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I Feel Like Im Dying On The Inside

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 21 People

    Just for once i wana die. Its not so hard :/
    Manny570 Manny570 16-17, M Oct 9

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    The only thing that makes me smile.
    Manny570 Manny570 16-17, M a week ago

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    I love my wife(Don't judge her too harshly, she isn't here to defend her self after all) but more and more its becoming love in the abstract because I am finding that our...
    whowantstoknow97 whowantstoknow97 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have this huge empty hole in me. I love my family but I can see I don't belong here with them. I am not happy with myself or my current situation. I hate where I live, I don't...
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    Everyone thinks I'm such a happy person, but I'm not. I'm dying inside and falling apart. God please hear my call. I am afraid for me.
    jazzsinger1991 jazzsinger1991 22-25, F Oct 1

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    I'm dying inside........probably one of the worst feelings ever :(
    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 11 Responses Oct 2

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    Everybody thinks I am a normal girl. However, no one knows what kind of music I really listen to or how I prefer to stay home than go out with my friends. No one knows that I am...
    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    You ever get the feeling like you are on borrowed time? I do, I have been depressed all my life with the exception of the last two years. These last two years have been amazing...
    Shellback1992 Shellback1992 41-45, M Sep 25

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    I find the best in people and I can get along with almost everyone, even if I don't like them that much. Basically, I can tolerate nearly every human being. However, it upsets me...
    Soltanto Soltanto 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I've never understood what emptiness feels like before. But now without her, i feel so empty.. I can't explain it. Its like theres this void inside me. A dark space. Its like i do...
    Listening2us Listening2us 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    I have no friends and no one likes me why do I always feel like this? Like complete ****?
    jinxxedforlife jinxxedforlife 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Why am I in this world? I feel like im just a waste of space... no reason for me to be here. I wish I were gone sometimes but I have my friends who love me and I don't want to...
    wolfbeliever wolfbeliever 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    So I made this note of how I feel... I feel like I'm going crazy:. Feeling 'dead' or empty inside. Like the old me is gone, missing. Not feeling sadness towards death of pet...
    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Been immigrants my family traveled to Sydney, Australia via small boats during the war. I had a very rough childhood growing up. My dad left my mum after I was born. A guy moved...
    zenzuu zenzuu 26-30, M Oct 2

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    When I was young me and a neighbor shared dreams of being animals and would discuss it during the day. I also began dreaming of a guy who was a wolf around that time. And I feel...
    AzureTiger AzureTiger 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    i'm trying to get ova my ex and its pretty hard..i feel so worse inside that she cheated on me :'(
    stevenson19 stevenson19 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    Very upset. I don't feel like sharing my bed with him anymore. I will start moving my stuff to my son's room. I want us to be done! End this marriage or stay but I'll start...
    honestydiary honestydiary 36-40, F 5 Responses Oct 4

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    I don't. Sometimes, it feels like I just watch humans. I don't feel like I'm really... human? Like as if i weren't meant to be a person. I still do daily stuff; make up, school...
    neptunegurl neptunegurl 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel like I'm just wasting my life away, I'm a freshman in college and I take two classes. One on Monday Wednesday & Friday, and another one on Tuesday & Thursday. One last 50...
    AJMClassof14 AJMClassof14 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 27

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    Just sometimes i feel like i am not good enough for people. I do not know why i feel like that but it happens. I guess i just have to continue to work on myself and hopefully that...
    tristonRy tristonRy 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    It has been some time now, im not sure when or why this has happened, but it feels like my senses have become hyper-sensitive. I hear with enhanced clarity, and within a more...
    hmmhmmhmm hmmhmmhmm 26-30 Oct 4

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    I never thought that this time would come. 2 years ago I graduated from college. After few months I got an online job. I thought it would be just a temporary job while I was...
    nobodybutme97 nobodybutme97 22-25, M Oct 4

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    I like to think about this one. Wrong place, wrong time. Not sure if that's exactly right. Part of me tends to think we are where we're supposed to be, even if it doesn't feel...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F Oct 8

