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I Feel Like I'm Cursed

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    My Love Seems Cursed.

    My mother cheated on the man most of my family believes to be my dad, my father was an extremely abusive man. I was told all of this when I was 5 years old during one of my mother's drug-induced "fits". I met him then, and was forced to be around him. I met my 3 older half...
    irishvampyre irishvampyre 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 19, 2010

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    I have felt cursed or something is wrong with

    me. I have survival skills that helped me through a horrific childhood. My father was physically abusive not sexually that was done by others. I watched my mother taken away by ambulance many times. I somehow kept an optimistic view on life and people. I feel like giving up...
    ChloeWyngate ChloeWyngate 61-65, F 1 Response Feb 5, 2014

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    Christmas Cookies

    i am all alone on Christmas.  I decide I am going to buy me something to make me feel better. I climb on my scooter and go to the seven eleven.  I buy some cookies and two hot dogs.  I only live about a mile from the 7-11.  I drop the bag and the cars behind me run over them...
    kidkeith kidkeith 51-55, M 4 Responses Dec 25, 2010

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    Idk what to do anymore.

    ... all i try to do, people around me are doing 10 times better. Everybody has no problem talking with people while i just barely say hi. Why is it hard for me to get a job? well i have one but its not well paid and people who i consider lower than me get well paid jobs with no...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    Life Sucks

    EVERYTIME I TURN AROUND SOMETHING GOING WRONG I,M GOOD GUY BUILT MY MOM A TV STAND TO SAVE MONEY AN END UP LOSSING SOME OF MY TOOLS THAT COST ABOUT 4 TO 5 HUNDREDS DOLLARS SO DIDN,T SAVE ANY MONEY THAT WAS JUST RESENT BEEN HOMELESS TWICE LOST TWO BROTHERS THOUGHT I WAS IN LOVE...
    TLLFREDDY TLLFREDDY 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 8, 2010

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    I walk the day seen as just another person.

    No one asks. No one hints. No one sees, just how hard I am trying with every fiber of my being to be normal. To be productive. To be happy. I feel cursed by this depression. I am like many others in that I want to live a productive, happy and full life. I strive for this, but...
    Surilian Surilian 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 29, 2014

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    The Guilt Kills Us

    When I was in the sixth grade my fathers mother died on new years eve. My dad and I were the most affected by it. As the years went on I noticed a weird occurrence. Once a year something horrible would happen to either me or my dad. In the seventh grade my dad was bitten by a...
    NightSeeing NightSeeing 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 15, 2012

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    cursed with the touch of death

    and destruction. (FYI not a literal magickal curse) everything i touch withers away and dies or it all i bring is great sadness and strife to its life. u know when i really sit and think about it. there isnt much in my life that ive touched and it comes out better in the end. im...
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F Jun 8, 2014

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    I Too Have Felt Cursed.

    I have felt cursed since about 2003  bad coincidences have happened to me.  I'm a good person I treat people with kindness,  However I get betrayed by everyone.  If anyone else has this problem please let me know.  Why do you think it happens to you?
    brella22 brella22 26-30 4 Responses Jun 20, 2010

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    I Feel Cursed With Loneliness

    I have been feeling depressed lately. I am depressed because the same thing keeps happening to me over and over again. I just can't understand why is it so hard for me to find love or have love find me. Nothing that I do works. I do my hobby which is working out. I did the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 28, 2012

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    Bad luck and struggles are constantly part of

    my life. When things are going well, I take notice because it won't be long before life is a struggle again. Why do some of us have so many obstacles? Why do other people have such an easy life? It's hard not to wish for death when life makes you want to die. I'm exhausted...
    AmyOnEP AmyOnEP 41-45, F 7 Responses Mar 29

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    I don't know what to do in my current

    relationship. My gf broke trust early on in the relationship by talking to her ex (about our relationship) and further hurt trust by being shady with her phone (hiding it, keeping it face down, taking it to the bathroom, only using her phone when I leave the room, etc) she told...
    Punky79 Punky79 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 6, 2014

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    I Feel That Way....far Too Often

    I so often feel cursed....cursed to have no real friends besides my sister in my life....cursed that nothing will ever go right....as not much has for me....cursed that my life will be one big disastrous disappointment after another.  My life really isn't going so good these...
    TheBattleWithin TheBattleWithin 22-25, F 18 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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    The Bad Penny Droppeth ..

    the bad penny always turns up ......i feel like i am cursed ..cursed with some affliction .....which makes my whole soul unhappy.......i left part of my soul in Newcastle along with my daughter .....and now it seems i am hiding away from it all....i do not know whether my life...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer 36-40 Nov 6, 2013

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    I've been cursed ever

    since the day I was born. It seems to keep getting worse and worse
    CelestialThallium CelestialThallium 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    Bad Luck ? Cursed ?

