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I Feel Like Im Dying On The Inside

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    I feel like I've gone through a thousand break ups . . . my heart crushed into microscopic pieces. My chest so tight and heavy. I feel like killing myself, but I cannot leave my...
    SuriAnne SuriAnne 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    I miss you so much that I feel like dying babe 😔 I'm pretending to be strong and okay in front of others which is not like me but inside me I feel like dying and I cry my heart...
    lydiasangi lydiasangi 18-21, F Oct 23

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    I feel so alone in this world. Go to school all your life for what? Get a job.. Marry? I don't even get good grades. I'm sick of being the stupid, ugly loner nobody likes. My...
    Holeale Holeale 22-25, T 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am so depressed, I don't feel anything is going to get better. I hate myself very much. I get everything wrong, I literally do, in every sense. Everything is a mess and my life...
    Awhiteorchid Awhiteorchid 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    I don't know when this happened. Maybe, I blindly let it happen, Blissfully surrounded by a false sense of Security. Maybe, I tried to fight it. I don't know. My friends and I...
    NylonRed NylonRed 16-17, F Oct 24

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    I was told by my mother when I was younger to "act like there is a camera on you at all times." She told me this in an attempt to get me to quit some bad habits that I did when I...
    brint0n brint0n 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I feel like all I do is help other people with their issues and work through their problems, but when I come to them for help, they barely even try. They either give me one word...
    left4deadspace left4deadspace 16-17, M 11 hrs ago

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    It feels like ****. Thats what it feels like. It feels like your heart is in your stomach and youre gonna throw it up and it feels like youre dying and you cant be saved
    paigedecker33 paigedecker33 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    I had really bad broke up with my ex.I still remember the words he said over the Skype screen '' This LDR is sucks, I don't love you anymore''.I locked myself at the room and feel...
    AnnePQ AnnePQ 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I feel like I'm not here. I don't know where I am.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    This is my first shared experience so bear with me please. Lately, for no apparent reason, I have just been feeling like I don't belong anywhere. And I ask myself all the time why...
    broller broller 18-21, M 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    So, today I had brunch with my friends and they began discussing my brother. He is often a topic that I dread because I know that most people who lay eyes on him will never cease...
    ckj39 ckj39 18-21, M 21 hrs ago

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    I feel like writing, so I wrote this. (10min or so to make) Thoughts, opinions, suggestions? Please leave them below I sit, gazing at the melancholy world around me. Mourning...
    PokewithasideofTurkey PokewithasideofTurkey 13-15, M Nov 10

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    I feel as if I'm the biggest crybaby in the whole world. I hate my feelings, I hate being awake, I hate hating things. I feel as if my life is supposed to be this wonderful...
    imotakuchan imotakuchan 18-21, F Oct 31

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    A little set up for you: I'm a 19 year old girl. Portuguese. Lived in England most of my life. Born in SA. Confident in my appearance. I write. I draw (at university, so it's legit...
    exulansis exulansis 18-21, F Nov 3

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    I don't know if it's depression, or what, but since last year i've been feeling like I have no direction in my life, like I don't like nothing, I've been feeling that what is ahead...
    licito licito 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    When I compare myself to my friends and peers around me, it seems as if they get over or move on within a fair to quick manner. I on the other hand get stuck on a person for so...
    bananaloc bananaloc 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 23

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    I'm in my last year of high school and I feel like I'm failing at being smart, I haven't had this problem before, I was always the "smart one" but the last couple of months I've...
    elisasama elisasama 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Most people around my age have it all. A good job, plenty of friends, few worries and are generally moving in the right direction, they get opportunities and can embrace life for...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I was 15 and in high school when I started to admit to myself that I liked her. We were good friends, daily debates and petty quarrels, we forged our bond and we've known each...
    shugo23 shugo23 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I feel like no one trusts me with responsibility. I am at a point in my life where I need to figure out who I am going to be and I feel like I am going to end up waitressing or...
    ImOnTheOutside ImOnTheOutside 22-25, F Oct 23

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    Here at [school], I am in a place of judgment. I am truly reminded of how I am not of this planet, not truly of this race. I do not have strong connections with any beings here; or...
    ansiktetledsen ansiktetledsen 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    I wake up every morning feeling like a waste of everyone's time. every time I ask a question at work or school they make it seem as if I am a burden. Then I will walk away and hear...
    lostguy19892014 lostguy19892014 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 25

