I Feel Like I'm Cursed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 160 People

    I've spent the past 30 years

    or so trying convince myself that I'm no different from anyone else in terms of "bad things" happening. I feel like I can't run from the reality that there is something else going on, like a curse or a punishment from some higher power. My friends and family are astonished at...
    Genuine72 Genuine72
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2014

    My Love Seems Cursed.

    My mother cheated on the man most of my family believes to be my dad, my father was an extremely abusive man. I was told all of this when I was 5 years old during one of my mother's drug-induced "fits". I met him then, and was forced to be around him. I met my 3 older half...
    irishvampyre irishvampyre
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Mar 19, 2010

    I have felt cursed or something is wrong with

    me. I have survival skills that helped me through a horrific childhood. My father was physically abusive not sexually that was done by others. I watched my mother taken away by ambulance many times. I somehow kept an optimistic view on life and people. I feel like giving up...
    ChloeWyngate ChloeWyngate
    61-65, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2014

    Life Sucks

    EVERYTIME I TURN AROUND SOMETHING GOING WRONG I,M GOOD GUY BUILT MY MOM A TV STAND TO SAVE MONEY AN END UP LOSSING SOME OF MY TOOLS THAT COST ABOUT 4 TO 5 HUNDREDS DOLLARS SO DIDN,T SAVE ANY MONEY THAT WAS JUST RESENT BEEN HOMELESS TWICE LOST TWO BROTHERS THOUGHT I WAS IN LOVE...
    TLLFREDDY TLLFREDDY
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 8, 2010

    My Dreadful Painful Life

    I am a 41yr old woman who recently moved to Sydney with the promise of a f/t job, my work paid for me to move here, and my dog and scooter fom Adelaide. I was totally thrilled, things FINALLY looking great. Then, my police leance was taking ages to go thru, I've never been...
    Aloneandcursed Aloneandcursed
    41-45
    3 Responses May 16, 2012

    Sometimes....

    Well, I thought, I should write a story on this. Not just leave long assed comments on my friend's story. ;-) I've always felt cursed, since the age of 6. That's when my life went downhill. In 22 years, I never had an real offline friend. My mother, she is much more better...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    15 Responses Sep 21, 2009

    I've been cursed ever

    since the day I was born. It seems to keep getting worse and worse
    Sinfool13 Sinfool13
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2013

    I Feel Cursed With Loneliness

    I have been feeling depressed lately. I am depressed because the same thing keeps happening to me over and over again. I just can't understand why is it so hard for me to find love or have love find me. Nothing that I do works. I do my hobby which is working out. I did the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2012

    The Bad Penny Droppeth ..

    the bad penny always turns up ......i feel like i am cursed ..cursed with some affliction .....which makes my whole soul unhappy.......i left part of my soul in Newcastle along with my daughter .....and now it seems i am hiding away from it all....i do not know whether my life...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer
    36-40
    Nov 6, 2013

    Nothing in my life ever turns out right!

    Every time I try to get ahead of something I get pulled two steps back and just when I am happy for once someone or something shows it's ugly face and ruins the moment. It's like I'm destined to have bad luck or something and I'm tired.
    PetiteChica PetiteChica
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2015

    Bad luck and struggles are constantly part of

    my life. When things are going well, I take notice because it won't be long before life is a struggle again. Why do some of us have so many obstacles? Why do other people have such an easy life? It's hard not to wish for death when life makes you want to die. I'm exhausted...
    SocialHermit SocialHermit
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Mar 29, 2015

    Bad Luck ? Cursed ?

    My concerns with me being cursed or having bad luck started around the age of 17. I never payed attention to it at first. My mom told me a story about her sister who she believed voodoed me. Her and my mom worked at the same for about 2years. One day when my aunt went outside to...
    TheStruggle1992 TheStruggle1992
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

    Sometimes I really feel like I'm cursed.

    My life is so complicated ugh
    BrokenBeauty2 BrokenBeauty2
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 19, 2015

    The Guilt Kills Us

    When I was in the sixth grade my fathers mother died on new years eve. My dad and I were the most affected by it. As the years went on I noticed a weird occurrence. Once a year something horrible would happen to either me or my dad. In the seventh grade my dad was bitten by a...
    NightSeeing NightSeeing
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2012

    I Too Have Felt Cursed.

    I have felt cursed since about 2003  bad coincidences have happened to me.  I'm a good person I treat people with kindness,  However I get betrayed by everyone.  If anyone else has this problem please let me know.  Why do you think it happens to you?
    brella22 brella22
    26-30
    4 Responses Jun 20, 2010

    well i actually dnt believe in luck nd all i

    feel itsur potential and hardwork tht costs but still days are getting hard fr me ...i feel lonely...i m loosing competitions...which i never used to... unable to understand wht people expect of me...i m loosing my frndz..i can't hold onto my self...it is really irritating to...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa
    13-15, F
    Sep 3, 2015

    I don't know what to do in my current

    relationship. My gf broke trust early on in the relationship by talking to her ex (about our relationship) and further hurt trust by being shady with her phone (hiding it, keeping it face down, taking it to the bathroom, only using her phone when I leave the room, etc) she told...
    Punky79 Punky79
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 6, 2014

    I Feel That Way....far Too Often

    I so often feel cursed....cursed to have no real friends besides my sister in my life....cursed that nothing will ever go right....as not much has for me....cursed that my life will be one big disastrous disappointment after another.  My life really isn't going so good these...
    TheBattleWithin TheBattleWithin
    22-25, F
    18 Responses Sep 21, 2009

    I dont know why im cursed

    or why it happen... Every Time i really like a girl, their birthday month is in September... I get so depress on that month... Why do i do this to myself...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 2, 2015

    cursed with the touch of death

    and destruction. (FYI not a literal magickal curse) everything i touch withers away and dies or it all i bring is great sadness and strife to its life. u know when i really sit and think about it. there isnt much in my life that ive touched and it comes out better in the end. im...
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch
    31-35, F
    Jun 8, 2014

    Sometimes I feel like I'm Cursed.

    A slow, hungry curse that has worked its way across my entire life, stripping me of everything I loved.
    arslmalik arslmalik
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 14, 2015

    Nothing Goes Right For Me!

    Well, let me start this off by saying I am an 18 year old female.My parent divorced when I was two.I lived with my mum and would stay with my dad once a week.When I was 3, the block of flats I was living in got bombed by a scandinavian motorcycle gang looking to revenge another...
    sonicginandtonic sonicginandtonic
    18-21
    3 Responses Mar 29, 2012

    Christmas Cookies

    i am all alone on Christmas.  I decide I am going to buy me something to make me feel better. I climb on my scooter and go to the seven eleven.  I buy some cookies and two hot dogs.  I only live about a mile from the 7-11.  I drop the bag and the cars behind me run over them...
    kidkeith kidkeith
    51-55, M
    4 Responses Dec 25, 2010

    It's a family thing. We just have terrible

    luck- with technology especially. What are the odds that every technological thing we get ends up having problems immediately/arrived with problems? I mean, we're unlucky in other departments, but this one is the most prominent.
    PendulEmPlum PendulEmPlum
    18-21, F
    May 19, 2015

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