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I Feel Like Im Dying On The Inside

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    its been almost eight months since my boyfriend passed away. it still seems like yesterday. i try to tell myself everyday that i can do this and things will get better..that lasts...
    forevermyalways forevermyalways 18-21, F 1 Response 31 mins ago

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    The feeling dwells on me so much and it makes me wanna slap myself in the mouth to shut myself up...~ I know I'm not a bad person but I always feel like I am for whatever reason...
    xMellowButterflyx xMellowButterflyx 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I realize that everyone at some point in their life feels this way. However why you feel like this is because you also feel on top of that that no one is facing the same...
    Eninferno Eninferno 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Lately my life has finally gotten together. I have finally started driving after years of anxiety. I have a part-time job and a caring boyfriend,but for some reason I have this...
    DarthPancake DarthPancake 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I do, just so much **** going on with my life I can't do it all and I'm falling apart..
    wolfie2191 wolfie2191 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    i dont really know if this is a feeling of not feeling good enough, but basicallly I always feel like there are better people out there. I just moved into college and i thought I...
    4EVRANDEVR 4EVRANDEVR 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Im not good with story telling .i dont think my problem is even worth mentioning but im a first year college student and i feel so empty .i am not depressed even though my life is...
    M00ah M00ah 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Firstly, I have always known somehow I had a gift to sense the emotions of other people as if they were my own. I can also sense any feeling when someone really *wants* something...
    AngelicLights AngelicLights 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    I've been bullied before. Lots of times actually. From 5-8 grade. I got a lot of remarks about my appearance. It still hurts. Ever since 7th grade I've become a perfectionist about...
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I am tired with my family not accepting me as a gamer, an atheist and a feminist. They keep criticizing me for not living in the real world, say games are for kids and teenagers...
    EV97 EV97 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I can't help it. I was doing okay for a few days and today it hit me like a train. I know im quite young to be thinking about suicide or whatever but really... I want to die, and I...
    unknowngirlonline unknowngirlonline 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    (Behind Blue Eyes by The Who) (But I feel like this song everyday. It is a beautiful song written by a beautiful person that I adore. I have been feeling like he did when he wrote...
    ZosoJimmyPage ZosoJimmyPage 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I just got an interview from the university I want, I know I should be happy and from the outside my best friend is happy for me to but from the inside, we are so close I can tell...
    teeekilicious18 teeekilicious18 18-21, F Aug 21

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    ever had a such a strong feeling of disbelieve in everything you do? mostly about your self? that's what I am feeling. I don't feel like a good person, I feel like I should be...
    Zineq Zineq 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I'm not in pain. I'm not angry. I'm not pregnant. I'm not hungry. I'm not tired. I'm not scared. I'm not happy. I'm not upset. For some reason, no matter what the situation, I just...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I totally feel like giving up sometimes, unfortunately, I have to keep going coz giving up isn't an option, no matter how I feel. if I made decisions based on my feelings??? wow...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 2 Responses Aug 20

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    i have a boyfriend and we are on our 2nd month. we are now on a long distance relationship. he is on los angeles, california and i am on the philippines. when he left philippines i...
    magebricks magebricks 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I'm totally a narcissistic *****. I am happy on the outside and slowly dying on the inside. I have a family in which I love, and my husband dearly as well. But when things don't go...
    lecrazycrystal lecrazycrystal 36-40, F Aug 16

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    I just want to cry right now. I hate what I am feeling right now. I just can't explain it. Have you ever felt like you are surrounded by amazing people who loves and cares for you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 16

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    Lately I just feel totally void of almost all emotion. Like I'm just empty inside. I don't know why. I mean, I like my friends, they're awesome, but I just feel like something is...
    marshababy33 marshababy33 13-15, F Aug 16

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    I just feel like I'm not good enough for some people or I'm not good at anything like I'm not worth anything like i cant sing i cant dance I'm not that smart i don't have any cool...
    macylynnm14 macylynnm14 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    while my family is outside on this sunny weekend day enjoying themselves. I'm here in my room, just contemplating my life. how did things go wrong? I let everyone decide for me, I...
    megabear64 megabear64 22-25, M Aug 15

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    I feel this way at school a lot I feel like I am annoying to everyone and I feel like I am loosing all of my friend because I actually am I am loosing them to other friends who...
    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly 13-15, F Aug 14

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    I want to end the music completely, instead of just standing here in one spot, with the player's pin lifted up, for the rest of my life, I want to just unplug the player altogether...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 14

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    My dreams have a way of telling me things. I have alot of scary ones but I have some good ones too. I feel like childhood dream of going to visit my dad in prison and then everyone...
    cjsewall cjsewall 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    Sometimes I feel like my boyfriend doesn't love me as much as I do, or at all. He pretty much hates anything to do with romance and sharing feelings (the feelings I can live with...
    YoungOne1901 YoungOne1901 22-25, M Aug 14

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    I have two other really good friends, but it seems like they're a lot closer. I know I can't do anything about that, but it bothers my that they treat each other better than they...
    nativetongue nativetongue 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I keep losing my friends and I know that's my fault for sure. They all keep leaving and walking away when I need them. And I feel like I don't care enough about other people but I...
    TheFangirlForLife TheFangirlForLife 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I used to be a confident, secure woman in my early 50's. Married for 33 years, two beautiful daughters that I am really proud of, and a wonderful baby grandson who is the apple of...
    Patilud Patilud 51-55, F Aug 11

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    Men that I've met in past(they were boys,to be honest) didn't let me feel like I'm a real woman,I still feel insecure about it,I still don't feel like a real woman and I can't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 11

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    My kids have all recently let me know that they are grateful for the way I raised them and what I taught them growing up.It really felt good to get that kind of surprise.First my...
    MarciBlack MarciBlack 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    I am absolutely in love with my gf and know she still has feelings for ex of 3yrs which is also her daughters dad, saw her whisper and found out she's questioning our relationship...
    mwp483 mwp483 22-25, M Aug 11

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    Last night I was on the phone with the man I do contract graphic design freelance for. We were talking about his company and how it's changing and there might be a chance that I...
    oncemoreuntothebreech oncemoreuntothebreech 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    I've been physically abused as a child...I'm talking hard bamboo sticks, thick rulers, and yes, hockey sticks. Verbal abuse from my dad as well.. about how much I suck, how...
    chriskoo1 chriskoo1 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 11

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    I am in my mid-20s. I don't have a Facebook, twitter, YouTube nor Instagram account. I also don't have an i phone or android (or whatever you call them) and I'm perfectly happy...
    arcenciel arcenciel 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Feel like life is pretty boring sometimes I wish there was more stuff to do. Or like I feel like people claim to feel a certain way but don't act on it and I know that makes me...
    Noahechtman Noahechtman 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Its not easy being me... My whole life I have tried to buy love buy friendships and at last in these dark days I find myself, I have found who I really am and I know what I must...
    bushi132001 bushi132001 26-30, M Aug 9

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    I like people wo take me for who I am as person. The only thing I need in life is a boyfriend who loves me for real and not betrayes on me. I know the feeling, it feels like you...
    GirlyGirl1993 GirlyGirl1993 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 9

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    It's been a really weird 12 months for me, in retrospect. So much stuff has changed for me, especially my outlook on life. So much so that I feel so dissociated with the person I...
    ChinaWhiteNight ChinaWhiteNight 26-30, M Aug 9

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    I just recieved my final score for my math class today and i fail the class and it totally change my mood and i feel like failure. I feel I dissapointed my parent because i didnt...
    Mizter18k Mizter18k 22-25, M Aug 8

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