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    I have friends, that's true. We're like sisters and hangout all the time. But sometimes I feel like I'm the odd one out. We never talk about the same things, they tend to talk...
    AntiSocialBookworm AntiSocialBookworm 13-15, F Oct 28

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    I am hoping someone older will be able to offer me some advice because I am a 55 year old woman who fell in love with someone for the first time in my life. It happened 2 years...
    Bethena Bethena 51-55, F 3 Responses Nov 1

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    The death of my auntie is starting to sink in and become a reality to me now. I feel really scared and alone at the moment because I have no one to talk to about how I feel. I'm...
    rirxalri rirxalri 16-17, F Nov 3

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    This is how I am currently feeling... No job, no boyfriend, in debt, going through a divorce and living under my brothers roof who wants me out by the end of the year... I know...
    Gaffa1234 Gaffa1234 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 6

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    When I was younger, everyday felt like something was going to happen, and events would unfold..it felt like an adventure going to school..and even my bad days were memorable. I had...
    baizdaza baizdaza 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 7

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    I'm not suicidal just don't feel like I have anything to be happy about anymore. Something seems to happen everywhere I turn. I feel like I'll never be good enough I hate the way I...
    kanashimi93 kanashimi93 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 8

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    In front of my eyes. I used to take responsibility for the feelings of others. I thought I did. Actually, I wasn't qualified, and made no assertions that I was some guru or...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 11

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    today i really feel like i let someone down...this site has really helped me get my feelings down so i don't feel so trapped, but i still need control. so i still cut (well...
    kwrc kwrc 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 13

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    I just feel pushed to a dark corner... There is nowhere out, there is no hope...my first university major was in marketing. I spent over 6 years looking for a job in the field... I...
    SweetBrazilianLizzy SweetBrazilianLizzy 31-35, F Nov 14

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    he was my everything.. ,my bestfriend.. my life..my love.. he messed with my feelings.. i feel soo dumb as to how he would easily play with my feelings like thaat.. now hes going...
    believexo believexo 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I want to tell someone how I feel but there's no one I can talk to. I was in a relationship until a few days ago but it ended because something bad happened to my girlfriend who is...
    Marylin13 Marylin13 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I always hate when I'm someone's second choice. I feel like I'm being used. And I don't like that. I feel like you only wan me around when something fails,It makes me feel like...
    AshCakes AshCakes 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I. . .just feel. . .so empty. I can't take living with a fake smile, day after day, with no one knowing how torn apart I truly am. I'm also thinking of cutting myself or even worse...
    CrypticIris CrypticIris 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I feel i am so behind in life. as if i'm playing catch up. i started my life as an adult so young. i thought i knew what i was doing. i married at 18. then when i was 19 i got...
    alicia0090 alicia0090 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've been a career university student since 1992. I have quite a number of degrees. For the most part, I did it for something to do during the day because I worked afternoon...
    absolom absolom 41-45 3 Responses Oct 23

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    A little. A lot. Maybe. Maybe not. Today wasn't a good day. She haunts my memories, she torments me with her existence. I don't feel like being here if I have to sit with her on...
    widerlich widerlich 16-17, F Oct 23

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    how do you tell that you are a wolf because I feel like I am and some agree but some say I'm a cat. And a long time ago someone told me I'm more like a dog and though they didn't...
    Okamipyon Okamipyon 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 24

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    There is this guy that I really I like. We recently reconnected after not speaking for a while and he asked me to if he could borrow some money to pay a bill and I gave it to him...
    wisegirl27 wisegirl27 26-30, F Oct 29

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    Im so different. I wish I had friends. Im always told im beautiful but always sucked at conversations. Im probally too much of a weirdo to be a model, but I get told I should model...
    PrettyUnique47 PrettyUnique47 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    If you look at me, I appear fine, just the same person as I've always been. But that's only on the outside - internally, I'm not. My depression has eaten away at my identity - I'm...
    megmegmeggers megmegmeggers 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    Crying is a healthy release of overwhelming emotions. Water is such an excellent energy conductor. You know how taking a bath or shower just seems to always make you feel better...
    Oaktreeacorn Oaktreeacorn 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 1

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    Yes I am only 17 and I'm still to young to be talking about "forever" but you never know I could walk outside and get shot or just die unexpectedly idk what's going to happen to me...
    LovingTheNewMe LovingTheNewMe 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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