I Feel Like I Have Nothing Left to Live For

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    I was on google last night to try

    and find some kinda group or groups to help me get through all this ******* pain I feel in my heart cause of my past. I've always been worried about people judging me for past mistakes! But honestly all my guards are coming down and my give a **** is outta order.. I'm a...
    threehandsomeboys threehandsomeboys
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jun 7, 2015

    I'm at the end of my rope,

    stumbling on the verge. and I'm one step closer to falling off. :'(
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 14, 2015

    Why Did I Let Myself Get Like This?

    i have had a gambling problem in the past, but now im back to my old habits, and its even worse, i dont know how to stop, and not only that, but these days after i lost a bit more of my hard earned cash, im coming back home, and drinking, to try and numb the pain im feeling...
    cowshed123 cowshed123
    36-40, M
    1 Response May 14, 2013

    it's been one and a half year,

    since graduation.I don't have a job.I've lost all my documents and certificates.My parents dont want to waste money on me.i have talent but still i'm unemployed.my life sucks.depression and anxieties are my true friend.they don't live me.never. i frequently search in google for...
    neel78 neel78
    22-25, M
    Sep 11, 2015

    I have nothing to live for.

    No one will hire me, no girl wants me and I'm in constant pain. I don't want to commit suicide but I don't want live anymore.
    SnowHawk88 SnowHawk88
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2015

    I just finished college.

    intense academic pressure and overprotective parents, frequent moving, etc basically sucked away my youth. I feel sort of bad that life is 20-25% done best case and I feel like I wasted it, though I tried my best to have fun it was outside of my control. Feel like the best years...
    westcoastchill westcoastchill
    22-25, M
    2 Responses May 30, 2014

    School sucks. It starts too early.

    Runs real late. I am just gonna drop out.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2015

    Every day, something hurts

    either physical or emotional. It's like my time is running out, I've got no qualifications for a job, no GF, I feel disconnected from my family. I can't feel anything on my skin, food has practically lost all taste. I'm basically a headless chicken, I just haven't stopped...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 7, 2015

    The worst thing that could happen,

    happened so what's the point
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Jun 7, 2015

    I have a box. Had a box.

    About the size of 2 shoe boxes filled to the brim with memories, Pictures, postcards, Stones from my Nan before she passed away, Things belonging to friends i have lost and the only things keeping me sane. When i would open it i would be able to relive all the memories and feel...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 10, 2014

    My life is so upside down,

    I fear for my own safety and sanity. I left my wife for a girl, I was wrong, I know this.. I left on promises that her feeelings were real, I told my wife everything and did it. The girl said come live with me, there were red flags in my mind from the start but I dismissed them...
    lerz2000uk lerz2000uk
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Nov 27, 2014

    So here I am. Conversing with strangers on the

    internet in search for a reason not to blow my brains out. In retrospect, I'm not surprised. I can see the whole sordid chain of events that led me here. But that's not important anymore. You can't live in, or even for, the past. So I'm a highly educated, highly skilled...
    Stillnothing Stillnothing
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 5, 2014

    I'm feeling particularly depressed of late.

    I'm watching all the people I know around me go different places with their friends. having a great time. two people bothered to come out and celebrate my 30th birthday in February. two. I don't feel like I have any real friends. all of my friends live far away. I've come back...
    PrincessPhie PrincessPhie
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 6, 2015

    again my marriage is at its end

    and he won't give me answers I just want to die and then he can do what he wants and I'll be out of the way. but I'm catholic so I have to let god take charge
    tinytinytoes53 tinytinytoes53
    51-55, F
    Jun 25, 2015
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit
    Oct 5, 2014

    I'm not suicidal but I don't understand what to

    do . I guess I'm lost . I don't know how to be alone .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2014

    Im just a waste of space

    and time and energy. Ive no one who is there for me. No body appreciates me. They act like they do but really they just hate me. I annoy everybody I try to talk to. I probably wont ever find a job and be productive in life. I hate myself. Shame we dont own a gun otherwise I...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 29, 2015

    my marriage of 19yrs.

    r gone and I still live him
    tinytinytoes53 tinytinytoes53
    51-55, F
    Jun 8, 2015

    I'm starting to realize I have nothing to live

    for. I'm 28 don't want kids and don't think I ever want to get married. So what's the point of this daily struggle of life. Damn my family for being selfish and probably being sad if I offed myself.
    Bluesky86 Bluesky86
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Nov 7, 2014

    Today seems so much than other days.

    Everything just seems so euphoric or something I can't explain. I just feel like I am actually in touch with everything today. Everything feels so real. It's weird, like food is better today, water is better today, music is better today, the smell of my incense is better today...
    takewhatyouneed takewhatyouneed
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 27, 2015

    What Now?

    My story is not unique. I'm dating this guy, have been for over a year. I'm very much passionately Catholic. Recently we had sex for the first time. I was okay with it. The next day I did not regret it. It's been a week and it finally came crashing down on me. I was not worth...
    Comatose2 Comatose2
    4 Responses Jun 12, 2012

    I want to start over,

    I wanna mean something, make a change, do something useful.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 6, 2015

    In week from now all my deep pain,

    my anxiety, my frustrations, all will be gone... just waiting on my sister to finish her vacation. She was waiting for them for years and I don't want to cut them short. I can't wait to rest. I'm so tired. Is heavy on my to leave my 2 year old baby, but I'm pretty sure he will...
    savingpills savingpills
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2015

    I'm not suicidal just don't feel like I have

    anything to be happy about anymore. Something seems to happen everywhere I turn. I feel like I'll never be good enough I hate the way I look. I feel stupid and that I'll never accomplish anything .
    kanashimi93 kanashimi93
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2014

    I have nothing guys. My life is an existential

    void of nothingness. I'm a complete degenerate. It's not by choice. No friends, no job for ten years, on heavy duty psyche meds, living from place to place off of dads money, thank god for him, always getting fired, always anxious, chills, nerves on fire palpitations. I just...
    matthewh1786 matthewh1786
    1 Response Feb 28, 2016

    I don't know if I can do it anymore.

    I can't take the hurt and pain I feel every day
    Ana104 Ana104
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2015

    What Should I Do

     it all started when i was 15 i have a mental condition well kinda its ADHD and to be fair i dont act my age i feel insecure around people my own age and cannot get on with then so i tend to befriend people my own maturity who i can relate to OR anyone who will actually be...
    sylarfan sylarfan
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jul 7, 2009

    I have never had anything to live for

    and the older I get the more I want it to end. The only reason I haven't ended it is because I'm a coward. Please don't bring God up, there is no God.
    SnowHawk88 SnowHawk88
    26-30, M
    Dec 27, 2015

    Ready to Die 🙏🏾 I been waiting

    for a long time ... No reason to be here anymore
    deleted deleted
    Dec 28, 2015

    I'm at the end of my rope.

    These nothing left to keep me going, I have made bad choices in life to the point I have damaged myself beyond repair. Where should I be at the age of 32? Happily married, having my first child by now or planning to, having a steady income doing what I love doing. Nah that life...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 29, 2016
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