    My concerns with me being cursed or having bad luck started around the age of 17. I never payed attention to it at first. My mom told me a story about her sister who she believed voodoed me. Her and my mom worked at the same for about 2years. One day when my aunt went outside to...
    TheStruggle1992 TheStruggle1992 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    I've spent the past 30 years

    or so trying convince myself that I'm no different from anyone else in terms of "bad things" happening. I feel like I can't run from the reality that there is something else going on, like a curse or a punishment from some higher power. My friends and family are astonished at...
    Genuine72 Genuine72 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 5, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm Cursed.

    A slow, hungry curse that has worked its way across my entire life, stripping me of everything I loved.
    arslmalik arslmalik 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    Sometimes....

    Well, I thought, I should write a story on this. Not just leave long assed comments on my friend's story. ;-) I've always felt cursed, since the age of 6. That's when my life went downhill. In 22 years, I never had an real offline friend. My mother, she is much more better...
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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    Nothing Goes Right For Me!

    Well, let me start this off by saying I am an 18 year old female.My parent divorced when I was two.I lived with my mum and would stay with my dad once a week.When I was 3, the block of flats I was living in got bombed by a scandinavian motorcycle gang looking to revenge another...
    sonicginandtonic sonicginandtonic 18-21 3 Responses Mar 29, 2012

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    My Dreadful Painful Life

    I am a 41yr old woman who recently moved to Sydney with the promise of a f/t job, my work paid for me to move here, and my dog and scooter fom Adelaide. I was totally thrilled, things FINALLY looking great. Then, my police leance was taking ages to go thru, I've never been...
    Aloneandcursed Aloneandcursed 41-45 3 Responses May 16, 2012

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    I feel like i'm someone else. Like i'm watching this other person and she's screaming for serenity and she never gets it. She's begging on her knee's for anything that might save...
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    I feel like I've made part of something, with information missing--and no one willing to tell me something in a respectful direct way. I'm a really aware person--I know when...
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    At times, I feel like I live in this world by myself. So why can't this world be mind?
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    I was laid off a year ago. It's been a nightmare in itself to have gone through it AND still not having a job. I live with my mother who treats me like I'm her maid. She doesn't...
    csstone11 csstone11 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I feel like I am not good at anything in life. I don't have any talent, skills. My parents provided me good education, I was sent abroad to study, but I can't succeed. I can't...
    T15h10 T15h10 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Well, this all started a couple weeks ago . My friend (lets call her Lily) and I were starting to become really close, even know I met her this year, we hung out all the time! We...
    Stargazes101 Stargazes101 16-17, F Mar 23

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    Sometimes I feel like I could be a decent person but then I talk myself out of it and realize that any normal person would see how awful I am. Sorry for so many depressing posts. I...
    Playlist98 Playlist98 16-17, F Mar 24

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    I'm going to try to sleep without drinking tonight. Bull ****. I'm honestly afraid that it is not possible for me to sleep without booze and pills. It's **** but true. It scares...
    xanaxannex xanaxannex 22-25, T Mar 31

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    Sometimes I feel like if I just allowed myself to completely lose my mind - I would be much happier.
    meowmix29 meowmix29 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    It is hard to stay positive when you are surrounded by so much negativity. I just read this somewhere and I think it is so true. Negativity is something that I have battle my...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I've had a similar experience. Two years ago I was looking out my bedroom window and noticed a very bright "star" to the west above the cornfield by my house. I had never seen it...
    Whatif005 Whatif005 18-21, F Mar 25

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    It's been an amazing Easter. I was able to visit both sides of my family and see everyone. But of course that means two meals. My mother is completely unaware that I had two Easter...
    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 5

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    Maybe its my hormones or the weather change... Or it could be the fact that people are being annoying. For example; my awesome bestie has lately been bitching about all the guys...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 8

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    I love that feeling you get when you're asleep and think you're about to fall. Most people hate it but because it's kind of unusual I like it would
    Foodlover163 Foodlover163 22-25 Apr 9

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    Not just in real life, but also here on EP. I become completely aware when people go through all my experiences and either heart or comment on them, but they never message me...
    queenettejeanette queenettejeanette 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Hi there Wolves, Therians and otherkin alike! I am the delta wolf of a UK pack called the Blizzardclaw Pack. If you are looking to join a pack. Looking for someone to talk to and...
    LoneBlackLycan LoneBlackLycan 18-21, M Apr 7

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    Still am; I suffer from PTSD, and I know it, yet I don't feel able to bring the topic up with my parents or doctor.
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 Apr 11

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    I never am... For anyone...
    violetskynoise violetskynoise 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just put the bathroom trash in the fridge..
    hamz11 hamz11 18-21, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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