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I Feel Like I'm Cursed

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    Idk what to do anymore.

    ... all i try to do, people around me are doing 10 times better. Everybody has no problem talking with people while i just barely say hi. Why is it hard for me to get a job? well i have one but its not well paid and people who i consider lower than me get well paid jobs with no...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 8

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    I walk the day seen as just another person.

    No one asks. No one hints. No one sees, just how hard I am trying with every fiber of my being to be normal. To be productive. To be happy. I feel cursed by this depression. I am like many others in that I want to live a productive, happy and full life. I strive for this, but...
    Surilian Surilian 26-30, M Sep 29

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    The Guilt Kills Us

    When I was in the sixth grade my fathers mother died on new years eve. My dad and I were the most affected by it. As the years went on I noticed a weird occurrence. Once a year something horrible would happen to either me or my dad. In the seventh grade my dad was bitten by a...
    NightSeeing NightSeeing 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 15, 2012

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    I don't know what to do in my current

    relationship. My gf broke trust early on in the relationship by talking to her ex (about our relationship) and further hurt trust by being shady with her phone (hiding it, keeping it face down, taking it to the bathroom, only using her phone when I leave the room, etc) she told...
    Punky79 Punky79 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 6

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    I Feel Cursed With Loneliness

    I have been feeling depressed lately. I am depressed because the same thing keeps happening to me over and over again. I just can't understand why is it so hard for me to find love or have love find me. Nothing that I do works. I do my hobby which is working out. I did the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 28, 2012

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    I Feel That Way....far Too Often

    I so often feel cursed....cursed to have no real friends besides my sister in my life....cursed that nothing will ever go right....as not much has for me....cursed that my life will be one big disastrous disappointment after another.  My life really isn't going so good these...
    TheBattleWithin TheBattleWithin 22-25, F 18 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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    Life Sucks

    EVERYTIME I TURN AROUND SOMETHING GOING WRONG I,M GOOD GUY BUILT MY MOM A TV STAND TO SAVE MONEY AN END UP LOSSING SOME OF MY TOOLS THAT COST ABOUT 4 TO 5 HUNDREDS DOLLARS SO DIDN,T SAVE ANY MONEY THAT WAS JUST RESENT BEEN HOMELESS TWICE LOST TWO BROTHERS THOUGHT I WAS IN LOVE...
    TLLFREDDY TLLFREDDY 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 8, 2010

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    I have felt cursed or something is wrong with

    me. I have survival skills that helped me through a horrific childhood. My father was physically abusive not sexually that was done by others. I watched my mother taken away by ambulance many times. I somehow kept an optimistic view on life and people. I feel like giving up...
    ChloeWyngate ChloeWyngate 61-65, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    cursed with the touch of death

    and destruction. (FYI not a literal magickal curse) everything i touch withers away and dies or it all i bring is great sadness and strife to its life. u know when i really sit and think about it. there isnt much in my life that ive touched and it comes out better in the end. im...
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F Jun 8

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    Christmas Cookies

    i am all alone on Christmas.  I decide I am going to buy me something to make me feel better. I climb on my scooter and go to the seven eleven.  I buy some cookies and two hot dogs.  I only live about a mile from the 7-11.  I drop the bag and the cars behind me run over them...
    kidkeith kidkeith 51-55, M 4 Responses Dec 25, 2010

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    I've been cursed ever

    since the day I was born. It seems to keep getting worse and worse
    CelestialThallium CelestialThallium 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    Nothing Goes Right For Me!

    Well, let me start this off by saying I am an 18 year old female.My parent divorced when I was two.I lived with my mum and would stay with my dad once a week.When I was 3, the block of flats I was living in got bombed by a scandinavian motorcycle gang looking to revenge another...
    sonicginandtonic sonicginandtonic 18-21 3 Responses Mar 29, 2012

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    My Dreadful Painful Life

    I am a 41yr old woman who recently moved to Sydney with the promise of a f/t job, my work paid for me to move here, and my dog and scooter fom Adelaide. I was totally thrilled, things FINALLY looking great. Then, my police leance was taking ages to go thru, I've never been...
    Aloneandcursed Aloneandcursed 41-45 3 Responses May 16, 2012

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    My Love Seems Cursed.

    My mother cheated on the man most of my family believes to be my dad, my father was an extremely abusive man. I was told all of this when I was 5 years old during one of my mother's drug-induced "fits". I met him then, and was forced to be around him. I met my 3 older half...
    irishvampyre irishvampyre 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 19, 2010

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    Sometimes....

    Well, I thought, I should write a story on this. Not just leave long assed comments on my friend's story. ;-) I've always felt cursed, since the age of 6. That's when my life went downhill. In 22 years, I never had an real offline friend. My mother, she is much more better...
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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    I Too Have Felt Cursed.

    I have felt cursed since about 2003  bad coincidences have happened to me.  I'm a good person I treat people with kindness,  However I get betrayed by everyone.  If anyone else has this problem please let me know.  Why do you think it happens to you?
    brella22 brella22 26-30 4 Responses Jun 20, 2010

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    The Bad Penny Droppeth ..

    the bad penny always turns up ......i feel like i am cursed ..cursed with some affliction .....which makes my whole soul unhappy.......i left part of my soul in Newcastle along with my daughter .....and now it seems i am hiding away from it all....i do not know whether my life...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer 36-40 Nov 6, 2013

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    Bad Luck ? Cursed ?

    My concerns with me being cursed or having bad luck started around the age of 17. I never payed attention to it at first. My mom told me a story about her sister who she believed voodoed me. Her and my mom worked at the same for about 2years. One day when my aunt went outside to...
    TheStruggle1992 TheStruggle1992 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    I've spent the past 30 years

    or so trying convince myself that I'm no different from anyone else in terms of "bad things" happening. I feel like I can't run from the reality that there is something else going on, like a curse or a punishment from some higher power. My friends and family are astonished at...
    Genuine72 Genuine72 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 5

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