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    Well, my boyfriend tries but he's too busy so he's never really around. My mom takes the side of her other children who sexually abused me when I was little. They tried to make me...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Have you ever felt the horrible feeling where you feel like you aren't good enough? No matter how much the people who care about you say otherwise, you still feel that overwhelming...
    Julia22514 Julia22514 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    When I am not taking my bipolar meds, I am a mess, when I am taking them I am a zombie, either way me and my husband fight a lot. We have a five month old but we only met 15 months...
    C8DAGR8 C8DAGR8 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    A few months ago,I was having one of the best times of my life. I had my family and friends. I had volunteered to do something that made me happier than anybody. I woke up excited...
    ComplicatedGirl18 ComplicatedGirl18 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Recently I started a new job. I absolutely hate being the new person and not knowing how everything is run. I know that it's normal to feel this way and that with time I'll get the...
    zuzeethh zuzeethh 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel like that all the time. My life is so boring, I do the same routine every day: Go to school, go home, eat, go on the Internet, read, sleep and repeat.. I feel like I...
    EmmaBirchall EmmaBirchall 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I say that because my mom had beautiful hazel eyes mine are so dark they're nearly BLACK but my older sister got the hazel eyes my mom had some weight on her and a beautiful face...
    UnconventionalBeauty UnconventionalBeauty 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    It's so annoying. I made all these new friends, so now it's even worse. I feel like nobody even cares about what I'm saying, and like they find me annoying. I hate feeling this way...
    angeliqueth angeliqueth 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    I left everything behind to be closer to friends and family, moving 3000 miles in the process. Once I reached the East Coast, the friends I thought I had here didn't have time for...
    truthfullyyours truthfullyyours 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    I feel like I do. There's just a part of me that feels that way
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Sep 27

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    I definitely get that presence feeling right now. Home alone...Feels like someone from the shadows is watching me.
    Riukkuyo Riukkuyo 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 27

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    I think that its a good thing that we feel like we are meant todo something more with life,(i just came up with this so if its confusing i apologize in advance) A while ago in...
    zackattack38 zackattack38 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    I feel like there's something everyone else knows that I have never caught onto and people just never say anything about it because its assumed that everyone knows it. I feel like...
    theoneironaut theoneironaut 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    Ever since I was just 6 years old, I've been concerned about how fat I looked. Even still, i feel like I'm fat. I think it all started one time when i was with my cousin. she and...
    sunnypuppy14 sunnypuppy14 13-15, F Sep 28

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    Whenever I get a bad grade, like I did today (D - one point from C!), my mom totally freaks out. She confronts me and talk about how bad the grade is and then she starts talking...
    ParkerFewer ParkerFewer 13-15, F Sep 30

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    Ever have tht feeling like no gets it or understands what ur going through?....well thts pretty much everyday for me nd it sucks because I can't really talk to anyone about how I...
    xXxDreamer24xXx xXxDreamer24xXx 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Dreams are a strange occurrence that only happens when you sleep. Though rarely they ever have a deeper meaning, you could be dreaming about something that happened the day before...
    NightwolfBlackheart NightwolfBlackheart 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    I always seem to have this feeling I'm being watched as from time to time I always look around and sometimes stop and turn around as if I being watched, even in my own apartment...
    RD101 RD101 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 5

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    I am sick right now and feeling exhausted, and i am sick all the time like this. and i am always dependent on my vitamins syrup for my health. I hate my life, I am unable to do...
    oceanend oceanend 18-21 Oct 8

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    I always feel like my personality is at risk like it may be change by outside forces and I will become a boring o bad person or that I may be stuck feeling the same way forver and...
    likespike likespike 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    Sometimes I feel like I comment too much or that I message people too many times before they reply. I also feel like Im a burden when talking to someone. They could be doing...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 10

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    I'm from the east coast and recently moved to California with my bf, and I hate it here. He is originally from here and is enjoying himself. I don't have any friends or family. I...
    purplecrystal35 purplecrystal35 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I think I am slightly sociopathic. Nothing feels real. I feel as if I can never die. I am lucky, a little too lucky. I feel like there is a higher power, yet do I think it is from...
    ithinkihaveamentalillness ithinkihaveamentalillness 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I feel like I was born in the wrong time period... I feel like I was meant to grow up in the time of Jane Austen, pride and prejudice. I always felt like I didn't belong. I am very...
    ericabri12 ericabri12 18-21, F 2 Responses