I Feel Like I'm Dying Inside

i get sooooooooooooo deprressseddd when i get my period and it sucks

I have read things, People saying they need friends. They just don't want to be alone, and want someone to talk to. You see I don't need friends because I already have them. I have people to talk to when I am feeling lonely. The only...

Who wants to be my friend???

I want to die.  I am mediocre at everything.  I am always so alone.  Without a soul to talk to openly.  It hurts badly that I feel so fatigued by my own negativity and lack of socialism and vibrancy.  I...

We are all born to die. When and how is the untouchable paradigm. Because is not on our terms but up to the Universe to determine.
Meanwhile, we remain in a constant state of painful growth. This knowledge and the pain of dying...

all the time i am deppressed.
i feel my chest closing in.
i feel feint
time slows down.
i wanna die.. nothing matters...
i feel numb but i would crave pain.

i have written poetry for the discription so here:

I Have to go somewhere...

i feel like i am dying. i feel like i am slowly slipping away, and not even myself can save me.....

I CANT DO THIS I CANT DO THIS.....I CANT GO TO THAT FUCKING DOOR, THAT DOOR HURT ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN THAT PERSON BRAINWASHED ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN.....I AM A NICE GUY....RIGHT NOW I AM FUCKING PISSED WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND...

So this is my first post. i am new to this site so dont be too cruel to me.Well here it goes...I have been depressed for as long as i can remember.  It actually got worse when i got deployed to afghanistan this year (yes i am in the...

can someone message me please I need to talk to someone

It's a strange feeling when you come to the realization that you're emptier than you were the day before. You can't put your finger on it, but there's something missing today that you were absolutely sure was there yesterday. Little by...

What is my life.

My life consist's of a few important thing's. They are called values, because of them. I do what I do, and I be what I want to be.
Some people don't know what their living for. Or shall I say, what's the purpose. I...

Last night was just another one of those soul killing evenings.  My hubby of 36 years is now disabled and is unable to walk more then  10 steps without having to stop and rest.  I have pretty much cared for this man all of our...

I find that being alone is not in my best nature. I hate it. Through out my whole life I have felt anger. I use to let it build inside of me. The anger would cause me to say things, it would take control of my emotions. It caused me...

I feel so sad and empty that i don't know how to help myself. So much has happened this year that it feels like it's all caught up with me and now i don't think i can bare the pain of it.
I thought i was doing really well, but now i...

Ok. I know out in the world there are people out there like me....maybe.
Sometimes I see things, that are nto actually there. It might be my imagination. When I see them I only see things for like one second. Sometimes I hear things...

I need a hug does anyone want to hug me?

I was born there I was an orphan there I was adopted there but now im here a world filled with lies,sl*ts and a*ssholes noww im 14 I was adopted at 11 months am i  NOT GOOD ENOUGH?

Sitting on the park bench
Staring at the bay
Crying out to spirits
That haunt me everyday

Wishing they would leave me
At peace to fall asleep
Instead they come to poke me
And grab my soul to keep

I tell them that my heart hurts
And is...