I Feel Like I Was Played With

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    Girls Always Play With This Little Boy...

    I don't know what it is about me that makes girls want to play with my feelings and hurt me, it's just that way. I recently had a breakup with an amazing girl that I was madly in love with. I thought I met the one, we shared the same values and both wanted the same things out of...
    Gladtuknow Gladtuknow
    18-21, M
    May 15, 2012

    One minute he acts like he's back in the game,

    and then he won't even respond to any of my text messages. I now feel like the only thing I've ever been to him was another notch on his belt and that's all.
    Tears3 Tears3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 25, 2014

    Mirroring

    I think I have apologized for every single thing I have done.Some not even worth apologizing.But he has never apologized not once,until last week when my friend threaten to kick his *** if he did not do so.He has also never blamed himself,or has taken responsibility for what he...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower
    18-21, F
    Aug 2, 2013

    He Was In For The Hunt

    We were introduced by a "friend" who thought we should meet. I have decided to be open minded about meeting new people, you know to give myself and love a chance. It has been years since my first truly great heart break. I thought it was time to give it another try. It seemed...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 8, 2012

    Was It All Just A Lie?

    I started seeing this guy 4 years ago. He was broken up with his girlfriend when we started. He got back together with her but we never stopped seeing each other. That went on for 2 years. When they finally broke up. We officially became boyfriend-girlfriend and that lasted for a...
    iamlost88 iamlost88
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 31, 2010

    If you have to have the guts to lead me on

    for months just to randomly stop messaging me one day, please be kind enough to give me a reason. I quit talking to half of my friends because it bothered you and now this..okay
    brooklyn18 brooklyn18
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 26, 2014

    Was Played With.

    I was played with,simple as that.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 16, 2011

    Definately Do..

     Try to help me understand what happened... because it seems to me that I've been played.. This guy has told me how much he loved me and wanted to marry me and only be with me... But then this all happens.. and he tries to say he hasn't talked to me for days because he...
    sasukesnumber1fan sasukesnumber1fan
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 13, 2010

    My Last Ex

    The one that is in prison now. The one I moved here to be with. When he would look at me, he would give me this fake smile. It looked fake to me. He did so much for me. He walked to the store in the cold. He walked to work evey day. One time, I was watching him as he smoked...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 31, 2010

    With... with someone I'm madly inlove.

    ..YOU!!!! dont act as if your the victim here.. I'm stupid believing you..
    emily036 emily036
    22-25, F
    Oct 6, 2014

    He Played Me Like I Was A Deck Of Cards

    I dated this guy for six months and I loved him more than anything. He was sweet and I loved him to pieces but then he had his faults too but I chose to ignore them. One day I find out from my cousin he is seeing someone else. I said no way he cannot be seeing someone else he is...
    countrygrrl82 countrygrrl82
    70+
    2 Responses Dec 22, 2011

    I met this boy online on twitter we started to

    talk a lot he was a jerk a douche bag i guess we can say. He had asked me out to the movies and i rejected the first time but the following week he asked again and i said yes it was the first time we met. I lied to my parents about going to the movies with my girlfriends so i...
    tooloveornot tooloveornot
    18-21, F
    Nov 22, 2014

    It Was All Some Kind Of Sick Game To You

    You won. Even now you do things to keep hurting me so you have control over me. Why bother now? You've been living with her for 4 months.
    BPBitch BPBitch
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2013

    I know I was...and to those

    who did...go **** yourself
    Wompy52 Wompy52
    18-21, M
    Jul 1, 2015

    he was my everything.

    . ,my bestfriend.. my life..my love.. he messed with my feelings.. i feel soo dumb as to how he would easily play with my feelings like thaat.. now hes going and telling me about this other girl whom he really likes even though he has never talked to her.. i feel sooo pathetic..
    believexo believexo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2014

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