I Feel Like I Live A Pointless Existence

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    I Know..

    I know I'm only 19 years old, but in that short space of time I've seen a fair bit, and things just are feeling a bit repetitive in life, everything feels the same and I don't think I really feel joy so much anyway. I feel like everything that people say, I've heard before...
    vampes vampes
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 27, 2011

    I'm so tired of waking up every day

    and fighting with myself to not think everything is pointless. Seriously I started getting high just to calm the **** down and be happy for a minute. It's a useless aid since once it wears off I'm just sad an thinking again even more than before.
    chris5286 chris5286
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 18, 2014

    What do you do if the person you love comes up

    to you and says, "I don't know if I could lean on you if I slipped back into depression?" Just because YOU weren't always there for ME when I was re-diagnosed with major depression (as well as social/generalized anxiety disorder, and PTSD), doesn't mean that I would leave you...
    iamrae22 iamrae22
    22-25, F
    Sep 14, 2015

    I have a thought about our own life

    and existence. Is our consciousness so unique that changing anything of our genotype would make us another person? I mean, if it is changed just one gene in our formation would Your consciousness still exist? or it would be another person, just like you perceive other people...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho
    18-21, M
    Feb 5, 2015
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 19, 2014

    My Mundane Life

     After surviving  the last 56 years and taking inventory, I realize that it has all been for naught and continues to be following the same useless path. I'm happy for my husband. He loves me deliriously as do I him, but sometimes it isn't't  quite enough. The...
    lizbby lizbby
    56-60
    3 Responses Dec 7, 2010

    What is life? Is life just a fault in The

    organization of matter? Is our consciousness just a mistake? Purely a illusion with no purpose at all? In my mind is The only place where i am truly free and i think to my deepest insurrections, but from what i perceive from people, i think they are kind of blind, with a limited...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho
    18-21, M
    Feb 23, 2015
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