel like my disability holds me back a lot from fun things. My family doesn't really understand what having a disability is like at all.
    Hayley16 Hayley16 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2014

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