I Feel Like Im Falling In to the Darkness

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    I will never give up on my dreams,

    never let myself give up on the slightest chance that life will turn toward the path I crave to create. Nothing will cease my determination to get there one day, but I cannot help but feel I am losing my battle and falling into the darkness.
    deleted deleted
    Aug 6, 2014

    Normally, I Am A Happy Person

    Almost every day. I enjoy that. Being happy, laughter. Ebullient nature, if you will. On the surface, it is like that. But, lately, a deep pensive sorrow. I can't quite name. I wish I could. Maybe, its name is disappointment.
    slsr slsr
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Nov 9, 2012

    F@ck my life. I hate everything.

    I hate the fact that I'm alive and the hopeless feeling in the pit of my stomach that never goes away. I hate never being good enough. I hate the fact that I'm completely alone. I hate the fact my thoughts control me. I hate the fat on my body. I hate the a scars and cuts on me...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2014

    In the Begining

    At first I thought that I was just upset about all my family losses,But then Id relized Id got a bad case of depresion. I felt like I had to do every thing and I felt like every one expected me to do things,I am an only doughter, eldest grandauter,only grandauter only nece.It...
    firebird firebird
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 11, 2007

    Shattered In Eternal Darkness Foreverd

    I had many dreams when I was young. A artist, author, teacher etc.... I then found that my dream was actually to become a manga artist. I believed in myself so much that I would become one but then I was shattered. I was born with this it wasn't placed on me after my birth. My...
    darkdeathwisher darkdeathwisher
    13-15, F
    Feb 1, 2010

    All I need is a hand to reach out

    and help me but everyone's clapping instead
    ellelinkin ellelinkin
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 31, 2014

    Ode To My Darkness

    A moldy dusty damp cage of an ancient age So dark that only shadows seems bright Blood moon hides within the cloud tis my embrace of it's holy shroud. Cracks within the walls distant screams fill the halls. A clank and rattle of chains to remind me of my pains as the keeper...
    Sagesnightmare Sagesnightmare
    Aug 8, 2013

    it's OK this time. I think.

    I know dark comes after pain. but then that's when you know the pain is over for the moment. it's good to be in the dark.
    deleted deleted
    Nov 7, 2015

    Tonight All I know is my tears The weakness

    in me Like an unwritten story Pulling the words through the skin of my chest Tonight I came apart Gravity resumed its space inside I'm giving up on us Ever living in the flesh But I'll hold you Inside my mind Tonight Forever Written in the scars of my broken heart...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 24

    Fear In The Darkness

    What should I do when all is lost to me? When even in the daytime the night surrounds me. The thunder rolls around me as tears fall from my eyes like massive rainstorms.  Just let me weep into the darkness alone. I am the lonely wanderer, lost and afraid, simply trying...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Sep 22, 2010

    Still Falling...

    I have always been a happy girl, sometimes a bit sad but nothing like now. Four years ago I hurt my right knee during my karate class and it was the start of four years of emptyness, sadness and loneliness. It all came down from that point. No one seemed to know why it was...
    SilentEve SilentEve
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 21, 2007

    It's Inevitable!

    As I go through the path called my life. It seemed at the beginning that my life was going to be bright, full of happiness... I don't know when it happened when i took a wrong turn, but lately as the days go by Darker the path seems to be!   I can't understand...
    Th3D0ct0r Th3D0ct0r
    3 Responses Mar 5, 2010

    so everyday they cut out the electricity 4

    times a day for over 3 hours . what the **** up I want to get out of here !!!!!!
    dove9 dove9
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Mar 31, 2014

    I Can Feel It

    ....i've just come out of the darkness and i can feel myself going there again almost as if im being pulled...dragged back into the darkness where the passion of my life melts away and the poison tipped arrows of life pierce my heart, my soul, my everything
    SuicidalMess SuicidalMess
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 14, 2007

    Despair, Fear and Grief They all visit tonight

    My heart is frozen, my feelings gone numb If I could only see the light Anger, Rage and Loss They are old friends of mine My eyes are blinded, my thoughts locked The edge to madness becomes a thin line Pain, Crazy and Sorrow Just won't leave me alone My memories are clear...
    InvisibleDarkness InvisibleDarkness
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2015

    Im drowning and you are standing three feet

    away screaming "learn how to swim"
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 26, 2014

    Striding into it with a sense of purpose is

    more accurate. You can't have one without the other.
    deleted deleted
    Oct 21, 2015

    Weeks ago, when my sis was hiding my things

    and beating me ,I thought that me being kind and good will just let me live in fear , so I told myself that I want to change to bad, in that moment I felt a weird feeling like something was getting out of me I thought that was the evil me I was trying to keep away for long , and...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 15, 2014
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